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Posting a new work by Shi Qing here, I wonder if you like it?
1? Free shooter vs Late Cancer
Is bright sunshine more pleasant than continuous rain? Yin Xingtian has always felt that storms are more attractive than scorching sun, both as a person and as a photographer.
It is the rainy season, which is Yin Xingtian's favorite time. Sitting by the window, making a cup of hot tea, reading a book or looking at photos is a pleasure.
Even the occasional thunder or lightning is like a magnificent landscape. The strong wind mixed with heavy rain brings a destructive baptism to the world, but it doesn't matter, you can always get through it, and the dirt will eventually be washed away.
Whether it is a city full of desires or people obsessed with profit.
Sitting by the window, you can hear the sound of rain, and the patter of rain seems to never end.
So at such a moment, even receiving a blind date order from his mother did not affect Yin Xingtian's good mood at all. He nodded with a smile and said yes, hung up the phone and continued reading.
At 5:30 in the afternoon, Yu Xiaoman called and asked Yin Xingtian to have dinner with him.
Yu Xiaoman is Yin Xingtian's ex-girlfriend, and she is as obsessed with Yu as he is. Yes, she is the "ex" girlfriend.
There is a saying that goes well, "You can't be friends after a breakup. Those who can be friends either haven't loved before or are still in love." Regarding this, Yu Xiaoman and Yin Xingtian didn't have too much entanglement. They had a tacit understanding.
They never mentioned it.
"Beauties confidant" is such a beautiful word. Yin Xingtian can't understand it. Doesn't everyone say that "beauties have had a bad life since ancient times"? But even though he thinks so, Yin Xingtian still acquiesces to this relationship.
"My mother asked me to go on a blind date tomorrow. Master, please help me figure it out." Yin Xingtian joked to Yu Xiaoman while eating.
Yu Xiaoman is a tarot card enthusiast. Although the majority of people do not believe in it, there are still a few who believe in it, such as Yin Xingtian.
"Stop making trouble, I didn't bring tarot cards today!" Yu Xiaoman, a fashionable beauty with no makeup, gave Yin Xingtian a roll of his eyes, but his heart thumped.
Yu Xiaoman knew that it was a loss. But as a friend or a confidante, what could he say?
I remember when he stayed, Yin Xingtian asked himself why he wanted to be a beauty?
She remembered that she answered with a smile, because beauties are all beauties, and beauties are also the women that men need most. They are the ones with whom the relationship is stronger than their partners or lovers...
God knows the bitterness in Yu Xiaoman's heart, so she stayed and stayed by his side. She didn't want to be hurt because she was too close, but she couldn't bear to be too far away to see...
The next day, Yin Xingtian arrived at the appointed restaurant on time, but the other party did not show up on time as expected.
Yin Xingtian picked up a magazine and read it casually, flipping through it casually. His movements were smooth and smooth, making people feel extremely comfortable.
I thought that if Yu Xiaoman hadn't called me this morning, I might have really forgotten about it.
Yin Xingtian broke out in a cold sweat when he thought about what would happen if he forgot about it, and his mother would come to chop him with a knife. He thought to himself that he must treat Yu Xiaoman to a meal tomorrow.
The rain outside the window slowly became lighter, and it looked like it would stop soon. Yin Xingtian simply stopped looking out the window and started to pick up his mobile phone to play.
You don't want to plant flowers, you say you don't want to see them wither little by little, yes, in order to avoid everything ending, you avoid everything starting. This is what Yu Xiaoman once said to Yin Xingtian. Although Yin Xingtian thinks it is a bit exaggerated, the fact is
in this way.
He looked at the time and saw that twenty minutes had passed. The waitress looked at him in an increasingly unfriendly way. From being a little worried at first to now being suspicious that she couldn't afford it, Yin Xingtian felt a little...
It was funny, so I ordered a cup of green tea.
Half an hour passed, and Xu Yuanyuan, the second-generation rich man introduced by my mother, still did not show up. Somewhat bored, I called Yu Xiaoman, who said with a smile:
"Haha, you said that girl is a Cancer. Cancer people are very kind, considerate and dedicated. The only bad thing is that they will be late for dates..."
This call lasted almost twenty minutes. After hanging up the phone, I saw a figure walking towards me calmly. It seemed that this was Miss Xu Yuanyuan. It would be a lie to say she was not beautiful. Her chestnut curly hair was draped softly on her face.
The shoulders, exquisite facial features match together, and the figure is tall.
If you ignore her and let yourself wait for an hour, no matter what the outcome is, you will have a wonderful lunch.
"Oh, I'm sorry, the rain is so annoying and the road is so congested."
He frowned slightly without showing his expression, and then covered it up with a smile. Yin Xingtian is a very gentlemanly man and knows how to hide his feelings. This is one of the reasons why he has good luck with the opposite sex. Of course, being handsome is the main reason.
reason....
Xu Yuanyuan, who arrived late, introduced herself gracefully, with some elements of showing off. Yin Xingtian believed that she did not do it on purpose.
But being unintentional is more frightening than intentional, which reveals what kind of education this girl has received since she was a child. Princess disease is never contracted by children themselves.
Such a girl will pursue a life-and-death love because she has too much money, cry with a terrible resonance for the hero and heroine kissing each other goodbye in the BMW, and have no doubt that such a scene will happen to them.
.
Perhaps for such a girl, "love" is not the focus, but the scene of "life and death" is.
Yin Xingtian thought that maybe Xu Yuanyuan was not bad in nature, maybe she was different from other rich second generation, or maybe she was a very good girl. But no matter what, she was not suitable for him. So he found an excuse and left.
. Yu Xiaoman is very satisfied with this result.
Yin Xingtian was not surprised at all. He wanted to meet Ma Lingda, a doctor studying in the United States who had been invited by his cousin. This kind of blind date was the best proof that his parents were forcing the marriage...
The location was a coffee shop. Yin Xingtian still arrived at the destination on time. Unlike Xu Yuanyuan, Ma Lingda had already arrived.
Yin Xingtian asked for a cup of tea. He liked tea more than foreigners' coffee, and it gave him a sense of historical sedimentation.
The rain outside the window gradually became heavier. Yin Xingtian was fascinated by what he saw. Thinking of his first love, he couldn't help but say:
"There is faint thunder and a hazy sky. I hope the wind and rain come and can keep you here."
Just when he noticed his gaffe and wanted to apologize, he heard the other party say:
"There is faint thunder and a hazy sky. Even if it doesn't rain, I will stay here."
In addition to being amazed, they were more appreciative. Neither of them spoke, they just looked at each other and smiled. Ma Lingda had returned from studying in the United States, and her experience and cultivation were different. The conversation between the two was very pleasant, so they naturally came together.
When Yu Xiaoman got the news, she couldn't get rid of the bitterness in her heart. She suppressed her sadness, but asked Yin Xingtian in a calm tone, how could she make a choice so quickly this time? It seems that she really likes it...
…
Yin Xingtian on the other end of the phone thought for a while and then said slowly:
"She came back from the United States. The United States is a country that advocates freedom. You know me, I like freedom. Why do I want to go overseas? Because I want to live without regrets and live as I want. I am freer than anyone else."
Yu Xiaoman fell silent because she suddenly remembered something that happened when they were still together.
Yes, that happened on a sunny day that neither of them loved. It was terrible.
I forgot it was because of something, it was a very small thing anyway, they quarreled.
She was so angry that she wanted to give him his cell phone. In that era when both of them were still looking for jobs, cell phones were such an important communication tool.
Ordinary people, even if they don't beg for mercy, will get angry because they don't know if the interview opportunity will come next second. But Yin Xingtian just said lightly:
"Whatever you want."
At that moment, what Yu Xiaoman thought of was a fish that was unable to swim freely, a fish that was entangled in aquatic plants.
Waterweed smiled evilly and said:
"Haha, there's nothing you can do now!"
But Xiaoyu just turned around gracefully and easily broke free of the restraints, disappearing without a trace in an instant.
It's not that Yin Xingtian is cold or cruel. Yu Xiaoman feels sad because she finds that nothing seems to be able to restrain him.
And the memories that felt unpleasant in those years are so sweet when I think about them now.
Yu Xiaoman vaguely remembered the time when he had not grown up yet.
She unceremoniously laughed at the heroines who still loved the hero after breaking up. She laughed at their humbleness.
She said that if it were her, she would definitely leave without looking back.
Thinking about it now, I can only smile bitterly. At that time, I said that the breakup must be complete, but how hard it was to stand and talk without pain, and I finally became the person I once looked down on.
What Yu Xiaoman didn't expect was that two months later, Yin Xingtian and Ma Lingda broke up peacefully.
The night before Ma Lingda was about to go abroad, the two of them had their last meal and parted peacefully. They said goodbye with a smile, and then left without looking back. From then on, they went their separate ways and settled down in their respective worlds.
Although Yin Xingtian didn't say anything, Yu Xiaoman could tell that he was still a little absent-minded. The specific manifestation was that he didn't read the magazines he usually liked to read, and when taking pictures, he didn't have the usual feeling of being bright.
Finally, Yu Xiaoman couldn't help but asked:
"Hey, are you that sad? You're only two months old. You're not going to be heartbroken, right?!"
Yin Xingtian was a little surprised,
"Am I that obvious?"
After receiving Yu Xiaoman's affirmative reply and her detailed list of her "absent-mindedness", Yin Xingcai finally spoke:
"Actually, I'm not very sad, I just have some doubts. Logically speaking, if two people have the same values, then they should be perfect together."
Yu Xiaoman’s face was full of black lines:
"Where is perfection? It's such a simple thing. She is a Sagittarius and you are also a Sagittarius. Don't you understand?"
Yin Xingtian frowned and thought for a long time, but still shook his head. Yu Xiaoman was completely defeated, shook his head helplessly, and explained:
"You said you don't like restraint, and there is nothing that can restrain you. Then, the same goes for her.
You can't make her stay in the country willingly, you can't restrain her.
She can't convince you to go abroad with her, because she can't restrain you either.
You two are too similar. People who are too similar cannot get too close because they will be hindered by the thorns in the same place.
Only when the thorns are staggered, only when two people hurt each other, and only when the thorns prick their bodies are they injured, can they depend on each other for life.
But you can’t go wrong, because none of you loves the other person enough to lower your principles..."
Yin Xingtian nodded thoughtfully, then smiled and touched Yu Xiaoman's head:
"Haha, you've become smarter."
Yu Xiaoman also squinted and smiled, hiding the sadness in his eyes.