Chapter 123: Tell me to break up with you in tears
Later, I thought at that time, should I be tougher? I should say that I can marry Bai Ling, I can give her happiness, I want to possess her, and I want to be with her. Wouldn't it be much better to say this?
, but I didn’t say that at that time, because I had no way of knowing whether they would divorce or break up.
Breaking up is inevitable, but there are some things that I can’t say easily. It’s enough to have this kind of scene once in a lifetime. Later, I always thought that none of my peers must have experienced this. These are really bizarre.
Yeah, if I wasn't with a woman who was older than me, how could this happen?
Am I a morally corrupt child? I am not sure whether her first marriage broke up because of me, but this time it must be me. I have always said that I will give her happiness, but I seem to have ruined her happiness.
It didn't bring her everything she wanted.
She kept asking me to leave, and I wanted her to go with me. Finally, under her persuasion, I left on my own. After I got out and sat in the car, I didn't leave immediately. I looked at myself in the mirror.
Her face was broken, she was beaten, and her nose was bleeding. Of course, this is nothing. It does not make me feel sad at all. It is really nothing. I am just worried about her. She has not come down yet. Is he up there?
I started hitting her, and I picked up the phone
, wanted to call her, but she dialed over and said on the phone: "Xiao Lin, don't worry about me, you go back to Xiliang first, I have nothing to worry about, he can't do anything to me, you stay here
It's not good for you here. I will be very worried about you. You don't know him. He is very connected. There are many people involved in both the underworld and the white. If he wants to deal with you, it will be too easy. Please promise me temporarily.
Leave first so that I can feel relieved!"
I said: "Do you want me to leave? Don't you want me to come back again?"
Bai Ling said: "That's not what I meant. I meant to let you leave first. After I have settled the matter, I will go find you and then talk to you again, okay?"
I said: "As long as you can live a good life and as long as he doesn't hurt you, I don't have anything. I'm willing to do anything. It's too easy for me to leave. I can do it!"
Bai Ling said: "Well, okay, Xiaolin, it's all my fault. I hurt you, and I will make up for it in the future. You go to the hospital and have a checkup first, and be obedient!"
I said: "I don't need to go and see you. I'm fine. I'll go back to Xiliang first. If you have any questions, call me. You know I'm worried about you. I hope you don't make me worry too much. I think I'll be desperate."
Yes, all I can think about now is you, I can't live without you, I want to take you away, I don't want to leave you here alone to bear this pain, no matter how we were wrong, but things have become like this, I don't want to
Just bear it, do you understand me?"
Bai Ling said: "How can I not understand you? My dear, my little man, little guy, how can I not understand you? You have endured so much suffering for me, how can I not feel sorry for you? My heart aches.
You are so awesome. All I can think about is you. I am the most uneasy and fearful of others.
You are also the one who bullied me. You know that I can do anything for you. What do I care about? I will handle things here. From now on, I will be alone and there will never be anyone else, no matter what the future holds.
No matter what, I will live alone and live well. If you still
If you want me, I will appear by your side at any time. Ever since I was a child, I have been eager to have a love, to have a romantic relationship. One day I finally met it. I cherish the kindness of fate to me. I can meet you in this life.
Find someone you like, and he also
It's not easy to like you. It takes a lot of efforts to achieve the blessing. So I will seize it at all costs and won't let it slip away easily. Believe me, my dear, it's because of you.
, I am not afraid of anything, no matter what I encounter, I will never be afraid again!”
That day in the car, she gave me that phone call. We could be said to be pouring out our love in a very anxious state. You know that sometimes love is selfish and cruel. There is no reason for love. I
I also feel sad for that man, but what can be done about it? How difficult is true love in this world? As Bai Ling said, when you meet someone you like in this world, and he also likes you,
That is such an extravagant thing.
Fortunately, I met Bai Ling, and I also met. We all met, so why shouldn’t we cherish it? I think I should cherish it. If Bai Ling decides to divorce me, I will treat her well.
She, I can't care too much about her past
, No, that would hurt her very much. She did this for me, she was willing to risk everything, she said it so directly in front of her husband, and she was not afraid of anything. That love moved me, and I also know that Bai Ling's love is true love.
What more could I ask for?
After hanging up the phone, I leaned in the car, thinking about what Bai Ling said to me. I couldn't help but feel that I was full of motivation and courage. I thought that in the days to come, we would be better together.
Regarding our relationship, I also know that it will definitely encounter too many storms. We have offended many people and they will not let go easily.
Those who have passed us will definitely give us a lot of hardships on the way forward, but I am not afraid. I will face those difficulties and overcome them. One day, I must be with Bai Ling and experience that
After the incident, I realized how precious some things are and how rare some things are.
I stayed in Bincheng for three days. During those three days, Bai Ling took the initiative to contact me, but only a few times. She didn't say anything. She just told me not to worry too much about her. She was very good and she would handle it.
Okay, a few times it was text messages, a few times it was phone calls, of course I had her message, so I felt relieved.
Three days later, I returned to Xiliang. After returning to Xiliang, I have been waiting for news from her, but she never contacted me again, and her phone was turned off when I called her. I couldn't help but start to worry about her.
What happened to her? Why didn't she contact me? What happened to her? According to my understanding, she
It wouldn't be like this. She was so determined. No matter what happened, she would not turn off her phone. Something must have happened to her. Then I contacted Liu Qian. Liu Qian said on the phone: "Lin Jiayi, you
Don't contact my cousin anymore, she is very good, she asked me to tell you, don't contact her anymore, she has nothing!
"When I heard this, I said fiercely: "Impossible, this is simply impossible. Liu Qian, let me tell you, no matter how much you hate me, no matter what kind of feelings you have for your cousin, I hope you can understand.
I'm serious. Please don't tell me that. Now I want to know what happened to your cousin? She doesn't
It's possible to say this, but it's impossible. Don't treat me like this. Your tone is helping that man. I know I can't ask you, but if you still treat me as a friend, you still have this friend in your heart.
Please tell me what happened to her. I am very worried and anxious. Can you understand?
"You really don't have to worry. There's really nothing wrong with my cousin. She's very good. She just feels like she can't give you anything. She has been causing you a lot of trouble for so long and almost killed you. She wants to
It's been a long time, and she doesn't want to hurt you like this anymore. Maybe it's best to break up. Just forget about each other. After forgetting, she won't give you anything again.
It has brought no harm to you, you are still young, she said, you can have your own happiness, besides, you are married, it is difficult to divorce, of course, my cousin does not want you to divorce, she hopes you can live happily
, live a good life, she doesn’t want to destroy you, do you understand? It’s really not my words, these words were said by her herself!”
I heard Liu Qian say this, and I seemed to understand. What she said was not unreasonable. Maybe, she thought so, but it would hurt me. I can't live without her. I miss her very much. She
Not contacting me, avoiding me, suddenly treating me like this, I couldn't accept it. I said: "Liu Qian, I respect her choice, but I have to face her in person. Only when she told me in person can I let go.
If I don’t see her, I won’t let it go!”
Liu Qian said: "Okay, then I will ask her to call you. You will feel relieved after hearing this. But since she has made such a choice, she does not dare to face you. She loves you and you love her too."
, she doesn’t want to hurt you, I hope you can understand!”
I said, "Okay, tell her and ask her to give me a call. Thank you, Liu Qian!"
Not long after Liu Qian hung up the phone, Bai Ling called me and the call was connected. She said softly: "Xiao Lin, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I've thought a lot these days, maybe it's cruel.
, but I hope you can understand me. There are many things that I cannot solve for the time being. I know that this will bring you a lot of danger, so I think we still-"
What she said made me feel extremely heartbroken, and I felt extremely uncomfortable. I said, "Really? Have you really made a decision? Have you considered it? Do you want to stop seeing each other again?"
When Bai Ling heard this, she cried and said: "I, I——"
I know she will regret it. She has shown it now. I know she can't live without me. If we can separate so easily, it is not love. If she can really forget me so easily, then
I won't have too many regrets. I said: "Have you thought about it? If you have made a decision, I will respect your choice, but I tell you, if we separate, I will want to meet again in the future."
Or whatever, it's not that easy. I don't want to hurt you like this anymore. I feel like I'm torturing you when I'm with you. If this continues, you won't have any happiness. You're not too young anymore.
Sorry, if you really think about it, then let’s break up!”
Bai Ling cried when I told her.
I waited there quietly for her answer, because her decision was particularly important to me. If she had chosen to be with me at that time, I thought maybe we would have really come together, and there would be nothing like it later.
thing, but her decision caused us to pass by each other again.