At night, the breeze was blowing, and Shangguan Yunmeng was not sleepy. He looked at the Vacheron Constantin limited edition watch on his wrist. It was already past eleven o'clock. When he was the governor of Heilong Province, he had never gone to bed so early. Now that I have arrived in the capital, I no longer have complicated work and no pressure from work, but I still can't sleep. In the end, I just put on my pajamas and went downstairs to find Ye Shaofeng.
Ye Shaofeng was not in the house, but was sitting under the sycamore tree in the courtyard, facing the lake, sitting cross-legged and motionless, the Zen clothes he was wearing were blown up by the breeze. Shangguan Yunmeng couldn't bear to disturb him, so he just stayed in the room and looked at Ye Shaofeng's back through the window.
She owed a lot to the man in front of her, and of course she had helped him a lot. Such a man could be entrusted with her life, but would such a man open his heart to her, and would he be able to think Accept yourself as you would other women.
Ye Shaofeng had already noticed the movement behind him. When Shangguan Yunmeng came downstairs, he had already heard the sound of footsteps.
After these few days of meditation practice, Ye Shaofeng's body functions have returned to a very healthy state. Ye Shaofeng, who has returned to excellent condition, has also recovered his hearing to be very sensitive, not to mention the sound of Shangguan Yunmeng coming downstairs. Even if the leaves on the trees fall into the grass, his ears can detect them. However, there are many sounds that Ye Shaofeng does not want to hear. When a person's hearing is extremely sensitive, he begins to learn to be selective. Listen to the world carefully, exclude what you don’t want to hear, and only listen to what is helpful to you.
Shangguan Yunmeng stood behind Ye Shaofeng for about ten minutes, thinking about many things. After finishing thinking, she sighed softly, prepared to go upstairs, and continued tossing and turning.
At this time, Ye Shaofeng said: "I've been standing here for a long time, why don't I come over and have a good chat,"
Shangguan Yunmeng walked over and said as he walked: "You should have known that I was behind you,"
"You are so worried. What are you thinking about? Are you still thinking about your marriage?" Ye Shaofeng said calmly.
Shangguan Yunmeng sat next to Ye Shaofeng and said, "No, I'm thinking about my future." After saying that, he picked up the half-drunk tea of Ye Shaofeng next to Ye Shaofeng and drank it in one gulp.
After drinking the tea, she frowned and asked: "What kind of tea is this? Why haven't I drunk it before?"
"Does it taste good or not?"
"The taste is very strange and bitter, but after tasting it, there is a fragrance of grass and trees, not the taste of tea," Shangguan Yunmeng said.
Ye Shaofeng glanced down at the tea cup, smiled, and said: "This is originally a very ordinary cup of Longjing tea. Maybe there are tiny leaves and dust falling in, so the taste has been changed."
Shangguan Yunmeng looked helpless. She thought Ye Shaofeng would pretend to be an outsider and tell him about this magical tea. Unexpectedly, this was ordinary Longjing tea contaminated by leaves.
"I thought this was some kind of exquisite tea, but it turned out to be just a cup of dirty water," Shangguan Yunmeng said.
"A person with a pure heart, no matter what he eats, drinks, or thinks, is dirty, because he is dirty himself; for a person with a pure heart, no matter what he eats, drinks, or thinks, he is clean, because he only goes to Think about it in a clean way and do it," Ye Shaofeng said.
"You mean my heart," Shangguan Yunmeng said.
"That's not what I mean. I want you to think from a different angle. Thinking about many things according to your usual thoughts and the results of your usual speculations may not help you. No matter how much you think about it, it will not help you. To add more sorrow to yourself, it is better to think from another angle," Ye Shaofeng said.
"Then my future, how should I think about it from another angle? Can you help me analyze it? Can a woman like me still be fast in the future? The Shangguan family no longer wants me. I guess I won't be an official for long. , do you have a reliable man? I guess no one will want a woman like me. I would like to make my own future brighter, but no matter what angle I think about it, it is not bright. Ah," Shangguan Yunmeng said.
"Actually, none of us have a future," Ye Shaofeng said.
"What, there is no future, we will all die tomorrow," Shangguan Yunmeng sneered and said.
Ye Shaofeng smiled deeply and said: "Actually, the future is now. The future we have been looking forward to is what we have experienced now. The future you talk about is just a result of what you have experienced. You haven't even experienced what you are going through now, how can you possibly judge what the final result will be like? First walk the path you are on, and then think about the future.
This is like a football match. When a weak team meets a strong team, the players of the weak team will definitely think that they may lose. The game has not started yet and the two teams have not played against each other. If they give it free shipping With this mentality of inevitable defeat, they will definitely be beaten to pieces by their opponents, but if they have a kind of tenacious self-confidence, maybe they can get a big upset and defeat a strong team.
Life is like a football match. Before the match starts, don’t just think about losing. Even if the match does start, if you are really passive, you still have to fight tenaciously until the last moment.
In fact, what we live is this process. The future, right and wrong, success or failure are all misty clouds. Our final result is death. Since we are all going to lose, we might as well have a hearty fight. Even if you lose, it will be glorious to lose, and even if you lose, it will be glorious."
"You mean, I don't have to think about what will happen in the future," Shangguan Yunmeng finally understood some of Ye Shaofeng's meaning.
"Of course not. The road is your own. Just walk on it now. Aren't you still growing up in Heilong Province? Have you made any mistakes? People can't just knock you off just because they say they will. Do your best now. If you do your job well, can others find fault with you? No, so what you call the light or darkness of the future actually depends on your current attitude. If you feel that you will be bright in the future Yes, then the road you are taking now must be a bright road. If you think that the future will be bleak, vague and fruitless, then the road you are taking now is a muddy road of darkness.
Even though the final results vary widely, you can choose the road to the results by yourself. Take the bright road or the bumpy and dark road. It is your choice...