Seeing Li An like this, Li Yi couldn't bear it and knocked on the back of the driver's seat, asking the driver to change the song. Li An suddenly turned his head and looked at his elder brother sadly, "Brother, let the driver take you home.
I’m going to the airport and I’m not going home yet!”
"Li An, where are you going?" Li Yi frowned anxiously.
Li An took a deep breath to make himself look normal, "Brother, I'll be fine and I won't mess around. I just feel depressed and want to go out for a walk."
"Li An!" Li Yi sighed helplessly.
There was an expression of pain and fatigue on Li An's thin face, which made Li Yi feel distressed. He was usually very eloquent, but today he didn't know how to comfort his biological brother.
For Li An to watch Yan Luoxi and Shao Junhe together, this is really the cruelest thing in the world.
"You can leave, but tell me where you are going?" Li Yi couldn't stop Li An and could only compromise.
Li An turned to look out the window, and after a long while, he said softly: "I'm going to Haikou."
Li Yi understood that Li An was going to the villa in Haikou, and he didn't know what it was like to feel the surge of emotion in his heart. In the end, he nodded and let Li An go.
Some things are definitely yours, and you may not care much about them at the time, but when they become someone else's, you will be very surprised. That is a psychological gap that is extremely difficult to ignore and bear.
Nothing in the world will definitely belong to someone.
It wasn't until this moment that Li An understood the truth.
He brought him to Haikou and slowly walked towards the seaside villa. The sea breeze swelled his despair and pain like a sail. The closer he got to the villa, the paler his face became. His face slowly began to tighten, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart.
The bitterness slowly flowed from my heart to my eyes.
It was the peak tourist season in Haikou at this time, and people walked by him from time to time, in twos and threes, either loving couples or a warm family of three.
Deep loneliness and loss hit Li An's heart. He raised his head and looked at the villa not far away, and there was a kind of sadness pouring out all over the ground.
The choice I made in the first place meant giving up in this life.
For the first time in his life, Li An became timid when he saw an empty house. He did not go any further, stayed away from the crowd, and found a remote rock to sit down.
The red sun in the sky is about to fall into the sea, and the red light is splashing in the sparkling waves, like the blood of someone killed.
He and Yan Luoxi had walked hand in hand on the beach, played, and ate at food stalls on countless such sunset evenings. They wrote their two names on the beach, circled them with a big heart-shaped pattern, and then
Watch the tide come up and wipe them away.
Today, he is the only one sitting here.
At this moment, Li An realized very clearly how stupid his original revenge was. He knew his bad temper. When he got angry, his blood surged, his sanity and everything else disappeared, and he looked like a mad dog.
But the love he once had was still so unforgettable in his heart... and it also made him feel extremely guilty - for his stupid behavior and for Yan Luoxi's tolerance and love.
"Yan Luoxi... Do you know, I regret it very much, I regret it very much..." Li An stood up and shouted heartbreakingly to the sea.
Li An took out a cigarette, lit it, and watched the sea breeze blow the smoke away.
For a while, he quit smoking for Yan Luoxi. Later, after he and Yan Luoxi separated, he started smoking again. Suddenly he felt some pain in his fingertips. Li An looked down and saw that the cigarette had burned to the end.
His fingers were burned, but the sudden burning pain brought him a different kind of comfort.
The pain in his vagina finally made him feel better.
Li An stood up, took a deep breath, and walked to the villa where he and Yan Luoxi once lived.
Li Yi borrowed this villa from a friend. Later, in order to commemorate the happy days between him and Yan Luoxi, Li An bought the villa at a high price. After he and Yan Luoxi left, they left behind a servant
The person looks after the house and is responsible for cleaning.
Li An stood at the door of the villa, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart.
What used to be a place of joy is now a lonely room.
Li An took out the key and opened the door of the villa.
Before he came, he had called the servant who was looking after the house and asked him to leave here temporarily, because the proud Li An didn't want anyone to see his loneliness and sadness.
The door opened, and the room was dark. Perhaps there were flowers placed inside, and a faint fragrance came in. It was Yan Luoxi's favorite gardenia when she was here.
Li An smelled the fragrance of the flowers and felt in a trance. He stumbled and reached out to hold the door frame to prevent himself from falling. His eyes were already covered with a light mist.
Such darkness made him even more panicked, and he hurriedly reached out to turn on the headlight in the living room. The European-style decoration in the room was still classical, luxurious, and graceful.
Li An, who is picky by nature, used to think that this place was as beautiful as heaven, but when he walked in here today, he felt that the room was cold and gloomy, making him shiver all over.
Li An stood in the living room, looking around. If he hadn't been so crazy about revenge, he would have married Yan Luoxi, and maybe they would have come here for their honeymoon again, and there would still be laughter and laughter in every corner.
Li An tiredly sat down on the sofa. No matter how deserted the house was, it still retained the atmosphere of Yan Luoxi. After sitting on the sofa for a while, he actually yawned. The sleepiness of not seeing him for many days slowly came over him.
He leaned his head back and fell asleep.
In his sleep, Li An seemed to have returned to the past. He and Yan Luoxi lived here together. In the blur, Yan Luoxi was holding a child and smiling at him. Like all proud mothers, she had a maternal look on her face.
Unique brilliance.
Li An tried his best to open his eyes wide, trying to see the child's face clearly, but he couldn't see clearly. He stretched out his hand to rub his eyes and rubbed them. When he opened his eyes, he found that it was dawn outside and that he had just had a dream...
Dawn came early here, and Li An just slept for a while. The red sun was already rising outside. He frowned, trying to recall everything in his dream, but he couldn't remember anything.
The weather outside the window was clear and the sun was shining brightly, but Li An felt that it was a world that had nothing to do with him. He had no interest in going out for a walk and locked himself in the house.
Li An walked slowly in this house, touching and feeling it, imagining how he and Yan Luoxi once lived here.
He searched over and over again, trying to find any trace of Yan Luoxi left in this room.
After they left, the servants cleaned the place so clean that many small things that Yan Luoxi left here, such as half-used cosmetics, hairpins, and wooden combs, were packed up by the servants.
Li An could only stubbornly open all the cabinets in the room and look at Yan Luoxi's clothes in the cloakroom and the jewelry box in the dressing box, as if Yan Luoxi was still around.
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Dear readers, because I have something to do at home, I can only update once today. I will definitely make up for the missed update another day. I am sorry for not updating in time!