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Chapter 88 The Big Star in the Mirror

Chapter 88 The big star in the mirror

"Thank you for giving me such a beautiful dress." Yin Chuyu followed Hu Fan from the boat to the shore. She was so excited that she didn't know what to say. The boatman pulled the anchor hard in the night, and it hit her deeply.

He couldn't pull it out for a while, so Hu Fan couldn't help but step forward to help.

The car was thrown on the other side, and it felt like it had left some mark. Yin Chuyu felt that the car could not be parked there, but the boat left the port immediately, and she was not allowed to think about it any more. She stood on the bow of the boat and looked at the boatman, Big Fish,

When she was passing through the harbor, she was shouting prices with the fish seller, whose accent sounded like that of a Hakka. She watched Hu Fan roll up his sleeves and fish with them.

"Why are you doing this!" she yelled. She couldn't stand the smell of fish and felt a little nauseous. She had not forgotten her anorexia.

"We won't be allowed to get on the boat if you don't!" Hu Fan said in a vicious tone and blocked what Yin Chuyu was about to say. Looking at the rolling water in the river, she felt nauseated, dizzy and wanted to vomit into the sea, but the boat was still there.

She was swaying, not letting people on the boat kick her, and was rushing forward in a hurry. Hu Fan saw that when she rarely calmed down, she would cling to the boat pitifully, and her face became extremely ugly, as green as a wilted eggplant.

Chewing makes people full, and eating is a very happy thing. In her sophomore year of high school, Yang Xiao became a day student, and her classmates who lived on campus asked her to help bring breakfast. In addition to fried noodles and fried rice, the specialty cake that most people ordered was the cake.

It's like spring pancakes, but the outer layer becomes rice cakes. Every day, I dress up like a delivery girl, carry a bag, sneak into the school under the eyes of the guard, hand over the money and deliver the goods.

Yang Xiao was not willing to bring a heavy bag of breakfast for them to school every day. She just didn't know how to refuse and was afraid of leaving an unkind impression. For a long time, her bag smelled of cake. But that

By that time, Yang Xiao didn't like eating these things. She had lost interest in these things probably since high school. Ultimately, it was probably because she ate too much breakfast.

She will probably always remember the breakfast stalls in the winter when she was a child. Even the cold wind could not invade the stalls set up in small sheds on the roadside. A tube of chili cake plus a bowl of tofu puffs or seaweed soup. For Yang Xiao in her childhood,

Every time he asked, he always watched the boss take out a ball of rice cake from the thermal quilt, knead it into a cake, put the ingredients he wanted on it, and knead it well. Yang Xiao, who was picky about food, always put the same amount of things.

Sample.

Fried noodles, pork rib powder, a small piece of lean meat, tofu, shredded eggs and fried dough sticks. Before the fried dough sticks are put on the rice cake, they need to be dipped in the soup of the lean meat and tofu stewed in the stove next to the stall. The stove pot

The gurgling red soup inside and the mouth-watering aroma always seem to wake up the numb taste buds after sleeping for a year.

I ate this all the way through my childhood, and finally got tired of it as I got older. But now, I began to miss the taste of pancakes. So I always felt that its taste was like corn feast to Mexico, and sausage and ham to Germany. It turns out that

Chicken nuggets are as indivisible as KFC. Its taste will firmly occupy the mind, always reminding people of the past.

Later, Yang Xiao thought, it would actually be a good thing if those high school classmates could occasionally think of themselves bringing them breakfast after a long time, regardless of whether they remembered that they accidentally put something in the cake for her.

The most hated carrots. Except for breakfast, lunch and dinner, Yang Xiao basically eats them at home. In fact, he doesn’t know what else is delicious in the city where he was born and raised. His favorite Liuji noodles are also brought by his classmates.

Went by myself.

To this day, I still often go to that small shop, eat a big bowl, and devour it. Although the shop owner has changed several times, the taste is a bit unfamiliar at first. But when the meat sauce is kept lowered and stirred, it still tastes good.

They can go back to being amazed at the taste when they first tasted it. But now they are amazed at why Yang Xiao prefers it.

But there is nothing that can be done about it. Just like if you like someone, you will always want to taste the food you like. Of course, Yang Xiao has gradually learned to be measured, otherwise he will become tired of the taste like he suddenly got tired of cakes like before.

It can be considered a loss. Although it is a bit endless, I have to say that this can be used as a metaphor "just like liking someone".

Back then, I was taken there to eat the pickled fish that was popular on local forums. I remember that the store was very busy. Yang Xiao followed a few friends up the narrow stairs and entered the private room to order. Among the dishes on the table, the pickled fish was the best.

Motivate everyone to add chopsticks quickly. The spicy soup is also red, and now that I think about it, I can only use the word "delicious" to describe the taste of the fish. Because this description is straightforward and can explain everything, just like that

The butt is as refreshing as the mouth is spicy.

Yang Xiao can always think of this spicy smell, just like everyone talking and laughing at the dinner table. At that time, everyone had noodles in clear soup, wore baggy school uniforms, and talked about some innocuous topics. The small private room was somewhat broken.

Neither the air conditioner nor the slightly greasy dining table can ruin everyone's good mood. Hey, it would be great if youth could finish a plate of spicy chicken and order another one as quickly as that time.

Later, someone invited someone to eat sushi, and they were greedy for the lean meatballs that were not available. Yang Xiao still remembered that every Friday, he would not ride a bicycle and accompany his friends to the station. Sometimes he would buy a scone together on the roadside.

Eat, and the most delicious chicken tenders I have ever eaten. There is a grandma behind the shopping mall who sells stinky tofu that is generous and delicious. When I eat it, I put the oily skewers on the dinner plate in Greedy Street.

, dig into a roasted eggplant and enjoy it with relish.

Begging for food is food. Hunger is the biggest natural enemy of mankind. Every time when you are hungry, you encounter delicious food and your heart will naturally become happy. This is an instinctive reaction. People who are loyal to food are not just because they can fill their stomachs.

A full stomach, especially because their taste enters the mouth and creates a magic. This magic makes people surprised and likes it, and even makes people want to explore. The memory of taste buds is sometimes deeper than the memory of anything else.

.

Therefore, the word "foodie" cannot be replaced by "greedy", but appears lively and lively. The lovers wiped the cream from each other's mouths, wrinkled their noses and laughed, which was very sweet and artificial.

Therefore, in the definition of "delicious", the taste of the thing itself is certainly a very important indicator, but sometimes the people who accompany you to share these delicious foods are like the chopped green onions on the oysters, which can transform the original mediocrity.

, garnished into a natural delicacy. Yang Xiao cut a piece of steak and put it on the plate of the person opposite. Since eating is a happy thing, he continued to chew it.

"The leaves were covered with dewdrops, falling on the window sill and slowly being washed away along the sewer. The rain didn't stop, the sky was gray, and my mood became depressed. The words were all over the letter paper in front of me. I thought

I couldn’t continue what I wanted to write, and my pen broke while I was stuck. Is it because of the weather? I love my sisters. Erqin and Lan Zhi. I am recognized as a good friend. Subjectively speaking..."

There have been a lot of rumors about Yu Yifei recently, and they are all negative. It is said that she was involved in a stage play dispute, and she appeared to apologize for the cancellation of the performance. The stage play dispute was that she, as the protagonist, was accused of being absent without reason for many times.

However, Chaomei, the original author of the stage play, strongly supported Yu Yifei online and accused the organizer of putting her work on the stage without her permission.

Yu Yifei apologized for the cancellation of the stage play, which attracted about 40 media people. She said that she had handed it over to a lawyer. The organizer said that it had obtained the approval of the original author's agent and planned to recover about 8 million from Yu Yifei.

Yuan compensation. As for the original novel of the stage play, it was sold out due to the controversy, and was even sold at a price of five times higher on the Internet.

"Hey, what..." Yu Yifei forced a smile and faced her mother, who was still smoking and frowning.

"I told Feifei a long time ago that it won't work without a backstage..." Mom took a puff of the cigarette in her hand and frowned.

However, the fact is that Yu Yifei has not received any job for a week. Without a job, he has lost a certain social relationship and is in need. It is like a screw falling off a machine and falling silently into the dust. What is missing from the machine

Parts have been replaced, but everything is still in order, except for the screw in the dust. It has not gotten better, but has entered a vicious cycle.

For a long time, Yu Yifei chose to lock himself in his room and watch movies on his laptop day and night.

You will see that when you fall asleep, it is dark outside when you wake up. The lights in the room are reflected on the glass window, which is pale. Everything is like a prop in a movie. Yu Yifei plays an idle person in this huge play.

People act too selflessly, and the boundary between reality and fantasy becomes blurred. Anyway, it is like this day after day, and it feels like a life of being rejected.

I was brushing my teeth while standing by the kitchen window. The wind blew in from the open window, and I felt cold and lonely. There is no way to describe the feeling of standing in front of the window with the cold wind. If I have to say it, I can only

To put it bluntly, time was running fast, and Yu Yifei was extremely frightened at that moment.

She looked at the cleaners sitting on the floor and chatting in the shadows. They had dark skin, bright smiles, and wore orange overalls. They looked like a bunch of happy pumpkins. The tree surrounded by several trash cans looked like a pumpkin.

Huge potted plants. But many people are not happier than such a tree. A building covered with plants. Although it was already nine o'clock in the morning, there was a faint moon above its head, carrying only one

The guest's bus stopped at the intersection and waited for the light to turn green.

Quietly reflecting the rules and order of life, you will often see an old man in the breakfast shop. He only needs two yuan and fifty cents for unlimited porridge and wears navy blue work clothes. It is guessed that his occupation may be a warehouse manager in a supermarket or a communication room in a community.

The guard... is silent, frugal, and accustomed to keeping silent. He often reminds Yu Yifei of his father. At that time, he always wanted to say hello to him or call his father.

That day Yu Yifei finally said "good morning" to him, and he smiled and nodded. Yu Yifei comforted himself by treating this wasted winter as a kind of pause and repair, just like allowing himself to stay in bed for five minutes in the morning.

While shouting to himself "Get up, get up quickly", he remained indifferent. But this indifference lasted a little too long, and Yu Yifei wasted too much time.

The Yu Yifei of the past was just the opposite of the current one. He wanted to move forward too hastily. He always thought that it could not be worse at that time. Turn the page quickly, and the next step would be wonderful. The Yu Yifei of today does not have much.

The person I was a year ago has become better.

"Are you working so hard because of love or anger?" At that time, Yu Yifei could not wait to fast forward like pulling the progress bar of a video, to save that time and everything in that time.

In the address of your postcard, the keyword is prison. It is already a real autumn. There are few pedestrians on the road and the fog is very heavy. The fallen leaves keep falling from the fog, making people suspicious that they are not moving and will soon be arrested.

They were submerged. There was only one dog without an owner, walking around without a shadow, and even its limbs seemed to be about to be submerged in the mist.

You haven't changed at all, which is really enviable. You are still the same as I remember, with big eyes, thin eyebrows, and a good-looking appearance that makes you look younger. "There is not a single guard in the prison, you idiot,

You can leave here." Yu Yifei said to her. That prison was like the room Yu Yifei lived in now, or like an ordinary ward in a hospital. In short, there were too many rooms like this in the world.

"Didn't you lock me here? If you are not free, every room represents imprisonment, right? It's the same everywhere." The other party looked at Yu Yifei with a smile, not a trace of surprise, he expected that she would appear

appearance.

Yu Yifei began to be in a trance, and there was a silence that interrupted the time. Later, they talked about many past events. She said to Yifei, "Is there a needle hidden in everyone's heart? From time to time, I want to prick it with it."

Prick the balloon in someone else's hand."

"You are still the little girl who wants to pop other people's balloons. You are selfish, sensitive, and have too much anger and complaints."

"I never thought about popping other people's balloons, I just wanted to get one!" Yu Yifei retorted angrily.

"I know, I know, that's why I'm here and I'm willing to wait here, waiting for you to come see me." The person opposite smiled hard.

"Then you follow me!" Looking at the silent Yu Yifei, the other party said, "I still remember that year, although there were so many springs in that place, it was still very hot in summer and very cold in winter. We lived there

In the iron house on the rooftop, when it rains heavily, the twists and turns will get blocked, so we walk barefoot. When it snows heavily, when we open the window, we can see most of the residential area, very close to the sky.

I suddenly began to miss the time that I have cursed countless times, and you. Maybe I will go with you. I really miss the past now. I really want to go back to the past. I will definitely live seriously.

, keep your dreams, not so angry." Yu Yifei asked cautiously, but the other party still rejected her with a smile.

I don't know where the wind came from, it was very strong, and soon the room was filled with fog. No one moved, but we felt more and more distant from each other. "Actually, I still have something to say to you.

You said." She looked at Yu Yifei seriously. The wind made her shrink a little. Yu Yifei couldn't tell whether it was her who was shaking or the erratic mist, which made the other person look very weak. For some reason, Yu Yifei's nose felt sore.

, she said, "Just tell me..."

The other party smiled and moved his mouth, but the wind became stronger and the fog became thicker. Yu Yifei couldn't figure out what the other party was talking about.

It was the nurse who woke up Yu Yifei. She said, "Your suspension bottle is finished. I just took your temperature. It has dropped from 40 degrees to 38 degrees. Come back tomorrow and you will be fine soon!"

"You've been sleeping all afternoon, and you didn't call me after one bottle was finished. Fortunately, there are very few patients. I've been here almost always watching you - you can really sleep, and you're still talking in your sleep!"

Yu Yifei was in a daze throughout the afternoon. Yu Yifei didn't know whether she was reminiscing or dreaming. Her head was heavy, so she stood up. Her body remained in the same position for too long and became heavy. She held on to the stairs.

Slowly, my legs and feet gradually recovered from the semi-numb state. Even through the glass, I could feel the cold temperature of the melting snow outside the window. I didn't eat at noon, and my body was very empty, as if I decided to "start over"

The lightness of time.

It does not mean that once you understand your own predicament, you can suddenly be relieved and become inspirational. However, now that Yu Yifei has found his own frequency, he will walk leisurely and live hard.

Yu Yifei knew that the other party would believe her, because the other party was her past self. Therefore, even if she didn't hear it or heard it clearly, Yu Yifei knew what the other party was going to say to her before she woke up.

"Work hard and don't let your future self regret you now." I guess that's what I wanted to say.

Yu Yifei looked at her lifeless self in the mirror and felt that all the past was about to disappear and slip away. When she went to the company to report yesterday, the new idol star had already stolen her limelight and was still in front of the camera.

I was a little immature and couldn't strike a good-looking pose, so it took me a long time to communicate with the photographer.

She thought about the time when they were at the dining table, the two of them were sitting together in the cafeteria downstairs eating. The girl grabbed her hand and said it was her first time taking photos, and she was also a new graphic model. She thought of her first time,

But it was in the group, with the help of the captain, that everyone got through it again and again.

She misses those tender days. At least she was still very beautiful and young at that time. She could have many things that cannot be bought with money now. Thinking about it makes her feel happy. When the new person to replace her comes,

Yu Yifei knew the ending.

"That's it for today's activities. Zuo Zuo, you are so good-looking and so photogenic!" Yu Yifei's heart ached even more as he saw the photographer couldn't help but nod and bow to the future star.


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