Lou Shaotang took Gu Yunqing to the lounge, closed the door, and opened the notebook he brought with him.
His actions did not arouse Gu Yunqing's curiosity.
Gu Yunqing leaned on the sofa and turned to look out the window at the night.
His eyes were not so much calm as they were full of deathly energy.
After he let Tang Ruotian leave from the hospital, he became this virtuous.
Nothing seems to interest him.
Lou Shaotang sighed in his heart, why is Gu Yunqing doing this?
He knew that Tang Ruotian's departure would cause him so much pain, but he still insisted on letting her go.
And now he wants to take revenge by marrying a woman he doesn't love.
He stopped what he was doing, lit a cigarette, and handed it to Gu Yunqing. Gu Yunqing did not refuse and put it to his lips and took a deep breath.
Neither of them spoke. When the cigarette was almost finished, Lou Shaotang began to say: "Yun Qing, what are you going to do? Your wedding date with Shangguan Minyue is coming soon, and now you still have room to regret it.
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"Why should I regret it?" Gu Yunqing asked calmly through the swirling smoke.
Lou Shaotang pursed his lips and said after a while: "Don't you still love Tang Ruotian? I remember you once heard about Yun Jue..."
At the mention of Yun Jue, Lou Shaotang's heart suffocated and his eyes were full of bitterness.
He still can't accept Yun Jue's death.
"When Yun Jue was about to die, he told you not to take revenge. He asked you to live a good life through his identity because he didn't want you to lose yourself for the sake of revenge." He said slowly.
"Shaotang, I can't control it." Gu Yunqing's eyes showed a trace of confusion, "Yun Jue died so miserably in front of me. He told me not to take revenge. How could I possibly do it? After what happened,
In the middle of the year, I had nightmares every night, and I dreamed about Yun Jue and his parents being burned to death over and over again."
His voice was extremely sad, and the expression on his face was extremely painful.
His fingers twitched unnaturally, trying to control himself.
"If I don't take revenge, I will feel uneasy."
He can only go on like this, no matter what means he uses, he must take revenge.
Lou Shaotang said harshly: "Then have you hated Tang Ruotian every day for these years? If it weren't for her, maybe Yun Jue and my uncle and aunt wouldn't have died..."
Gu Yunqing said nothing, the expression on his face was extremely hard, like marble.
At the beginning, after learning that the young Tang Ruotian had drugged the drink, which indirectly led to the tragedy, he also hated Tang Ruotian.
If it weren't for the doubts in his heart, maybe he would hate Tang Ruotian even more than Gu Yunqing.
"Stop talking about her." Gu Yunqing stood up and walked outside.
"Yun Qing, you don't even dare to hear her name now, what does that mean?" Lou Shaotang suddenly stood up and said sternly: "You still have her in your heart. Since you have her, why don't you and me
Her chances of being together?”
"Tang Ruotian has been having a very hard time these days! She misses you so much! She has never thought of aborting you or her child!"
"She rents a small apartment by herself. If Panpan hadn't gone over to see her every day, she might have starved to death!"
"So what? She misses me, and I love her too, so why don't we give up everything and be together without caring about anything?" Gu Yunqing turned around suddenly, with an unusually ferocious expression on his face.
He strode forward, grabbed Lou Shaotang's collar with one hand, and said coldly: "Lou Shaotang, don't just rely on you being my friend to say something good for me!"
His voice became lower and lower, and he said coldly: "I recognized her at a glance when we were in the Dorsett Hotel. Her appearance has not changed much from when she was a child. Before I met her, I recognized her every day.
I'm thinking about her face, thinking that she'd better not appear in front of me, otherwise I will never let her go!"
Every time he couldn't sleep late at night, he always thought about her when she was young. He also thought that she was innocent and was deceived by her father.
But even if he is innocent, so what?
Can everything be erased? Can Yun Jue and his parents be resurrected?
cannot.
If he can't, then why can't he hate her and blame everything on her?
Just because he doesn't take the initiative to find her doesn't mean he can forgive her.
Obviously, God loves to play tricks on people, letting her break into his life again.
That night at the Royal Hotel, when he took possession of her, he heard her begging for mercy and calling Yun Jue's name in a daze. He deliberately hurt her and said in her ear that he was not Gu Yun Jue.
She was very smart. Even though he was very kind to her and could almost be called doting on her, she still didn't fall in love with him. She was on guard against him.
At that time, he didn't know that her memory had been wiped. He almost hated her. He hated her for running away after being drugged, and he hated her for not recognizing her immediately.
This seemed to give him a reason to torture her through Gu Yunqing's identity.
On the other hand, when he appeared in front of her as Yun Jue, he tried his best to please her.
He told himself that everything was for revenge. He kept telling himself that he was not in love with her, no, no, absolutely not.
Yes, no. He did not fall in love with Tang Ruotian.
He let her go in the hospital because he knew that letting her live would be more painful than letting her die.
Then why did he want her life?
Wouldn't it be more painful for her to be tortured by guilt for her whole life than to let her die?
Guilt?
When he thought of this word, Gu Yunqing slowly let go of Lou Shaotang, "She misses me because of guilt. Even if I marry Shangguan Minyue, I will let Tang Ruotian come back to me and be a shady person for the rest of her life##
#, even if she feels guilty, she will agree. I don’t want her like this.”
Looking at Gu Yunqing's back, Lou Shaotang was speechless for a moment.
He learned from Panpan that Tang Ruotian actually thought that Gu Yunqing loved Claudia, and now Yunqing thought that Tang Ruotian stayed with Yunqing because of guilt.
The authorities are obsessed with it. It is obvious that they both love each other desperately, but they both think that the other does not love them.
"Okay. Let's just feel guilty. I don't think there's anything despicable about using guilt to keep the woman I love by my side." Lou Shaotang shrugged his shoulders and told him the purpose of coming here.
"I will show you something. After reading it, you will decide whether to get Tang Ruotian back or not."
He sat on the sofa and looked for something in his notebook that he had finally found.
Gu Yunqing turned his head and focused his eyes on his notebook.
The scene inside quickly caused the calmness on his face to collapse.
"Let me go! I'm going to find my brother! Let me go!" The little girl was held in someone's arms. The princess's hair, which was originally tied, was now messy and the ends of her hair were burnt. He was very familiar with this.
Those are traces of being burned by fire.
The little girl burst into tears and struggled with all her strength, "You are all bad people! Bad people! Let me go!"
The little nurse kept coaxing her to calm down, but she was very irritable, which was shocking. She was so explosive at such a young age.
Soon, the nurse gave her a sedative.
After being sedated, and before falling into coma, she murmured that she wanted to find her brother.
Lou Shaotang did not fast forward, and the next scene was still the same.
As soon as the little girl woke up, she cried for her brother and would not calm down unless she was given a sedative.
There were bandages on her arms and legs. Lou Shaotang whispered: "I asked Aunt Mo Lan and she said these were large burns. Tang Yonghui told her that Tang Ruotian was kidnapped by the kidnapper.
###, so we have these burns. Now that we all know that the so-called kidnapping does not exist, you should guess what these burns are from."
How the burns came about can be guessed from the fact that she cried and said she wanted to find her brother again and again.
It seems that after she saw the villa on fire, she wanted to run into the villa to save him.
Gu Yunqing's hand on his thigh was covered with veins, and his red eyes were staring at the notebook for a moment.
What follows is heartbreaking.
Lou Shaotang looked away. He had already seen it once and didn't want to see it a second time.
He just learned that the word despair can be expressed in this way from a little girl.
He took another puff of cigarette. When Tang Ruotian committed suicide, he knew these things from Yun Qing's mouth, and he also knew that the person who hypnotized Tang Ruotian was Aunt Moran.
He knew that Aunt Moran had always had the habit of videotaping patients, so he thought about asking her for a copy.
But too much time passed, and it took a long time to find this video.
After he found it, he watched it, but he was still hesitant about showing the video to Yun Qing.
In fact, what can we do if we see it?
Lou Shaotang sighed in his heart. Later, after learning from Panpan that Tang Ruotian was having a very bad life, he made up his mind to show this thing to Gu Yunqing.
Regardless of whether the two of them can be together, he wants Gu Yunqing to know that although Tang Ruotian was used by Tang Yonghui at the beginning, at such a young age, she still wanted to do her best to find her.
If Tang Yonghui hadn't sent someone to force her back, he had no doubt that Tang Ruotian would have died in the fire.
Time passed quietly, and the sky had darkened. A large swath of moonlight cast over, casting heavy shadows on Gu Yunqing's face.
Gu Yunqing's face was very pale. The video had finished and Gu Yunqing's eyes were already on his notebook.
After a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "What's the point of showing these to me? Nothing can be changed."
Lou Shaotang said softly: "I also know that nothing can be changed. I just hope that you will stop hating Tang Ruotian so much. It doesn't feel good to hate someone you love the most."
Hate and love are originally two-sided swords.
Gu Yunqing said nothing.
At this moment, Gu Yunqing's call broke the silence. Seeing that Gu Yunqing had no intention of answering the phone, Lou Shaotang picked up the phone. The number was called by Luo Jing.
He frowned, answered the phone, and his expression suddenly changed, "What? Tang Ruotian was taken to Lan Club by Gu Yunming?"