Qin Xiang was startled and felt a cold breath rising from his spine and rushing straight to the back of his head. His body trembled slightly and he stammered: "Xiao...Xiao, are you...are you...are you...
...You're...joking...laughing...are you...lying...lying to me?"
The chubby jade hands in the wind rustled slightly at the temples, and he raised his head and looked out the car window, without saying anything for a long time.
Qin Xiang didn't dare to speak, for fear that he would accidentally hurt her and the "joking" in his mouth would become a fact. He just looked at her nervously and just wanted to listen to what she said, "Yes, I am
I'm just kidding, I'm trying to scare you" or something like that.
Ever since Feilong came out to carry out Pao Feng Xiaoxiao's mission and met so many girls, the one he cared about the most was Feng Xiaoxiao. From being afraid of her at the beginning, to feeling pity for her, to being interested in her.
They had a good impression, and in the end, the relationship between the two gradually changed, and it truly became the love between a man and a woman. He was the one who could truly feel it.
It is not the trembling of first love, the inexplicable excitement and impulse mentioned in the love knowledge supplement, but the emotions that are gradually cultivated through constant contact and become deeper and deeper, which he can most deeply understand.
Although he doesn't know why he has met so many outstanding girls, he has never had the feeling of first love described in love knowledge, but he is very sure that his feelings for Feng Xiaoxiao are absolutely real. He loves
Fengxiaoxiao is true love, not just affectionate liking.
But now, Feng Xiaoxiao suddenly said that she wanted to leave him, she wanted to leave him, not "want to leave him", which made him taste for the first time the bitter taste of losing the one he loves. He had never tasted it before, and was afraid of it.
Go and taste it, let alone not want to taste it.
"Xiao Xiao, tell me, you are joking with me, you are just scaring me!" Qin Xiang looked at Feng Xiaoxiao's profile and felt extremely nervous. She kept hinting to herself and wanted to give this hint.
Infected to Feng Xiaoxiao.
"Xiao Xiangzi." I don't know how long it took, but Feng Xiaoxiao slowly turned around and stared at him, and said calmly: "What I said is true. Xiao Xiao is not joking with you, nor is he lying to you.
.”
"Why? Xiao Xiao, why? Is it because I am a playboy?" Qin Xiang said painfully.
His voice was a little choked, but more of it was the feeling of loss that he was about to lose the one he loved.
Seeing Qin Xiang's painful and lost look, Feng Xiaoxiao stretched out her little hand and put it on his face, caressing his cheek, and said softly: "Xiao Xiangzi, I don't want this either. My decision is not all because of you.
I give my heart to too many girls, but I don’t understand myself. I like you very much, but I don’t know whether my liking is love.
"I decided to leave you mainly because I want to figure out whether I really love you. Can you give me some time? I don't want to see you unhappy because of my leaving. I want to see the past
Xiao Xiangzi is confident when doing something, but she doesn't want to see Qin Xiang who is sentimental and hesitant.
"Just because I left you doesn't mean that I have changed my mind. I just want time to verify what kind of feelings I have for you. If one day, I can't help but miss you and want you.
In my arms, I want your care, and I will definitely come back. The Feng Xiaoxiao at that time is the Feng Xiaoxiao that truly belongs to you, and that is the Feng Xiaoxiao that truly confirms that I will love you for thousands of years and will never change my love for you.
Feng Xiaoxiao who will never leave you!"
"What if you can bear it?" Qin Xiang understood somewhat (don't be surprised, although Qin Xiang has been liked and even loved by many girls, he has never experienced separation. Between gains and losses, he has interacted with many novices in relationships.
The same, how can he understand the connection between each other if they have not lost each other?), he still asked worriedly.
"I don't know either." Feng Xiaoxiao leaned over and kissed him lightly on the mouth, and said quietly: "Xiao Xiangzi, just give Xiao Xiao another chance and let time prove it, okay? Just take it as such.
It’s a freezing period of love.”
"I...Okay." Qin Xiang agreed, but she felt as if a corner of her heart had been pulled out, or more, and she felt a little empty in her heart.
"Thank you, Xiao Xiangzi." Feng Xiaoxiao rested her head on his chest and said softly: "However, you have to promise me not to change yourself because of my leaving. I want to see a happy and confident Xiao Xiangzi.
Xiangzi. Maybe, I mean maybe, if I know that you are unhappy and become like a man who has no opinion and dare not do anything, Xiao Xiao may really leave you forever."
"This...I will do it..." Qin Xiang responded weakly.
However, things were far from as simple as he imagined. After sending Jian Rong to a large hospital in Fengjing and arranging hospitalization procedures, Feng Xiaoxiao told Shan Di and Shen Shiran of his decision, and then Shen Shiran also pulled him
When he got to the side, he said reluctantly: "Xiangzi, I want to leave you too..."
Qin Xiang had not yet adapted to Feng Xiaoxiao's departure, and Shen Shiran's decision to leave him. At that moment, he felt as if the world was changing, and his mind became extremely confused. He didn't even know that Shen Shiran was
How did she tell him, and how did he tell her? Anyway, he only knew that, just like following Feng Xiaoxiao, he also respected Shen Shiran's choice.
In his confusion, he didn't know how Shen Shiran and Feng Xiaoxiao left. It wasn't until he took a cup of hot water handed over by Shan Di and took a sip that he realized that Feng and Shen had left long ago.
Before he knew it, he had been sitting there in a daze for several hours.
Jian Rong was still lying quietly on the hospital bed, like a water lily, pure, pure and delicate.
Shan Di has been silently by his side, taking care of everything for him. She took care of all the routine and non-routine inspections after Jian Rong completed the procedures. From beginning to end, she never disturbed Qin Xiang.
Let him sit there quietly in a daze.
"They are all gone?" Qin Xiang drank a sip of boiling water, which seemed to wash away a lot of the depression in her heart. She raised her head and stared at Shan Di and asked softly.
"Well, they're all gone. Miss Jian's examination has been completed. Now we're waiting for the hospital's examination results." Shan Di gently adjusted his collar, which was already very neat, and said softly: "But don't worry.
, I will not leave, I will accompany you, no matter what you do, I will be by your side when you need me."
"Thank you, Xiaodi." Qin Xiang was moved and hugged her tightly into his arms, burying his head in her soft hair with a faint fragrance, and remained silent for a long time.
(PS: The fourth update is here. Seek more support from Honghua tomorrow!)