Running around all night made Yin Chuyu a little depressed. She was so nauseous that she kept vomiting. She looked a little dehydrated and her face turned pale. The fishy smell was even more unbearable for her. Hu Fan didn't know what to do.
"We'll get there if we persist..." Hu Fan walked into the cabin with water, but Yin Chuyu didn't take it because she felt there was a fishy smell even after sleeping. Her lips were white and dry and peeling. She lay on the boat with her eyes half closed and didn't reply.
Now the sun is shining brightly at noon, making people dizzy from the sun. The sea breeze blows on her face, scraping away the remaining moisture from her like frost. She... is about to turn into a mummy. Yin Chuyu gently rubbed her temples,
Feeling the repetition of everything around me every day, I can only remain silent.
She didn't know where she was going while floating like this. The future was an invisible coastline, with a confusing sense of loss. She was really annoyed to death when she heard the irritating sound of pumping water. Yin Chuyu has always been
Lying in bed, eating very little, and being pregnant, Hu Fan was depressed. Hu Fan was not much better. He was already exhausted from taking care of such a woman, and he had to get up early to work, and his body was full of fatigue.
of sweat.
"Chu Yu, please don't be so childish. Eat some rice. There's no rain here. I cooked the paella specially. It's very fragrant... Come and try..." He looked like a good father while holding the spoon.
, the light radiating around her looked very charming, but it was a pity that Yin Chuyu was hiding in the bed and could not see his charm, nor could he ask about the aroma of the paella. She seemed a little afraid of the light. As soon as the man came in, he opened the curtain.
She blocked it with her hand in discomfort. The other party made no sound. Hu Fan kept holding the bowl and looking at her coyly before leaving.
But he is willing to endure it, because after all this, no matter what, he has to take good care of this woman, right? It's like he failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a husband in the first place, and he is trying to repent.
The woman slowly pulled away the quilt, revealing her little head, with a somewhat guilty expression. She took the bowl and took a few bites, and it felt very good. "It's delicious." She said with a forced smile.
Had a few bites of rice.
"Well, you continue, I went out to work. They said that I will probably arrive when the sun comes out tomorrow. By then you will be able to drink mineral water without salt taste. They will also take you to a special place to take a look.
Your situation." Yin Chuyu listened to the sound of the door being locked and continued to lie on the bed with satisfaction. Her stomach felt a little unexplained pain. She held her stomach and gradually fell asleep again, thinking that tomorrow...
Everything will be fine by tomorrow.
"I've been following Brother Hu Fan since August..." Ran Jiang looked at the patriarch with some confusion. He hadn't seen the bar owner for so many days, so who would be responsible for the bar's future business.
"What are you worried about? I don't know anyway." The patriarch was a little impatient. In the past few days, he had jointly stuffed a lot of money with the director of the Metropolitan Police Department, and finally suppressed the investigation of the illegal household registration.
, I feel very disgusted with the boy brought by August. I always feel that he is the source of evil, and he may have too many old friends. The patriarch doesn’t want to help Hu Fan deal with the aftermath anymore. If that girl in August is willing to follow, then she can follow. "
What are you worried about? Worry about that shabby bar? Well, little sister, if you work hard, the patriarch will consider giving the bar to you!"
"Leave it to me...but I don't know anything about business...!" He was a little depressed, with a worried expression on his face.
"Hey, hey, don't worry, he's not a child anymore. Don't you know what to do in the future? It's useless to rely on your sister all day long!" The patriarch raised his voice and deliberately put pressure on Ran Jiang, not allowing him to refuse again.
, he immediately issued an eviction order. "Okay, okay, let's all go out. The patriarch also has a lot of things to do, do you know..."
August followed Hu Fan to the port and sneaked into the small warehouse on the ship, which was full of transported goods and stored food. She knew that the sailors deliberately did not give Hu Fan such high-end ingredients, even though he worked so hard to sell them.
He is always the most diligent and hard-working person in the hard work. Today he went out to clean the cabin early in the morning. It is said that he asked for some rice, but it was a pity that the other party gave him too little and had to make porridge.
The picky Yin Chuyu didn't put on a good face in the room again. August knew that she didn't like these inferior fish products and couldn't stand the strong smell of industrial crude oil on them. There was some oil leakage from the oil drums around the food, and it must have leaked a little.
Go in.
She followed the shortest carpenter up, stole some cheese and black tea, and served them beside Yin Chuyu.
"You look bad and a little dehydrated. Didn't you drink water..." Drowsily, Yin Chuyu found someone talking to him. He opened his eyes hard and looked at the very beautiful woman sitting in front of him. She was like seaweed.
Her hair flowed smoothly on her shoulders and was fixed with hairpins. She looked very capable. She lit the electric head and smelled the aroma of black tea. She licked her lips with some astringency. The woman held a teacup and placed it on her
She drank it all at once, which made the woman very happy.
"I can't cook, and it's not as delicious as your husband's, but I can make a variety of wines and drinks. They say he and I are a perfect match. It's a pity that you're here, so fast..." She said to herself
He was talking to himself, speaking from the bottom of his heart to the unconscious woman, and she was still in a daze when the love was intense. Yin Chuyu saw that her eye circles were red, and thought that she must cry secretly in the warehouse sometimes.
The environment there is so bad, it's humid and steamy. It's definitely difficult to sleep without a bed. There's a smell of rotting wood inside. The environment here is really bad enough. "Tomorrow... when the sun comes out... we will go ashore.
Come on...are you going..." Yin Chuyu held the woman's hand and said weakly.
The woman's defense line was gradually collapsing. She cried and held the woman's hand helplessly. It was a pity that she had not planned to leave her hometown. She had made such a mistake and did not want to be such a disobedient child again. August closed her eyes tightly.
, exhaling helplessly, she said, "I was also a carefree child at first. I still remember that my favorite time when I was trapped at home was to go out for a walk on the big playground with my parents after dinner.
At that time, the playground was full of children. We all played together and didn’t want to go home. We didn’t want to leave until 10 o’clock. Later, I had a younger brother, so I was the only one who could go out at that time. I was deceived by that person.
Asked me where Jingyuan Community was, I pointed in the direction and he said thank you and left... After a while, he came back and said he couldn't find it, and gave me a lollipop. I insisted not to ask for anything from a stranger.
But I agreed to take him there, but someone knocked him unconscious on the way..."
It was because of this that August was taken to a faraway country to have his gender changed. At that time, he was still addicted to this kind of joy and had no response to taking medicine, because his parents would not love him like this and buy medicine for him since he was a child.
, reminding himself on time that it’s time to take medicine. He enjoys the feeling of being cared for without noticing the secret changes in his body. Because of his naivety, he will never realize his changes until the moment he goes to the operating table.
...The women around me are all the same as myself, and everyone will not have a strange feeling here. When they are not on stage, they are all naked. They walk around in open-chested bathrobes, and some of them are smoking heavily and dreaming of death.
If it had been like this all the time, it wouldn't be a big deal, but her inner subconscious kept reminding her of the natural laws she had violated. She was a monster... Her breasts were licked by those rusty yellow teeth from those who smoked and drank.
The gap in the middle is not tidy enough and smells unclean. When ###, I felt that the small hole that was opened some time ago was a little inflamed. It always hurts and itches when I go to the toilet. That feeling is really torture.
I really want to take a pair of scissors and go through that hole... It will definitely stop like this if I poke out the red sores and blisters around it...
She fled back here again, covered in blood and with the 20 million baht she still owed, and it would never come to an end, and the only thing she would end up with was her own life.
When August opened his eyes, he found that this place was still in a mess. Black people were living with kidnapped underage girls. Students wearing dark lipstick and blowing cigarettes were skipping classes and fighting in groups. When the knife passed through
, Bai Huahua’s intestines were scattered on the floor. After listening to the cries like ghosts and wolves, she gave her a knife and ended her life. Why should she pretend to form a clique? Children are children and can only do
Self-righteous things.
"You were taken advantage of...?" She had been to the abortion shop that Yin Chuyu had been to. It was located in the smuggling area where four generations lived together. The youngest great-granddaughter finally spent all the family's property to buy her dream home there.
It is worth mentioning that she did not have any skills. She learned to abort because she also had such an experience. She had no way to raise the babies who were taken out alive, and the extreme starvation method she used to deal with them was really like her back then.
.
"I can't watch my child die..." The girl was sitting on the corner of the stairs. Her ### kept bleeding. The old woman's measures to stop the bleeding were terrible. She was in so much pain that she had no time to deal with her bleeding body.
, "Ran Jiang, if you want to live a good life, don't even think about it. Just give up, I will take you away..."
"I'll take you away..." She has been working hard to help others reduce their pain, hoping that they will no longer live in pain and embarrassment because of certain things all their lives like herself. If you don't love yourself, how can you let others love you?
Woolen cloth.
Since last year, Yu Chu has developed the habit of walking after meals. She is more than 1.5 meters tall and walks like a deer lost in the forest. There are often some weird problems in the heart of a deer.
, they would come out of her mouth at irregular intervals. Earlier, Weiran could still answer reluctantly. For example, in Jiangcheng, on different unfamiliar streets, she would ask Weiran, "You
In this world, are the houses full of trees, or are the trees full of houses?"
The latter sounds more interesting. She said that this world undoubtedly had a green beginning, but was gradually invaded and insulted by steel and concrete.
Probably because the relationship became more and more familiar, her questions were also close to her truest emotions. She removed the ethereal and empty parts of the language, which was undoubtedly a sign of respect for Weiran. But when Weiran really heard those sharp and obscure questions
Sometimes, I often feel that I am weak and speechless.
For example, in the late autumn of her sophomore year, she was listening to her cell phone in class. Even after being called out by the professor to stop her, she still refused to put it down. There were tears in her eyes, her face was as thick as grease, her small hands were clenched into fists, and she was staring at the top.
The pulsing and rhythmic veins advised her to respect the teacher and put down her hands. She hung up the phone and talked about her mother. Since she was seven years old, her mother has been with another man behind her father's back. The phone call just now was probably that person.
The man gave her a new mobile phone, and the two of them discussed the functions of the mobile phone together.
The woman accidentally pressed the wrong button and dialed her daughter's number. Yu Chu didn't stop and kept listening, listening to the two laughing and joking on the other end, until the mother said to the man, "What number is this? Press to end it."
Button it!”
After walking out of the teacher, Yu Chu spoke calmly, even though there seemed to be a giant beast dancing wildly in her chest, which made her breath short. Yu Chu asked in the future, what kind of mentality should be used to treat such a mother? She is really with him.
Very happy.
However, that lame excuse turned out to be her definite grasp of the matter. "Could this be your father?"
"My father can't speak my mother's hometown dialect." Yu Chu pressed his hair behind his ears in the sudden strong wind and pursed his lips as he answered.
I don’t know why there are so many neon lights near the school. These nighttime devastations will make Yu Chu feel even more panicked. When she didn’t know Weiran before, she would take a long detour to the school gate and pass through the busy city.
Two gas stations, and finally walked to the front of a certain mountain pass tunnel, where there was a 788 station with dim street lights, dark wires tangled and messy, and a bucket of weak concrete poles. She would sit on the bench of this station.
Waiting for the car on the chair.
"Every time, as soon as I wait for the bus, I'll leave!"
I accompanied Yu Chu to this place, only to find that the station here was eerily quiet. Wei wanted her to tell her a story about her mother. When she spoke, it happened to be seven o'clock in the evening, and the night lights were burning along the long street, dyeing
Both of them looked dim. She said that before she came to learn painting, she had been studying in a small town. Her father worked here, but her mother had never left this small town. When she was in junior high school, before going to school, she
Everyone will see an egg, an apple and a bottle of milk on the shoe cabinet.
"If she doesn't see egg shells, apple cores and empty milk packages when she gets off work, she will beat me..." Weiran glanced at her figure and used 35 kilograms of flesh and blood to support a 1.52 meter tall one.
There is absolutely no sign of skinnyness in this person. She is very healthy. Her eyes are not near-sighted, so they are extremely clear. The color of her mouth is like drinking blood and wiping it with your tongue between your lips. But from a distance, she is far from a human being.
Teenage girls are more like ignorant children, so it is difficult to imagine how Yu Chu was beaten.
"Beat you?"
Yu Chu said that her parents often beat her, but when she talked about it, every time she spoke, she could not find any sadness or sentimentality in her eyes. "My father is a very strict and strict person. He can't see me committing any crime."
Some avoidable mistakes, such as my sister and my grandma playing at home, lost the key, which made grandma and us hungry until 11:30 before we could go back.
"My sister is younger than me. So I can't hit her. I can only pick up the broom and whip me..."
…
"It is enough to enshrine him in your heart! Just now you said that you must give birth to the child no matter what, then if after the child is born, you will tell him that the person in this photo is his father, this will
It has brought a lot of trouble to our family, and the source of the trouble is this photo, so I must take it away."
After saying that, she grabbed the photo frame and pulled out the photo inside.
"My family, why do you hate me so much for giving birth to this child?" Liyin tried her best to bend her body and said forcefully.
"In my opinion, you shouldn't have given birth!" my aunt interjected coldly.
"Why do you say that? There are thousands of people with the same status as me in the world who can have children, why can't I?"
Liyin gritted her teeth and asked. Her aunt said coldly with an expressionless face:
"Okay, I'll make it clear today. You would rather throw away your life than insist on being born. There must be some secret hidden behind it to achieve a certain purpose. Everyone in our family sees it this way."
She won the bid with her sword. Liyin was stunned for a moment, her mouth was like a knot and she couldn't say anything, and her eyes were blank.
"What? Are you talking? Is there something in your heart that I just caught on to?"
The aunt asked unceremoniously. Liyin shook her head mechanically.
"So, we were wrong?"
Auntie asked worriedly. Liyin still shook her head.
"What do you mean by shaking it back and forth..."
Su asked furiously and couldn't help but move closer to her. At this moment, the doorbell rang.
"Who will it be at this time..."
The servant's eyes widened in surprise, and he quickly stood up from the corner and ran to the door. After two or three minutes, he ran back again and said:
"He said he was a doctor who came to diagnose the disease..."
"Doctor?" Liyin was very puzzled.
"He was invited by me." Fierna's white face moved.
"What? Fierna, you..." Toshiro stared at her, never expecting that she would do this.
"The doctor is an obstetrician and gynecologist who often sees me. I told him about your situation and asked him to come over and give you a detailed diagnosis today."
Liyin paled and her lips trembled.
"Doctor, I have already invited him and made a diagnosis. Thank you Miss Er for your concern for me. Please ask the doctor to come back."
Liyin politely refused. Su's eyes widened and she said:
"I know you have asked a doctor, but your disease is unusual and may even lead to the risk of losing your life. I think that every doctor's diagnosis may not be the same, so I asked this outstanding doctor from the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology to
You should be happy that you are here, right? This will be more conducive to the fact that you always hope that the child you give birth to will be born safely and healthily."
Su's beautiful words seemed to be for Liyin's sake, but her eyes were filled with hatred and deep jealousy, because she had never been pregnant even once in the six years of marriage.
.At this time, Fierna noticed that there was another person who had the same idea as her, that is, to make Liyin disappear from the world as soon as possible.
"No, I don't know this doctor. Besides, he was invited by the lady. I have the right to refuse."
Liyin's attitude became more determined. Her aunt and uncle suddenly approached Liyin.
"Liyin, you are not a girl anymore. Don't feel embarrassed. The second lady kindly invited a doctor for you. You'd better be obedient and check." After saying that, she turned her head to Junzhi and ordered, "Maid, you
What are you still doing there? Why don't you go and invite the doctor in quickly? And, butler, go to the next room."
After her aunt finished speaking, she hugged Liyin from behind while she wasn't paying attention. Su and Fierna also went over to help and forcefully pushed her down on the bed.
"What do you want to do! Why do you force me to check..."
Liyin panicked, desperately covering her chest with her hands, and resisting with all her strength. When the doctors and nurses were brought in, she was lying there without any strength, her bloodless face looking up at the ceiling.
Fierna welcomed the doctor in.
"Ah, doctor, you came just in time. I just told you yesterday, and I didn't know if you would be willing to go to the clinic. Thank you very much for seeing you here!" She greeted.
"Oh, just now all the patients in the outpatient clinic have been seen... So, how are the patients here doing now?"
Liyin's expression had stiffened, and she looked at the middle-aged doctor in front of her with dull eyes, a pair of rimless glasses exuding a cold gaze.
"Okay, let me check first."
In order to relieve the patient's nervousness, the doctor spoke in a very gentle tone. The nurse opened the red cross bag she brought with her and prepared the equipment for the doctor. The aunt pushed away the servant's hand on Liyin and helped her up herself.
, like a family member, and then untied her belt.
Liyin's delicate skin was exposed from the placket of her pajamas. The doctor picked up the stethoscope and placed it on her chest. He began to examine the internal organs first. Following the parts to be inspected, the stethoscope moved slowly, and finally came to the bulging belly.
Above. At this time, the word "shame" no longer existed in Liyin's mind, and her violently undulating breasts were exposed without any cover. The underwear was taken off, and her belly was ugly in front of them. Yoshiko boldly
Directly and carefully observing every inch of Liyin's skin. The two sisters Su and Fierna looked at the body that their father had caressed countless times during his lifetime, and couldn't help but feel very hateful, because this body was gestating a life-rich child who would soon be born.
The piece of meat that competed with them for property, watching the doctor examine her body was like watching an autopsy, she was filled with hatred and pleasure at the same time.
"Okay, let's check inside again..."
After saying that, the doctor applied some disinfectant to his hands, and then took an obstetrics and gynecology instrument from the nurse next to him. Liyin became even more nervous when she saw this, and her body couldn't help but tighten.
"What do you want to do?" she shouted in horror, and immediately put her hands in front of her.
"You have pregnancy kidney disease. This disease usually causes the placenta to fall off early, so I will put the ### mirror in for you to check." With that, the ### mirror has already arrived.
"Stop! You can't use utensils!"
Liyin's face was so pale that there was no blood at all. She held her hands in front of her face desperately and sat up suddenly.
"If you use instruments here, it may cause miscarriage. I will never allow it! Maybe you will secretly abort the child for me..."
She shouted, her lips trembling even more.
"Stop it!"
Junzhi rushed forward, pulled the quilt and wrapped it around Liyin, and put his hand on it to protect her.
"Maid, you have no place to interrupt here, get off!"
Fierna stretched out her white and tender hands, angrily pushed Junzhi's hand away, and stared at Liyin fiercely.
"We can't just let you do whatever you want! As a woman of the Yajima family, I let you have a physical examination as an excuse to deliberately abort your child. We will never use such a despicable method. Let the doctor
Take a good check-up, and then we can discuss whether you should have an abortion. Just be obedient and let the doctor check it out." As he said this, he pressed Liyin's shoulders.
"It's a lie, it's just a lie. Only ghosts can know what you guys are thinking! There are some guys who are different from what they appear to be, and they are all ruthless..."
Liyin struggled to get rid of Fierna's hand that was holding her down and resisted. The doctor also joined in and grabbed Liyin's hand and said:
"You can't be overly excited, otherwise it will have a great impact on the fetus. Okay, leave everything to me!"
He motioned to the nurse to take off Liyin's underwear and spread her knees.
Liyin's feet kept kicking. The doctor picked up the ### mirror, opened the vaginal area with one hand, and inserted the ### mirror in with the other hand. At this moment, Liyin was like a
She just curled up and leaned back like a shrimp, the fear and shame in her heart attacked her whole body.
"Okay, don't move, otherwise you will be in danger."
The doctor also asked the nurse to help hold Liyin down. He carefully looked at the ### mirror inserted into the vagina to see if there was any bleeding or erosion. He looked very much like an experienced old doctor.
There was a different kind of light in the eyes of the aunt present, as if she was a midwife delivering Liyin. This was the first time for Su and Fierna to face such a scene. They saw a doctor from the obstetrics and gynecology department.
The ugliest part of a woman, everyone is dumbfounded by the insidious anger and cruel desire.
"Do you feel any pain here?"
The doctor took out the ### mirror from the vagina, put his left hand in, and placed his right hand on the lower part of her abdomen, pressing it step by step. There was already heavy sweat on Liyin's face.
She closed her eyes tightly and shook her head vigorously.
"So, what about here? Do you feel pressed?"
The doctor pressed ### and then the lower part of ###'s abdomen, carefully checking whether there were any special changes in ###, its size and softness. Beads of sweat like soybeans appeared on Liyin's forehead.
He shook his head without saying anything. At this time, all the women standing aside felt a sense of pleasure, and their faces were full of pride.
After the doctor made another inspection on the area two fingers below Liyin's navel, he asked the nurse to take the quilt and cover her up. Then he took out the formaldehyde and added a few drops to the handwashing water that had been prepared, and washed his hands. Phil
Na handed over the towel.
"Doctor, how is the situation? What is the diagnosis? Pregnancy kidney? Then it must be very dangerous to have a baby, right?"
She couldn't wait to know. The doctor thought carefully, and the frameless eyes flashed.
"Yes, from the diagnosis I just made, it can be determined that it is a pregnancy kidney. It seems that there is no other way except to perform surgery to remove the child. Surgery is necessary to save life. To be honest, the child will
Facing half the danger." Su and the others felt a little disappointed after hearing this.
"Although there is half the risk, abortion surgery is generally necessary, right?"
Fierna lowered her voice and looked at the doctor, conveying a hope that he could echo her voice. The doctor was in a dilemma:
"This requires asking for the other party's opinion. As a doctor, I am responsible for the patient's health. I accepted your request and performed a somewhat compulsive examination, so I must make a fair diagnosis. As for whether I should do this
My child, the patient has the absolute right to speak. She can make a decision through the doctor’s fair diagnosis, and I have no right to force it.” As he said that, he looked at Liyin and asked, “What do you think?”
"I must give birth to the child."
Liyin struggled to raise her head from the pillow and answered word by word.
"Then you won't consider other things?" Su turned around and asked her.
"Other things..." Liyin didn't understand what she was referring to.
"You are a lonely woman with no relatives or friends. Under such conditions, why do you have to risk your life to give birth to a child? Besides, the servant taking care of you is not from the nanny union, but from the nanny union.
Yu Shi found it randomly from outside. She doesn't understand this at all. What if something goes wrong? You are still young now and have a good body. You will still have the chance to get pregnant in the future. Find a man in the future.
Wouldn't it be better to get married and live a normal life, and then have children?" She tried her best to dissuade her.
"No, this is different from other things. If clothes are torn, you can replace them. If things are broken, you can buy them again. But having a baby is different. It cannot be replaced at all."
After saying that, Liyin turned her face to the side and stopped looking at anyone. The doctor seemed to realize that there was some powerful relationship.
"I don't know what's going on between you. Well, let's talk about this later. If the patient doesn't want the child, it's still too late. He can recover after staying in the hospital for six or seven days, and there won't be any accidents. If
If you have decided to give birth to a child, you must take good care of yourself and treat your pregnancy kidney as soon as possible."
After saying that, he prepared another dose of anti-inflammatory drugs and glucose and injected it into Liyin's body. He also asked Junzhi to arrange the patient's diet, and then stood up and left in a hurry.
As soon as the doctor walked out of this room, the door of the next room opened and a head popped out. It was Ushi.
"Aren't you going to check again?"
He turned around again and informed Hinako that she could come out. Although he was staying in the next room, you could still hear some of what was going on in the room here, so Yushi could naturally feel the tense and depressive atmosphere.
, even so, he still deliberately pretended not to know anything.