The curtains swayed, and the sunlight reflected on the hospital bed through the window. The morning sunlight was not so dazzling.
Footsteps sounded outside the ward, and soon there was a knock on the door, accompanied by a familiar voice.
"Gu Ying, get up, it's time to take medicine."
It was Dr. Jiang's voice. Lin Qian opened her eyes and saw the unchanging ceiling.
"Gu Ying, how do you feel?" At this time, Dr. Jiang walked to Lin Qian's side with concern in his eyes.
Lin Qian sat up in confusion and turned to look at Dr. Jiang, a little confused.
"Who is Gu Ying? Isn't my name Lin Qian?"
Doctor Jiang looked at Lin Qian's confused look and sighed helplessly:
"The condition has worsened again."
"You are Gu Ying, Lin Qian is just a figment of your imagination. If you think about it more carefully, who are you?"
Lin Qian shook his head, feeling a little headache:
"I'm Gu Ying? Is Lin Qian just a figment of my imagination?"
"Yes, there has never been Lin Qian, you have always been Gu Ying. You are a high school student. You are 19 years old and are about to enter college."
"You have no parents and grew up in the Qidian Orphanage. Your director treats you very well. He and I are very good friends."
"You thought you were suffering from severe paranoia and depression, so your Dean Ni Qiu Ni specially sent you here to ask you to cooperate in receiving treatment."
"Have you forgotten all this?"
Dr. Jiang looked at Lin Qian solemnly, with no trace of concern in his eyes.
It was obvious that he was worried about Lin Qian.
His words seemed to have magic power, reminding Lin Qian of some past events step by step.
"Dean Ni? I seem to remember him, but I can't seem to remember him."
Lin Qian covered his head, looking a little painful.
Seeing Lin Qian's appearance, Dr. Jiang quickly spoke to comfort him:
"It's okay. Take your time and don't rush. Come and take the medicine first. This can relieve your pain."
As he spoke, Dr. Jiang took out three pills from his pocket, then took a glass of water from the cabinet and handed them to Lin Qian.
Lin Qian looked at this scene with some confusion. Was there water on the cabinet before?
Looking at the warm water and pills handed to him, Lin Qian subconsciously felt some rejection.
"Why should I take medicine? I'm not sick." Lin Qian looked at Dr. Jiang warily.
"Sigh... It seems that the condition has worsened a bit more seriously." Dr. Jiang sighed, feeling helpless.
"Gu Ying is obedient and comes and takes the medicine. After taking it, I will take you to see your sister."
"Sister? Who?" Lin Qian frowned, confused. He remembered that he didn't seem to have a sister.
Huh? Wait, he seems to have one, what is it called?
"You don't even remember your sister? Gu Keke, the sister who lives with you in the orphanage." Dr. Jiang's expression became extremely complicated.
"You are not biological brothers and sisters, you are recognized brothers and sisters. You two have a very good relationship. You are like this because you cannot accept that she has schizophrenia."
"Because you were hit so hard, you suffered from dual mental illnesses of depression and paranoia."
Having said this, Dr. Jiang sighed with some sympathy:
"You two have a miserable life. Don't talk about having no father or mother... ugh... that's all. It's useless to say more."
"Come, take the medicine first."
Hearing Dr. Jiang's narration, Lin Qiandai was stunned. Gu Keke? Isn't she his daughter? Why did she become her sister?
Huh? No, how could I have a daughter? I am only 19 years old, how could I have a daughter?
Could it be that I really remembered it wrong?
Looking at the pills in Dr. Jiang's hand, Lin Qian shook her head, full of resistance.
"I'm not sick and I don't take medicine."
Lin Qian looked at the doctor warily. He suspected that this doctor was a psycho. He was a normal person and actually asked him to take medicine.
This is not neurosis.
Seeing Lin Qian behaving like this, Dr. Jiang sighed, but did not force Lin Qian to take medicine.
He put the pills and water in his hand on the table, feeling helpless:
"Don't you want to see your sister?"
Hearing Dr. Jiang's words, Lin Qian's eyes flashed:
"Is that really my sister?"
"Of course, this is a photo of you in the orphanage, it can prove everything."
Dr. Jiang took out a small photo album from his pocket and handed it to Lin Qian.
The photo album was pure white with illustrations and patterns printed on it. Lin Qian looked at this small photo album with some hesitation.
But he thought about it and reached out to take it. He opened the album and there was a photo inside.
The first picture at the beginning is a group photo, taken at the entrance of an orphanage.
The name of the orphanage was indeed Qidian Orphanage, and he saw himself in this photo.
There was a young man standing in the corner with a gloomy expression. Next to him was a little girl with an equally gloomy expression.
Lin Qian's eyes were a little confused. Is this him? Is the little girl next to him his sister?
He continued to scroll down, and the photo below was basically a photo of him and the little girl.
Some are in the garden, some are next to the swings, and some are on the bridge.
They were all of him and the little girl, and it was only in these photos that he saw their smiles.
It can be seen that they are very happy.
Some recent photos were taken in a yard.
He was sitting on a stone chair with a confused look on his face. Next to him was a little girl holding his arm. She had a lot of smiles on her face.
"Gu Keke?" Lin Qian stroked the photos. Looking at these photos, his memory slowly became clearer.
The original memory of Mohu seems to be reflecting the scenes in these photos.
"It turns out that I really am Gu Ying, and Gu Keke is not my daughter, but my sister."
"But why do I think I am Lin Qian?"
"Did I really remember it wrong?" Lin Qian began to grumble in her heart.
"How do you remember it? Gu Ying." Doctor Jiang looked at Lin Qian with some expectation in his eyes.
Lin Qian didn't say anything but closed the photo album and looked at Dr. Jiang.
In his memory, Dr. Jiang took good care of him. Although he was unwilling to admit that he was a mentally ill person, it was not easy for a mentally ill person to take care of himself like this.
In Lin Qian's memory, Dr. Jiang must be a psychopath, a psychopath who thinks he is a doctor.
Dr. Jiang didn't seem surprised when he saw Lin Qian doing this, as if he was used to it.
"You should have remembered it, but you are still recovering your memory. There is nothing to worry about."
"Would you like me to take you to meet your sister? She is in the yard now."
Hearing what Dr. Jiang said, Lin Qian shook his head and said:
"I won't go, I won't take medicine, I'm not sick."
"well……"
Dr. Jiang shook his head and felt helpless. After thinking about it, he said nothing more.
"In this way, you should stay alone for a while. When your memory is completely restored, you can then consider whether to take medicine."
"The medicine is right there."
Dr. Jiang said to Lin Qian gently. After that, he sighed and walked out.
In the white room, with gentle lighting and sunlight shining on the bed, Lin Qian, wearing a hospital gown, looked at Dr. Jiang's back.
He really left, and it seemed that he really left Lin Qian to consider whether to take medicine.
The door closed, Lin Qian's eyes were slightly absent-minded, and he listened to the footsteps disappearing.
He lowered his head and pulled open his sleeve, and there was a passage written bloody on it.
"If you want to live, just remember that your name is Lin Qian and don't trust anyone."
Lin Qian reached out and touched the words on it, and the pain on his skin made him realize that it was true.
"I am Lin Qian, not Gu Ying. Doctor Jiang is lying to me."
Lin Qian slowly pulled down his sleeves, his eyes full of confusion. In his memory, he was Gu Ying, and his memory was deceived.
He looked at the cabinet next to him. The medicine and water glass were still there.
"I am Lin Qian, Lin Qian to me, I want to live."
"So I can't take medicine, I'm not sick, I'm not mentally ill."
Lin Qian became determined. He picked up the pills, opened the window, and threw them out.
"I have to find a way to escape. Something is wrong here. I'm not mentally ill. Why do I have to stay here?"
Lin Qian muttered in his heart, but suddenly he was stunned. He was a little confused:
"What was I thinking about just now?"
He scratched his head, his mind was empty, it seemed that he had no memory of what he had just said.
He looked around, a little confused:
"Should I go for a walk?"
"Well, yes, it seems that Dr. Jiang forgot to ask me to go for a walk."
"He is really incompetent. I will definitely file a complaint against him if I have the chance." Lin Qian muttered in her heart.
He got out of bed numbly, put on his slippers, opened the door to the room and ran out quickly.
The sun shone on Lin Qian's unmade bed, and a line of twisted text was left on the bed.
"If you want to live, just remember that your name is Lin Qian and don't trust anyone."
The words were bright red and twisted, a bloody smell was evaporated by the sunlight, and the words slowly disappeared.
In the corridor of the hospital, Dr. Jiang looked at Lin Qian's back with a smile, and just looked at him quietly, without any emotion in his eyes.
In the yard, the grass was lush and green. Lin Qian squatted in front of a middle-aged man and watched him fishing intently.
"Are there any fish?" Lin Qian asked, looking at the water basin in front of him.
"Of course, I just haven't woken up yet, but it should be soon." The middle-aged man looked up at the sun in the sky, and then said seriously.
Lin Qian touched his chin, looked at the basin, and then at the middle-aged man's fishing rod:
"Can I catch a fish?"
"Of course, my fishing rod can catch everything." The middle-aged man said quickly.
Hearing this, Lin Qian became interested and stared at the middle-aged man's fishing rod without a hook, looking forward to it:
"It's so awesome. Can you catch a fish for me to see?"
"Of course, just watch my performance. I will definitely catch a big fish today!" the middle-aged man said confidently.
Lin Qian nodded, trusting the middle-aged man's appearance, and then he squatted next to the middle-aged man, staring at the basin.
The sunshine is very good, and there is an occasional cool breeze, so it is not too hot.
After waiting for more than an hour, Lin Qian couldn't help but feel a little strange when he saw that no fish had been caught yet:
"Why haven't the fish taken the bait yet?"
The middle-aged man scratched his head and felt a little strange. He looked at the fishing rod and muttered:
"It shouldn't be."
After saying that, he picked up the fishing rod and looked around. Lin Qian just watched.
"Today's fish have gone to visit relatives and are not at home. Since they are not at home, how can any fish bite the bait?"
At this time, a young man walked over quietly and squatted next to Lin Qian.
He looked at the basin, shook his head and said this.
After hearing these words, the middle-aged man and Lin Qian suddenly became extremely disappointed.
"It turns out I'm not at home. No wonder I can't catch any fish." The middle-aged man said dejectedly.
But suddenly the middle-aged man turned his head and looked at Lin Qian:
"Why don't you try it? All those fish went to visit relatives today."
"If you come, those fish should not have gone to visit relatives."
The middle-aged man looked at Lin Qian expectantly, and then handed the toy fishing rod to Lin Qian.
When Lin Qian heard this, his eyes suddenly lit up:
"Is it really possible? Then I'll try."
As he spoke, he planned to pick up the toy fishing rod, but just for a moment, Lin Qian, who was originally smiling, suddenly turned gloomy.
He didn't say anything, just stood up, turned around and left.
"Hey? Why did he leave and stop fishing?" The middle-aged man looked at Lin Qian's back in confusion.
"I guess he doesn't like fishing." The young man suddenly said with a smile.
Then he jumped away. When the middle-aged man heard that the young man said that Lin Qian didn't like fishing, his expression suddenly changed.
It became extremely ugly, and he quickly hugged the fishing rod in his arms, his eyes full of resentment.
"Anyone who doesn't like fishing is an insult to the fishing god! It's a shame that I still want him to fish!"
The middle-aged man groaned, and a black line flashed in his eyes.
"It's weird, what a willing person to take the bait." Lin Qian muttered with a gloomy face.
But just for a moment, his face became confused. He looked around and felt nothing had changed. He scratched his head and felt a little strange.
"Did something just happen?"
But he soon forgot about it. He saw a woman wearing red clothes not far away.
The woman was squatting in front of a big tree at the moment, motionless and didn't know what she was doing.
Lin Qian looked at this woman. He felt that this woman was very familiar, but for some reason, he was very angry and helpless towards this woman.
"Who is she?" Lin Qian scratched his head, his mind was in a mess, and he had no memory of this woman at all.
But that feeling of familiarity always existed, as if he would feel familiar whenever he saw her.
This is an unexplained feeling, very strange and very real.
"Go over and take a look, maybe you can understand why." A helpless voice sounded in Lin Qian's heart.
Lin Qian's eyes suddenly lit up when he felt this idea, and he thought about it for a while.
So he walked towards the woman, the sun was shining on the woman's shoulders, and her long, somewhat messy hair was still very soft.
She had a good figure and the red dress matched her very well. Lin Qian stepped on the green grass and walked towards her.
Green grass, willow trees, and a small pond, Lin Qian looked at the woman. The woman's skin was very fair, which could be seen from the exposed ears.
The lawn was very soft, and Lin Qian's expression was a little dazed, but there was a voice in his heart that kept urging him:
"Go quickly, go quickly."
Feeling the voice coming from her heart, Lin Qian subconsciously walked faster.
And at this moment, a familiar voice sounded.
"The walk is over, it's time to go back."
Hearing this voice, Lin Qian paused slightly, and at this moment, a voice suddenly roared in his heart:
"Do not look back!"
But it was already too late. Lin Qian looked back and saw that it was Dr. Jiang.
As Lin Qian turned around, the voice in his heart disappeared instantly. Lin Qian vaguely seemed to hear someone calling him SB.
Lin Qian was a little confused. He turned his head and looked in the direction of the woman. The result was very strange. The woman disappeared again.
Wait, why did I say again?
Lin Qian didn't understand, but even after thinking about it, he couldn't think of a solution, so he gave up.
I looked at the sky, and somehow, it was already dusk.
"It was clearly noon just now, why is it already dusk?"
Lin Qian looked at the sky with a strange expression on his face.
"Did I remember it wrong? That should be the case. God will never lie."
"It's time to go back, Gu Ying."
At this time, Dr. Jiang came over and reminded Lin Qian specifically.
Lin Qian looked at the other people going back around him, nodded after thinking, and walked towards the house.
Dr. Jiang smiled and turned around to persuade some people who didn't want to go back, such as the opportunity to fly a plane.
"It's getting dark soon. If you fly a plane at this time, you will hit someone and kill someone."
"So come tomorrow, the plane can leave anytime."
Doctor Jiang's voice sounded behind Lin Qian. Lin Qian didn't think it was anything, on the contrary, it was normal.
It was getting dark quickly. Lin Qian returned to Ward 404. He looked at the fluttering curtains and thought for a while to open the window completely.
The refreshing night breeze blew by, and he stood in front of the window, looking at the street outside the hospital.
Neon lights lit up there, and scarecrows wandered the streets.
Hmm? Scarecrow?
Lin Qiantong shrank slightly, he quickly wiped his eyes and looked over again.
The men and women on the street were laughing and laughing, and each one of them looked normal, nothing weird at all.
Lin Qian was relieved. It turned out that he had made a mistake. He asked, how could there be a scarecrow wandering on the street?
Lin Qian let out a breath and shrank his neck, feeling a little cold. After thinking about it, he closed the window.
Just when he was about to lock it, he hesitated. After thinking about it, he didn't lock the window. No one would climb up on the fourth floor here in the middle of the night.
Besides, who would come here without a problem?
Lin Qian thought this in his mind. He walked to the bed and touched his stomach. He felt so full. Today's meal was a bit delicious.
I looked at the time and saw that it was already seven o'clock. Time passed so quickly.
It was time to go to bed. Lin Qian turned off the light and lay on the bed. The light went out and Lin Qian gradually fell into a deep sleep.
Darkness enveloped the entire hospital, and footsteps appeared in the corridor for the second time.
Doctor Jiang looked at Lin Qian sleeping on the bed through the door and window of Room 404, and a strange smile gradually appeared on his face.
"It's so good to fall asleep."
He murmured to himself, then turned and left, the footsteps gradually fading away.
In the darkness, the lights go out.
At the door of the room, Lin Qian opened his eyes, his eyes filled with gloom. He looked at his arm, which was intact as before, without any wounds.
His eyes were thoughtful, but then he became a little annoyed:
"How the hell didn't I know I was such a fool? They told me not to look back, but I have to."
"Have I ever been this rebellious before?"
Lin Qian covered his face and didn't know what to say. That woman during the day, as long as Lin Qian could walk to her side, he could leave here directly.
So why not sleep here?
"Damn it, I didn't expect that one day I would be so angry with myself."
Lin Qian took a deep breath and recalled the scene during the day. He was a little speechless.
"I almost got caught. Why is this idiot so stupid..."
Lin Qian was speechless.
"Forget it, we can't wait any longer. Depending on today's situation, in a day or two, he may have forgotten that I am a man."
"Gu Ying? Haha..."
Lin Qian sat up from the bed, looked at the window, and his eyes flickered.
"You can't go through the door, you won't be able to get out that way. It's safer to go through the window."
"I don't know where that silly bitch is."
Lin Qian walked to the window, stretched out her hand and pulled it, and the window could be opened:
"It's a good thing it's not locked, otherwise it would be the same as last night." Lin Qian muttered in his heart.
The window here is very strange. As long as it is locked, once Dr. Jiang appears, the window cannot be opened.
This was the result yesterday, otherwise according to Lin Qian's character, he would have run away long ago.
The same is true for the door. As long as Dr. Jiang appears, it will definitely not be opened.
Lin Qian looked out the window and saw that the wind was a little strong, making him feel chilly.
"Dog weather." Lin Qian cursed.
But suddenly he frowned and turned his head to look in the direction of the door, his eyes full of gloom.