NO69. A man does not flick his tears when he has tears
no69. A man won’t shed tears easily
The dinner was extremely sumptuous under the careful preparation of Qian'er. Under the dim light, the two of them crowded on the slightly shabby dining table. The dining table was filled with exquisite dishes. Although there were no gorgeous porcelain dishes, it was quite homely.
The little warmth of life.
"Wow, I didn't expect Qian'er's cooking skills to be so good." Qin Feng tasted the girl's cooking skills with some surprise. Even though he thought he was a superb cook, he couldn't help but raise his thumb in praise.
"Really?" Qian'er was full of joy, "Because my mother is very good at cooking. I started helping my mother when I was very young."
"Well, wait a minute, I have some good stuff here." Lin Qian also recovered from her previous disappointment. She blinked mysteriously at Qin Feng, then stood up and took out a sealed bag from under the TV cabinet.
The porcelain jar opened the mud seal on it, and an intoxicating aroma of wine spread out. This made Qin Feng's eyes light up, and he shrugged his nose greedily: "Good wine, authentic pure grain wine, this wine
It’s been a while.”
Qin Feng excitedly took the wine jar from Lin Qian's hand and poured himself a glass. The wine was mellow and intoxicating under the light.
Seeing Qin Feng's joyful expression, Lin Qian also had a happy face, her big eyes were curved into crescent moons, and she said a little naughtily: "This is the treasure hidden by my brother. I secretly took it out today. If my brother
If I find out when I come back, I will be miserable."
After listening to Lin Qian's words, Qin Feng's hands trembled slightly and his expression changed slightly...
"Brother Qin Feng, what's wrong with you?"
"Nothing." Qin Feng forced a smile, picked up the wine glass, and poured it into his throat. A mellow aroma spread in his mouth, and his chest was like a ball of flames. This is indeed Monkey's favorite burning knife. Every time he and
When the monkey goes on a mission, this guy always carries this puree with him to burn the knife, but now the monkey is destined to never come back, and he will never be able to drink it again.
Qin Feng fell silent, just pouring cup after cup of puree and burning the knife, letting the hot wine billow in his chest...
Lin Qian didn't know what happened to Qin Feng. Suddenly, she seemed to be a different person. After drinking glasses of wine, she looked at the man in front of her with red cheeks and seemed to be eighty or ninety percent drunk.
, and what made Lin Qian at a loss was that tears actually fell from the man's eyes, and his handsome face was distorted by pain. She had never seen a mixture of pain, self-blame, and guilt.
A man doesn't shed tears lightly, but before he feels sad, what sadness is in his heart?
Lin Qian felt inexplicable heartache in her heart. She gently held Qin Feng's big hand, and her voice was a little frightened: "Brother Qin Feng, what's wrong with you."
"Brother, I'm happy." Qin Feng raised his head and drank a glass of wine, "I can still eat the dishes cooked by Qian'er and drink such good roasted knives, but... but the monkey can no longer drink..."
"Who is Monkey? Is he my brother's friend? Then invite Brother Monkey to your home next time. Qian'er will work hard to make delicious food." Lin Qian took Qin Feng's hand and whispered softly.
Qin Feng raised his head and looked at the gentle and lovely Lin Qian next to him with a guilty look on his face. This girl never thought that the monkey was her brother.
Monkey is just his nickname. The Thirteen Secret Killing Orders are composed of the twelve zodiac signs and the most mysterious thirteen. His code name is Thirteen, and the monkey is the monkey among the twelve zodiac signs.
According to the Thirteen Secret Kill Orders, due to the special nature of the organization, no one can have an identity recognized by the state. That is to say, if something happens, the first person to distance themselves from you will be the state, because the state cannot be blamed for one person.
And destroying diplomatic relations between countries, their identities are never known, and even the closest people around you don’t know your true occupation...
They are destined to live in darkness. Only by leaving that organization can they have their true names and live openly.
Qin Feng reached out and touched Lin Qian's cheek gently, but the smile on his face was extremely bitter: "He will never come back, because he is dead, and I watched him die in my arms... He
I have a sister who always likes to brag to me and say that he will get closer to me in the future. When he died, the only thing he couldn't let go of was his sister. Although he couldn't say the last words, I forgot
I can’t miss the look in his eyes, the look in his eyes begging me to take care of his sister..."
"Then...have you found his sister?" Lin Qian's eyes were also red. She could completely feel the pain in the eyes of the man in front of her. The most painful thing for a person is the death of a loved one, but she was powerless because she had experienced that.
A feeling of despair, he said nervously at this time.
Qin Feng pursed his lips, took a sip of strong wine, and said with a wry smile: "I found it, but because of me, she lived a very miserable life. I am really useless. I dare not tell her all this when I face her.
.”
Silly girl, don’t you understand, the monkey is your brother, and his sister is you!
"Brother Qin Feng, you are drunk."
"Haha, drunk? I really want to get drunk and never wake up for the rest of my life. I really wonder why it wasn't me who died, but the monkey." Qin Feng cried bitterly.
Lin Qian's eyes were red, and she hugged the man in front of her tightly. He didn't understand the feelings between men, but she could understand that the man in front of her must be suffering...
"Brother Qin Feng, stop talking, it's not your fault."
"No, that's my fault. I didn't take good care of my brother. He died, but I lived well. I could have a beautiful fiancée and endless money, but he stayed in the cold
Underground..." Qin Feng roared hysterically, looking up at Lin Qian who was crying in tears, but smiled miserably.
Qin Feng wanted to muster up the courage to tell everything to the girl in front of him, but he was afraid that she would not be able to bear the blow. Her parents were both dead, her grandmother was already dead, and her brother was also dead. How could she bear it?
Why is this bastard thief so cruel?
Qin Feng stood up slightly unsteadily, turned around and walked toward the yard with a hoarse voice: "It seems that I really drank too much. Haha, it's getting late, so I'll take my leave first."
"You... don't leave." Qian'er nervously hugged Qin Feng from behind, her head buried in the man's spacious back, with a hint of pleading and a hint of shyness, and her voice was slightly trembling because of nervousness, "You...
...Can you stay with me..."
When she said this, she mustered up all her courage. If it hadn't been for him last night, she might have been occupied by a pervert, and her grandma might have been kicked out of the hospital. If it hadn't been for him today, her grandma wouldn't have been admitted to a special hospital.
Responsible senior ward.
Whether she was grateful or willing, even if she really knew that he already had a fiancée, she was still willing. Today she invited him to her home because she just wanted to give him her best things, and she, who was living in a poor family, could afford it.
Only your own body.
She made up her mind, even if she had no status in the future...
Lin Qian's request to stay made Qin Feng tremble slightly. He slowly turned around and looked at Qian'er, whose pretty face was flushed, her eyes were gleaming with expectation, and a trace of panic flashed in Qin Feng's eyes...
"I...I don't care about anything, I...even if I don't have a status..." Lin Qian lowered her head shyly and played with the corners of her clothes with her little hands. Oh my God, she couldn't even imagine that she would take such initiative and say
Such words were not embarrassing, but she understood that there was only this opportunity, and she must seize it. Feeling the eyes of the man beside her, she felt more expectation in her heart.
Under the dim light, there was a man and a woman alone. The girl's pretty face had a hint of seductive crimson, and her shy and expectant eyes made Qin Feng a little distracted. But just for a moment, Qin Feng's originally confused eyes came to his senses and smiled bitterly.
He shook his head: "Silly girl, what are you thinking about? I'm your brother. I have no status or status. Okay, you can rest. I'll leave first."
Lin Qian was stunned and wanted to stay, but in the end she was speechless. Looking at the figure stumbling away, Lin Qian felt lost in her heart. Thinking of his previous painful self-blame and guilt, Lin Qian understood him better.
, this man must be having a hard time on the inside under his seemingly nonchalant appearance...