I put my hands in my pockets and looked at her. Liu Qian came close to me and said, "How have you been recently?" Liu Qian's voice was very soothing, with a kind of concern. Of course, men will be moved by such words from women.
, yes, her words made me at least feel better.
I said: "Well, it's okay, thank you!" I became polite, like a stranger. I thought this might be the best way for me to face her at the moment.
"You're welcome, let's go aside and talk, okay?" she said.
I nodded.
When she got to the side, she kept looking at me, and then said: "You are thinner than before, you should take good care of yourself, and why are you smoking so many cigarettes? You are not old, so don't smoke so many cigarettes!"
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I said: "Liu Qian, don't be like this. I'm fine. You should also take good care of yourself -"
"Yirou is a nice person, and I love you very much. If it's suitable, I can get married. Jiayi, I understand first that my personality and a woman like me are not worthy of you. After all, I am a woman——
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I said, "Don't say that. There is no incompatibility between two people. Everyone has his own way of living. You can't force others too much, you have to fulfill yourself."
"How long do you plan to carry Dandan? If it's inconvenient, you can leave it at my place."
"Let's see again. Next month, I want to take him home to show my parents -" As soon as I said this, Liu Qian turned her head to the side and started crying. She cried and said, "Do your parents know?"
"I believe that Liu Qian's tears at this moment are instinctive. I also understand that things between men and women were not the norm at that time. But the tears at this moment are normal, but for people, it is difficult to look back on the road we have traveled.
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The only thing I can't tolerate is a woman taking the initiative to make mistakes, and nothing else. This is a man's helplessness. The genes in a man's body determine this.
I said, "I haven't said it yet. Let's find a suitable opportunity to say it."
"Don't say it yet. I'm sorry for my parents. They are such kind people -" Yes, no matter what Liu Qian is in terms of gender, of course this is her choice, but she respects my parents very much, as a person.
, she is not bad at dealing with people. She will do whatever others ask her to do, and she is quite serious, and she gets along well with her colleagues. However, this girl seems to be restless in her body. She used to be a bit playful.
When we first met, I actually understood that she knew everything. She was also my first teacher. She personally sent me into her body, and for the first time I got the happiness brought by a woman.
I said: "Don't be like this, why are you crying? There is nothing to cry about, Liu Qian, really don't be like this, I don't have so much hatred now, I really don't hate anything like that, I didn't do well either, yes
Well, I just hope you can be sensible. Women can't afford to play. You don't understand many men nowadays. What are you playing with? In the end, it's just nothing. You are a bit too strong as a person. You always think that men and women are different.
If you have more, or whatever, you will feel that you have a lot more than a man, but you are a woman after all, right? Okay, look at how cute your balls are now, what do you think others will say about his mother when he gets older in the future?
"-" Liu Qian nodded and wiped her tears violently.
I don't want to see her cry today. After all, she is considered a celebrity in Bincheng and almost everyone knows her. It is always not good to cry here for others to see, and to cry in front of her ex-husband.
And I didn't expect that four of the five women I had a relationship with at that time are here today, and they all have different personalities, and they may have different thoughts in their hearts today, but I seem to be all the same.
Can understand their hearts.
I actually regretted meeting them later. My regret is not that they brought me any bad things. In my eyes, women are better than men. I don’t blame women, because I know that I am a man.
, and I think I brought them unhappiness, after all, I am only one person.
She nodded and said nothing. But after a while, she burst into tears again. I knew that Liu Qian was very fragile. She was different from other women. The stronger a woman is, the more painful she will be at this time.
I looked around and said, "Don't be like this. People will think I'm bullying you if you do this. Be obedient and stop crying!" She covered her mouth with her hands and said, "I know, I just want to tell you, you
Either with my cousin or with Yirou, Xiaoxuan is also married. You said you are always like this alone.
"You're not young anymore, what are you doing?" She looked up at me. I believe Liu Qian knows more about life than me. She has been exposed to many more things in society than me. She interacts with people every day, and she also interacts with people every day.
There are people to play with and many friends, so naturally I know more about marriage and other things from my friends than I do.
I said: "Yes, I will. Let's go to the banquet first. It was quite hard just now. I haven't seen you Dandan for a long time. Let's play with him!"
Liu Qian nodded. After she calmed down, she said, "If you have time, let's take a day to take Eggy to Bincheng Amusement Park. It has just been built. I want to take my children there. How about we go together?"
I said: "Well, let's look at the time!"
Liu Qian nodded and showed some relief. I don't want to stay here for too long. I'm afraid that it will have a bad impact on her if others see her. After all, not many people know me. I have always distinguished my friends very clearly, except when I was in school.
I helped my buddies, but almost none of them were in Bincheng. The people I later met in society were basically the same ones I got along with, and not many of them were too close.
Liu Qian and I walked out together, and just as I was about to leave, Yirou came up and said, "Sister Liu Qian is here, you can't leave, don't go!" Liu Qian said, "Let's stay and eat together!"
I nodded, and several of us sat at the same table. We were arranged to sit in a private room. There were many people sitting in the hall, and those sitting in the private rooms were basically people with more status.
But just as Bai Ling sat down, Brother Yirou came in and asked Bai Ling to sit at another table because there were no seats at that time. He wanted to sit with Bai Ling. He kept telling Bai Ling that in the end I felt a little uncomfortable.
I stood up and said, "You sit here, I have something else to do!" Yirou also stood up and said, "Then I'll go sit with you at another table!" Yirou didn't want me to leave, if she didn't stand up
, it’s possible that I’m leaving.
Brother Yirou sat down and said, "Thank you, little sister. Thank you too!" I picked up my clothes without saying anything, turned around and walked out. Yirou chased me behind and said, "Don't leave.
Ah, what are you doing? If you are unhappy, just tell my brother directly, why don't you tell me?"
I turned around suddenly and said: "Yirou, I have nothing to be happy or unhappy about. If he likes to sit with her, just sit together. Bai and I are not husband and wife, what do I care about? You go back quickly, I have something else to do."
, gotta get busy!”
I really have nothing to care about. I think I am a man. There is no need to tolerate others wanting to sit with her even for a banquet. If she loves me, she will not be moved by any man. If she is easily moved, then
It’s not the person I love either. A woman can’t force her to do whatever she wants. Do you want a woman who loves you from the bottom of her heart? No matter what man she’s with, she won’t be moved by it. She only thinks about you. Or
Want a woman who needs you to take care of her before she behaves well in front of you? Of course I want the kind of woman who treats me well from the bottom of her heart.
I've long since passed the time of being silly around women and getting jealous whenever I see them.
Yirou asked me: "I know, because third brother bought a hotel, you are unhappy and very angry, and my father, I know, Jiayi, don't be like this, okay? If you mind, I will do it in the future
Let you have more than these, let you be better than them all, believe me I can do it -" Yirou said this and I felt very sorry for her. I walked over and hugged Yirou and said: "Girl, don't be like this.
, How can I be so stingy? I know you are good to me. It’s really not because of this. You said one is Bai Ling and the other is Liu Qian. I feel very uncomfortable sitting there. It doesn’t matter whether I eat or not. Anyway, your third brother
I also attended your wedding. I didn’t get a good rest last night and wanted to go back and have a rest—"
"Then I won't eat anymore. Can I accompany you for a massage? Just relax!"
I am really afraid that women will be too kind to me. Such kindness makes me feel that I am so kind to receive such treatment. I said: "You are obedient. It is very difficult for me to be like this. Yirou, be obedient. Today is
On your brother's wedding day, you shouldn't be like this. I see farther than you do. You can't help but participate in family affairs, so your parents will have opinions. Girls must be filial and don't make their parents unhappy. After all, they are the ones who provide the care.
It took our lives, didn’t it?”
Seeing me like this, she seemed to understand me and knew that if she didn't obey, I would be in trouble. She nodded and said, "Then you go and have a rest. Are you still staying in the hotel?" I nodded and she smiled.
He said, "Well, as long as you are happy, that's fine!"
I could leave like this in the future, but Yirou's father came out. When Yao Wanshan saw me, he said, "Xiao Lin, what are you doing? Come, come to this table!"
I was helpless. He asked me to stay, so I thought I couldn't refuse. When I got to the room, he didn't go in immediately, but went out. It took about ten minutes for him to come back, and there was a market person at this table.
Some of the leaders, including Yang Hongling, are here, but Zhao Guoqiang and others are not. I think they will attend the Nanhai banquet.
I happened to sit at the same table as Yang Hongling. Yang Hongling smiled when she saw me, and then said to me: "What a coincidence!" I also laughed and said: "Your man didn't come?" I said like this
Said, her face actually turned red. Maybe she didn’t expect that I would talk to her like this. She said, “I don’t know what you said!”
I smoked a cigarette and said, "Can he do it?" I was really unhappy that day. Yang Hongling grabbed me from below and said, "Then why don't you do it?"
I was annoyed by her and frowned. I thought this woman was really invincible.
Her hands were like a drug addict seeing drugs, they kept grabbing them here and there, but her upper body was straight there, and she was chatting and laughing with a few old men, but her hands were like that.
With anger, I really wanted to pin her down on the table and show her to these men.
At this time, Yao Wanshan walked in. His face was particularly ugly. It could be said that he was so ugly that he wanted to overturn the table. He glanced at me, but his expression slowly became soothing.
He drank a little, then sat down.
I don't know what Yirou said to him, but I know that he will definitely not be too happy when he drinks next, and at that time, I was like a persimmon that anyone could pinch if he was unhappy.
And since this is the case, I would also like to take this opportunity to speak out.
Some things have to be said after all, and things that should be faced must always be faced.