I think Bai Ling should know about it, maybe she didn't tell her godmother.
I carried my things upstairs and the door opened.
When my godmother saw me, she said, "Good boy, why are you here? Come in quickly, you said you were coming, why did you buy so many things?"
I smiled and said, "Mom, I'm going back to Xiliang tomorrow and planning to do some business there, so I came to see you. I won't be here much in the future -"
"Isn't it nice that the bar isn't open?"
"Oh, I feel boring. My parents are old and we have been fishermen for generations. After careful consideration, I still want to inherit it. Besides, fishing is good now and makes more money than opening a bar. I am going to get a big boat.
Make a fortune!"
"You said that your child, this son was just born, not even one year old yet, and you want to make money so much. Why are you just like your sister when she was young? Isn't that enough?"
I just laughed and said: "You have to work hard when you are young. Now society is developing too fast and money is constantly depreciating. If you don't work hard, you may be left behind by the times. Besides, my son still wants to live well."
Work hard and respect you!"
"My good son, as long as I can see you, I will be happier than anything else. Really, don't tire yourself out. If you go, I will worry about you and won't be able to sleep again!"
"Mom, don't worry. I'm an old man now and I'm no longer a child. It's my son's time to worry about you. It's okay!"
"Well, but as the old saying goes, a man's ambition is everywhere. It's not a bad thing to work hard when he's young. You sit down first. Mom called Lingling and asked her to come back early. I'm going out to buy groceries. If I buy them, I'll--"
I quickly said: "Mom, I ate late and I'm not hungry. Don't bother me. I'll talk to you!"
I wonder if my godmother wants Lingling to come back early. I’m leaving tomorrow, so I might as well say goodbye. My mother knows her son’s thoughts best.
Before the call was made, the door rang, and the girl walked in with two bags of vegetables and said: "Mom, hurry up and get them for me. I'll answer the phone -"
"I called you, don't answer the call!"
"You said we are all back now, what are you calling? How can I run away?" Lingling speaks straightforwardly, which is really endearing. I like this about her very much.
"Your brother is here!"
She saw me as soon as she raised her head, and I quickly stood up. She looked at me and carried things into the kitchen without speaking to me. The sight of her legs made me worried.
"Oh, I don't let her run all the time, but she just likes to run, and her legs and feet are not convenient. You said this child is just disobedient-"
A voice came from the kitchen and said: "Mom, what did you say? I just like to talk, talk!"
I smiled at my godmother, and she smiled too.
She came out. After she came out, she ignored my presence and started walking to the bathroom to wash her hands and face. I turned my head and looked at her through the crack in the door.
"Mom, my sister didn't have any surgery on her legs later? Didn't she say it would be fine?"
"She was disobedient and said she needed to get a steel plate or something. The risk was a bit high. She was afraid of touching her nerves, so she stopped doing it for the time being. She also said every day that it wouldn't affect her walking at all, but she walked faster than before. What do you think of this child?
Sometimes I feel like she was—" The godmother said in a low voice: "There was something wrong with her brain at that time. In fact, she has never been well!"
"No, I understand sister. She has such a character, she is unyielding!"
As soon as I finished speaking, she came out, combed her hair, sat on the sofa, and then watched TV. While watching TV, she ate the grapes on the table.
The godmother said: "You, those grapes were bought by Xiao Lin. I washed them for Xiao Lin to eat, but Xiao Lin didn't even eat them. Look, come here and eat them!"
She continued to eat without raising her head and said: "There is so much, I can't finish it. Besides, if you eat, come here and get it, and you have to be fed!"
I said: "Oh, I don't like food!"
I know that she likes to eat grapes the most, especially the black and big ones. She likes them so much that she never gets tired of eating them.
Watching her eating grapes, I stood there stupidly, staring at her, motionless.
I remember that when we were together, we ate grapes together. In fact, I loved them. I peeled them for her to eat. She ate them into her mouth first, and then she hugged me fiercely and wanted to feed me with her mouth.
That time she really did it, it was very ambiguous. She hugged me, opened my mouth, and then put the grapes in her mouth into my mouth.
Then he stuck his tongue in and kissed me. I remember clearly, and then we hugged each other, felt it, and then rolled onto the sofa and did that.
That's because eating grapes like that made me feel happy.
Today, when I watched her eating grapes, I really wanted to eat the grapes in her mouth. I was distracted and I was about to leave. Can you feed me some?
Actually, I really want you to feed me.
"Okay, if you don't want to eat, what are you watching? You eat, eat!" She stood up, then walked over to get the remote control and kept pressing the channel.
The godmother suddenly said: "Oh, by the way, your Aunt Ding asked me to go over and make some clothes for her grandson. I almost forgot. Xiaolin, you watch TV with your sister first, and then Auntie will cook when she comes back."
——”
I quickly said: "No need, mother!"
Mom said: "It's okay, don't leave in a hurry, I have to go there quickly, hurry up!" Mom smiled and went out. I knew she was giving us a chance. In fact, Mom also knew that I can't forget Lingling, and I'm leaving now.
I definitely wanted to say something to her, so she deliberately arranged an opportunity for me.
My mother is so kind to me.
But where is the chance?
She stayed there motionless, watching the TV, and neither of us spoke.
I looked at the grapes, then slowly stretched out my hand, picked the biggest one, picked it off, and peeled it slowly. After peeling it, I carefully and nervously put the grape to her mouth.
She seemed to be startled and shrank down suddenly, then saw the grapes and did not move.
I said softly: "Eat it, I bought it from Laowang Fruit, it's freshly picked, it's very sweet!"
After hearing what I said, she suddenly combed her hair, and then dragged her face with one hand. Her hair was knocked down by her. I couldn't see her face, and she didn't answer me.
Seeing how cold she was, I smiled and said, "Don't be angry, I know you hate me, and you get upset when you see me. Ha, how should I put it?"
I looked at her body. She was wearing a tight black tank top and a skirt underneath. The top dress wrapped her breasts very plumply. When she lowered her head to watch TV, a lot of her breasts were exposed, and you could see her deep breasts.
A groove, and the plump skin on both sides made me extremely uncomfortable.
I'm leaving. We haven't been together for a long time. I miss her so much that I feel so fucking suffocated just thinking about it.
I suddenly had a very evil idea. I wanted to rape her. I wanted to throw her down on the sofa. I didn't care about anything else. I could go to jail. It didn't matter. I wanted her.
I thought about it crazily and it was extremely painful.
I gasped, and she stood up and walked past me.
I held the poker, opened my mouth, and drooled out. I sat there stupidly, and finally put the grape into my mouth, and then chewed it slowly.
She walked into the kitchen and started to pour water.
I stood up like a thief, walked quietly to the door, and faintly saw her washing her face.
Why do you always wash your face, instead of washing your face in the bathroom, why go to the kitchen to wash your face? Is it so hot? Or are you afraid of getting bad luck after seeing me?
Really.
At this moment, she was bowing her waist and raising her buttocks. The round and perky buttocks covered by the skirt were lowered and raised for a while.
If he stood behind her, hugged her, kissed her, and pressed his body against her——
I shivered.
She turned her head back suddenly, her face was covered with water, she looked at me, stared at me and said, "Aren't you leaving yet?"
Drive me away? Huh, why should I leave? I'm here to fuck my mother's family, what do you care?
"Let's go later!" I said.
She lowered her head and walked over. As she passed me, she said, "If you don't leave, make the meal!"
I was very happy when she said this, and I quickly said: "Well, okay!"
Immediately afterwards, I got busy and started cooking. This was really very happy for me, and it meant that she would let me stay for dinner.
I was happily cooking in the kitchen. I cooked almost all the dishes she bought, and I was not tired at all.
After three dishes were cooked, the fourth dish was ribs, which needed to be stewed on the fire. The rice was steaming in the rice cooker, and the aroma filled the kitchen.
I wiped my hands and came out and saw that she had finished eating the grapes.
I said hehely: "There are still grapes here, let me wash them for you!"
"No, it doesn't taste good!" She pursed her lips and said.
Who are you? If it’s not delicious and you’ve already eaten it, if it’s delicious, do I have to go down and buy it for you again?
I nodded.
She started eating melon seeds again, and I said, "Eat less. I've cooked so many dishes and still have rice. I won't be able to eat anymore!"
She murmured: "I haven't eaten your food, why are you feeling bad?"
"How can I feel sorry for you? I'm afraid you won't eat!" I felt that the atmosphere was much better.
She changed into a pair of shorts, tight shorts, but she didn't change the top clothes. Her hair was tied up neatly.
I touched her hair and said, "This dress is nice!"
She suddenly looked back at me, frowned and said, "Why are you touching my head? Your hands are all oily, you -"
"I washed my hands-"
"You're touching my hair after washing your hands?" She said angrily: "Nothing big or small!"
I leaned on the sofa and watched TV and said, "I'm sorry, by the way, are you and your classmates okay?"
"I don't have time to talk to you. By the way, don't put too much sugar in the ribs?"
"Don't you like sweets very much?"
She said: "Oh, my boyfriend doesn't like-" She walked to the bathroom and straightened her hair.
I stood there stunned for a long time, and then said in a panic: "Well, I'm sorry, I'll just put some more water in, I'm sorry, it's okay, ha!"
The lid of the pot fell to the ground with a clatter, and I quickly picked it up again.
All is silence.
Water and pork ribs are boiling in the pot.
I stood there silently.
It's been a long time, and my aunt is back. I thought if she doesn't come back, we won't be able to eat.
"Xiao Lin, you, why are you crying?"
I quickly said: "Oh, no, it's the water droplets caused by the heat!"
"You've cooked so much food, Lingling, you kid, how did you do it? You asked your brother to cook, and he finally came, you bastard!"
I laughed and said, "Mom, it's okay. By the way, it's almost healed. I just called home to say that the child is crying and her mother is not at home. I have to go home quickly!"
"Hey, Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin, don't leave. When will you be back next time you go to Xiliang?"
I quickly held the door open and said, "Oh, I'll come see you when I come back, mother!"
"Well, you must come. You said the meal is ready. But the children at home are more important. If nothing happens, come over again!"
"Well, okay, mother!"
I closed the door, walked downstairs, and finally leaned against the wall, my body heaving, and I closed my eyes. It was already dark, and the corridor was pitch black.
I was leaning there like that, and suddenly the light turned on. I opened my eyes suddenly, gasped and looked up, and I saw Bai Ling standing there holding the switch in her hand, looking at me there, looking at me coldly.
I wiped my eyes violently, and then ran down, running non-stop. I had never felt that I could be so timid, as timid as a child who was just starting to fall in love.
I ran to the car, opened the door, sat in the car, and suddenly started the car. Along the way, I drove the car away, the neon lights outside flashed, and tears kept falling.
I swore to myself that I would never think about this woman again, never again.