I said: "Very good!" She kissed me and said: "As long as you are willing, you will have a more luxurious house than this one in the future. If you like it here, you can stay here for a long time in the future!" I didn't say anything.
Just laughing, she came up and kissed me, then took my hand and pressed it on her breast and said, "Let's have some fun tonight, okay?"
I nodded, and she walked over and took out the wine, then poured it over to give me a glass. We clinked the glasses. The feeling between me and Bai Ling at home is different from the feeling when I am with her. In front of her, I will appear
I am shy, but in Bai Ling's house, I look very natural. This is a different feeling, and I seem to be always on guard in my heart. I can't explain clearly where that guard comes from.
She took my hand and sat on the sofa. She put the wine glass on the coffee table, then stood up and walked into the next room. When she came out again, I saw her wearing a pair of red pajamas, which was particularly suitable.
Her temperament, if Bai Ling were to wear white, this is the difference between them. She said to me: "Come here!" I stood up and walked over with her. She held my hand and said: "I
Take you down there, it's very comfortable there!" She took me to a door and then walked down to the basement. After walking down, she turned on the light. I was stunned by what I saw. It felt so romantic here.
, a big bed. Although the room is not particularly big, there is no floor or anything on the floor, just blankets, which looks very comfortable.
For the first time, I felt a sense of guilt that neither Liu Qian nor Xiao Ni had. Maybe she was a woman about the same age as Bai Ling. I knew that if Bai Ling knew about it, she would definitely feel guilty.
Collapsed.
I can't think too much about it. Thinking of those things, I know how heartbroken Bai Lingling will be.
But you know, after that, I felt a little disappointed. It was a strange feeling. If it were with Bai Ling, I think I would be extremely happy at this moment. I would hold her in my arms, kiss her, and say many sweet words.
But I don’t feel that way about Mr. Li. I want to say something nice to her, but I can’t say it. That’s so strange. You said you don’t believe in love, but why at this time, you
But you are thinking about Bai Ling, but you will feel a little guilty, and your mind is full of her. I know that I can't go back, and I can never go back. It is already difficult to go back to the beginning. I even think,
Only if I become dirty, only if I become dirty, can I get close to her. Only then will we be fair, and only then will we have a chance to be together. This idea is so simple.
But who told me that I was still young at that time?
Mr. Li hugged me and started to give me a bath. She was very good at taking care of people, and especially loved men who were younger than her. She wiped her little by little, and it was she who gave me a bath. After that night, I knew that I had become as white as white.
There is no difference between Ling and me. I am the same person and there is no way out for me.
I didn't seem to feel any better in my heart. I thought that after I became debauched, I would be at ease and feel fair, but it turned out that I didn't feel much better.
When I got up the next day, Mr. Li made breakfast. After I got up, she came over, kissed me and said, "Are you okay?" I nodded, stretched, and then we had breakfast together.
, Mr. Li said: "Xiao Lin, don't think too much, don't put any pressure. As long as we are happy, you are an adult too, right? If you don't like it, just tell me. If you like it, if you have a chance in the future, you can still do it."
Okay, right?" I nodded.
Mr. Li said: "I will invite Mayor Yang to dinner tonight. She is very naughty and bad. Are you willing?" She asked me.
I said: "No problem!" After hearing this, she said: "Really?"
I nodded, and Mr. Li said: "Well, as long as you are willing, it will be fine. When the time comes, our affairs will be completed, and you will be prosperous in the future. Sister knows that you like Bai Ling. Bai Ling, you want her very much."
It's simple, not that difficult. I'm sure you can get her one day in the future, as long as you work hard and fight for it!"
I smiled and said, "I don't like her!"
"Don't lie to me. I know very well whether you like her or not. Stop pretending. You like her. Let me tell you something. Bai Ling actually has an illegitimate child!" After hearing this, I said: "
Really? Is there such a thing?" Mr. Li said: "Of course it is true. When she was young, she had a child with a married man. Because of this, her father was very angry at the time. She was from within the navy. Later, she was
I didn’t want her anymore, I lied to her, she actually gave birth to the child, a daughter, and she secretly raised her at her aunt’s house, and not many people knew about it!”
I suddenly thought of Jingxuan, and I said, "Is that person's surname Ke?"
Mr. Li frowned and said, "How did you know? Yes, she told you?"
I said: "No, I used to learn to drive and met a girl. She hated Bai Ling and even quarreled with her. I think it was her father. Later, the girl told me that she seemed to have ruined her family.
!”
Mr. Li said with a smile: "That should be that person's daughter. You won't sleep with that girl, right? This is really messy. Ha, it's so bizarre. There are thousands of connections!"
I said, "No, that girl is a good girl and a nice person. We are just friends!"
Mr. Li said: "I don't believe it. What kind of friendship is there? It's too fake. I don't believe it. You young people are together even if they don't like each other. You have such a great time in your youth. By the way, you can drive."
?”
I said: "Yes!"
Mr. Li said: "You don't have to go to work today. You can drive the car in my garage to go shopping. Here -" She took out a card and gave it to me and said: "Here is 100,000 yuan. You can spend it as you like."
Buy whatever clothes you want, watches, leather shoes, etc., listen, don’t refuse me, this is work, this is also an order, it is necessary, dress decently for dinner at night, be obedient!”
I lowered my head and smiled, nodded, and Mr. Li said: "What's the matter, Xiaolin, are you unwilling? If you don't want to -" I quickly said: "I am willing, there is nothing I am unwilling to do, I am very willing and happy."
!" She looked at me and nodded, lowered her head and said: "I'm sorry, Xiaolin!" I quickly said: "It's nothing!" I knew that I was just a pawn of hers, or even a creature, and could be exchanged.
That land, of course I am a man, it’s nothing, it’s just that saying it will make people feel bad. If you don’t say it, who the hell knows about it, it’s not all the same, men have this
Opportunity is a fucking blessing.
Mr. Li drove to the company first, and I stayed in the villa. I was very relaxed that day. I just went to the mall to buy things. I know there is a difference between having love and not having love. For someone who loves, she can't bear to let you be like this, even
I won’t touch you at all. If you don’t love a woman, you are nothing more than that. I thought very clearly from the beginning. I knew what my relationship was with Mr. Li.
After she left, I thought of Bai Ling again. Every time I do these things, I will think of her.
I was sitting on the sofa watching the morning news. The phone rang. I picked up the phone and looked at the number. It was Bai Ling. She seemed very anxious. She was worried that Li Chunmei would use me to talk to Mayor Yang.
relationship, and then it was directly detrimental to their company, so I answered the phone.
When the call went through, she gave a gentle feed.
I said coldly: "Hello, what's the matter?"
She actually said nervously: "Are you busy?" I said: "No, what are you talking about?" She said: "Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to call you!" I said: "It's okay.
What did you say?" I kept asking her what was going on.
She said: "Oh, I want to talk to you. Is it convenient for you to come out?"
I smiled and said, "Mr. Bai, what can I do for you?"
When she saw me like this, she said, "If you have time, I would like to meet you!"
I smiled again and said, "Where will you meet?"
She said: "You can meet me wherever you want!"
I replied to her abruptly: "Is it okay to meet at your home and in front of your husband?" Unexpectedly, she said: "Yes, but we are divorced!"
I said: "Divorced? Why?" I said fiercely.
She said: "There's no reason, it doesn't matter to you, does it?"
I sneered and said, "I don't care about you at all. I just want to know what's the matter with you? If you don't tell me, I'll die!"
"Don't hang up!" she said fiercely: "I hope you can see me!"
I said: "Are you saying you miss me? Really? But what I want to tell you is that I don't miss you anymore, so what else is there to say!"
But she said: "These are not important, I just want to see you!"
I said: "Then you left this world?"
She said: "How come, Secretary Lin, I have something to tell you. I hope you can see me and give me this chance. If I have done anything wrong before and I am sorry for you, you can forgive me!"
"Just for your company and to save your father, you have wronged yourself like this today. Don't you feel disgusted?"
She said: "Yes, I know, I hate it, and I know you don't want to see me, but -"
I said: "Can you tell me where to meet?"
She said: "I'll go to your place, okay?"
When I heard this, I said fiercely: "Listen here, I fucking hate you, you know? Who do you think you are? You want to sleep with everyone, right? You just like to do it this way.
A man, right? Well, you come to see me and see how I deal with you. Don’t blame me for being rude. You go to my place and wait for me. Go now!”
She said: "Well, okay, I'll go to your place!"
Then I hung up the phone. I wanted to smoke her, so I walked out and drove Mr. Li's car back to my apartment. I was smoking all the way. When I got there, I walked upstairs and saw her at the door of the apartment.
She was standing at the door with a bag in her arms, waiting for me. I stood there and looked at her, coldly.
She lowered her head, then raised her head and looked at me. I walked slowly over to her side. I put my hands in my suit pockets. I loved her and hated her. This is how I felt about her.
She didn't dare to look at me and turned her head to one side. I said softly: "Tell me? What's the matter?"