After I went out, my godmother smiled and said: "Xiao Lin, you are good to your sister, my mother will be happy!"
I smiled and said, "Well, Mom, I do like my sister. In fact, she has never changed. No matter what happened later, I have never forgotten her!"
"Well, Mom has seen it all. Xiao Lin, don't worry. Mom believes that Lingling will remember the past. When she remembers, everything will be fine. But having said that, Mom is actually afraid of your family and society.
,Talk about gossip——"
I said, "Mom, don't think like that. We live for ourselves, not for others. If I can remember the past, she wanted to be with me, and I want to marry her!"
The godmother said: "If your family doesn't object, and your mother doesn't object either, Lingling is still young and can still have children. It would be great to give you a son when the time comes. Don't you think so? Haha -" Godmother
I am so happy when I talk about this.
"Yeah!" I thought so too.
In the evening, when I was about to leave, my godmother asked me to stay at home. It was about nine o'clock at that time. I chatted with my godmother for a long time. I told her roughly what happened in the past few years, and she also said
He talked about things at home and about Bai Ling's childhood.
It is said that Bai Ling was very naughty when she was a child. She was like a boy and bullied her male classmates. Once she went to steal pomegranates and was chased by others. She lost all her shoes. When she got to school, she had one bare foot. Later, she gave her shoes as a gift.
Went.
I laughed so hard when I heard this. It's so interesting. Bai Ling, you are so naughty. Isn't it a shame?
The godmother also said that Bai Ling loved to fight against injustices when she was a child. Once, a boy bullied another boy, so she beat him up. The boy was still afraid of her when he grew up!
I said: "Then do any boys like her?"
The godmother said: "Yes, it was the boy she helped to fight against injustice. Later he kept writing love letters to her. I was too embarrassed to give her the love letters I wrote. Later, a big book was stuffed into our mailbox. Lingling
His father took it, but he accidentally opened it for some reason. When he saw it, he thought it was a serious problem. He was only in the first grade of junior high school, so he gave it to Lingling. Lingling took away all the letters from him at that time.
Give it to others, haha!"
I found it very interesting to listen to it. Bai Ling was sleeping quietly in the room. Here, I was listening to my godmother telling interesting things about her childhood.
My godmother talked a lot that day, and I enjoyed listening to it very much.
When you love a woman and listen to her parents talk about her childhood, it feels so good and beautiful. You will think of that woman in those distant times, no, she was a girl. What would she be?
Looks like that, how interesting it is.
She was a silly and cute girl, but she later became very beautiful.
The godmother said that Lingling didn’t look pretty when she was a child, but she became more and more beautiful as she grew older.
However, judging from the appearance of Bai Ling's father and godmother, they are both very handsome. It is inevitable that Bai Ling is beautiful.
My godmother asked me to stay, but I said there was no place, so I should go back.
The godmother said: "Isn't there a bed in Lingling's room? Although it's a little small, you can live there. Don't go back so late. Mom will make pancakes for you to eat tomorrow morning!"
Actually, I don’t really want to leave, I want to stay.
After a few pleasantries, I said, "Well, okay!"
I walked to the bedroom and saw Bai Ling sleeping soundly. She had turned over and was lying on the quilt. I watched quietly, and then sat on the other bed.
After the godmother walked in, she said: "Look at this girl, she doesn't sleep well! Xiao Lin, everything on this bed is new and has been dried. Take a shower and go to bed. I'm exhausted today and have a lot of colds."
Alright?"
I said, "Well, it's much better. I haven't felt this way for a long time. I always stay in hotels and am not as comfortable as at home!"
"Well, then come and stay here often and sleep well, be good!"
After my godmother went out, I lay on the bed with the lights turned off. I couldn't fall asleep no matter what. I kept thinking about what my godmother told me about Bai Ling. I found that I missed her even more, even though she was there.
She is on the bed beside me, but I really want to hold her in my arms.
I kept thinking about her, getting into the stories about her, thinking about the things about her when she was a child, and fell asleep without realizing it.
I seemed to have had such a dream. I dreamed that I was fighting with someone, and then Bai Ling came to help me and beat the bastard half to death. That person seemed to be Wang Hai, and the location was in the company where I used to be.
That time when we had a fight——
Then, she hugged me, no, she pressed me, pressed me under her——
I thought, why is she pressing me? She should be holding me. I felt that she was pressing me a little heavy. I became nervous for a while. When I woke up, I felt like there was something pressing on me. What the hell? It was.
Bai Ling, she actually lay on top of me, hugged me, and fell asleep there with me between her legs.
Darling, why did she come to my bed?
I didn't say anything, and held her quietly, just like before. I put her aside, then held her in my arms, touched her face with my hand, and she moved her mouth and rubbed it against mine,
Itchy feeling.
I gently stroked my hand on her back. She was no longer sleepy, but I didn't want to disturb her. She was sleeping soundly at the moment.
After a while, she actually put her legs on me again and rubbed against me. I smiled and touched her gently. I felt very good in my heart. On such a night, two tired people who had experienced so many stories
People are together.
When she's asleep, it makes me feel like we're still the same as before, but if she wakes up, she's a different person.
I felt her tongue gently touching my neck, and the feeling came slightly.
She can't really ### my neck, right? Is she doing bad things to me in the dream?
"What's wrong?" I asked her gently, or I was testing her.
Her hands began to caress my body.
After she did this, I immediately started touching her and kissing her in the same way.
Just like in a dream, we are intertwined, touching and kissing each other -
When I took off her clothes, hugged her tightly, and then turned over to hold her down, she suddenly woke up from her dream and grabbed me tightly. I gasped and said, "What's wrong?"
"You, you, you bastard, you actually-" she said in a low voice.
I said: "You climbed into my bed and kissed me first, why do you blame me again?"
"You are talking nonsense, how could I possibly do that? You, please let me go!"
I said coldly: "I won't let you go!" I suppressed her, then put my mouth on hers and continued: "Would you like to follow me? I will treat you well. I love you. Do you like me?
?" I don't know why I said it so humbly. At that time, I was somewhat pleading with her.
I don't want to lose her, I want to be with her.
"I don't like you, you are messing around!" she said.
I said: "Baby, I love you, love you!"
She turned her face to the side and began to pant. It was probably such sweet words, and it was also when we were naked and hugging each other, even if we were men and women, we would feel it. She must be the same. Not to mention her age
She's not young anymore, she's not a little girl anymore, how could she be so determined.
Seeing her like this, I hugged her harder and started to kiss her mouth gently. She didn't speak or move.
I said next to her: "I love you, really. I'm not coveting your body, just because I love you. Baby, don't be like this!"
She said coldly: "You have been like this with Liu Qian, do you also love her very much? Men are like this, I don't believe it. Besides, you said that we have loved each other and that we are together, then why do you behave like this with Liu Qian?
Did you get by? You went with my cousin behind my back - and you still said you were a good man? Are you a good man? You are just a little, little hooligan!"
After I heard this, I felt that it was too serious and I couldn't even quibble. Liu Qian told Bai Ling this. Of course, if it was before, she would understand me, but now she doesn't remember the past at all and just listens to me.
Say this to Liu Qian. She can't understand it.
I became extremely nervous.
"You don't know what to say, do you? Did you start talking to my cousin first? Then when you saw me and found that I was pretty and attractive, you changed your mind?" Is she stupid?
I said, "No, please listen to my explanation. It was when Liu Qian and I got married. Do you remember your first marriage? I was very sad that day because I liked you, but you were with someone else.
We got married. I don’t think we can have anything. I drank too much that day, and then Liu Qian asked me to go to her house to play. After drinking too much, she--"
"I remember the marriage, but you. I don't remember. I remember everything else. I won't believe what you said. What a man says is not trustworthy at all. I'm not a little girl anymore. You can't deal with those little girls. You
You are not good at dealing with me!"
"Then let me tell you, I don't allow you to be with other men. If you are with other men, I-"
"What would you do? Are you threatening me?" she said.
I said: "Well, anyway, you can't be nice to others until you remember me!"
"Then if I never remember, am I going to be like this for the rest of my life?"
"Do you really want to be with another man? Really?"
"Is it wrong for a person to want to find love?" she asked me.
I said: "Your love is with me. You will not fall in love with anyone else except me. Ask yourself, have you ever loved a man until now?"
She sneered and said, "Just because I haven't been in love doesn't mean I won't yearn for love, you know?"
I said: "Yes, that's right. You used to yearn for it like this. Then you met me and you fell in love with me. Do you understand?"
"Little brat, you are five years younger than me, but you still have some good looks——"
I smiled and whispered: "Isn't he very handsome? You said you wanted to be like me when you first saw me. It's true, you said it later!"
"You bastard, that's what you're thinking, I'm not that nasty!"
I said proudly: "You did. You told me everything after you got together with me. These are all things you said, but now you want to quibble. Of course, why are you so embarrassed now? Do you think I don't?"
Do you know you? You are also quite bad, bad girl!"
"Say it again, I'm angry, I'm really angry, and can you get off me? You, your thing hurts me a little, you know?" She said, suddenly grabbing it violently
, I frowned and said: "You, please be gentle-"
She laughed, then slapped my body hard and said, "Come down, be honest, don't do this, you know?"
I got off her body. After I got off, she suddenly said: "Did you take off my bra?"
"No, I don't know either. It seems to have fallen off on its own!"
"Asshole, you took it off, and you're still making excuses, you little scoundrel, look at how I'll deal with you -" As she said that, she came to tickle me. I was very ticklish. She used to like to bully me like this. She
How do you know? I was so itchy that I shrank into a ball. She said proudly: "Do you still dare?"
I shrank aside and said: "Sister, listen to me, do you think it would be good for us to be together? I really love you. We have had many pasts, which were full of hardships. If you can remember, you will feel
Our love has surpassed everything. It is very shocking. It is more shocking than what is shown in the movie. Really, believe me, okay? Sister, let’s be together. Even if you don’t love me now, just treat it as if we just met.
Wouldn’t it be better to cultivate a relationship together?”
"Don't be like this. I know you're not a very bad boy, right? But don't make it difficult for me, okay? It's very difficult for me to be like this. I would rather treat you as a younger brother, but as a lover-"
"Don't you have any affection for me? It's like you just met me. Will you hate me when you see me? In your eyes, will I be the kind of boy you hate? Sister -" I was filled with excitement
Sad and sincere, I almost want to give her my heart and let her see what my heart is like, but it is so difficult. In fact, sometimes the farthest distance in the world is really between human hearts.
The distance, the closest distance is also the distance between human hearts.
She seemed a little moved. I know her heart is not a piece of iron or a stone. She will be moved, right?
Bai Ling, do you know? No matter how I know you, I know how many pasts you have had, I have never minded, I know those are not your original intentions, you are a very good woman, I have never
I never cared about it, I love you, I love you, Bai Ling, I love you!
She said softly in the darkness: "Are you crying?"
Will I cry? I have gone through so many hardships. Those things in the past are nothing and have passed. But how painful it was when I experienced it at that time, I gritted my teeth and fought through it.
How many times have I faced the danger of life and death, how many days of hardship and endurance, it is really not enough to just talk about it. So many ups and downs, I have not cried, I have survived them all, will I cry at this time? I have
Is it necessary to cry at this time?
But my eyes seemed to be moist.
"I didn't, no!" I said, leaning against the wall.
She slowly stretched out her hand, and then touched it up from my chin. I grabbed her hand, then put her hand on my chin and pressed it tightly against my chin.
"Don't cry, be obedient, Xiaolin, don't do this, okay? You are an adult, not a child, so don't cry!"
I couldn't help it anymore, I held her hand and sobbed and said: "Sister, I really, I -" I sobbed and said: "I really miss you, I want to be with you, you
Do you know? In fact, in so many years, I have only loved you, truly loved you. I have always dreamed of being with you. We were together and then went to Xiliang. That was a dream of ours. Do you know? You said
I really want to go to Xiliang with me, become a fisherman, live a simple life, and have a group of children——"
"Well, what you said is very good. Yes, I really want to live an idyllic life. Xiaolin, I believe that my mother will not lie to me. I believe what she said. Thank you for doing so much for me.
Much, I don’t know how to repay you, I owe you, don’t do this, it’s precisely because of this that I can’t deceive you, I can give you anything, I don’t care, but, but, I don’t feel that way in my heart
, can you understand? I must tell you frankly, if you like me and you want me, I am not a little girl anymore. Do I really care about my body? No, I don’t want to deceive you! "
I understand, I feel very painful and sad in my heart, but I have to accept this fact, right? Even if she can give it to me, if she is not willing, not happy, and does not have the feeling of love, then why should I
To touch her? Why do those boring things.
I slowly lay down and said, "Go to sleep, I'm sorry!"
"I don't blame you. I think I ran to your bed by myself. I got up to drink water. When I came back, I felt dizzy after I came back. I drank too much during the day -"
"Nothing, go to bed early!" I said.
The coldness in my heart makes me very lonely and lonely. Although she is right in front of me, I feel that that person is thousands of miles away from me, or even further. I don’t know where she is anymore. Whether she can come back, I
It’s no longer certain.
The more this happens, the colder it becomes.
"I want to sleep here, okay?" She seemed to be deliberately trying to please me and wanted to use this to make me feel better. But why is this necessary?
"I'm afraid I accidentally bump into you -" I said.
She whispered: "Didn't we just touch each other? You sleep in yours and I sleep in mine -"
I lay there and looked back at her and said, "Don't think I'm sad because of this. Don't be like that. I love the woman before. Don't think that I will have thoughts about anyone. Seriously, go to sleep!"
She smiled and said, "I won't go there, I'll just lie down here and sleep!"
I said: "Whatever!"
Continuing to lie down, I turned to the side, quietly, and no one spoke.
Suddenly, I felt her slowly touching my back behind me...