I laughed and said, "You want to be a matchmaker, director? Hehe, I feel like I'm not good enough for her. They have such good conditions."
The director immediately said: "Hey, what are your thoughts, kid? Why are you more feudal than an old man like me? Young people should not have this kind of thinking. This kind of thinking is unacceptable. Young people just want to have a good relationship.
, don’t think about anything else, as long as the two of you get along well, besides, houses, cars and the like are all external possessions. I’m not very optimistic about what young people are doing nowadays. Look, when my son got married, he found a wife with a good family.
I'm average, I'm an average person, but I'm just filial, good to my son, and good to our old couple. That's enough. Even if I have a daughter, I won't ask her to find any kind of boyfriend. Young people
You can have nothing, but as long as you have ideals, pursuits, and the drive to fight, there is nothing else to say. No one can guarantee that you will be born into a rich family. You will not be poor for more than three generations, and you will not be rich for more than three generations. The main thing is
It still depends on the individual!”
I said: "Director, let's take a look. It depends on fate. Ha, if there is that fate, I will naturally not refuse."
Director Li also said: "Well, okay, I will help you explore the way. If it can be done, it will be really a good thing."
I just laughed. In fact, in my heart, I can only joke with any girls on the surface, or have something to do with them. Talking about marriage, I don’t want to think about it for the time being. After all, I was only twenty-three at that time.
I'm 20 years old, I still want to play for a few more years, and I don't want to be tied down by marriage too early.
The director's thoughts are very in line with my wishes. What he said is not wrong. That's what he said. However, I always feel that I have fallen in love with Bai Ling. I am very conflicted and painful. I know that I should love her and I shouldn't.
I fell in love with this woman, but I couldn't control my thoughts at all.
Probably because I knew it was just a dream, and I was opposed to loving her from the bottom of my heart, so I never took it seriously. I had some thoughts in my heart, but I would still do whatever I should do.
Maybe it’s because there is no hope in this feeling, and I may even give up on myself. For example, when it comes to women, I have been dating her cousin, and I am greedy for that feeling. I am also a man, and I also need something. Liu Qian can give it to me.
All this, and we don't have to be responsible for each other, so everything is fine.
In the afternoon, I inspected the construction site with the director and went to the temporary office of the engineering department. According to Mr. Bai's instructions, we also held a brief meeting, with special emphasis on project safety issues, because this is not only Mr. Bai, but also us and the company.
Everyone must be careful. It is easy for problems to go wrong in the project, and it will be very troublesome, especially for a kind-hearted woman like Mr. Bai. She is not afraid of losing money, but cares about the safety of the workers' lives.
After I went back that day, I kept working overtime. Mr. Bai was not here. I had to arrange many things in the company. During this period, I made a few calls to Bai Ling. Wang Xiaoni went to take care of her. When I contacted her, I first talked about work with her.
Then I asked her how she felt and talked about some personal matters. When she heard me ask her, she said: "I'm fine, don't worry about me, I can't be beaten to death!" She was really funny, at this time
And I'm in a joking mood.
She really did, and I said, "Please take good care of your health. Your health is important. I will handle the matters here. I am capable of doing the job. Trust me!"
Bai Ling said: "Well, I know you can do it. I think people are not wrong. You are good. Maybe you will help me more in the future. Sister - after all, sister is not very suitable for business. Even if she is suitable,
This won’t be my dream. A woman has to pay too much to do something.” When she said this to me, I didn’t know if she wanted to tell me that she had been doing something out of her own hands.
I think it means something like this.
I said: "Well, I know, I will work hard."
She smiled and said, "How is your wife?" She knew clearly that she was not my wife, and she did it on purpose.
I said: "She was taken away by her uncle."
"Is she really your wife?" she asked me suddenly.
I said, "When did I say it was my wife's?"
"Then I said she was your wife, why didn't you contradict me?" she said.
I said, "You woman, you are really troublesome. Why are you so domineering? It's not my fault if I refute you, it's not my fault if I don't refute you. It's not my fault if you are joking with me, it's not my fault even if I am joking. Women are really troublesome."
After hearing this, she said in disbelief: "What did you say? You actually said something about me, a woman, you, you are really incredible. You still don't take me as the boss seriously? Don't forget, I
But your boss is your boss!"
I laughed and said, "I know, Boss Bai, Boss Bai, follow your orders!"
She also smiled and said: "You're such a poor talker, what Boss Bai is so ugly."
I hung up the phone with her happily, feeling very happy. Bai Ling was happy again, exuding that kind of brilliance and vitality, so naturally I became happy too.
But I really didn't expect that she would come to work at the company the next day, and the gauze would be removed by her. She really didn't want her life. How could she not cherish her body like this?
It was always an eventful time. There were so many things that happened one after another in those days. Many things tortured her almost every day. I don’t know if it was fate. At that time, I was still half-convinced about fate.
.
The next day, after I arrived at the company and handled some matters, Mr. Bai called me. On the phone, she said: "Xiao Lin, come and pick me up. I want to be discharged from the hospital. There is nothing wrong with me at all."
They are talking nonsense and scaring me. There is nothing wrong with my brain at all. They just want me to spend more money. Ha, I don’t want to stay here. It’s too boring. Xiaoni, I asked her to go back last night.
Already."
I said, "How is this possible? You can't be discharged from the hospital. Do you know that you have to be obedient? You are such an old woman, why are you so ignorant? Really."
She then said: "You, you said that I am a grown-up woman again. How old am I? Am I very old? Am I not? Why are you so irritating when you speak? You are so ignorant. You hurt me.
You have a lot of self-esteem, do you know that?" I laughed and said, "Isn't this good for you? Why don't you understand people's feelings? It's true."
She said a little coquettishly: "Oh, okay, for my own good, my little man, for my big sister's own good, then you come and pick me up now. I want to be discharged from the hospital. I don't want to be here. I want you to drive to pick me up."
Me, it’s not far anyway, and I’m not afraid if I don’t have a driver’s license. If I get caught, I’ll take care of it, ha!”
I said: "You are really brave. I can't take you out of the hospital. You have to take good care of yourself."
"No, I'm ordering you now. You must come and pick me up right away. Do you hear me? I'm ordering you. If you don't come to pick me up, I will run out on my own. You see what I will do if something happens. Okay, I'll go out on my own.
.”
I quickly said: "Okay, I'll pick you up. Just wait for me."
I had no choice but to drive her car to pick her up. When I saw her at the hospital, she had dropped the gauze and had run out of the hospital. She was waiting for me at the entrance of the hospital. When I saw her, she said angrily
: "You are really, you are just like a child. There is really nothing I can do against you!"
"I want a child, I want to be coquettish, I want to be willful, what's wrong? Won't you give it to me?" She sat next to me and shrugged her nose, and I said, "Yes, of course I will, but it's best if I
I’ll send you home so you can cultivate yourself at home, I’m serious.”
"Do you want to go to my house? Really? If so, tell me, do you think so?" She looked at me with a smile, biting her lip with her teeth, feeling a bit bad.
I stretched out my hand and pinched her nose. She yelled, then hit me and said, "You little rascal, what are you doing? Don't touch me, I'm your boss!" She seemed to have discovered her suddenly.
It's like my boss, who gets very upset when he finds out, and always mentions this matter.
I said, "Why should I go to your house? I'm not going to your house. It's not like I've never been there before and I don't want to go. Besides, I can't do anything at your house. What's the point?"
"Then tell me what you want to do when you go to my house. Tell me, you have to let me know before I decide whether to take you or not?" She was actually serious.
I was so excited and so bad that I laughed softly and said: "###!"
She heard it, even though her voice was very soft, she suddenly picked up her hand and hit me, and then said: "You are shameless, what did you say? You, you are such a bastard, you are making this joke with me!" She didn't
After saying that, I looked back at her. She lowered her head and started to stretch out her hand to squeeze my leg. I grabbed her hand, held it tightly, and said, "What do you think? I
honestly."
She, she couldn't bear it anymore, she looked back at me with a blushing face and gasped: "Say one more thing!"
I wasn't afraid of her at all. I held her hand, played with it, and then approached her and said, "I mean it, really, is it okay? I want to be with you, okay?"
She blinked her eyes and didn't dare to look at me. She was very nervous. It was really fun and interesting for me to see her like this.
"No!" she turned around and said.
I felt it was very interesting and seemed like we could talk. I sat still in the car and looked at her and said, "Is your husband at home?"
"Not here." She said stupidly.
I swallowed my throat, put my hands on her backrest and said, "What are you afraid of? There is nothing to be afraid of. Really, nothing will happen to me!"
"I don't like that!" She turned out to be so innocent. Oh my God, is this her? Why didn't I feel like it at all? She actually talked to me about this matter seriously like a little girl, and my body felt...
Trembling, I looked out the window and started to get excited. I was very happy teasing and teasing her. Don't talk about anything else. Sometimes this feeling is even better than that.
"I'm serious, okay? I want you. I want you every day. I can't stop fantasizing about you. I dream about you every day when I go home. When I think of this, my whole body starts to tremble.
Her head lowered lower and lower, her hand was still held by me, motionless, her body really started to panic, she suddenly withdrew her hand, then turned her body to the side with her back to me and said, "You can't do that.
I’m older than you, I’ve had experiences, don’t say that, don’t say that—”