The sky had darkened. The employees in the company who came to take care of Bai Ling went back under Bai Ling's arrangement. We were the only ones left. I fed her wontons at night. After dinner, we were the only ones in the ward. We sat
We looked at each other together, and Bai Ling always looked at me with that girlish look in her eyes.
I sat next to her, she sat up and leaned on the bed, and we looked at each other for a while.
"Xiao Lin, I'm sorry, those things in the past were all my fault!"
I held her hand and shook my head and said, "Don't say those things, don't be so sad. I hope you can be well in the future, and don't make me heartache again, okay?"
"Well, okay, give me a chance, okay?" She seemed to be sad.
I quickly said: "Don't cry, don't ever cry in front of me!"
She nodded firmly, then opened her eyes and looked at me with a sense of oath and said: "If you can give me a chance, I will change for you, okay?" She said a little nervously, a little uneasy,
It's similar to the uneasiness a girl feels when she expresses her love. I feel heartbroken when I hear it. I know that she has experienced so much in the past, and those pasts will leave a strong shadow in her heart. Therefore, she will feel a little self-defeating, despise herself, and dare not
To pursue the love she wants, she feels she doesn't deserve it, but when she faces those feelings, as a woman, how can she not want it?
Her words made me feel so weighty. They were words from the heart of a woman, a woman five years older than me. They were words from the heart.
I nodded and her tears flowed down.
Holding her hand, I closed my eyes and said, "Don't say that, you know, I will never forget you, I have never forgotten you, I love you, believe me!"
She came up and kissed my forehead and said: "I love you too, you hate me, how could I fall in love with you, I shouldn't love you -" She started acting like a baby, I raised my head slightly, and she leaned against me
I was very close. I looked at her very funny at that time. She was wearing a hospital gown with gauze wrapped around her head, and her face was beautiful and charming, fair, smooth and bright, especially her dark eyes.
She shines with a strange light. And her beauty is not divorced from reality. Her beauty is a beauty that makes men feel excited when they see it. Even at this time, she is lying on the hospital bed wearing such an outfit,
She can still make men want to move for her.
She kissed me fiercely, on my mouth, but at this moment the nurse suddenly came in, she hurriedly left me, and then sat up straight, other nurses came in, and seemed to have seen all this, the little nurse
She smiled and pretended as if nothing happened, but she was obviously a little embarrassed, but she just covered it up.
Next, the nurse asked her to take medicine, and she took the medicine obediently. After taking the medicine, the nurse turned back and said with a smile when she walked to the door: "Are you staying to take care of her tonight?" The little nurse asked me, and I
He quickly said: "Well, yes!"
The little nurse actually said: "We can't sleep together!"
What this little girl said was so direct and professional. This sentence made me blush. I actually felt guilty, so I quickly said: "Oh, no, I don't sleep!" The little nurse smiled and said: "
Turn off the lights later!" Then he left. After the nurse left, Bai Ling said to the door: "She did it on purpose!" I walked over and said: "Okay, you, such a big person
Yes, you still like to be a little temperamental——"
"What's wrong? Why am I such an adult? Are you saying I'm old? I'm only twenty-eight years old. Let me tell you, I'm very young. Liu Qian said I'm younger than her!"
She can really talk.
I sat next to her and said to her: "Go to sleep, the nurse said to go to bed early!"
She nodded and said, "Turn off the light!"
I walked over and turned off the light and closed the door. Then the room became dark, except for the light from outside shining into the room. I fumbled for the light outside and sat on the bed next to her.
In the darkness, she said: "I don't want to sleep yet!"
I said: "Then what do you want to do?"
She said like a child: "Can you come to my bed!"
What she said was too direct, this little gangster.
I said: "What are you doing in your bed?"
"Why don't you come here? I want you to sleep with me upstairs!"
When I heard this, I said, "Didn't you listen to what the nurse said? We can't sleep together. If we bump into each other, we might get crushed, right?"
She said: "No, she said it on purpose. She was envious of other people's happiness, that's why!"
I said: "You are so perverted, how can you think of others like this? You are so bad, this is not good!"
"Then come here, come here!" she said coquettishly.
I said: "Why are you so bad?"
"I haven't told you yet. You are even worse. Don't think I don't know. You have had a relationship with my cousin. I know. I just don't want to say it. I'm asking you, do you like my cousin?
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When I heard this, I suddenly said nervously: "What's the matter? It's not possible!"
"I don't care, then come here, come to my side, do you hear me?"
I smiled and said, "Okay, I'll come over!"
I sat on the edge of her bed, and she patted the side and said, "Come up, come next to me!"
I nodded, and when I got to her side, she even let me get under her quilt.
I couldn't help but get excited.
I came next to her and said with a smile: "It's a bit narrow, you will be uncomfortable!"
"It's okay, lie down, it's okay!" She held my hand, then moved her body to one side, and I lay down. As soon as I lay down, she stretched out her arms to hug me and said with a smile, "Let me
Can I love you?" I said, "Let me love you!" I lay next to her and felt her body and her body temperature. I didn't dare to touch her easily. There was a trace on her leg.
There are a few injuries, but not elsewhere, but after all, there is a wound on her head, so I still dare not touch her easily, for fear that if I make her angry, she will definitely not be able to control herself. I know her character very well.
, I know this very well.
"Xiao Lin, sister feels so happy!"
"You fool, do you know that you almost died that day!"
"Even if my life is gone, I still feel happy. It feels worth it. I can meet you in the vast sea of people and have my brother to love me. What else is there to be unhappy about?" She was slightly sad, and I reached out and hugged her.
, then he brought his mouth slightly closer to her face, kissed her and said, "Don't be like this, my brother is not as good as you think, you know?"
"I know, but those are nothing. You are a man, and they are all bad women. They want you. You are so handsome, so they will naturally have ideas. Xiaolin, do you really love me?" She always said
She doesn’t believe it, or it’s not that she doesn’t believe it, but she wants to listen to me over and over again, so that she will be happy.
I said: "Well, I think it's love. I don't know why. In fact, I hate you quite a lot. Sometimes, but I can't forget you. I don't want you to be like that again, okay? Change it for me once, actually.
There is nothing wrong with living an ordinary life, and what unhappiness can there be if you can be with the person you love?"
"Well, I know, thank you, baby, I will listen to you and do my best for you, just trust me once, okay?" I nodded, she shrank in my arms, I hugged her and kissed her gently.
He touched her forehead and said: "Well, I know this will be difficult and I will have to give up a lot. Of course, I don't want you to give up everything just because of it. I am also very worried. I just hope you can be better to yourself. In fact, how do you live your life?
,I won’t force myself too much——”
"No, I will change, I love you, you know? Xiaolin, if I don't love you, there is no need for me to do this, but I love you, I will change for you, you love me too, I
I don’t ask you to marry me, I ask you to be responsible for me, but I decided to love you, not to pretend, to tell you how much I miss you without you and not being able to see you these days. I miss you every day.
Missing you makes me go crazy. When I lose you, I realize how much pain I feel. I can hardly do anything. Do you know what this is? No matter how much money you have, it can’t be compared to this.
What does it mean? I was so stupid before, I have never met a man, a man made me like this, I know I can no longer resist myself, I have to do this!"
"But this will cost a lot, are you willing?" I asked her.
She said like a child: "I am willing, I understand everything, even if I lose everything, I am willing!"
I said, "What about your father?"
Bai Ling was stunned for a while and said: "Actually, if my father knew that I was like this, he would scold me to death. I have thought about it a lot. I know that people who love me feel the same way. I can think of other ways, even if I don't
If I do this and I do other things, I can still find a way to save my father, right?"
I nodded and said, "Well, I'm very happy that you said that. You're so good!"
She laughed, then kissed my face and said: "Don't be afraid, I don't want you to be responsible, I am very content now!" I said: "Fool, I love you, if possible, I hope we can be with you
You are together, you know?"
Nancheng is like spring all year round, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter. Apart from the difference between seasons, the temperature will not differ much. However, it is hotter in summer and slightly warmer in other seasons. But the clothes are always the same, which is nothing more than wearing three pieces of clothing.
The difference from wearing one piece of clothing is that you only need to wear three pieces of clothing at most. And they are still very thin clothes, so it will be more affordable to appreciate beauties in Nancheng.
Bai Ling's complexion was getting better day by day. During those days, I would hug her and chat with her on her bed. Of course, I would touch and kiss each other every day. I kissed her almost all over her body, everywhere.
I have felt it all, but I didn't really do it. I was afraid that it would be too intense and would be detrimental to her recovery, so both of us had to control it.
During this period of time together, we have become as close as one person. Both of us are burning with heat every day. We are just waiting for the day when she recovers. She said that the first thing she will do when she recovers is to be with me, crazy together.
One particularly interesting thing she would say is: "Oh my god, I'm so anxious, really!" She is so cute, so cute that I feel like she is a child. Because of me, I saw a different Bai Ling.
About ten days later, the stitches on Bai Ling's head had been removed, and she was recovering very well. She would be able to go home in about half a month.
At that time, I received a call from Mr. Li. I answered the phone and Mr. Li said: "Xiao Lin, is your father feeling well? How is he doing?" I said: "Oh, he's much better. Thank you.