Chapter 313: Besieged on all sides, the situation is not good
Chapter 313: Besieged on all sides, the situation is not good
When you know that she loves you, everything will be enough. I only know to do her good, and I said: "But we have come here, and we can't go back. You know, this is fate. It's not that I am incompetent.
But, at this moment, I have no choice -" At this point, I tried my best to control myself, but the corners of my eyes were still slightly moist. I frowned fiercely, then looked at a place and said: "Bai Ling, if my Lin family
If Yi can't live freely for a day, I won't let you go with me. Also, I don't care about anything else. No matter what you go through, as long as you stand in front of me one day, you will be so precious.
Even if you marry someone else, after all, you know that life will change too much, and your feelings will also change - "Although I firmly believe in love, saying this is just a bit broad. I said: "I only ask for one thing, you promise me, if
One day you still want to see me, you must live in front of me, and I am the same, you promise me!"
She slowly stretched out her hand, then gently held my hand and said: "Xiao Lin, you have grown up, yes, live a good life for me, living is more important than anything else, and I, I am not young anymore,
Let me tell you the truth, no matter how strong I am, in front of you, I never feel that I am really not worthy of you -" I said fiercely: "Don't say it, don't say such things to me again, it's me who doesn't
Well, there are many opportunities that I can seize, but I didn’t seize them after all. It’s because of your guilty conscience and low self-esteem that you hurt yourself——”
"Maybe, I'm not afraid, no matter how terrible things are, even when I get old, I can become confident, I can be sure, and I will be happy, if you are a woman -" Bai Ling raised her head and smiled through her tears.
Said: "You will know that when you face that man, when you think about yourself, you will regard that man as a pearl, and you would rather be that shell, even if you are stuck in the mud, you
Everyone wants that pearl to be crystal clear and intact——"
I said: "You are wrong, that is what a man should do, and you always regard yourself as a man, but you are not. Don't regard yourself as a man. Although I am younger than you, I really don't need you.
Come and protect me. That way, I will only be in more pain. It’s me who should protect you. There are two ways to go, one I can do, and one I can do. Maybe at this moment, in such a society, it is difficult for me.
I can do it, but dear—"
She stopped crying and looked at me firmly and said: "Don't cry. You told me not to cry just now. I hate men who cry the most. I want this man to be happy, even if he is having fun, even if I raise him, I want him to be happy."
I give him money to spend, and I let him be cool and lively and happy. As long as he lives happily, I am willing. I am not jealous at all. This is my character, do you understand?"
Yes, there are similarities between Bai Ling and Yirou, that is, Yirou may only love one person in her life, but she has to rely on her feelings to find the person she loves, and may never experience love in her life. But she is determined
As for Bai Ling, no matter where you put her, no matter how much she sees, she may never fall in love with a person in her life. She may even hate men. She feels that they are all bastards and doesn't like men who spend time, drink, and have fun.
But if she falls in love with you and you can make her fall in love with you, she won’t care what you do. Even if you go out and have fun, she will still love you. That is, when she falls in love with someone, she has no bottom line. And I am not the same.
, everyone has to maintain their own bottom line in love. In fact, anyone who has truly loved understands that love has no bottom line, and love with a bottom line may not be true love.
At this moment, a man stood at the door and called out, "Bai Ling, are you okay?" I looked at him and seemed to see Yao Wanshan, but I also seemed to expect him to be completely different from his father.
Bai Ling quickly stood up and said, "It's okay, these people are such bastards, they are such bastards!" She looked at Yao Yiwei and said.
I stood up. Yao Yiwei didn't seem to be interested in officialdom. He didn't say anything else, he just said: "Then let's go if it's okay!"
"Well, Xiaolin, let's go!" Bai Ling came to save me in front of that man, and they came together. I think there are two possibilities. One is that the man doesn't know my relationship with her, and the other is
He knows but he doesn't care, or is there a third type? Just ordinary friends. I think it might be better if they are ordinary friends, but as a man, I might be able to see it, and he likes her. At least.
I have a good impression.
I think if we are good friends, then Bai Ling will have his help and there will be no big problems. At this moment, I am also very worried that Yao Yiwei will tell his father after seeing this, and then I worry that his father will embarrass Bai Ling.
Ling.
So, I walked forward by myself, walked up to that person, and said, "Thank you!" I didn't know if I wanted to thank him, but I said it anyway, and he smiled and said, "It's okay."
, Let your sister worry!" He said this, and I seemed to understand something. Bai Ling didn't tell him about my relationship with her, and of course there was no need to. After all, we really have no relationship now. According to me and
This is how Liu Qian's relationship should be called.
But I always feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, and where does that discomfort come from?
Sister? I nodded, then walked out alone, walked past their office, and then walked out. After going out, Bai Ling walked up quickly and said, "Where are you going?" I stood there without looking back and said, "Go back."
Go to Xiliang, I will never come to Bincheng again!" Why did I say this? It was to tell Yao Yiwei that I have left here and have nothing to do with Bai Ling, and to ask your father not to bother me again, let alone
Because this hurts Bai Ling.
"When are you leaving?" At this time, the man was next to us. He didn't avoid it. He seemed to want to stay there and listen to what we had to say. Then let's satisfy his curiosity.
I said: "Let's go back, sister -" I turned my back to her, looking at the busy street on the opposite side. I then said: "Sister, take care of yourself, I wish you happiness!" After saying this, I quickly
As I walked forward, she called out from behind: "Hey, Xiaolin -" I didn't look back, and when I reached the side of the road, I went back and looked at her, and she was holding the railing with one hand, looking there.
I looked blank. Standing behind her was Yao Yiwei. He put his hands in his pockets and looked at me quietly.
I took out a cigarette from my pocket and quickly lit it. After not smoking for several hours, the craving came over. I took a deep puff, combed my hair back from my forehead, and then said with a smile: "Hey, that's right.
I forgot to tell you, go take a look at your legs!"
She said: "I will go. By the way, if you have time to go to your godmother's place, then go!"
She said this at this time, but I said: "I will go see her another day, please take care of yourself!"
Everything I felt at that time was so subtle, just like the lines in a movie. You may not be able to tell just by listening. When you watch it and think about it carefully, you may be able to understand their mutual state of mind.
After all, you may not be able to fully understand the story told in the first person. At that time, I was not worried that she was acting like this because she was with that man. No, I knew that if she fell in love with someone else, she might not have that expression at all.
, it is possible that she will never face me again, because she is not a passionate person, so she will not fall in love with two men at the same time, that is impossible.
I have passed that age where I liked to guess women's thoughts when I was young, but my guesses were often not very accurate and often wrong.
I hailed a taxi, got in the car, and sat in the car. I looked quietly and saw the man walking behind her, and she was still looking at me.
But I turned around and thought it was okay. As long as Yao Wanshan didn't embarrass her or hurt her, I didn't worry about anything else. I seemed to live in her heart. I just felt the helplessness just like her.
I originally wanted to go to my godmother, but I kind of understood what she said at the end. It seemed like she wanted me to go over to her mother, and then what? When she comes home in the evening, we can have a meal, or something like that.
But at that time, Yang Hongling called me. She said she had something important to tell me and asked me to come over.
I asked the taxi driver to turn around and go to Yang Hongling's place.
Did she already know the deeper inside story? Will the struggle between powers spread to me or Bai Ling?
At that time, I felt like I was in a vortex, and I could be knocked down by their wings at any time and fall into it, never to get up again.
I later learned that Bai Ling did not leave me immediately that day, and she also hid her relationship with me. All of this was her idea. She was afraid that Yao Yiwei would retaliate against me because it would hurt me. This was her idea.
What she did was not wrong. According to her feelings, there is no need for me to blame her.
It seems that Yao Jie also knew something about me and Xiaoxuan that day, and Bai Ling seemed to be aware of it. If I were retaliated by Yao Yiwei, I would really be surrounded on all sides.
According to Bai Ling's understanding of the Yao family, although they are all gentle and gentle on the surface, between some family reputations and the balance of power, it is very likely that I will fall into trouble in Bincheng at this time.
I may not have understood that fear at the time, but Yang Hongling also knew it.
Therefore, she was very anxious to see me and tell me some things that I didn't know at the time.
The meeting place was in a newly developed villa, which is a villa area. It is very large and may be the largest villa area in Bincheng. But the real meeting place was a club in the villa. This is what Yang Hongling told