Therefore, he did not ask for her forgiveness, he only hoped that she could leave a place for him by her side, let him help her and follow her, that's all. Even if she didn't forgive him, it didn't matter.
As long as he can be with her, living and dying, that is the greatest happiness in his life...
Therefore, he never planned to tell her the truth. He would rather, in her heart, he was a dissolute and bad man who broke his oath. He also did not want her to know that her father was the one who killed his father.
Criminal, that was too unfair to her. He was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it, and he didn't want to exchange it for her forgiveness, so he was willing to bear it all alone.
Even if what happened today didn't happen and she didn't forgive him, she ended up with someone else, got married and had children, he was still willing to bless her for the rest of his life, and then take all the cruel truths with him to the grave, just because he didn't want to let her
There was no stain in her life, no feeling of debt... Because she said that she hated owing favors to others... He never wanted her to hate him like she did when they first met...
Because he loves her, really loves her...
But all this was revealed by Gong Que today.
He really hated Gong Que's mind-reading ability. When he helped him treat the source of magic, he actually read all his memories... Everything he concealed became transparent in front of him, so he was very respectful to Gong Que.
But he didn't expect that he would tell Mu Xianning all this, making her cry... How could he not hate him.
"Silly boy." After reading Jun Ruoshui's thoughts, Gong Que sighed. At this moment, he didn't even care about respecting him, and his heart actually favored Mu Xianning so much...
"If...he doesn't tell me...are you going to hide it from me forever..." Mu Xianning's voice was choked and trembling. Her life has always been a strong and powerful existence, and she has never been so weak.
, she is as weak as an ordinary eighteen-year-old girl who needs protection and support.
Jun Ruoshui stared at her alluring face with nostalgia, and the deep love in her eyes seemed to come out. He looked at her with tenderness, and with his free hand, he caressed her face with nostalgia, and finally
But I don’t know how to answer...
"Why, why do you do this...how am I...worthy of you doing this..."
Obviously, he should hate her, because that is normal.
Just like Li Xie, who had been with her the longest, she could understand all his behaviors. When he knew that she was the descendant of his enemy, he chose to hate her, chose to kill her, and chose to betray her.
She, so, she knew that that was the natural result, but what about Jun Ruoshui?
It was obvious that her father was the murderer of his father and the culprit who took away the Soul-blooded Demon, and she was the holder of the Soul-blooded Demon, but he actually chose to forgive her! Even she herself was
At this moment, she couldn't forgive herself, but he still stared at her with eyes that loved her so deeply.
Her heart ached so much, as if it was about to be torn apart, and as if it was about to fall into ashes in an instant and be blown away by the wind before she would give up...
"Silly girl... why are you not worthy... I said, I would rather lose the world than lose you... You are the only one in the world who is worthy of me doing anything... even death..."