The family was having a lively meal there, but it seemed that because I was here, the conversation was all about me. When asked what I was doing recently, I said I was just busy, doing something with my friends. As we went on and on, we talked about whether I
I'm looking for you. After all, it's not a secret that Liu Qian and I are divorced.
Later, the second aunt told me some common sense and some truths, saying that for the sake of our children, she hoped that I could remarry Liu Qian. I really couldn't interrupt, so I just talked about it and didn't say much. Later they met
I didn't really want to talk about it, so I changed the topic again.
Liu Qian has always been very happy and seems to regard me as her husband, but it might be better if she changes to another man. My personality is too strong. I can't treat this matter as if it never happened, and even if I can let go, I
I don’t want to get into that marriage that I don’t really want anymore.
If walking back is still painful and it seems like you have to start all over again, why bother?
Bai Ling remained silent. After eating for a while, she stopped eating and went to play with Dandan. She and Dandan played with airplanes in the living room, laughing there and talking to Dandan in a sweet voice.
Later, Liu Qian said something. She said: "Did something happen to you some time ago? Were you brought in by those bastards?"
I said: "How did you know?"
I forgot that Bai Ling might have told her. Liu Qian said: "My cousin said it!" Her relationship with her cousin seemed to have eased a lot.
I said: "Oh, it's nothing -" I said under the influence of wine: "As a man, you can't offend others!" Liu Qian said: "That old guy, you can tell at a glance that he is not a good person, it is his daughter's business
Son, are you still blaming me?"
The second uncle also said: "Hey, Xiao Lin, we have all heard about it, why did you offend him? Didn't you save his daughter? Why is he such a bastard?"
I said: "What can you do if you meet a jerk? You can't beg him or reason with him--"
The godmother actually cried. She cried while listening to her, and kept wiping her tears. Finally, she said: "If it were your uncle who could do it, people like them wouldn't dare to do it. He came to our house to ask your uncle to do something grand."
I don't even dare to say a word, I'm just a little director - "My godmother feels sorry for me. Of course, if Bai Ling's father was here, maybe he wouldn't be like this, but even if he was here, with great power, who would take you seriously?"
You cannot assume that many things have happened, and assumptions are useless.
I quickly said: "Mom, don't cry, don't cry. I really haven't suffered any grievances. Besides, today -" I was about to say it, but stopped. I said, "Don't worry.
, He doesn’t dare to do it now, it’s no big deal, dad, second uncle, if someone gives you trouble at work, just tell me, don’t worry, you can’t be bullied by someone like him!”
Liu Qian's father said: "It doesn't matter to us. We are not young anymore and we don't expect to be promoted to any official position. We are just worried about you!"
I said, "Don't worry, it's really okay. If any of them dares to touch the people around me, my family, my children, etc., I will make them miserable, and it really doesn't matter what they do to me."
At this time, Liu Qian answered the phone next to her. When she came back, she said, "Did you hit that person's son today?"
I said, "Who, who said that?" I laughed.
Liu Qian said: "Liang Zi called me just now and told me that Liang Zi from the film crew said that he saw you and that there were people outside the hotel, many from the underworld. Was he the one who brought him? What did you do next?
?”
I said: "I beat him, he deserves it. As for the rest, let's just say rumors!" I smiled, and then said: "Stop talking about this, second uncle, I will toast you again."
After drinking, I smoked a cigarette and said, "Don't listen to these people's nonsense, and don't worry about it, just do your job!" Liu Qian sat down and said, "I understand, aren't I just worried about you?
?They won’t retaliate against you again, right?”
At this time, Bai Ling said from the side: "Don't get too deep, it won't do any good!" After hearing this, I just smiled and didn't look up.
Her words were a bit cold, meaning she was warning me, treating me like a child.
The godmother said in confusion: "What's going on?"
Bai Ling said: "I'm not talking about you as a cousin, you are already old. If that's the case, think about the child -" I suddenly said: "Does it have anything to do with you?" I looked at her coldly.
It was as if I had done something I shouldn't have done and someone was picking on me.
She looked at me, looked at it, and then said coldly: "Do you think I want to care about you? You know what you are doing!"
I lowered my head there and didn't say a word.
She wanted to speak again, and I looked back at her and said, "Ms. Bai Ling, what qualifications do you have to criticize me here? I just take refuge in a dog, it's better for me than to take refuge in that old guy!" I gritted my teeth.
Her eyes were red, as if I had never spoken to her like this before, and now that I have entered the world, I can no longer worry about many things. The more I worry about, the more pain I will suffer in the future.
Once a woman has been offended, she may die one day in the future. Then she has no worries!
She turned her face away and said: "No one cares about you. I am just a cousin who is older than you. If you don't listen, I won't listen. There is no need to be angry with me. If you think you are doing the right thing, just keep doing it."
Bar!"
I stood up and said, "I also tell you, even if there is no tomorrow, I will still do this. What does it have to do with you? You are a young lady who eats in the Yao family, what does it have to do with you?"
The godmother hurriedly said: "Xiao Lin, what's going on? Your sister -"
I cried, I was beaten like that, I didn’t cry, I didn’t shed a single tear, but when I saw my godmother in such pain, embarrassment, and such a pitiful look, my tears fell, and I couldn’t control them.
, I supported my godmother and said: "Mom, it's okay, it's my fault. Sit down, it's nothing. She and I don't quarrel every day or two. We just have different opinions. I -" I really don't want to let her go.
My godmother felt uncomfortable, so I smiled and said, "I don't treat her like a girl, I treat her like a buddy. Our opinions are not normal."
Liu Qian said: "Cousin, don't do this!" Liu Qian walked over to comfort Bai Ling. Bai Ling also cried. She rarely did this in front of her family. She wiped her tears violently and said, "You think I want to take care of it?"
You? How will you love in the future? No one will care about you!"
I didn't argue with her anymore, I endured it. I didn't want to make the atmosphere like this just because I had a good meal, and I felt a little uncomfortable.
I didn't speak the whole time, but Liu Qian's mother said: "Hey, kid, what kind of conflict are the kids having? The elders are all here, don't let this happen, Lingling, come over for dinner!"
After all, Bai Ling has a bad temper. She said: "Sister-in-law, I don't want to talk about him. I just talk too much. He will hurt himself in the future. He doesn't even know it. His balls are so cute. He can't live without his father."
You can't!" Bai Ling cried loudly, just like a child, feeling extremely wronged and shedding tears while looking at her balls.
I thought about the missing child that I once had with Bai Ling, that child that I had never seen. If that child had not disappeared, he would have been four years old. I don’t know why Bai Ling’s words made me think of
That child, yes, parents cannot live without their children, and children cannot live without their parents.
But the road has been walked and there is no way back, so what should we do? We can only go on. No matter how painful and cruel it is, how many people can go on peacefully without pain or itching in their lifetime?
It's impossible.
She picked up her bag and wanted to leave. They kept her, but she still insisted on leaving, her voice was a little hoarse.
She walked out alone. After she left, I was stunned for a moment, and then said, "I'll go out and apologize to her!"
I walked out and stopped her downstairs. She was about to get in the car, holding the door with her hand.
I called her: "Bai Ling!"
She didn't look at me at first and was stunned, then she looked at me coldly.
I laughed under the breath of alcohol and said, "You can look down on me, you can think I'm a jerk, but I tell you, I'm not on the same path as you now. You can be noble, you can swallow your anger, but I can't
, No -" I gritted my teeth and said: "If you saw how I was beaten by that bastard, and I almost lost my breath, you would know -" I was shaking my body and clenching my fists with emotion.
Said: "I'm determined, I will fight them to the end, and I tell you, I fucking hate you, why are you noble? What are you dragging? What qualifications do you have to teach me, what do you have? I, Lin Jiayi
, I’m sorry for you! And what about you?”
She looked at me, looked at me, turned her head away without saying a word, finally got into the car gently, and then started the car suddenly.