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There is a faint fragrance of flowers in Shangguan Yunmeng's office. However, there are no flowers in the office. Except for the pot of fortune bamboo that Ye Shaofeng gave him before, there are no other plants in the office. However, this smell The fragrance has been permeating the air. Although it is light, it cannot be ignored.
This is the smell of essential oils, which comes from Shangguan Yunmeng's clothes. In the dressing room and wardrobe of Shangguan Yunmeng's home, there are precious essential oils that can cause hair dispersion, so even if Even without perfume, the smell can attract others' attention.
Fragrance can relieve people's mood. Ye Shaofeng originally came in angrily, but on the way, the end of this anger gradually evaporated like the aroma in this room. When he walked into the office, he saw Shangguan When Yunmeng was sleeping, all that arrogance disappeared.
He could actually sit down and talk to Shangguan Yunmeng calmly. The first thing he talked about was, of course, an explanation based on Shangguan Yunmeng's explanation.
"Why did you do that?" Ye Shaofeng asked directly.
"You are here because of Yao Xueqi's matter. I am doing this for your own good. If Yao Xueqi is pregnant and other officials find out, it will have a great impact on your political status. For ordinary people, , The problem of personal indiscretion in life before marriage may not be a big deal, and everyone has long been accustomed to it. However, in the officialdom, if you are caught with this kind of thing, the impact on you will be very serious. Big one, if you have problems with your personal life style, you might even get the Discipline Inspection Commission, the Anti-Corruption Bureau, and the Party Style and Party Discipline Office to investigate you. At the least, you won’t be able to move from the position of deputy director of the Public Security Bureau for three to five years. , heavy responsibility, your lifelong political rights may be ruined.
Shaofeng, you have been through so much. You should weigh whether your future is more important or the child now. With your current situation, it is not suitable to have a child. If you have a child, you will not only be unable to give the child a normal life. A healthy living environment will not make the mother of her child happy.
If this child is born, not only you will be ruined, but Yao Xueqi and that child will not be happy," Shangguan Yunmeng said.
"You are also using this language to persuade Yao Xueqi. In this case, it will work for you to tell Yao Xueqi, but it will be useless for you to tell me. Although the child is gone, I still want to tell you clearly about my own life, my own It is my own business to decide whether I want a child or not, and whether I can give them happiness as a mother and child, and I don’t need you to worry about it," Ye Shaofeng said sternly.
Shangguan Yunmeng smiled, the kind of smile of a wise man. She looked at Ye Shaofeng and said: "Shaofeng, I really didn't expect that these words would come out of your mouth. How about this, can I tell you a story? "
"I'm not in the mood to listen. I came to you today. My main personal thought is that I don't want you to interfere in my life anymore. This time, the matter is a foregone conclusion and I can't do anything about it. However, in the future, if you continue If you interfere in my life, then the relationship between us should be severed as soon as possible. I don’t want to work with an inhumane person," Ye Shaofeng said fiercely.
But his fierce words did not waver Shangguan Yunmeng at all. She was still laughing, still laughing condescendingly. She wanted to continue telling the story that had not yet been told, "My story is a true story. If you listen to it, it can bring about some changes in your thinking."
Ye Shaofeng stood up and said, "I don't want to hear it. Time is running out. I'm leaving first."
"This is my story. My past relationship experiences. Just chat with me and let me speak my mind. I have never told anyone this story," Shangguan Yunmeng said.
Ye Shaofeng stopped and looked at Shangguan Yunmeng. Seeing her sincere eyes, it was rare to see such a sincere element in Shangguan Yunmeng's eyes. Ye Shaofeng sat down again and said: "You can say it, but you It must be faster, I have other things to do,"
"I used to have a boyfriend who was the same as me. We grew up in the same college. Then we went to the same school and experienced almost the same life. Later, we went to study abroad together. We went to the UK. Where? , studied in the best university, and then we fell in love. I was only twenty years old at the time. Because the discipline at home was too strict, now that I have come out and received too much Western education, I also began to want to find some passion. , people must have passion when they live.
We experienced the first time in our lives on a rainy night. I still remember that time vividly. It seems that everyone’s first time is so unforgettable. I remember that we were very innocent at the time. I looked at him lying on my body. At that time, those nervous eyes, I was also nervous at that time, and I closed my eyes nervously.
After that time, there was no blood on the sheets. He was very upset and said that I was not a virgin. I had no way to argue with him. I could only swear to God that he was my first man. Maybe, only God knows. , he was indeed the first man I slept with and whom I fell deeply in love with.
However, God will not speak, God will not tell him these facts. He is a very independent person. When he thinks about something, he will definitely not change it. He always thinks that I am impure. Then he wanted to break up with me, and I begged him not to leave me.
A month after we broke up, he came back to me and said he wanted to reconcile. I was ecstatic. Then we lived together in the UK, living the life of all international students living together. It was a carefree and stress-free life. , we live very comfortably, we study together during the day, and go home at night to make love, every day, and it is very intense every time.
The year I graduated, I got pregnant.
We had agreed in the past that we would not return to China to join politics. We wanted to live our own lives and did not want to live under the pressure of our family. However, after he found out that I was pregnant, he only said three words to me: "Abort him."
These were also the last three words he said to me. The next morning, he returned to China quietly, leaving only a brief letter to me.
I still keep that letter. It was my most painful memory and the biggest turning point in my life. Before you have experienced pain, you will never know what happiness is. When the pain comes again, you will see Qing, happiness is actually very simple..."