Li An recalled that Yan Luoxi first came to his home when she was a child, with her teeth bared and her hair combed in two pigtails. Every time she was teased by him, she would tightly close her mouth and look pitiful with tears in her eyes; he thought of her panic.
Looking at him with big eyes; thinking of her hiding from him like a cat and mouse; thinking of her girlhood, sitting under the tree, as delicate and beautiful as water and clear lotus...
Yan Luoxi unconsciously turned over and lay on her side, exposing her snow-white skin around her shoulders. Li An immediately felt his mouth go dry and his blood surged up in his body. God knows how much he wanted to hug her and sleep at this moment.
He was Yan Luoxi's first man, and Yan Luoxi was also his first woman. He didn't know much about human affairs at that time, and even if he knew a little, he didn't take Yan Luoxi seriously with his head raised high.
When Yan Luoxi looked at the doll she was using to vent her desires, he didn't think deeply about his feelings for her.
It wasn't until one day that she suddenly disappeared and he couldn't find him anywhere that he realized that she was deeply rooted in his heart.
After nineteen years of being proud of herself, she tasted pain and loss for the first time. This little girl actually ran away. She even avoided the dignified second young master of the Li family like a snake or a scorpion, and even refused to return home!
After Yan Luoxi suddenly disappeared that year, Li An searched for her for a long time with great fanfare. After that, the matter was suppressed by the eldest brother who hurried back. The Li family lost their adopted daughter. This matter is big or small. Let's talk about it later.
Being suspected by everyone will lead to countless troubles.
At that time, the dynasty empire had been completely taken over by his brother Li Yi, and the affairs of the family and company were also managed by his brother. His brother's last statement to Li An was that Yan Luoxi had not been found, and his statement to his parents who had returned from abroad was that Yan Luoxi was not found.
Luoxi was picked up by her mother and went to live in the west.
Li An's mother, Gu Xiaobei, was depressed for many days because of this incident. His father even had the idea of bringing Yan Luoxi back. Li An couldn't help but be secretly happy. If his father was willing to interfere in this matter, Yan Luoxi would be saved.
Even if you get into a mouse hole, you will be found out.
But the father's idea was dissuaded by his mother and elder brother. The usually unreasonable mother suddenly understood the truth: every child is the flesh of the mother, and it is only natural that a daughter should live with her biological mother.
The family gave up looking for Yan Luoxi, but Li An was unwilling to give up. He did not dare to go against his brother's wishes and search blatantly. He could only search in secret, but the power of searching in secret was weak. At the age of nineteen, he was still in his infancy, so he eventually failed.
Yan Luoxi could not be found.
That was the first time he suffered a blow in his life. After some hopeless efforts, he began to change his life goals. During those days, he lived a very chaotic and absurd life.
He began to focus on entertainment life, hanging out in bars, nightclubs, casinos, and private clubs where rich young men loved to hang out. Sometimes he would go home early in the morning, and sometimes he would stay up all night.
They unbuttoned the collar of his shirt and the belt around his waist, and slid up his body like a snake.
Li An enjoyed the excitement and joy they brought to him, and just wanted to erase Yan Luoxi's 'first' mark in his life.
Although these women are extremely afraid of his unstable and bad temper, he has a charming appearance that brings disaster to the country and the people, a rich and famous family background, and a masculine personality that is dissolute to the core. Women who are not afraid of death come to him in waves.
They chased each other in groups to please this handsome devil.
They used various ways to please Li An, some even suffered from depression because of him, and some even committed suicide because of him.
The young and frivolous Li An scorned these devotions of love, and his behavior became more and more crazier. He continued to associate with a bunch of gangsters and made countless gossips. He was like a car with failed brakes, running wildly without any purpose.
Li An's parents were unaware of Li An's dissolute behavior and went abroad again. His brother Li Yi watched with cold eyes. Li Yi felt that these were just games after Li An's minor frustration. From a certain point of view, this
It is also a kind of life experience. Men always have to go through the dust of the world before they can withstand temptation and loneliness. After a while, when Li An has had enough trouble, he will naturally return to his original state.
It didn't take long for Li An to get tired of the days of drinking, talking, and making love freely.
Such a life full of flowers and having fun every day did not make him forgetful and happy. Sometimes he thought that he had successfully erased the memory left by Yan Luoxi, but once he had sex with other women, it was still boring.
It's not her, it's not her after all.
Li An felt extremely defeated. He clearly realized that his relationship with Yan Luoxi was not an act, but a feeling. Once it happened, it would be deeply rooted in life, firmly attached, and could not be replaced by anyone.
It cannot be ruled out by any means.
He had had enough of this kind of life, and began to curb his behavior and return to his original life - handsome, noble, proud and self-sufficient.
Until he met Yan Luoxi again and went crazy again.
Li An looked at Yan Luoxi in her sleep, gazed tenderly, and smiled silently.
He knows that drug addiction is due to the formation of receptors in the brain, which creates addiction, so once you get involved, it is difficult to quit. Yan Luoxi is like his drug. He knows that the more he is exposed to it, the more addictive he becomes, but he has always been smart.
His ability to restrain himself in this regard is extremely weak.
Li An could never think of any necessary reason for him to go against his will and alienate Yan Luoxi.
Yan Luoxi slept well, and her stomach was fine the next morning, but she looked a little groggy.
Li An asked someone to bring a new mobile phone to Yan Luoxi. When Yan Luoxi saw the mobile phone, her eyes lit up and she was obviously much better. She took advantage of Ming Zixi, Shao Junhe and the others to come over and talk to Li An,
He sneaked away again, went to the mall where Zhou Guangtao bought himself a mobile phone, and returned the mobile phone.
With a small wad of money in her pocket, she felt very secure. Yan Luoxi bought a bag of chocolate candies and ate them happily while walking to the hospital.
With yesterday's experience of Yan Luoxi sneaking away, Li An kept keeping an eye on her today. When he saw her sneaking out the door, he screamed secretly. Ten minutes later, when Yan Luoxi hadn't come back yet, he started to get angry.
His blood surged, and his mood became particularly bad, especially when he heard Ming Zixi tell him naggingly: He saw the boy named Zhou yesterday, and now he is the Asian regional director of x multinational company.
Yan Luoxi was so diligent and suspicious as Li An, so she felt that she must go to see the director of the Asian region who was proud of her. She didn't want to stay with her here at all.
Li An irritably grabbed the cigarette that Ming Zixi had placed on the bedside, lit it and took a long puff.