After the ridiculous day with Liu Qian, Liu Qian told me that she was pregnant.
My hand shaking when I was smoking cigarette, then I sat up and stared at her and said, "Really or not?"
She slowly turned around and said with a particularly contemptuous look in my eyes: "Are you telling the truth?"
I didn't dare to speak, so I just looked at her. She turned around slowly, then combed her hair with her hands and said, "I'm just kidding you, I'm leaving!" She just came out of the bathroom and buttoned up her hair.
After buttoning the last button, she stood up and said: "I know you will always only have my cousin in your heart. If that's the case, you should be more honest for her -"
I smiled and said, "My kindness to her has gone beyond that. No matter where she is, no matter where I am, no matter who she is with, or who I am with, nothing will change. She is her, and I am me!"
"
"Do you hate her so much?"
"I'm not a woman? What's there to hate?" I was smoking a cigarette and looking out the window. Suddenly I felt that the sky in Bincheng was a little hazy. Bincheng rarely has such weather. It always seems to be sunny. Maybe it's because of people's
Be in the mood.
Liu Qian said nothing more and left.
After Liu Qian left, I kept thinking about Bai Ling. I think it was because it was raining outside.
I remember one time, the weather was also like this. We lived together for a short period of less than a month. We went downstairs to eat noodles, and then it started raining outside. Neither of us brought rain gear.
They started running, hugging each other and running in the rain, while Bai Ling sang the song "Walking in the Rain"
, then she pulled me away and asked me to go out in the rain with her. I think if she hadn’t met me, Bai Ling might not have such a romantic relationship. I think it was just because she was with me. She became like
A girl, a girl who likes romance and will also enjoy romance. And all this is only because of love.
And now on this rainy day, I think of Bai Ling again.
I decided to call her, but I picked up the phone and put it down several times. I thought what have I done, what have I done as a bastard? She doesn’t recognize me anymore. Is it her fault? It’s not her fault.
, but I treated her like that. It was a kind of selfishness, a kind of selfishness that only considers my own feelings.
I finally called her phone number, which she left for me during dinner.
She never answered the phone. I finally put the phone down.
After a while, she called and I quickly answered the phone.
"Call me again and I will call the police!" She said a little cutely, and she seemed to be scaring me a little, but her tone was obviously to scare a child.
I was very serious and seemed to say with sadness: "Bai Ling——" When I called her like this, she seemed to feel my sadness, and she quickly said: "You, what are you doing?" I said: "
Bai Ling, what happened during the day is my fault, I'm sorry!"
When she saw me saying this, she continued to stutter: "Hey, hey, what are you doing? I, I, if I didn't look at my cousin's face, I would really call the police, although, even though I am not
What a little girl, but you are really, really—"
I said: "Well, it's my fault. I don't know what to say, because you don't remember what happened between me now. You won't understand no matter what I say. That kind of thing needs to be felt.
If you don't have that feeling, it's useless to say anything. I, I love you, Bai Ling, I really love you. I originally wanted to never tell you again, but I-" I felt my tears
It's coming out.
She hurriedly said: "Hey, hey, don't cry. Even so, you have done what you should do, what else do you want? I am also in a dilemma, but Liu Qian said it was you who pursued me. I used to
I don’t like you, you like me, but I don’t like you, what do you want me to do?”
Liu Qian actually said this. Of course she said this, and I don’t blame her.
I paused and said: "You love me——"
"Liu Qian said she doesn't love her!"
"Do you believe everything she says?" I said.
"She's my cousin—"
I said: "She is not your mother. By the way, aunt knows that you love me. You can ask your mother -" At this time, I was like a child in front of her.
After hearing this, Bai Ling said: "My mother never said that!"
I wonder why Auntie didn’t say it? There’s no way she wouldn’t mention me. I’ve done so much for her daughter. There’s no way she wouldn’t mention me to Bai Ling. She must have said it, but Bai Ling didn’t admit it.
That’s it.
I said: "Well, by the way, do you have time in the evening?"
"Stop being funny, okay? I, I really want to hit you now, and you still ask me if I have time?"
I said: "I see, Bai Ling, can you take good care of yourself? Also, you are facing great danger. Really, someone is trying to frame you. You may be in danger at any time. You must immigrate to Canada as soon as possible -"
Bai Ling said seriously after hearing this: "How do you know?"
I said, "Don't ask about this anymore. It's true anyway. Just listen to me and promise me!"
"Tell me, who did you listen to? Who wants to frame me? I want to know now too!"
When I saw that she wanted to know this, I said, "Are you free tonight?"
When she heard what I said, she said anxiously: "What on earth do you want to do? Do you have to interview me face to face?"
I said: "It's better to talk face to face!"
"I, I'm afraid of you now, you, you are like a beast!" she said.
I said: "I, I'm not like that -"
"I think you are afraid. I don't think you dare. I really want to know who framed me. I hope you can tell me!"
"Then let's meet and go to the coffee shop, okay?"
She thought for a moment and said, "Well, let's meet at Island Coffee on Nanhai Road!"
I said: "Yeah, okay!"
After hanging up the phone, I started to take a shower and freshen up. When I got there, she had already arrived. She was sitting by the window, drinking juice and looking out the window quietly. She was dressed very beautifully, and she always
She likes to look elegant and beautiful. Bai Ling's beauty is something that almost all men will recognize when they see her, including many women who will say she is beautiful. She is tall, has delicate facial features, red lips and white teeth, and looks like a movie star.
After I walked over, she slowly turned her head back, then she rolled her eyes at me, and then continued to turn her head away.
I am very happy, at least she is not stupid now, and it is good for me that she is not stupid.
After sitting down, I looked at her. She kept biting the straw in her mouth and turning the straw in her mouth, like a child.
I accidentally took a cigarette, and she quickly said, "You can't smoke!"
I quickly took it back.
"Tell me, who wants to frame me?" She looked at me, and I really doubted that she really didn't remember me? But such a familiar person was right in front of me. I really wanted to catch her and ask her, this
What is the reason for everything?
"Xiaoxuan's mother!" I said, staring at her.
After she heard what I said, she froze there for a long time without speaking. Then she smiled slightly and said, "Is it possible?"
I said: "What do you think?"
"She is an ordinary person like us, how is that possible? Also, she eats fast and chants Buddha's name -" Bai Ling naturally wouldn't believe it.
"Do you have any conflict with her trying to frame you? Do you think everyone's true colors can be seen from the surface?"
"How did you know?" she asked me.
I said: "Her daughter, Xiaoxuan, and I, we -" I can't hide it from her, these are facts, and if I tell the ins and outs of these things, I must tell them.
After hearing this, she smiled and said, "Oh, so that's it? Are you and her daughter boyfriend and girlfriend?"
I said: "Well, it used to be!"
"Then you still said you like me?" she asked me, seemingly a little unhappy, but she was in a good mood.
"It has nothing to do with this, it's not the same thing!" I didn't know how to tell her. These things can't be explained clearly in a day or two, let alone a sentence or two. The things here are too complicated.
, almost more bizarre than movies and TV shows.
"Then tell me how you know-" she looked at me and said.
I thought about it, and then told her roughly about my experience, and of course the things I had with her. I thought this was also an opportunity to let her know everything I had with her. I thought I had to tell her.
She explained clearly that this was also very helpful for her safety, otherwise, she might be in danger at any time.
Xiaoxuan's mother hates her. Everything she has done over the years has been to harm her. Now that she is more powerful, Bai Ling faces greater danger.
She listened very seriously and kept staring at me. When I talked about her mental illness, she suddenly started crying. When I saw her crying, I stopped.
She picked up a tissue and wiped her tears.
I thought she must have thought of that child. I slowly reached out my hand to hold her and said, "Do you think of me?"
She raised her head, still in tears, then shook her head and said, "I don't know, but I know my child!"
"The child is mine and yours!"
She frowned and said, "I really don't remember you. My mind is very fuzzy. I just can't remember the memory of you. There seems to be some vague shadows, but it seems like a dream. It's very unreal. I -"
She started to gasp and feel a little painful. I believe she really couldn't remember.
I also asked the doctor in Hong Kong, and what the doctor told me was "selective amnesia." This kind of memory loss is caused by some mental pain, and she selectively forgets the people or things that caused the pain.
.
Did I bring her pain? I don’t hope that’s the case, but I’m not sure whether my meeting with her brought her love or pain.
I said: "Bai Ling, don't think about it, don't remember the past. In short, listen to me. After I sent you to Hong Kong for treatment, something happened when you came back. I went to investigate Xiaoxuan's mother, and I found that Xiaoxuan
She was imprisoned by her mother for so many years
When I discovered this, I was going to call the police, but that night, I was arrested by her people. Then, they took me to a boat, and she took Xiaoxuan with her - "When
After I told Bai Ling these experiences.
After she heard this, she couldn't believe it at all. No one believed it. She stood there stupidly, and then, her hand suddenly shook in front of me.
I laughed and said, "You don't believe it, do you?"
She nodded.
I also nodded, and then smiled again and said: "If you don't believe it, don't believe it, but I swear to God, what I said is true. Take good care of yourself, don't come out alone, turn around, I will take you back!"
"If that's the case, I think it's also fate!" She said with a slight smile. There was a kind of calmness in her eyes, as if she had taken these things lightly, and presumably they were all in her imagination. After all, what happened in the past, she
I have not forgotten that everything that happened many years ago finally came to light one day, affecting her, me, and our group of people.
It's just that she doesn't remember me. This life is so helpless.
Finally she said: "Anyway, thank you for telling me this!"
"No thanks, I'll take you back!"
She seemed a little scared by what I said, looked around, and then said: "Well, I'm sorry, you told me this, I'm really a little -" She frowned that cute brow, and I smiled.
, I even started to like this feeling, like someone I just met.
I sent her back, and a cat suddenly ran out. She was so frightened that she hugged me.