After she came to her senses, she hit me and said, "Did you do it on purpose?"
I said: "How can I? Besides, you are not a young girl, why are you so stingy? Hug me, otherwise something will happen again -"
"I knew you did it on purpose, gangster!" She hugged me and I started the motorcycle. The wind was so comfortable. I whistled "Sweet Honey" and she sang along with me,
I had a very happy time singing there.
I said: "Are you happy? Baby!" I called her baby. She leaned on my back and said: "What did you call me?" I said: "Baby!" She said: "You, you
You call a lot of women darling, right?" I said, "You are really ruining the scenery. You are in such a good mood, what are you talking about?" "Huh, little rascal, you clearly called a lot of people darling.
I don’t want you to call me——”
I reached behind and touched her legs and said: "Are you angry? Then don't scream. Are you happy? This is Xiliang. We once said that we would come here together. Today we are finally here. Do you still remember that time?
Did you tell me what you said? We lived in the house on Tonghai Road at that time. Although it was short-lived, it was the best memory in my life. No matter where I lived later, there was no place that made me happy.
,Bai Ling, let’s talk properly, okay? Stop arguing, it’s fine for us to be friends, but I want to talk properly together, can you promise me?”
"The one downstairs sells milk tea, it's delicious!" she said.
I said: "Yes, I bought you breakfast. You like to drink the milk tea from that restaurant, and the soup dumplings next to it are also delicious -"
"You also said that you always wake up so early in the morning, and you wake me up——"
I said: "Do you know why? Because I didn't sleep much at that time. I was so happy, so I woke up very early and wanted to buy you breakfast. I was very happy every day, Bai Ling.
, you know? The day you had the accident, I have been worried about you since then. I have never been that worried. I have faced many dangers myself and almost lost my life many times, but I have never been in such pain.
,Those days are the most difficult for me——"
She stopped talking and never spoke. I said: "What's wrong?" She just said softly: "Stop talking!" I said: "Yeah!" Then, I felt her on my back.
tears fell on it.
I quickly reached behind and touched her shoulders and said, "Stop crying. Why are you crying? It's not too late for us, don't you think?"
She didn't speak, and I continued: "Many times, I told myself that I will never see you again, and I will never forgive you. I did this to you, but you did this to me, but many times, I still couldn't control it.
Take control of yourself. Only then did I realize that there is no bottom line when it comes to loving someone. No matter how many times I tell you, I still can’t control myself when I face you again——"
"Xiao Lin, let's, let's not talk about this, okay?" she said. I said, "Well, don't talk about this!"
Then, I stopped talking and when we were almost there, she said: "Xiao Lin, Yirou is actually a pretty good girl -" I said: "Maybe, well, if it's possible, I will consider it, right?"
, what about you?" I said, she didn't answer me. I said: "Will you marry him?" She quickly said: "No!" I said: "Then what do you want to do?" She said: "
I want to avenge my father, then I will build this place, and then I will become a monk——"
After hearing this, I said: "Are you crazy? Why do you want to become a monk? What's the good of that?"
She said: "If not, I want to open an orphanage and do some things I want to do -"
"Then why don't you stay with me? Can you tell me why? Since you don't stay with others and don't want to be with me, why is that?"
She said: "Because this road is too scary, and many things may happen. I don't want to involve you, and I can't make you any promises. Also, I, I can't be with you now, if
It will be very troublesome for me to be with you now. There are many things that I don’t want to say. Xiaolin, please don’t ask me, okay? If there is such a day, our destiny is not in our own hands, God will arrange it——"
I said: "I understand. In fact, if you are with me now, you will lose a lot. This development, avenging your father, and investigating what happened back then are all impossible. And if you follow me, I
I can directly harm you. I understand all this. In fact, your words are enough. I am not in a hurry to pursue you or anything like that. I just hope that you will be well. One day, if everything
It's all done, I will tell you, no matter where you are, I will find you, it will never be up to you, I believe it must be!"
She smiled and said, "Perhaps I will be old by then, really old. Why do you want an old lady?" I said, "Don't worry about it, I can do whatever I want. That's mine."
Freedom, that is my pursuit, I know what I want, why do you care so much?"
She said: "Well, I don't care. I just want to be nice to each other now. There are so many people!" She got out of the car, and I laughed and said, "There are many people, and you are the only one missing. Otherwise, a little
It’s not lively at all, you have to come to make it lively!”
She shrugged her nose and said: "As you can tell, you are a bad guy. You are not afraid of being embarrassed by bringing me here. I am bigger than you, and my legs are like this. Those little girls dance very happily, but I can't dance anymore -
"
I said, "That's good. If your legs are fine, I'm still worried. You said you had an accident while driving that day and scared me. Do you know how worried I am?"
She said softly: "You also said, why do you want to go that way? I hope you can leave them. Can you do it?" After hearing this, I shook my head and said, "Maybe I can't do it.
!”
She looked at me coldly and said, "Why?"
Yes, why, it seems that only at this moment can I deeply understand why I asked her not to avenge her father and why I couldn't do it when I asked her to come with me.
Maybe it seems simple, and it seems easier for me to do it than for her, but why can't I do it? Because I don't want to behave like that anymore. I think of being beaten by that bastard, tortured, framed, and humiliated by the Yao family,
I think about that, no matter who asks me to leave, I will never do it.
She kept looking at me, looking.
I looked at her and smiled coldly and said: "If you could see how I was beaten by that bastard, if you could see what I looked like back then, kneeling there, being slapped with hands and kicked with feet.
After dying and coming back to life, you will know why I can't do it, Bai Ling, just like you couldn't let go of hatred at the beginning, I can't do it either. I also want revenge. My thoughts are the same as yours.
That’s why!”
She stopped looking at me, turned her face away, and then walked forward step by step and said: "I know, if that's the case, then you should be good and walk your way well, don't reach nowhere, don't go
Drive yourself to a dead end!"
I think she can understand me after hearing what I just said, and she can feel the humiliation. As a man, she cannot bear it no matter what.
I followed her and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of this. If you encounter any trouble in the future, I hope you can think of me. I have that ability now, and I won't be afraid of anyone anymore."
Ling, you have to know that it is not so easy for the men who come out of here to make a name for themselves and resist those things——"
She cried. When I saw her crying, I said, "Don't cry!"
"I hurt you, right? Tell me, tell me personally!" In fact, she knew that it was because of her that I was where I am today. She no longer needed to ask, but she asked with tears.
I said: "No one has harmed anyone. These are all fate. It is destined by God and no one can change it. Who can say who harmed whom? Let's not talk about this. Let's go to the show."
When I walked into the crowd, I knew almost all of them. Many of them greeted me, some of whom I had played with since childhood, and some uncles and aunts.
When she saw that I knew so many people, she didn't seem to expect it at first, and she suddenly wanted to run away. After all, she was really embarrassed when I brought her to play on that occasion.