"What's the relationship?" Yu Ze was stunned when he was asked, and blurted out his doubts.
"You..." Yu Ze's response made Fang Jingzhi bite her lip and said slowly with a resentful expression: "I'm asking what kind of relationship are we now? Friends or..."
"What was supposed to come has come." Yu Ze smiled bitterly in his heart, poured the remaining red wine into the cup, took a sip and said slowly, "Jingzhi, what do you think our relationship should be?"
"I have no idea."
"Then what do you think our relationship is?" Yu Ze asked. To be honest, he didn't really understand Fang Jingzhi's position in his heart.
Yu Ze had thought about this problem more than once, but every time he found that his position on Fang Jingzhi was very vague, as if it was like a visible and intangible fog, and Xumi's confusion became the only thing in his mind at the moment.
feeling.
"You, you kissed me, doesn't that count as expressing what you feel in your heart?"
Thinking of the moment when the two kissed passionately in Liufeng Mountain, sweetness and shyness filled her heart. The feeling of that time was imprinted on Fang Jingzhi's heart like a brand. Thinking of the original scene, she still couldn't help but look shy.
.
"..."
Yu Ze was speechless. What he was most afraid of was that Fang Jingzhi mentioned that incident. That incident was just an accident. Who made you so charming? The scene was so suitable at that time. Moreover, God was still beautiful. It would have been different for another man.
It will do this.
There was once a little story about a man and woman sleeping in the same bed. The woman divided the bed into two halves to prevent the man from crossing the line. If the man crossed the line, he would be a beast. As a result, after one night, the man really
The line was not crossed, and the woman angrily called the man worse than a beast the next morning.
Yu Ze felt very aggrieved. He refused to kiss her at that time, but he was worse than a beast.
Of course, it was impossible for Yu Ze to say these words to Fang Jingzhi. With an awkward smile, he said: "Jingzhi, my mind is very confused now. I don't know what I am thinking. Can we give each other some time?"
"Don't you like me?" Fang Jingzhi did not answer Yu Ze's words. After asking directly, her expression suddenly darkened: "I know, I am a sick person, and the doctors said I will not live to be thirty.
, I am a patient, you are different from me, you..."
"Shut up." Seeing her expression gradually becoming sad, Yu Ze felt a flash of pain in his heart. He clearly felt that he cared about the woman in front of him. After speaking to stop him, he stood up and took Fang Jingzhi's hand: "
Let’s go to the beach to relax.”
Fang Jingzhi was silent and let Yu Ze pull her. After paying the bill, Yu Ze drove. He vaguely remembered that Fang Jingzhi said when she took him to the beach that she liked to watch the sea and listen to the sound of the sea when she was upset.
The sea could make her mood clearer, and Yu Ze felt the same way. At this moment, his mind was very confused, and for the first time he felt powerless when it came to emotional matters, so Yu Ze took Fang Jingzhi to the beach again.
"call……"
The cool breeze howls at the seaside, and waves continue to hit the shore. The sound turns into tranquility and invades people's hearts little by little.
"How are you feeling?" The two of them stood side by side on a rock on the beach. Yu Ze broke the tranquility and said slowly.
"What about you?" Fang Jingzhi asked back. The breeze blew her hair back. Although she tried her best to hide her inner emotions, it still showed on her face inadvertently. At this time, she was struggling inside.
state.
"You said that the ethereal sound of the waves can make all your worries disappear, and so do I!" Yu Ze smiled, showing two rows of white teeth, turned to look at Fang Jingzhi next to him, and then turned to look
It seems like an endless sea.
"Do you like poetry?" Fang Jingzhi suddenly asked.
"I like it!" Before he was expelled from the sect, Yu Ze's entertainment was to go into his master's Treasure Pavilion and read ancient books from various eras. He especially liked poetry. Although he didn't understand the meaning, every word and sentence of the ancients was filled with emotion.
They all reveal a kind of extraordinary wisdom.
What Yu Ze wants is not to fully understand its meaning, but to like this feeling. Whenever he reads a poem he likes, he will silently remember it in his heart.
"Let me read you a poem." Fang Jingzhi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and her clear eyes became quiet at this time. Her lips moved slightly, "The stars are passing by, what day is it now, the rain is rising on Qingming night
In the pond, among the frogs croaking and among the lotuses, on the long grass, I look up at the branches, which are hung with red silk. Don’t ask about the empty pillow, the wind blows against the curtain, and the book and the moon accompany each other without a shadow."
So beautiful! After listening to it, Yu Ze commented from the bottom of his heart, but the hidden meaning of this poem made him slightly heartache? Then he heard: "Jingzhi, what is the meaning of this poem?"
"I made this poem myself." Fang Jingzhi turned her head and stared at Yu Ze, moving her lips and teeth slightly: "It means that I don't know what day it is when I am alone in the room, and the rain on Qingming Festival is all over.
The rain is full, frogs are chirping outside, the grass is moist, and wishing ribbons are hung on the branches. Don’t ask me when he will come back. The wind and the moon are with me and I am not alone.”
"Did you really write the poem?" Yu Ze's eyes widened. After listening to Fang Jingzhi's explanation, he was both incredulous and a little distressed. "I said this poem makes me feel so sad. How much does it take?"
It can only be written with the deepest feelings, it is simply a saying that will last forever!”
"This was written when I was bored at home when I was twenty years old. There is no such thing as a poem that will last forever." After explaining the meaning of the poem, the sadness in Fang Jingzhi's eyes disappeared, and she smiled, with that
The smile is a little bitter.
"Let me also write you a poem. This was written when I was eighteen years old. It has never been heard by anyone before." Yu Ze could see the bitterness in Fang Jingzhi's smile, and he patted her gently.
He patted her shoulder and said slowly: "The sandalwood stove burns incense, red makeup in front of the mirror, jade fingers between the eyebrows, the spring breeze is diligently arranging the black hair, envying the hibiscus branches. In front of the window, hundreds of flowers are waiting to be appreciated, butterflies dance on the skirts, and tea is made before the Ming Dynasty.
The book is blank, just looking at the paper kite."
"Do you know what it means?" After a pause, Yu Ze explained: "It means that a woman is dressing up in her room and looking at the scenery outside. She has no intention of drinking tea and reading, and only watches other people flying kites."
"Did you do it for her?" Her body trembled, and she heard the deep sense of pity in the poem. It would be fine if it was a woman, but it was a man! How could the smart Fang Jingzhi understand this?
I don't understand the meaning.
"Yeah!" Yu Ze nodded silently. He didn't want to deceive Fang Jingzhi. There was someone who occupied an important position in his heart. This position would last a lifetime. Even if the sky fell apart and the earth fell apart, it would not change. Some things, Yu
Ze thought it was better to make it clear in advance to avoid breaking her heart later.
"I understand." Fang Jingzhi nodded, clasping her hands behind her back and clenching them tightly, her fingers entangled with each other at a loss, and she didn't even know that the nail on her ring finger was broken.
"I'm sorry!" Yu Ze, who had known the outcome, was not surprised by Fang Jingzhi's performance. She was just disappointed now. Yu Ze was worried that she would be desperate in the future. With her stunning appearance, she might meet someone better in the future.
"There's no need to tell me you're sorry!" Fang Jingzhi exhaled like a blue breath, and raised her head after making a decision in her heart. The haze on her face had disappeared, replaced by a firm look: "I don't care if you have something to hide,
I only know that she doesn’t exist by your side now, and I want to fight for it. Some things will leave a lifetime of regrets, and I don’t want to leave any regrets for myself."
Fang Jingzhi had made up her mind. She specifically asked Zhao Ran about Yu Ze. Although the information she obtained from Zhao Ran was limited, it was enough for him. In three years, Yu Ze had not handed over any information.
A girlfriend, Fang Jingzhi was very surprised when she heard it, but she was secretly happy in her heart.
After making the biggest decision in her life, Fang Jingzhi breathed out, and the big stone in her heart finally fell. There were many people pursuing her in the past, and there were dozens of people who dared to confess their feelings. Now Fang Jingzhi finally understands how to love one person.
It takes a big decision to reveal one's feelings or even express one's feelings.
Regardless of whether Yu Ze rejected her in the end, Fang Jingzhi had no regrets, because she had already taken the first step, and she had already made plans. If Yu Ze did not accept her, unless Yu Ze got married, she would always
Neither will give up.
"Jingzhi, have you really made up your mind?" Yu Ze smiled bitterly. What's wrong with him? He actually allowed such a beautiful woman to confess to him. Should he accept or reject it? Yu Ze couldn't decide for a while.
It's true that Yu Ze hasn't had a girlfriend in the past three years. It's not that Yu Ze doesn't like women, but that he hasn't clearly understood what he wants in his heart.
Yu Ze didn't know that he was in a state of trouble and entanglement when facing feelings. It was precisely because of the woman that he almost fell into a point of no return and was almost killed. Because of Fang Jingzhi, his wife three years ago.
The oath was broken, and medical skills were used to bring her back from hell.
Because of Zhao Ran, he forcibly used his blocked strength and abandoned the vows he had made. This move may have alarmed the people in the Elder Pavilion. Now because of the woman, he is in a dilemma.
The Dark Night Sect has existed for hundreds of years. It can be said that people in the sect do not have the concept of monogamy. The concept even retains the idea of polygamy. Yu Ze knows very well that if he accepts Fang Jingzhi, Bai Ling will not
What opinions and thoughts would you have?
He had learned so much in three years. If it had been before, Yu Ze would have quickly brought Fang Jingzhixiao into his harem, but now he hesitates...
"Yes! I have decided and I will not regret it." Fang Jingzhi nodded resolutely, "Yu Ze, please be my boyfriend!"
Fang Jingzhi, who had never been in love before, bravely said the words she had heard countless times for the first time. She did not expect that it would be so difficult to say it from her own mouth today.
A woman is a strange animal. When she says she doesn't want it, you can't guess whether she wants it or not. She is fragile, fickle, and insecure. This series of adjectives have been used one after another.
Men, on the other hand, are very simple. Apart from women, a man’s worldview in life is nothing more than money and power. Of course, some people don’t care about these things. Instead, they think it is a superficial idea. This kind of person is every person on the mountain.
A monk who eats fast and chants Buddha's name every day.
Is this the case for Yu Ze too?
From the time he can remember, daily hard training has become everything to him. As he grows older, he gradually comes into contact with the outside world, but most of them are sent to assassinate or assist. In addition to his experience, he also earns money for the sect.
, As for what is the truest thought in his heart?! Yu Ze doesn’t know.
Accepting a mission to kill people is to earn money for the sect. If a huge sect says it doesn’t spend money, it’s a lie. Although the Dark Night Sect is hidden in the world, daily life still needs to be obtained from the outside world. It’s not just the Dark Night Sect.
Many hidden sects also do this, and some even place their own people in various fields to continuously provide various resources for the sect.