Chapter 57: The Love of a Gentleman and a Hooligan
Although Zhou Guangtao already vaguely knew the truth of the matter and was mentally prepared, hearing Yan Luoxi say it with his own ears still hurt his heart.
"Luoxi, when Li An first bullied you and coerced you, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell the uncles and aunts of the Li family?" Zhou Guangtao's eyes were red, his fists were clenched, and his body was shaking.
"I was young at that time, very scared, and felt very shy, so... later on, I gradually got used to it. It wasn't until I had the opportunity to escape that I felt rebellious and ran away secretly. Later, I
I met you...Brother Guangtao, I'm sorry..."
"You are not sorry for me, you are sorry for yourself. How can you be so cowardly and appease Li An!" Even if Zhou Guangtao is angry and reproachful, his tone is not as exciting and sharp as at Li An's house. His voice is very gentle, but in Yan's eyes
Listening to Luoxi, every word is still like a needle, piercing my heart.
Yan Luoxi's nose was sore, and those past events were like a pustule. Li An's words today were like a needle. With a slight push, the pustule burst, and a pile of unbearable filth flowed out.
Just because she thought this matter was too dirty, she didn't dare to tell anyone. She thought that after she escaped from the Li family and Li An, she could live a good life, say goodbye to the past, and stay away from the filth.
Going on the road, I even feel like I have started a perfect new love life!
However, today, Li An confidently spread all these things as if nothing had happened, and she realized how stupid and ridiculous her efforts seemed. All her attempts to escape, forget, and endure were all self-deception on her part, like a piece of trash.
The tattered rag, with a slight tug, was no longer able to cover up the shame.
It turns out that she is such a cowardly, shameful, and hidden person!
"Brother Guangtao, I'm sorry. I have been lying to myself. I thought that as long as I didn't say anything, this matter would go away. I thought that as long as I persisted, Li An would let me go. So I
I concealed it and deceived you, I am really sorry..."
She heard her voice was tired and weak. Thinking that after today, she and Zhou Guangtao would be separated forever, Yan Luoxi felt another stab of pain in her chest, and endless sorrow and bitterness surged up.
The sadness, humiliation, grief and indignation in Zhou Guangtao's heart are no less than those of Yan Luoxi. He has always been a very gentleman, and his deep affection for Yan Luoxi is also out of respect.
He has always loved and doted on the girl who was regarded as pure as an angel. She has suffered such humiliation in these years. Because he loves her, he never dares to force her. He is even careful to kiss her and not let her have any trouble.
Even the slightest grievance.
Unexpectedly, what I dare not do and what I cannot bear to do is done by another man, and he does it countless times.
But he couldn't be angry with Yan Luoxi, Yan Luoxi was already suffering enough.
Zhou Guangtao raised his head and looked at Yan Luoxi, and saw that her clear, big eyes, which he loved most, had lost their usual brilliance and were filled with infinite sorrow. The originally wild and youthful expression had become as dull as a dry pond.
Wooden.
It is already difficult enough for a girl to have endured so much forbearance, burden, and torture alone for so many years, and now she is exposed to such embarrassing things in such a naked and merciless way. What on earth is going to happen to her?
It was only the sadness, despair and psychological suffering that made her change so dramatically in just a few days.
Seeing the tears in Yan Luoxi's eyes, Zhou Guangtao couldn't help but stretched out his hand to wipe them for her, and said softly: "Luoxi, let the past things pass, and we will never mention them again.
We...we live well together."
With tears in her eyes, Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao's face. With such a handsome face, thick eyebrows like swords, hair like cut hair, graceful demeanor, and extraordinary talent, he could have a bright future, he could have a beautiful wife, how could it be possible?
Just because of myself, my perfect life is stained.
Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao deeply, and said as if she had made up her mind: "Brother Guangtao, we can't be together, we still have to break up."
Zhou Guangtao seemed not to have expected Yan Luoxi to say this. He originally expected that Yan Luoxi would throw herself into his arms and cry bitterly after hearing his forgiveness. He did not expect that her position would be so clear.
"Why? The matter between you and Li An is over. It has nothing to do with us..." He said a little anxiously and sadly, holding Yan Luoxi's hand and putting it on his face, "Luoxi, why are we
We’re going to break up!”
"Although this matter has passed, it still has something to do with me." Yan Luoxi forcefully pulled her hand away from Zhou Guangtao's. Zhou Guangtao held it tightly, as if he had used all his strength, but she pulled even more decisively, and also
It seemed like all the strength had been exhausted.
"My character is like this, cowardly and not brave enough. When I was hiding it, I could still deceive myself into being with you. Now that everything has been exposed and I've said it clearly, I no longer have the face or courage to be with you.
Together."
"Luoxi, I don't care about this matter. This society is complex and ever-changing. Accidents can happen to anyone. Who can guarantee that the first love will be successful! Which man can guarantee that the person he marries will definitely be a virgin.
.Female!" Seeing Yan Luoxi's insistence on breaking up, Zhou Guangtao became a little anxious. He grabbed her shoulders, pulled her over, shook her, and spoke without hesitation.
Yan Luoxi saw Zhou Guangtao, who had always been elegant, and even said such words, she felt unspeakably sad and turned her head away, not daring to look at him, "Brother Guangtao, let's break up. Just treat it like I'm begging you.
...I really can't stand the pressure in my heart, and I really can't face the ugliness of the truth being completely revealed!"
"No, Luoxi, we finally got here with great difficulty. We shouldn't have separated. We shouldn't have ended up like this..." Seeing Yan Luoxi insisting on it, Zhou Guangtao lost all his calm demeanor and just pulled Yan Luo.
Xi's hand murmured and repeated, like a panicked child.
The sadness in Yan Luoxi's heart seemed to have reached the extreme. She wanted to promise Zhou Guangtao countless times to stay with him and never be separated, but Li An's sinister and evil face swayed in front of her eyes from time to time.
She understands Li An's character. He won't give up until he achieves his goal, and he will do whatever it takes to achieve his goal. He has nothing and can have no scruples, but Zhou Guangtao can't do it. Zhou Guangtao has a bright future. Zhou Guangtao's brilliant life has just begun. She can't let Zhou Guangtao
After receiving a little threat from Li An, he cannot be affected by himself.