Chapter 339 Bai Ling’s brief display of motherhood
The next day, Da Mao and I went to talk about the purchase of the Tianlong Building. Before the discussion was over, Xiaoni called me and said that she asked Bai Ling for the photos and said she would bring them to me.
After the negotiation, I met Xiaoni at Chaotianmen. Xiaoni gave me the photo in the envelope and said: "Brother Lin, my sister said that she wants you to copy the photo and then give it to her -"
I was very angry when I heard this and said, "What do you mean?"
Xiaoni said: "Don't worry, maybe it's because it's just a photo and she wants to keep it!"
I said: "Well, okay, I will pay her back. By the way, Xiaoni, I will help you with your questions and find you a job. Our company has a foreign trade company in Binhai. You go to the foreign trade company first."
Work, of course, you don’t have to go if you don’t want to work. You have this card, it contains money. If you don’t want it, I will get angry. You decide for yourself. After my hotel is built, you can come directly to be the general manager.
Manager, help me manage it! But I'm worried about your safety now, so I suggest you go to our branch, where you can eat, sleep, and have people to talk to, do you agree?"
Xiao Ni nodded and said: "Well, okay, Brother Lin, then I will go to the company to practice. Maybe I can get to know male colleagues, but I don't have a high degree of education. Your company -"
I said, "Don't ask for anything. I told them over there that someone would arrange it for you!"
Xiaoni nodded.
Da Mao said with a smile beside him: "Sister-in-law, don't worry, whatever academic qualifications you need, just practice and practice!"
"Well, thank you, little brother! But I'm not your sister-in-law, you should call me sister!"
Da Mao said happily: "It's okay, eldest brother's woman is our sister-in-law——"
I said: "Da Mao, you talk enough!"
Xiao Ni smiled and said a little shyly: "I am just your elder brother's little sister, don't get me wrong!"
Da Mao nodded.
After Xiaoni went to the company I introduced, I took out the photos and looked at them. That was the first time I saw the child. When I saw the child's appearance, my heart ached to death and my whole body was bruised.
My whole body is restless. You know, this child is very beautiful. She wears very fashionable and handsome clothes. Her hair is parted to one side and her eyes are dark and bright. She looks like me. He is being pulled by her mother. Bai Ling is holding her hand.
Her little hands and her body were slightly bent. At that time, Bai Ling had not had any trouble with her legs, and she was dressed very smartly. The photo brought me a distant memory. Bai Ling smiled cutely, and the child also smiled cutely, with her face pressed against her.
On the child's head, the whole person exudes that kind of motherhood.
When I look at the child and Bai Ling, I can't calm down. My heart aches, it hurts, it hurts. Such a woman, such a lovely child of ours, how much she will love this child, she must be hurt to death,
After the child disappeared, she collapsed and became mentally ill, which is understandable. She never had this smile again, and it seemed that she had never had it before.
I have never seen her during this period, and because she had this child, she is completely different from the past and the present. She is very gentle and maternal, and her whole person has no edges or corners.
, there is no feeling of coldness at all.
She changed because of this child. If the child had not disappeared, I believe she would have let go of a lot of hatred later. But when the child disappeared, she also knew who caused it. Her beloved father was gone, and her son was also disappeared by bad people.
Now, how can her character get better again?
Therefore, after that brief special moment, she became even colder than before.
Thinking of this, my heart trembled and I could hardly breathe.
"Brother, what's wrong with you? Are you okay?" Da Mao asked me.
I held the car with my hands, pressed on the car to support my body, touched my pocket, and found that the cigarette was gone. Da Mao hurriedly took out the cigarette and gave it to me. I took a puff of the cigarette and said, "Da Mao, I want to be alone for a while. When I get to the car
Be quiet for a while!"
Da Mao opened the car door, I sat in the car, leaned against the car, I closed my eyes, tears flowed silently, I pursed my lips, Da Mao took out a tissue and gave it to me, I wiped it myself and said: "Da Mao, you
Do you know? This is my son, my first son, this child -" I trembled with my hands, Da Mao looked at him and said, "Brother, don't be sad, don't be like this, you can definitely find him!"
I held my head in pain. It was the first time I cried so sadly and couldn't control myself. It was because of this child. When I saw this little guy, with such dark and bright eyes, he looked so like Bai Ling, like her mother, that kind of little guy.
The cuteness in his eyes was gone.
You know men are so strange. If you don't see this child, if you just hear about it, you will be sad, but it won't be like this. When you see the child, your heart will be ripped out.
All the bastards, all the damn things, if I find this kid, I'm going to tear you apart.
A scene that I have never experienced seems to come to my mind. The mother pulled her child to take a photo. The child smiled mischievously and acted a little cool. She tilted her head slightly into her mother's arms and put her hands in her pockets.
Her mother held his hand and pressed against her. That woman was once so happy, so happy. No matter how she changed later, what could she do? You can't think about it. You can't think about such a woman losing her own.
Child, it is naturally more painful than this man.
Because she experienced the beginning given to her by this man, then her pregnancy, then childbirth, experienced pain, and then had a son. When they got along together, he called her mom, she played with him, and she must have held him in her arms from time to time.
Kiss him, care for him, tease him, talk to him, say baby, be good, call mom, mom loves you to death, baby is so good. That child must also call her, mom, I want to eat this, eat
That, mom, I love you——
I was leaning in the car stupidly, my vision was blurry, all other consciousness seemed to have disappeared, I was just thinking about that woman and this child.
She later survived and regained her memory, which may be considered a mercy from God. What mother could survive after losing this lovely baby?
And I never seemed to ask her or think about how painful she was during that time. Even if I could think about it, I couldn't see them together and really feel the love like I do today.
For a long time, I didn't speak, and neither did Da Mao.
There seems to be a trace of pain hidden in my heart from that day on, and it has always been with me.
Da Mao held the photo. Da Mao also cried at that time. He held the photo to me. I saw it was the reverse side and there were words on it. Da Mao saw it accidentally.
I looked at the reverse side and there was a sentence written on it:
When you came, you came with your body; when you left, you left my body behind!
This word was written by Bai Ling, but I don't know if it was written before or when, the handwriting is not that old.
This sentence made my heart tremble again.
You came, brought your body; when you left, left my body and left! What do you mean? Is it for the child? The child took her heart away, right? Yes, child
He was born, gave her a little body, and then left, taking her heart with him.
When I read this sentence, I couldn't control my sadness again.
And I wonder if there is another meaning?
How did we meet? Did I know love at that time? Maybe I didn’t. At that time, she said that she started to see me as innocent and handsome, and she wanted to treat me badly and bully me badly. If we were in the beginning
We were together because of something not simple, then if I left her, would her heart be taken away by me?
How many men and women in the world don't know each other in this way, but end up taking each other's hearts away? After all, she is no longer a little girl. She has passed that age, but even if she is not innocent, who can deny that there is something in that kind of understanding?
Wouldn't there be sincere feelings?
This sentence rolled over and over in my mind, and I thought I would remember it for the rest of my life. If she wasn't in deep pain, how could she have such a deep understanding?
I picked up the phone, flipped to her number, and dialed her number.
I didn't want to do that in my heart, but I didn't know what happened. As if God was on my side, I dialed her number in a vague consciousness.
Bai Ling's eyes were staring at the photo quietly, and her eyes were full of smiles, while the child's eyes were full of cuteness and mischief.
All that happiness is gone, leaving them empty-handed and scarred.