Chapter 204: Bai Ling came to the hotel to take care of me
Chapter 204: Bai Ling came to the hotel to take care of me
In the evening, I drank in a roadside pub. I drank a lot and got a little drunk.
I want to marry Liu Qian? Why did it happen in the blink of an eye? I never thought I would marry her. I started to hate what I did, but for just a few seconds, I knew that a man cannot regret it. I have done it.
You have to be responsible for things.
But when I think about Bai Ling and the woman I love, I seem to be unable to face it. I have had too many unwillingnesses, but can I escape?
Can't.
I wanted to call Bai Ling and tell her all this, but I didn't dare.
After a while, I received a call from my godmother. I calmed down and said: "My godmother——"
The godmother said: "Xiao Lin, where are you? You came to my house for dinner. Your sister bought a lot of vegetables in the evening. When she got home, she asked me that Xiao Lin didn't come. Ha, she wanted you to come.
Maybe but I'm sorry, I'll call you -" At this time I heard Bai Ling's voice on the other end of the phone saying: "Mom, what are you doing? Who misses him? You miss your son yourself.
You brought it on me, really!"
"Didn't you miss Xiao Lin? Then when you get home, ask Xiao Lin why he hasn't been here these past few days?" After the godmother said this, she said, "Xiao Lin, you come to our house for dinner!"
I was already drunk at that time. I was afraid it would be troublesome if I went there like this, so I said: "Oh, godmother, my friend is here, and I am having dinner with them. So, wait until I finish eating and go back!"
The godmother hurriedly said: "No, Xiaolin, listen to me. If you want to drink good wine later, you can either ask your sister to drive to pick you up, or you can find a hotel nearby to stay. You can't run around while drinking. Also,
Don't drive if you have to, and listen to your mother!"
I smiled and said, "Well, okay, mother!"
After hanging up the phone, I thought about what my godmother said to me. She loves me very much. I hope to be as filial to her as Bai Ling, and I think she also hopes that I can be with Bai Ling. But if she knew
What would she think about the matter between me and Liu Qian? She must not understand it. She keeps saying that she likes our Lingling, but how can she get close to her cousin and let her get pregnant with her child? What kind of liking is this?
Bai Ling won't understand either. You said we had it better before and we love each other so much. How could you let my cousin get pregnant?
If my godmother doesn't stand by my side, then no one seems to be able to understand or support the matter between me and Bai Ling.
The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. I feel that this is when I have to face a dilemma in the spiritual world. I can endure physical difficulties and torture, but you cannot bear this mental dilemma. Mental torture is the most painful.
After a while, the phone rang again. It was a text message. I saw it was Bai Ling's call.
I opened the message and it read: Brat, drink less. Your health is important. You haven’t married yet. Do you want me to pick you up after drinking? And what kind of friends do you have? Even your mother didn’t come to see you.
Already?
I looked at this text message and wondered if she missed me. Did she miss me? Yes, we were together a few days ago. It felt very good. She must have missed me, but then again
Sorry, but she was still a little jealous and asked me who my friend was? Did she think I was drinking with a woman?
I thought about it and said, "I'm not drinking much with my friends. Don't worry. I'll go back by myself later. No need to pick up. Thank you!"
Maybe I wasn't very happy when I replied, and she could feel it. After a while, she came back and said: What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood? Do you think I'm annoying you? Then I won't reply, you brat.
!
Seeing her reply to me, I felt a little sour in my heart. I thought maybe I shouldn't reply to her like this. I should be happy. After all, she has expectations.
I went back and said: Hey, I'm not unhappy, why are you so sensitive? Do you miss me? Tell me, if you say you do, I will go back. If you don't tell me, I have to think about it!
After waiting for a while, she came back and said: Bah, who misses you? I don’t even think about pigs. It’s better if you don’t come back. I don’t want you to come back. That’s it!
She was really disrespectful in her reply. I was a little disappointed, so I sent it again and said, "Do you really don't want to? Then I won't go back. There happen to be a few beauties, so why go back?"
She never came back, and I realized that maybe my joke was too big, or maybe the joke didn't attract her attention at all, and she didn't need to care about it at all.
I really tricked myself into it.
I didn't say anything back and continued drinking. I don't remember how long I drank. I was a little drowsy and went to a hotel nearby and fell asleep in the hotel. When I got to the hotel, I fell on the bed.
I don’t know when I was woken up by the phone. I answered the phone. I had a severe headache. I said confusedly: "Hello, who is this?"
"Where are you?" It's Bai Ling.
I said: "I, I'm at the hotel!"
"What are you doing?" she asked like a child.
I said: "You are sleeping, what's wrong?"
"Sleeping with a woman?" she asked me.
I said: "A person!"
"Is the woman gone?" she continued to ask me. She was really good at that, just like a wife, she didn't care about my feelings.
I said: "No women!"
"Do you think I will believe it?" She snorted and said, "Don't lie to me, I'm telling you, you are just a bastard——"
I thought she knew about Liu Qian, I think she was right to scold her.
"What's wrong?" I said.
"You're obviously with a woman, and you still say you're not. Do you think you can deceive me?"
I said, "Are you jealous? Really?" I was still drunk, so I said.
"You, you are really narcissistic. Why should I be jealous? Is there something wrong with me? Am I jealous of you? You are really narcissistic. Go ahead and play with your woman. Go ahead!" She was angry and I was busy.
Said: "What are you doing? Are you angry?"
"I'm not. You really should stop being narcissistic and stop talking -"
"Can you come over here? I'm really alone. Come over here. I miss you, okay?" I said to her.
"What are you talking about? Are you drunk?"
"Well, I drank a little too much, but I'm not too drunk. Come over here, okay? I miss you -"
"Don't say this, let me ask you, are you very drunk? Nothing will happen, right?"
I said: "Yes, something will happen if you don't come, come here!"
"Do you think I want to go there? My mother asked me to call you and ask how you are? You said you were coming, but she didn't come. She hasn't slept. You're lucky, but you went back to the hotel to sleep, and you didn't call.
Call my mother, you kid, don’t you know how worried the old man is?"
The godmother said next to her: "Lingling, don't talk to him like this. He asked you to go over, right? Go over and see him. This kid is drunk and there is no one around to take care of him. You drank too much that day, and he can do it."
I always care about you, go over and ask him which hotel he is in, and be obedient!"
Bai Ling said: "Mom, he likes to drink. He wants to drink. Why do you care about him? He is not a child anymore!"
"Because he called me mother, you know? You have to go. You, my sister, are so disobedient. If you don't go, I will!"
I quickly said: "Don't come, don't let your godmother come, don't come either, be obedient, it's all my fault, I drank too much, and then I forgot -"
"Stop talking, if I don't go over, what will you do to me when you look back and see her? Which hotel did she say she was in? I'll go over!"
I said: "It's actually not far, just a few steps, but what time is it now?"
"It's past ten o'clock. There are people on the street. It's okay. Which hotel are you in?" She looked very angry.
I said: "Four Seasons Garden!"
"You are serious, you are not even a hundred meters away from here, and you don't know how to come to your home? You also said that you didn't bring a woman with you. Is it because the woman is unwilling?"
"Lingling, why do you keep talking about all that mess? Come over here!"
"I know, Mom, he's nearby, it's true!"
After hanging up the phone, I knew she was coming, so I became happy. The drunkenness didn't seem to be that strong anymore, and I felt slightly sober. I dragged my tired body out of bed, my head feeling a little heavy. I walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth and flushed.
After I got out of the shower, I didn't want her to smell the smell of alcohol on me when she came in.
I think after she comes, I can hold her and kiss her, and then we have a sweet night.
But when I suddenly think about Liu Qian, I still feel extremely nervous, arrogant, and uneasy.
But I decided not to think about it for the time being. This is the last night, and I want to be with Bai Ling. I don’t want to think about anything anymore. Alcohol anesthetizes my brain, making me lose consciousness and fear.
I had just finished washing and was wiping my body when the doorbell rang.
I hurriedly wiped it and went to open the door. When I opened the door, she was standing at the door with a bag on her shoulder, wearing a white suspender shirt hanging around her neck, covering her breasts on the left and right sides, and a pair of cropped pants underneath.
Putting one hand in the pocket, it looks very chic. Of course, it is very beautiful.
I smiled and said, "Are you here?" My body was still a little unsteady, so I held the door with my hand.
With an indifferent look on her face, she said to me with great dignity and contempt: "Is the woman gone?"
I said: "No, there is no woman, it's just me!"
She walked in without looking at me, lowered her head, put her bag on the table, then walked to the bathroom to wash her hands, arrange her hair and said: "With you, of course you won't have a woman, what woman would want to be with you?"
You, right?"
I leaned against the door and looked at her. She was looking at me from side to side, so pretty.
"You are already very beautiful. Don't be more beautiful. You are not a star!"
"Bah, you know what's good-looking? I see you don't need anyone to take care of you at all. My mother thought you were drunk and unconscious, but you look pretty good!"
I frowned and said, "I feel so dizzy!"
She walked up to me and looked at me, then opened her eyes and said, "You deserve it. Why do you drink so much? Are there only women who drink so much? Are there many beauties?"
I said dumbfounded: "Really not, you are jealous, right?"
She reached out and pinched my face, shook it and said, "Narcissistic!" She then patted my face with her hand. Then she walked to the bed, turned on the TV, and started sitting there watching TV.
And he took the fruit on the table to eat, and said while eating: "You really know how to enjoy it. I stay in a hotel every day, and this bed is much more comfortable than the one at home——"
I sat next to her and leaned against her. She turned around and said, "What are you doing?"
I sat lazily next to her and watched TV and said, "Only with you will I be happy!"
With just such a sentence, she suddenly shrank her body and said slowly: "What you say when you are drunk is quite romantic. It sounds better than what you say when you are not drinking!"
"It has always been the case that without you, everything is dark, lifeless and meaningless!"
"I'm so moved that I know how to lie to girls!" She pouted.
I looked at her, suddenly hugged her suddenly, hugged her from behind, she was held in my arms and said: "Don't touch me, take away your hand that has touched other girls, I
I don’t like it!”
I felt nervous listening to what she said, as if the girl she was talking about was Liu Qian.
"I love you, love you!" I started to kiss her ears. She shrank her shoulders and said, "Don't be like this. Are you just trying to be bad by asking me to come?"
I kissed her excitedly and said, "I miss you, Bai Ling. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm so afraid -"
"What's wrong with you today? Why is it not normal at all? What happened?"
"It's nothing, I just drank some wine, and then I missed you. Do you miss me these days? Do you like me a little bit, right?" I put my arms around her and said against her neck, and then
His mouth kissed her neck gently.
She said with some pain: "I don't know, don't be like this, be obedient, I feel uncomfortable!"
My hand started to reach forward and then caressed her chest. She suddenly leaned back into my arms and her body became very tight. She started to turn around and kiss me. I sat behind her and held her.
I touched my breasts gently with my hands, and then kissed her. She was very involved, and I knew she missed me. The wonderful feeling of being together that night made her like this feeling, right? I am gentle.
Although he was drunk, he was not rude to her at all and was gentle to her.
I helped her take off her clothes little by little, and then I took off my clothes too. The two of them were naked. I started to hug her, then caressed her with my hands, hugged her tightly and kissed her.
Bai Ling's lips give me endless sweetness.
I enjoyed it greedily.
Along with the kiss, she slowly lay down on the bed, and then I carefully pressed on her body, cherishing her, and kissed her with great treasure. She whispered: "Turn off the light!" Her face was rosy.
She was so cute, I kissed her, and then reached out to turn on the light.
After turning off the lights, we hugged each other tightly again. I remember that the kiss lasted for a long time that day, probably more than ten minutes. We kept kissing there, or even longer. Maybe it was because the atmosphere was very good, maybe
It was because of the sweetness the previous time, but after not being together for a few days, the feeling became even stronger. Or maybe she has fallen in love with me.
That kiss was even more interesting and wonderful than doing that, but as time went by, I slowly began to need her, and I thought she must also need me.
Then, we are also intertwined gently, everything is very light and slow, but you will feel that maybe real love does not require too drastic actions, and that feeling will be stronger.
"Baby, don't leave me, okay? No matter what happens, don't leave me -"
"Well, oh, okay!" Bai Ling hugged me tightly with both hands. I thought she must not know what I was talking about. At this moment, she was completely involved.
"Xiao Lin, I love you, I love you!" She said to me in my ear: "You are great, you are great, so awesome, come on, sister loves you, what a good little bad guy, you are so good, so happy -
"When she said she loved me, I hurriedly said: "Really? Do you really love me?"
"Well, I love you!"
I left her body suddenly, then stood up and said, "You remember what happened before, right?"
"Fool, no, I just love you, like you, like you now, isn't it okay?"
I kissed her excitedly and said, "Okay, thank you!"
"Silly, you are so awesome. Come on me, why are you so awesome? You are like a calf!"
I chuckled and said, "Because I love you, I have to do my best, understand? Silly girl!"
"She's not a girl anymore, she's a grown woman. She's not young anymore. Seriously, will you still love me? I'll get old, and I won't be attractive anymore. I won't be as cute as those little girls!"
I pushed hard, and she screamed, and I said: "If you say it again, I will teach you and punish you. You are not allowed to say this. In my eyes, you will always be the most beautiful and the youngest. No one can replace you."
!Do you know?”
"You are so funny. In fact, little boys are quite interesting too!" she said.
I said, "Can you please stop treating me like a child?"
"Well, okay, be a man, then you, my man, I -" She whispered in my ear: "I want you!" Her words stimulated me, and I started to work extremely hard again.
.
She started teasing me, and I started teasing her, and we became a little bit naughty. Soon, we climbed to the top of the mountain of happiness together.
Afterwards, we hugged each other, I kissed her and said, "Bai Ling, do you really love me? Have you really fallen in love with me?"
But she said: "I don't know if this is love? But, I am very happy to be with you. I don't know if it is because I am so happy to be with you. I don't know why. I feel like my body is not good."
Listen to me. As soon as it sees you or hears your voice, it breaks down. Do you know? It’s a very strange feeling. I can’t control it. Do you think it’s strange?”
I said: "Because it remembers the past, but you don't remember. I don't blame you, Bai Ling. In fact, it's difficult for people who love each other to stay together. Do you think that's right?"
"Why do you, kid, always value love so much, even more than us women? It's really strange!"
I said: "You won't understand, because I feel like the only true love in my life. It is here with you and will never be erased. It is only given to you. You are the first person I fell in love with. This
Love will last a lifetime and it will affect my whole life!"
"Xiao Lin, I believe that when you said that I loved you, it was the only love I had, because now I feel like I have never liked anyone before -"
"Including me?"
"I really like you now, I really don't lie to you, but I feel quite that way -"
"Which one?" I said.
"It's quite bad. I'm older than you. I like to be like this with you. Isn't that bad? You know? I told my classmates about you and me, but they didn't believe me when I told them. They didn't believe that I had lost my love for you.
They remembered it, and then they scolded me, saying that I had told them about you before, and I said that you were very nice and very good to me. I love you very much and we were very happy together. It was so sweet. They said how could I
You forgot-"
"It's nothing. This is not your intention, and you don't want it to be like this, so what can you do?"
"Xiao Lin, what's wrong with you today? What happened?" She touched my head and said.
I said: "Nothing happens, I am happy, I am just very happy!"
"But why do I feel that you are unhappy? Don't think too much. I can't remember everything at once. Give me some time. I will think about it slowly. When I remember the past, not everything.
Everything is fine, right? Isn’t that what we said? Don’t you think so?”
I said: "Yeah!"
She smiled and hugged me and said, "Brother, that's interesting. I'm actually quite happy. Even if I don't remember it, I'm quite happy. If I remember it, I'll definitely be happier. I can remember all the things about you in the past."
Once things are resolved, everything will be clear, and that must feel very good!”
But I think maybe not. Who can predict what will happen in the future?
The effects of alcohol are getting weaker and weaker, and my mind is getting clearer.
My mood seems to be getting worse and worse. In fact, I can't say it's bad, just nervous and anxious.
I hugged Bai Ling and wanted to confess to her several times, but I didn't know how to speak. In fact, it was probably because of my inner timidity. In the face of love, you don't have the courage to destroy it.
That night, we hugged each other and fell asleep quietly. In the morning, I was woken up by Bai Ling.
Then I heard the phone call.
Bai Ling said: "Liu Qian's phone number!"
I looked at the phone and saw Liu Qian's name on it. Bai Ling gave it to me. I stared at the phone and became a little panicked. I thought Bai Ling must have noticed my expression.
I didn't move for a long time, and she said, "Take it!"