I think I should be a man, I should have the courage to explain all this to her, I should tell her honestly, even if she can't forgive me after she knows the truth, and I admit it, then I will tell her what to do
I told her what happened, and then I went back to Xiliang alone.
I said: "I'm sorry for her, Liu Qian, I'm sorry to you, I hope you can live a good life with your cousin, I -"
"You just want her phone number, right?" Liu Qian said: "I don't understand, Lin Jiayi, I still don't understand that when my cousin had an accident, you simply didn't care about your life for her. What?
It can be done. Let's go together and ask others to come out while you are in the detention center.
I shed a lot of tears afterwards, are they all fake? My cousin said to you, you might have some reason to save her. If you have, then tell me, you are better than this. Tell me,
Even if my cousin doesn't forgive you, I can forgive you, but you have to tell us why, right?"
I said: "No, it's nothing. If you don't want to give me your cousin's number, then forget it. You can just live a good life. I'm afraid I have to go back to Xiliang-"
Liu Qian immediately said: "Why do you want to go back? Are you going back to get married?"
I said: "Maybe!"
Liu Qian sneered and said: "It doesn't matter, you can get married. My cousin has also been convinced by me. She will forget you and she can live a new life. She has loved me so much since she was a child and she regards me as her own."
Just like a child, I will not let her suffer any injustice. I am now
Now that she has grown up, it is time for me to take care of her, and she listens to me very much, even more than my mother. Let me tell you, as long as I am here, you men will never bully her again!"
Liu Qian was so excited that she seemed to cry. It seemed that she was even more sad than her cousin.
When I heard this, I thought it was good. It was Bai Ling's blessing to have such a cousin. I said: "Well, you guys are doing well, Liu Qian. I was not very sensible in the past and I did some things. I hope you can forgive me."
!”
Liu Qian smiled coldly and said: "I don't blame you at all. In fact, I was just playing with you. Do you think I love you? Really, please stop pretending to be a good man on the surface, okay? In fact, I know how much you have.
What's bad, he was like a little beast at that time. No wonder my cousin can't forget it.
You, I told her that’s why she likes you, she said no, and she also said how good you are. My cousin is old and she doesn’t understand little boys at all. Little boys are the best at cheating.
Women, especially older women, seize on their kindness and ignorance to deceive them!"
Regarding Liu Qian's statement, I think there should be such a person, but I am not. I have never thought about Bai Ling in this way.
I said: "Liu Qian, I understand, thank you!"
She said: "You're welcome, then I wish you a happy wedding. Also, one day I will find a good man for my cousin, and then we will go to Xiliang together. Don't forget us then!"
Although Liu Qian is more mature than before, she is still a girl about my age, and her ideas are sometimes very simple.
I said: "Of course, if you come, I will definitely welcome you!"
Liu Qian said: "Okay, that's it. Let me tell you again, my cousin will definitely be happy. Just wait!"
I smiled and said, "Okay!"
Liu Qian hung up the phone. She didn't tell me her cousin's phone number. She didn't want me to bother her cousin anymore, and I thought yes. There was no need for me to ask any more. After hanging up the phone, I leaned there and looked.
I looked out the window and smoked quietly. I planned to go to her place to find her the next day, and then I told her about the matter.
If I tell her, I will go back to Xiliang. As for what Yang Hongling will do, I don’t want to think about it anymore. I don’t want to be with her anymore, otherwise I will feel deeply guilty. I want something that is very simple and very pure.
The beautiful love is between me and Bai Ling. Even if I can't be with Bai Ling, I still want to live quietly alone.
It's like a glass of turbid water that needs to be purified.
The next day, I slept until about nine o'clock. When I got up, I started to pack my things. I didn't know how to take all the things with me. This place is not mine, and the car is not mine. I only brought a few things with me, such as clothes.
, it can be said that I left empty-handed. I didn’t take away anything that shouldn’t be mine. I didn’t spend the more than 100,000 yuan that Yang Hongling gave me. I put it all in the drawer. I picked up my luggage and felt
Feel relaxed,
I left my residence and didn't call Yang Hongling. I thought there was no way she would catch me. In fact, she didn't dare to make it too public about this matter. I felt that I had done everything I should have done.
I have nothing to apologize to her. It’s time for me to leave. Standing outside the door, I looked at the villa and then walked along the road outside until I reached the highway. I took a taxi and asked the driver to go there.
Drive to the community where Bai Ling lives.
Sitting in the car, I looked at the streets of Bincheng. The sun was bright and the air was fresh. I felt much more comfortable. I felt that I had done everything I should have done to Bai Ling. Even if I told her, she would not be able to forgive me.
That can only be her own business——
A song by Teresa Teng was playing in the taxi: "Goodbye, My Love." There was a line in it, "Goodbye, my love, I don't know when we will meet again."
That voice is particularly soft and beautiful, just like my state of mind at this moment, yes, goodbye, my love, I don’t know when we will meet again. Even if you have a happy future, will you still go to Xiliang? Will you still remember it?
Is it the promise we once had? Will you still go to Xiliang to see me? Even if we can't be husband and wife, it will be very good to be just friends.
Soon we arrived at the place where she lived. I got out of the car, carried my luggage, and walked slowly into the community. It was already past ten in the morning, almost eleven o'clock, so I walked upstairs and put my luggage
I put it down and knocked on the door. After a while, the door opened. She opened the door. Through the security door, I saw it was Liu Qian. She was cooking at home. It was really
Okay, does she do it with her own hands every day? I feel very relieved to see her full of yearning for life. She is doing this well. I hope she can do this in the future and be an ordinary, simple woman.
Don't get involved in shopping malls, don't get involved in the officialdom and business world, and she will definitely live happily.
Liu Qian looked at me, then smiled coldly and said, "Come in!"
When I saw her welcoming me like this, I smiled and said, "Thank you, Liu Qian!"
She opened the door and I walked in, but as soon as I entered, I saw a man still sitting on the sofa. The man was about thirty years old. He looked like a very gentleman. He sat there and put down the newspaper in his hand.
, he saw me and adjusted his glasses. I felt embarrassed, but Liu Qian looked at me with that particularly proud look.
I understood immediately, and at this time, Bai Ling came out of the kitchen. She was wearing an apron and smiling. But when she saw me, her expression suddenly turned cold and she looked straight at me.
Then no one spoke. My heart felt very cold. I felt the chill running through my whole body. It was a bit hard for me to control. My legs seemed to be shaking. I remembered that the day before, Liu Qian said that she would take a man with her.
The one who came to show it to her cousin and introduce her boyfriend to her cousin was the one in front of me.
Thinking of this, I hurriedly turned to Bai Ling and said with a smile: "Sister Ling!"
When she heard this, she blinked and said, "Hello!"
Then, I said to the gentleman next to me: "Hello, nice to meet you!"
He nodded and said: "Hello, nice to meet you!"
Liu Qian walked up to me and said, "Sit down, I'm cooking. Let's eat together!"
When I saw her saying this, I quickly said: "Oh, no, I just had dinner, I, I -"
Liu Qian said: "It's not noon yet, are you eating so early? Come sit down quickly, let's eat together, are you still afraid of people or what? This is my cousin's friend, oh, Mr. Chen, oh, this
The bit is—" Then she introduced me to the man and said, "This is mine, my boyfriend, ha!" After hearing this, Mr. Chen showed some friendliness to me and said, "Oh
, sit down, Bai Ling is cooking, let’s eat together!”
I saw them all saying this, but I still didn't want to stay. Liu Qian had already said this about me. That time we went to beg that person, she also said the same, saying that I was her boyfriend, and this time she also said the same.
in this way.
I said: "I——"
At this time, Bai Ling smiled and said: "Let's stay and eat, there are no outsiders!" She said to Mr. Chen: "Do you like sweets?"
Mr. Chen said: "I love eating!"
She said: "Okay, I like to eat too!" Then she walked into the kitchen, and I was still standing there. Liu Qian looked at me with that contemptuous look. I looked around and smiled awkwardly.
, I said to Liu Qian: "Liu Qian, I really have something to do. I'm going to leave first. You can stay here and have dinner with your cousin. I still have something to do!" I hurriedly said to Mr. Chen: "You
Okay, Mr. Chen, I have something else to do and I have to leave first!"
He said: "You just came here, are you embarrassed to see me here? It's nothing, maybe we will be a family in the future!"
I quickly said: "Oh, no, I just came over to take a look, there is really something else!"
After I said this, I smiled and walked out. Liu Qian suddenly grabbed me and said, "Don't leave, you dare to leave. If you leave, I won't be polite to you!"
I looked at Liu Qian. At this time, we were blocked by a cabinet. I looked at Liu Qian and smiled helplessly at her. It was a wry smile, a particularly embarrassing wry smile. It meant: Liu Qian, why do you need to embarrass me like this?
, why do you need to show me, it doesn't matter to me if you are like this, I don't care too much, but your cousin is like this, she is very good to that man, why do you want to stimulate me? How can I live these days?
Are you happy? Are you living a happy life? Do you know whether I am unhappy or unhappy? And I don’t want to talk about that anymore. There is no need to say anything. I really shouldn’t have come.
It would be fine if I didn't come, why should I come?
When Liu Qian saw me like this, she whispered: "Are you going to cry? Really?"