Yan Luoxi babbled, like the stupid Mrs. Xianglin, crying out the pain, sadness, and grievances that had been pent up in her heart for too long. These were a big stone pressing on her heart, which made her lose her mind.
, so heavy that she dared not face the reality. Her tears at this moment were like water bursting from a dam, pouring out one after another.
Shao Junhe looked at Yan Luoxi who was crying and talking. He didn't know whether he was happy or sad. He saw Yan Luoxi crying and trembling. He felt pitiful. He endured it for a while, but still couldn't hold it back. He reached out and took Yan Luoxi into his arms.
In fact, these days, Shao Junhe often hugs Yan Luoxi like this, watching the sunrise and waiting for the sunset together. Such hugs are no longer a thing, but now he is worried that Yan Luoxi has just woken up and will not be able to accept him and her psychologically.
It was such an intimate move, so I was a little cautious.
Yan Luoxi, who was crying bitterly, did not resist Shao Junhe's move. She followed his embrace and leaned into his arms to continue crying. Shao Junhe's expensive shirt was soaked with her tears and snot. He didn't care and just hugged her.
Yan Luoxi, let her cry as much as she wants.
Maybe by crying like this, she can express what is in her heart, and people will become more relaxed. Extreme sadness must have a clear channel, and she can express what is pressing in her heart. After crying hard, maybe Yan Luoxi
It will be fine.
Shao Junhe tightened his arm around Yan Luoxi to give her some strength and told her that he was accompanying her and protecting her.
Yan Luoxi leaned in Shao Junhe's arms and kept crying. It was as if all the previous things had come to life, arrogant in her mind, demons dancing in front of her eyes, and entangled in every breath she took.
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At this time, life seemed to be torn open, those memories, those pains, mixed with sweetness and cruelty, rushed towards the face - the lingering love, tearing apart.
Li An, Zhou Guangtao, Ran Xu, He Yufan, Imperial Capital, Hainan... everything passed by in front of her eyes in turn, like a big dream, leaving her completely injured.
Yan Luoxi felt uncomfortable in her heart, and cried while saying: "...How stupid I am, he has treated me like this, I am still waiting for him, looking forward to him, hoping that he is joking with me, thinking that he will change his mind.
, a fool like me should actually be hit by a car or struck by lightning. Living is a waste of air..."
After hearing Yan Luoxi's words, Shao Junhe felt so sad that he almost cried. He took out a tissue to wipe Yan Luoxi's tears and comforted her softly: "Luoxi, I don't blame you for these things. I really don't blame you.
It's because Li An doesn't know how to cherish it, it's because he's unlucky, and it's not your fault at all..."
When Yan Luoxi heard Shao Junhe say Li An's name, she seemed to have completely collapsed and started to cry loudly.
Thinking of what happened between herself and Li An, her heart ached extremely. She stretched out her arms and hugged Shao Junhe's waist tightly, telling herself not to think about it anymore. However, her mind was filled with every detail of the time when she and Li An were together.
There are intertwined cruel scenes of the separation.
First in heaven, then she fell into purgatory to burn her to ashes.
Shao Junhe listened to Yan Luoxi's heart-wrenching cries, and his heart ached as if it was about to break. He didn't want to stop her. Fortunately, it was raining outside and there was no one around. Shao Junhe just let Yan Luoxi live in this stormy world.
Cry your heart out.
Yan Luoxi cried for a long time, until she was out of breath. Shao Junhe was afraid that she would cry badly, so he kept trying to stop her. Yan Luoxi was tired of crying and couldn't cry anymore, so she gradually stopped.
He made a sad cry, his whole body twitching, and he leaned weakly on Shao Junhe's arms.
Shao Junhe gently patted her back and helped her breathe. He looked at her eyes that were swollen from crying and asked softly, "Luoxi, how are you feeling now? Are you feeling better?"
Yan Luoxi had been living in a daze for a while. After crying, she completely woke up. Looking into Shao Junhe's gentle eyes, she sat up from his arms guiltily and apologetically, and whispered:
"Brother Douzi, you have worked hard these days, thank you."
When Shao Junhe saw Yan Luoxi sitting up, his arms were empty, and he felt that his heart was empty. He nervously looked at Yan Luoxi whose eyes were becoming more and more distant, "Luoxi, don't say that, I will do anything for you."
I am willing."
Yan Luoxi smiled slightly. After experiencing these separations and reunions, she had long understood that there is no good thing in the world without a reason. No matter who pays to whom, there is a purpose.
Her condition at this time was like recovering from a serious illness. She cried bitterly again and was very exhausted. She didn't want to argue with Shao Junhe anymore, so she just said lazily: "Brother Douzi, I'm tired, let's go back!"
In the past, the two of them walked back hand in hand. It was not that Shao Junhe wanted to take advantage of Yan Luoxi, but that he was afraid that Yan Luoxi would be hit by a car, fall while walking, and suddenly run away...
Today, the two of them just walked side by side. Yan Luoxi frowned slightly and looked thoughtfully at the surrounding streets and pedestrians.
Shao Junhe walked beside Yan Luoxi a little uneasily. His smiling face in the past was full of worry. He didn't know what decision Yan Luoxi would make when he woke up and how he would deal with him.
Sometimes Shao Junhe really hopes that Yan Luoxi will never wake up for the rest of her life. She only relies on herself and trusts herself when she is ill. If she doesn't wake up, she will always be his. He would rather take care of her like this for the rest of her life.
Not tired.
On the way back, Yan Luoxi remained silent, and Shao Junhe did not dare to speak casually. The two of them returned to the hotel awkwardly.
Yan Luoxi and Shao Junhe entered the hotel one after another. The waiter sitting at the front desk was the one who had a crush on Shao Junhe. She had taken Shao Junhe and Yan Luoxi seriously these days, and today she could tell at a glance that their relationship was abnormal.
, I couldn't help but open my eyes wide.
The two went upstairs. Shao Junhe opened the door for Yan Luoxi. When he saw Yan Luoxi entering the room, he habitually wanted to follow him in. Unexpectedly, Yan Luoxi stood at the door and smiled tiredly at him, "
Brother Douzi, I'm tired and want to sleep for a while. After I wake up, we can have a good talk, okay?"
Shao Junhe stood awkwardly at the door, agreed, and nodded obediently.
Yan Luoxi looked at Shao Junhe's obviously thin face and the cyan shadows under his eyes, and sighed silently in her heart. Shao Junhe must have been worrying about and spending countless efforts on himself these days when he lost his mind!
If he wasn't Li An's best friend, if his family wasn't inextricably linked to the Li family, she really wanted to reach out and hug him, even to give him a little comfort!
But, she can't.
"Brother Douzi, I'll see you later." Yan Luoxi was cruel and locked Shao Junhe out of the room.
Shao Junhe looked at the tightly closed solid wood door, as if he had tasted the feeling of broken love for the first time. His eyes were red with grievance and discomfort, and he almost shed tears on the spot.