That night, we slept together, of course we didn't do anything. I know some people may find it incredible that two men and women slept together and did nothing. I went to bed first, and then fell asleep. It was true that day
I was so tired that when I woke up, I found Xiaomo sleeping quietly next to me. She was wearing pajamas and was very quiet. She didn't disturb me or wake me up.
When I saw her sleeping there so quietly, I felt an inexplicable sense of peace.
After I got up, Uncle Long called me. He was coming to talk to me in the morning. As soon as I hung up the phone and returned to the room, I saw Xiaomo getting up from the bed, closing her eyes slightly, stomping over and hugging her.
She hugged me and leaned on my shoulder, as if relying on her lover.
Yes, we will become lovers and live like a couple.
Uncle Long came. After he arrived, he called me to the study alone. In the study, he lit a cigarette, took a sip of tea, and then said: "Xiao Lin, do you think this will work? If it's a day
It won't work if you don't go to jail.
, right?" I hurriedly said: "Well, yes, uncle!" He said: "I asked, do you think it is okay for one year? Then let her behave better and reduce the sentence, or maybe
Maybe we won’t need it for a year—"
After I heard this, I was so happy that I quickly said: "Okay, uncle, thank you!"
He said: "Actually, I didn't help you. Just listen to me. Later, they also investigated and thought that the sentence was too excessive. In fact, the sentence was five years longer. And considering that Bai Ling has made a lot of contributions to her hometown over the years, the sentence was
Her father also made a great contribution to the development of Bincheng. This decision was made after taking all these considerations into consideration, so you must not thank me. It seems that I am violating the rules-"
I said: "Well, I know, uncle!"
He said with a smile: "Xiao Lin, I told you, this is not a joke. You also know that we want to save face. Many things cannot be changed at will after they are announced. Do you understand? In that case
, do you know how serious it is?” Yes, in such a family, once you get married, it cannot be changed.
, I know how serious it is. When I made this choice, I knew that it might be a lifetime, it should be a lifetime. It is impossible for me to have contact with them again in my life. I will be a person here.
Prince Consort, it is impossible for me to live a stable life no matter how much I think about them.
I nodded and said, "Well, uncle, I know. I've thought about it. In fact, it doesn't matter. To be honest, the fact that I can be where I am today is me and what I dream of -"
Uncle Long laughed and said, "Little guy, you are not stupid either. I like you as a child, so get along well with Xiaomo. You are older than her, so you have to love her. Then go over there."
The matter is over. You have repaid your kindness and don’t hold onto anything anymore. If you bully my daughter and make her sad, I won’t be able to forgive you, do you understand?"
I said: "Well, uncle, I know, I will treat her well!"
"Did you live together yesterday?" Uncle Long looked at me and I said, "Oh, we were together, but not -" He said, "Okay, okay, this is all a matter for you young people. We are both older."
It's big time. You can decide your own affairs. Okay, I won't talk about it anymore. Just have fun. Xiaomo is going to get married and have a wedding. It's almost November, so let's do it on November.
It will be lively too!”
I nodded again.
When we were having dinner that day, Xiaomo knew the news. She was very happy and the house became very lively. After dinner, we went to climb the Great Wall. In order to avoid anything happening again, the guards specially followed us.
I don’t think anyone knows what’s hidden behind my smiling appearance
What kind of heart is hidden in my heart? My heart has always been in the south. Whenever I think of those things, I restrain myself from thinking about them. When I think of those things, I feel deeply guilty. The more I think about them, the more irritable I become. When I don’t think about them, if
Being able to numb yourself seems pretty good.
I think time will take away everything and deeply anesthetize me. I am waiting for time to bring me that feeling.
We took pictures on the Great Wall, hugged on it, and somewhere, Xiaomo hugged me and kissed me deeply. We kissed together. I thought that since I made this decision, I will devote myself to this kind of life.
go.
Xiaomo's face turned red and she looked particularly charming. She began to think about her future life with me, where we would live after marriage, how many children we would have. She said she wanted a daughter, and she wanted a daughter first.
If I want another son, I joke to her that she can give birth? She is actually worse than me.
She hugged me and whispered: "I want you, and I'm going to give birth tonight -" Her eyes looked up at me from below, looking particularly bad, and I nodded. Her face immediately turned red, and her whole body
It seemed a little hot, and I could feel her heat, which lasted almost the entire afternoon.
Later, she wanted to go back early. Of course, I could understand her request. Women's thoughts are different from men's, but they seemed to have some things in common. It's just that women are more reserved. We didn't play for too long.
We went back. Originally, her eldest sister wanted to take us to see a play.
Yes, Sister Xiaomo is a very decent woman who doesn't like to talk much. Her eldest sister works in a large state-owned department and holds the position of vice president. I really don't know how a woman like her who doesn't like to talk can lead others.
, but maybe she is different at work.
Xiaomo didn't say that she was a little tired, but I knew what she was thinking. When we went back, we were sitting in the car, and she leaned next to me and kept smiling at me, and her body was close to mine.
When I wasn't paying attention, she startled me. I held her hand. She leaned against my neck and bit my ear and said, "Yes!" I nodded and said, "We'll talk about it when we get back. Don't do this.
,Xiao Zhang saw us——"
"What he doesn't know, even if he knows, it doesn't matter. We are lovers, so it doesn't matter!"
But I can't let it go. There always seems to be something pulling me in my heart. I dare not think about who it is or what it is. When I think about it, my heart hurts slightly.
I wish there were things in this world that could make people forget the past. I don’t want to remember the past. As long as I know that I have solved the past, then just let me stay in the present.
After we went back that night, we were together. At night, I drank a lot of wine and got myself drunk. Xiaomo didn't say anything about me. She seemed to know that men will become bad when they are drunk. Later, she hugged her
I went upstairs, and her father and mother left. When I went upstairs, she pressed against my body and said, "Let me care for you, little baby!" I smiled and hugged her in my arms.
I don’t remember very clearly what happened next, but I knew what I was doing. Xiaomo was particularly crazy and her body was full of energy. It was the first time I saw a girl so wild. I felt like a woman being raped by her.
Invading. I think women are like this because of their hearts. After all, she shouldn't have had this happen to her for a long time. Later I found out that she had been alone for many years. Except for her first boyfriend, she never had it again.
Afterwards, I smoked there quietly, and Xiaomo lay on my body and said, "I love you!" I kissed her, and she hugged me and leaned against me, stroking her gently.
Later she chatted with me, and she heard me talk about some things about my hometown. I told her that I was not her boyfriend, and she didn't care anymore, after all, we were already like this.
Next, we started to prepare for the wedding. We went to take wedding photos. The wedding photos took a week. I didn't show any sadness in front of Xiaomo. I was completely immersed in the joyful life.
As for Bai Ling's case, I also know that there is a result, and Bai Ling's sentence was commuted to one year.
After getting this news, I think I was finally relieved. I became extremely happy, and Xiaomo and I were completely wandering in happiness.
I am getting married. This is my second marriage. Just the day before my wedding, I received a letter from Bincheng. Inside was an invitation. I felt particularly puzzled. When I opened it,
There was Yirou's name written on it. When I saw that invitation, my heart hurt so much.
But, wasn’t all this caused by me?
I really deserve it!
Is Yirou really going to get married?
I don't dare to think about it. I think it's just like she doesn't dare to think about my marriage.