She shook her head and said: "It's okay. If you say so, I will do everything for you. I just want to pamper you and give you good pain. You know that no matter what happens in the future, as long as you follow me
, Ha, come close to me, I will protect you well, at least you, I dare not say anything to others, no one can bully you, let me replace Bai Ling——"
I nodded slightly, I didn't need anyone to protect me, but at this moment, I was so heartbroken. When I thought that Bai Ling would accept such a result, I felt that life had lost too much meaning, almost no meaning at all.
What else can I be thankful for and be happy about? If she leaves, why would I need others to protect me?
I was extremely sad that day. Mayor Yang did not take me back immediately. After dinner that day, she went back first. She said that I would definitely see Bai Ling the next day and that she would call me in the morning.
She had no problem arranging this matter.
When we broke up, I always felt that she was hinting at something she said to me. She said: "Xiao Lin, if you feel that I am not bad, if you are willing to treat my sister like Bai Ling, in fact,
It doesn’t mean that some things are just like that, maybe there are ways to do it, but I’m just saying that maybe there will be some gifts from God!”
I nodded and smiled slightly, but I could almost understand half of the meaning of this sentence, and of course I hoped that was the case.
With the help of Mayor Yang, I met Bai Ling the next day, the woman I missed that night. I finally met her five days after the accident. I don’t even know how I faced her.
, when I saw her look, I couldn't help but burst into tears.
If you love someone, that feeling is different from that of any woman. She doesn't need to say anything. As long as her appearance, her expression, and her eyes are there, your whole soul will tremble. How much you want to be able to make her
I will live happily ever after, but I didn’t know where my hope was at that time.
I met her at the detention center the next day.
The sentencing day will come in a week. The meeting seems so difficult to me today. It can be said that after a lot of hard work, I finally have this opportunity to see her. I cherish this opportunity very much. I am afraid that I will never do it again in the future.
I can no longer see her, which will make me feel so heartbroken, how reluctant I am to let go, and how unwilling I will be. I will be in pain for her for the rest of my life, even forever.
It is impossible to forget her in my whole life and bury her in my heart forever. My life will no longer have any meaning or any fun. The love Bai Ling gave me at that time was so strong that it almost penetrated into my bones.
, will never be forgotten, no matter how long or how many centuries pass, how things change, how life changes, I will never forget her, no, she is the woman I love most, the woman I love most in my life, I will never forget her.
A changed woman.
That side, think about it today, how difficult it is, how difficult it is? I know what it will be like to see her. I know that it will be sad to go, but I still want to see her, her eyes are so sad.
, how haggard she looked, how wronged she was, how sad she was, all these things were written in her heart that day, but I didn't notice it on her face.
She is an extremely strong woman. Although she is thin, she can carry the sky. This woman is too powerful. Her energy, her courage, her great love, no matter what she faces
Whether in life or death, in the face of a happy life or a miserable life, she will burst out with powerful energy. How many women can have this kind of courage and this kind of power?
But Bai Ling has it, this woman has it.
I also know that she understood her fate, but that day, she completely hid it, pretending to be so calm and calm.
Even to the point of being so free and easy, it feels like it’s nothing, but that’s it. Even if she has too many grievances and too much bitterness in her heart, who can she tell? Who is willing to listen to her?
I think no one is willing to listen to her. If anyone is, it would be me and her parents and relatives. Sometimes the world is so indifferent, so indifferent that you want to shout loudly, but you can't find the direction.
On the morning I went to see her, I drove around half of Bincheng. I sat in the car and seemed to be preparing clothes for her to go in, or clothes for her to leave this world, or for her whole life.
Prison life is the same as her father, or he died earlier than her father. What kind of life is this? That time she heard how miserable it was for their mother and daughter when her father was arrested, and now she
It turned out to be such a fate. What kind of blow would this have to her parents?
As her mother, her husband has gone to jail and will be in prison for the rest of his life, and her daughter has also gone down this road. How can she live? It is impossible, she can't live anymore!
I think if something happens to Bai Ling, I will take care of her mother for the rest of her life, and I will also be responsible for her father.
I drove the car to buy clothes for her. How complicated my mood was. Not only the taste, but also the feeling of suffocation. My chest was so tight that I couldn’t breathe! I never stopped smoking, and I held the steering wheel in my hand.
Without realizing it, the turbulent flow of people in the city let me know that there is a woman who may never see anything outside in her lifetime, or may soon say goodbye to everything in this world.
And it seems impossible for a man, a little man, to sell his body to save her. If she knew all this, she would be even more sad, but society is so cruel, and the man she loves wants to sell her body.
Saving her is unrealistic.
I rushed through those shopping malls in a panic, hastily, vaguely, hazily, carefully, nervously, and uneasily. I picked her favorite color and favorite style for her, and I bought her clothes at a certain clothing store.
When I was free, I would just stay there in a daze, thinking that I might not be able to see what she looked like when she was wearing these clothes. I would never see her. Thinking of this, it was so sad.
I really want to cry. I can't live without her. I can't. I took the clothes I bought for her and sat in the car. I sat there quietly looking at the sunshine outside and the sea in the distance. I never felt the sea.
The city would be so beautiful. But it seemed like she would never see such beauty.
I received a call from Mayor Yang. She said that she had made all arrangements and asked me to go there. After I put down the phone, I started driving the car with trembling hands and kept driving. Soon I arrived at the detention center and I parked the car.
Then I walked out of the car carrying the clothes I bought for her. I was a little nervous and slowed down my pace. Mayor Yang made arrangements for me through the outer gate and several inner gates.
I finally met Bai Ling. She had lost a lot of weight and looked much haggard. As soon as I saw her, my heart ached, and it hurt so much.
I suddenly stopped outside. I forgot to tell Liu Qian when I came. I want to calm down first. I'll call Liu Qian and ask her to come with me. This is a rare opportunity. She loves her so much.
Cousin, she should come with me, and I also want to calm down here. I'm afraid of seeing her right away. I really don't know what to say, how to face her, what to say to her, I don't know any of this.
Know.
Liu Qian rushed over quickly after receiving my call. When she arrived, she gasped when she saw me: "Cousin-in-law, have you seen my cousin?"
I said: "I haven't gone in yet, I'll wait for you to come and go in with you!"
Liu Qian nodded. Then we started walking inside the net.
We finally met her. When we were behind the last door, the guard took me to the interview room. That interview room was very special. It was not accessible to ordinary people. It was a separate room where only one person could meet, and there seemed to be people around.
There is no surveillance, no windows inside, and it is a very closed house. It is usually used for meetings with special people, such as an official or some particularly wealthy business people. If you have the conditions, you can get such an opportunity.
I stood there waiting anxiously for those people to take Bai Ling out. During this period, I asked a guard, "How long will it take?"
I am particularly afraid that time will pass by in such a hurry. I want time to be slower, as slow as possible, the slower the better. I even hope that after we meet, time will be like that.
We stopped and we kept talking like this until the end of the world.
That's what I long for, but of course it's impossible.
One of the guards said to me: "Mr. Lin, give it an hour, that's the time given by the superiors! We have no choice, I hope you can understand, by the way, and try not to get too emotional, because you know, we will meet here."
It’s a greeting from above. Most people don’t get this treatment. We are also afraid of being too excited and affecting the prisoner’s mood. If something else happens, it will be difficult for us to explain it. I hope you can really understand!”
From her words, you know that after all, Mayor Yang still has huge power. No matter how much pressure these people face, they can still open the back door. This is a society ruled by law, and of course it is also a society of people.
Later I learned that as long as people exist in society, there will inevitably be corruption, and there will never be complete fairness, justice, or justice, and it will often be mixed with petty tricks.
I nodded and said, "Well, okay, I will abide by it. Thank you for taking the trouble!"
I haven't seen her for five days. Is she okay?
Liu Qian and I sat there waiting for her to come out, but soon the discipline officer came out, but I didn't see her. Oh my God, why didn't she come out? What happened to her? What happened? Why did she come out?
Didn't come out, could it be that - after the key came out, he said to me: "Hello, we told her, she said she doesn't want to see you, and hopes you can leave!" I said: "It's impossible, she has no reason not to see me, she
Is she not a woman with that kind of character? Does she also know the results of the investigation?" The guard shook his head and said, "We don't know that. That's what we told her. Since she said she couldn't see you, we have no other way.