I will never forgive the mistakes I made, Xiaoya, Xiaobing, and the unborn child. I will always remember the pain at this time and never forgive!
He stood up with support on his body. Just as Xiaoxiao was about to leave, the corner of his eye fell on the cupboard. There was a piece of fabric there. It was from Xiaoya's clothes.
I quickly picked it up and saw a row of bright red myself on the rag.
"Xiaoya." Nuonuo hummed Xiaoya's name. Is this the word she left behind?
Looking at the words written on it: 'Xiaoxiao, brother, I'm sorry. Please forgive me for leaving. Because... people are not afraid of death, they are afraid of not knowing how to live. I no longer know how to live...'
"People are not afraid of death, but they are afraid of not knowing how to live." Xiaoxiao read the above words softly, Xiaoya...it was me who harmed you and led you to this end.
Holding the remaining cloth tightly in her hand, she walked out of the kitchen. When she reached the door, she stopped, her eyes fell on the cake on the floor.
'Xiaoxiao, it's my birthday in a few days, and I want to eat cake. I want you to eat cake with me...'
The last conversation with Xiaoya resounded in my mind.
She knelt down and picked up the cake. She carried it to the living room and opened the cake box. The cake inside had become tattered due to the impact.
Picking up the fork, Xiaoxiao ate alone. She ate until she vomited, and then continued to sit down and eat... She vomited again, and continued eating until she finished the cake.
Time passed bit by bit, and Xiaoxiao didn't dare to go to Xuanyuan Lie's place to see how he was doing now. He just stayed at home alone. He took a shower, changed his clothes, and continued to sit on the sofa, with the little boy next to him.
The blood shed by the buds. After taking a look, there was only sadness in her eyes.
She could never forget the scene where Xuanyuan Lie cried.
How much he must hate her. She was the one who took his sister's life away...
Oh, not to mention how much he hates her, she hates herself too.
She didn’t know how much time passed, but she saw that it was getting dark and then getting bright again...
'Ding dong... ding dong...' The doorbell kept ringing.
Xiaoxiao seemed not to hear it.
‘Ding dong, ding dong.’ The doorbell kept ringing, and suddenly the door was kicked open. It was Jiang Xiaobing. Behind her stood Lan Tingyan.
Jiang Xiaobing's body has not fully recovered. Her face is still very pale, and Lan Tingyan is supporting her.
"Xiaoxiao..." Jiang Xiaobing looked over.
Xiaoxiao raised her head: "Xiaobing..."
"Xiaoxiao, we already know about Xiaoya." Lan Tingyan helped Xiaobing walk over, and as he spoke, his eyes were filled with mist.
"Xiaoxiao, how are you..." Xiaobing walked to the sofa.
"Xiao Bing, you haven't recovered yet, don't move around, go back and rest." Xiaoxiao said nervously.
Xiaobing shook his head: "I'm fine, there's nothing wrong with me."
"Xiaobing, go back quickly, go back quickly. I can do it myself." She said in despair, unable to involve her friends anymore.
"Xiaoxiao, tomorrow is Xiaoya's funeral." Lan Tingyan said lightly. His eyes were full of sadness. The girl he had watched since childhood had really left.
Funeral... When she heard this word, her whole body trembled and she clenched her hands: "Well..." nodded.
The room fell into silence.
"How is he?" Xiaoxiao raised her eyes and asked softly.
"Did you say strong?"
Xiaoxiao didn't make a sound.
Lan Tingyan's sad eyes were filled with melancholy: "He Lie..." He hesitated here. He had never seen Lie in such pain. He simply couldn't imagine Lie's mood, you know, although Lie always said it in his mouth
I won’t say it, but I actually care about that little girl more than anyone else.
Lan Tingyan didn't say anything further, and Xiaoxiao understood. There was no need to ask any more questions, she knew clearly in her heart, and the way he cried at that time... was still fresh in her memory.
After Jiang Xiaobing and Lan Tingyan stayed here for a while, Xiaoxiao talked to them a lot before letting them go back. She is a person who can bring disasters, and she no longer wants to bring any more disasters to her friends around her.
.
I always wanted to protect my friends, but ended up harming them.
The next day, it was raining lightly. This was Xuanyuan Xiaoya's funeral. Was God crying for her? I got the address of Xiaoya's cemetery from Lan Tingyan.
She came quietly to Xiaoya's funeral, and could only hide aside and watch secretly as they bid farewell to Xiaoya. Among the crowd of dark people, she did not see Xuanyuan Lie. Perhaps she was avoiding seeing Xuanyuan Lie now.
It's pretty intense.
It was not until the evening when the funeral was over that all the attendees placed their flowers in front of the tombstone and then dispersed.
After everyone had left, Xiaoxiao walked towards the tombstone.
It was still raining, and she didn't hold an umbrella. She was dressed in black, with a white flower on her chest, and a bouquet of daisies in her hand.
The rain hit my face and it hurt my heart.
Place the flowers in front of the tombstone. Looking at the words on the tombstone, it is Xiaoya's name. The person who was laughing in front of her a few days ago is now lying in this cold place.
People are not afraid of death, but they are afraid of not knowing how to live. She can never forget the words Xiaoya wrote with blood.
Squatting in front of the tombstone, she hugged her body with her hands, her body twitched, and her face was covered with water droplets. She didn't know whether it was rain or tears...
Suddenly, the rain stopped...
No, it wasn't that the rain stopped, but a black umbrella blocked her head.
Xiaoxiao raised her head. It was a head of red hair: "Dino..." shouted hoarsely.
Dino looked at Xiaoxiao and helped her up. He had heard everything from Xiaobing. In the past few days since he left, so many things had happened to her and Xiaobing.
Two people are holding an umbrella.
"Xiaoxiao, let's go."
Mu Xiaoxiao looked at Dino. She didn't know why, but her heart seemed to be stabbed by something. His appearance was so heartwarming, but... she closed her eyes.
Xiaoxiao pushed Dino away: "Don't come near me again."
"Xiaoxiao!"
"If you are with me, you will also be implicated. As long as you are my friend, Jiu Lanyin will not let you go...Dino, please, don't come close to me again."
"Xiaoxiao, I can't stay close to you." Because I couldn't bear to lose you, Dino took a deep breath: "Please let me stay by your side."
Xiaoxiao's pupils dilated: "No! No! I can't hurt you anymore." Just say it, she ran wildly.
Dino threw down his umbrella, chased after her, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her back: "Xiaoxiao, listen to me, even if I die, I'm not afraid, as long as I'm with you, because
I’m not a friend!”
She didn't make a sound. She just looked at Dino blankly.