Ming Zixi made a perfunctory look of apology to Li An, "Brother, I'm thinking of you too. Your temperament has changed drastically recently and you've become cold and cold. I want to find someone more enthusiastic. Can't you two complement each other!
"
Li An was so angry that his delicate face changed color. He pointed at Ming Zixi's nose and yelled: "Why has my temperament changed so much? Can you be more careful? There is someone who can neutralize this matter casually. No matter how cold I am, I don't care."
How to neutralize such a delicate and artificial thing like her!"
Ming Zixi was filled with a sense of powerlessness for a moment, pulled Li An, and said with infinite emotion: "My little An'an, stop being picky now and be easy-going!
There are many things that have passed away. No one will be waiting for you in the distance, waiting for you to be willful, waiting for you to regret it. Since you had the courage to make a choice in the first place, you must look forward now..."
"What do you mean?" Li An slapped Ming Zixi's hand away hard, "Do you think I still miss that woman? Are you crazy! What kind of woman do I want? There is no need to miss her.
What about a woman with this kind of figure, average looks, and a stubborn temper? Besides, you don’t have Alzheimer’s disease, do you? I was the one who dumped her, I dumped her! She didn’t dump me, I used
Do you miss her?"
"Yes, yes, I remember, it was you who dumped her!" Ming Zixi nodded hurriedly. Because of this fact, Li An paid a heavy price. If he could not get his recognition again, Li An would probably have to vomit blood on the spot.
The more Li An looked at him, the more he felt that the face of Ming Zixi next to him was disgusting. He actually said that he was picky and not easy-going... He drank all the wine in the cup, stood up and said: "I'm leaving."
After that, he ignored Du Zhijun who was singing and just slammed the door and left.
After walking out of Xianghe Pavilion, Li An felt that he was too impatient. His face changed after being stimulated by Ming Zixi's two words, and he was very irresponsible and left Du Zhijun alone inside.
Li An unbuttoned his shirt with a hint of drunkenness and confusion. He didn't know what was going on. Now, anything remotely related to Yan Luoxi would make him confused.
Haven't you already abandoned her? Haven't you decided to forget her? Why is it that the slightest wind blowing on the grass makes me jump with fear?
Also, what does Ming Zixi mean by what he said tonight? Could it be that Yan Luoxi has another boyfriend? Or does he already know that the relationship between him and Yan Luoxi is destined to be irreconcilable?
Li An dared to hurt Yan Luoxi unscrupulously, but ignored Yan Luoxi after she left sadly, just because he was sure that his good friends would pay attention to Yan Luoxi for him and prevent anything from happening to Yan Luoxi.
There is also the eldest brother. The eldest brother will also take care of Yan Luoxi after he knows that he and Yan Luoxi have broken up. But now, the eldest brother has sent Du Zhijun to his side, and Ming Zixi has tried every means to hint that he should forget the past.
Why?
Li An couldn't figure it out, and the more he thought about it, the more irritated he became. He really wished that there was no such person as Yan Luoxi in this world, but as soon as his thoughts changed, he felt inexplicably reluctant to let go.
I'm really crazy! I'm going to start being mean again, aren't I?
Li An did not look back to find Du Zhijun. With Ming Zixi here, it was estimated that nothing would happen to Du Zhijun, so he went back to the dormitory impatiently.
Li An had a complicated mentality towards Yan Luoxi. On the one hand, he was worried about her, but on the other hand, he was avoiding her.
Li An, don’t think about it anymore, don’t think about Yan Luoxi, don’t think about the past, whether you think clearly or not, you have already made a decision, and the result will not change. When you returned to the dormitory, you were a little drunk.
The heavy Li An lay on the bed and fell asleep with such thoughts.
The weather in the South China Sea was hot and dry, and there were cicadas chirping somewhere. The air-conditioned room was cool and comfortable. In Li An's eyes and heart, all he could see was the narrow and unruly little girl in front of him.
…
"Li An, I want to eat ice cream!"
"Li An, I want to go swimming!"
"Li An, how about we go to the city for a big dinner tomorrow? I want to eat boiled fish!"
"Li An, let me go... stop making trouble, I'm sleepy!"
"Li An..."
…
Suddenly, a slender hand waved, a slender shadow swayed, and in the blink of an eye, it was far away...
The evening breeze came, and Li An was agitated. He woke up from this dream for the 801st time. The slight drunkenness dissipated a lot. The warmth and sweetness of that summer afternoon was still in his chest. Yan Luoxi's smiling eyebrows seemed to be
Still in front of you.
Li An looked at himself blurred in the crystal lamp on the ceiling, tears fell down quickly, and then kept falling. His whole heart seemed to be broken in an instant, and he felt as if something was digging into his heart.
After going to a corner, it turns out that there is really a kind of longing in this world that can make people heartbroken.
He was the one who initiated the breakup, and he thought he could forget Yan Luoxi. Really, in the first period of time, he was so busy during the day that he never had time to think about Yan Luoxi.
Ke Meng is honest longing!
Only in his dreams did Li An realize how much he missed Yan Luoxi!
Gradually, he began to lose control of himself. He began to miss Yan Luoxi day and night. Yan Luoxi's shadow seemed to be everywhere. She would appear on the negotiating table every time he looked up, at every street corner, and at every corner.
Looking back inadvertently...
Every day, every moment, when he turns around and every move he makes, he vaguely sees that familiar figure and smiling face!
Every night, whether it was a sweet dream or a nightmare, Yan Luoxi would sneak into his dream silently. When he woke up, he would always truly feel the melancholy and loss. He had no ability to control his thoughts.
Li An lay on the bed and wiped his face vigorously. He tossed and turned and couldn't find a position where he could fall asleep again. Maybe he should change to a bed that was more suitable for sleeping.
He knew that he was destined to never sleep again that night. He stared at the ceiling for a long time with his eyes open, and slowly sat up. His mind was filled with the fragmented past.
He walked to the window, opened the curtains, and looked at the sky, which was still dark.
It is said that people only start to look back on the past and recall the best times in their lives when they are old. But when I am in my prime, how can I be like an old person and be used to recalling the past?
Damn it, he began to miss Yan Luoxi's various expressions - some were touching, some were charming and naive, and some were even annoying, but each one taught him to be infatuated, infatuated, and cherished...
Li An didn't know why he ended up in this situation, making a mess of his life and relationship. The increasingly strong yearning gripped him tightly, like an invisible hand. Every day that passed,
It tightened a little more and got stuck around his neck, making him gradually weak and making it difficult to breathe.