Yunchu followed Yun Jingxi to the backyard of Jingxuan Palace. His hand was always held by this woman who was always aloof above the court. At this time, her eyes were filled with tenderness that could reveal water. The look in her eyes
, Yunchu saw the real word "mother"...
I remembered that when I was in the 21st century, I had never known who my mother was or what she looked like for as long as I could remember. I never expected that I was just a soul sent out for foster care...
Yun Jingxi looked at her daughter carefully. She seemed to enjoy the feeling of walking together like this. She walked very slowly and looked carefully. Although she was only thirteen years old now, her stunning face could already tell that she was a shy girl.
With a flower base, the little bird's body looks unusually soft, unlike the martial arts woman from the Cloud Kingdom.
No matter how slow they walked, the distance to the backyard was limited. The mother and daughter came to a pavilion. Yun Jingxi led Yun Chu and sat in. "This is the only place in the palace where no one else is watching..." Yun Jingxi said helplessly.
He sighed and said calmly.
"Mother, intrigues in the harem should be the most normal thing. No matter how wise the princess is, she can't stop the overt and secret fighting in the harem. Mother doesn't have to blame herself." Yun Chu felt relieved about this. In the 21st century, palace fights are more important than ever.
I watched a lot of TV dramas.
"In my heart, there is no harem at all. Ever since I saw your father in Yaozhai, my whole heart has been filled with him. At that time, I simply thought that I could spend my life with him in that beautiful paradise.
"Yun Jingxi had a happy smile on her face, as if she had been immersed in the beautiful memories of the past. That smile made Yun Chu feel that it was peaceful and peaceful that he had never seen before.
"However, my own identity has tied me back..." Yun Jingxi said with a low sigh.
"When I was young, when I think about it now, I was really selfish..." Yun Jingxi looked slightly sad, as if she was holding something back, "I only knew that I couldn't live without Ran Yuexuan, but I never thought about whether he was holding back something at that time.
Be willing to leave your home..."
"To this day, I don't have the courage to ask him if he really wanted to follow Yun Duan. Thinking about it now, I really want to live in seclusion in Yao Village for the rest of my life..." Yun Chu didn't think of Yun Jingxi's loneliness.
Yes, she cares so much about her father Wen Yuexuan. The feeling that she cannot even protect the person she loves most has been eroding her heart.
"Mother, father knows your love for him. I think he will not regret being by your side!" Yun Chu wanted to drive away the disappointment on his mother's face. That expression should not belong to this woman who can control the world.
"I was already married at that time, and royal marriage had its own set of frustrations. Yunman's father was the son of a senator from three dynasties. After your father entered the palace, he only had one husband. I felt guilty, but thinking about the relationship between him and me,
There is true love, and Yue Xuan is not a person who likes titles, so I will give him my heart without reservation...
I stayed in Jingxuan Palace every night, and the other husbands ignored me, but your father became more and more silent. He would occasionally advise me that in this harem, I want to be exposed to both rain and dew.
I was very aggrieved at the time, thinking that I did not go to other husbands because of him, but he persuaded me to go to another man's palace...
When he saw that I was happy, he never said anything again. From now on, he is not as smart as the smart Wen Yuexuan before. He just stays bored in this Jingxuan Palace and doesn't pay attention to anyone. Sometimes, he doesn't pay attention to me when I come.
…
Until one day, I was stricken by a disease I had never seen before, and he took care of me day and night, but his face was full of guilt. It was only then that I realized that I was pregnant, like the normal people in Yun Duan Kingdom.
Like a man, there is life in his belly...
I have never seen a woman get pregnant in the clouds. That’s because men have special physiques, and your father is not from the cloud country, so his physique can make women pregnant...
However, the Queen's pregnancy will definitely cause an uproar. During that period, I followed your father back to Yaozhai on the pretext of a private visit. Those days were the happiest time since he and I got married...
I was raising a baby at home, and he would go out with other men in the village to cut firewood and hunt. When he came back, like other women in the village, I would look out in front of the village, feeling like I was looking forward to the appearance of my beloved.
It should be the happiest memory in my life...
When I went through pain that I had never experienced before and gave birth to Yunjing, I shed tears. Seeing such a weak life in my arms, I couldn't let go for a moment. I am very glad that I gave birth to him.
I can bear the pain of childbirth on behalf of Yue Xuan, and I can personally nurture our children...
After Yunjing was born, I sent a message to Beijing. When my husband heard that Yuexuan had given birth to a son, he named him Yunjing. The whole world celebrated and offered amnesty...
Everyone in the palace knew that I was the only one who favored Yue Xuan. He gave birth to a son before his main husband, which would inevitably arouse jealousy. Yue Xuan did not tell me about this. He just looked at Yun Jing carefully after returning to the palace, because I
She breastfed in person, so Yunjing was not assigned a wet nurse. Others just thought that Yue Xuan was too careful and was afraid that others would be unsafe...
Yue Xuan saw that I was in terrible pain when I gave birth to Yunjing, and refused to let me get pregnant again. I told him that I had never regretted giving birth to Yunjing, and that I was willing to conceive and give birth to a child for the one I loved...
Later, I secretly observed that the food Yue Xuan gave me contained drugs that made it impossible for me to conceive, so I secretly replaced them...
Until that familiar feeling of vomiting hit me, I was pleasantly surprised, but Yue Xuan's eyes were filled with helplessness and more of a feeling of distress. He sighed in person, "Why are you doing this?"
I smiled happily. The feeling of being a mother is really indescribable. I lay in his arms and said, I want to go back to Yao Village again, I want to give him a daughter...
However, Yue Xuan told me bitterly that Yao Village is no longer there, and all the people in the village seemed to have disappeared overnight...
I asked him why he didn't tell me? He said, I couldn't stop it..." Yun Jingxi was talking to herself, while Yun Chu listened quietly, as if he had been deeply involved in the disappearance of Yao Village, and his heart ached...
Yun Jingxi said that Wen Yue
Worrying, she had been to the palace of her main husband and side husband, but just once, she didn't want to go there again...
Not long after Yun Chu was born in secret, Yun Man and Yun Ru were born one after another. At that time, people in the palace only thought that it was because of the Queen's favor that Wen Yuexuan was so generous that he had been with her since the birth of her daughter.
Even though she was pregnant, I didn’t see her visiting...
Yun Jingxi said that if she hadn't been weak, she would definitely have gone to see her. Even if the person she loved could not give birth to her child, she would be shocked by the pain her body was suffering...