When Belle woke up, it was already late at night...
Nuan Si stayed by her side tiredly, with a haggard face...
"Water..." Belle whispered.
Nuan Si immediately picked up the cup and fed Belle. After drinking the water, Belle realized that it was him who was being served by the empress.
"Miss, why is it you?" Belle was slightly surprised.
"Silly Belle, if not me, who else could it be?" Nuan Si said hoarsely.
"Your Majesty, I'm sorry for you. I was just too sad and wanted to die..." Belle lowered her head apologetically.
"Belle, you are really cruel, you actually want to abandon me." Nuan Si said with tears in her eyes.
"Mother, my servant really loves Mr. Hou, but now..." Belle felt extremely painful when she thought of Yan Yu taking a concubine, and it was Bao'er who took a concubine. This was a really big blow to Belle.
"Belle, are you willing to listen to what I have to say?" Nuan Si said softly. She knew that saying anything else at this time would be completely useless to Belle. It would be better to find some words to convince her.
Belle nodded slowly...
Taking a deep breath, Nuan Si slowly said: "Life is the process of finding love. Everyone has to find four people in his life.
The first one is myself,
The second one is the person you love most,
The third one is the person who loves you the most,
The fourth one is the person you spend your life with.
First you will meet the person you love most, and then you will experience the feeling of love;
Because you understand the feeling of being loved, you can find the person who loves you the most;
When you have experienced loving and being loved, and learned to love, you will know what you need, and you will find the person who is most suitable for you and can be with you for a lifetime. But sadly, in real life, these three people usually
Not the same person;
The one you love most often doesn’t choose you;
The one who loves you most is often not the one you love most;
And the one who lasts the most is not the one you love the most or the one who loves you the most.
Just the person who shows up at the perfect time.
No one intentionally changes his heart. When he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn’t love you, he really doesn’t love you anymore.
There is no way he can pretend not to love you when he loves you;
Similarly, he can't pretend to love you when he doesn't love you.
When someone doesn't love you and wants to leave you,
You have to ask yourself if you still love him,
If you don’t love him anymore, don’t refuse to leave because of your poor self-esteem;
If you still love him, you should want him to live happily,
I hope he can be with the person he truly loves and will never stop him,
If you prevent him from achieving true happiness, it means that you no longer love him.
And if you don't love him, who are you to accuse him of a change of heart?
Love is not possession,
If you like the moon, you can't take it off and put it in the basin.
But the moon's light can still shine into your room.
In other words, if you love someone, you can also have it in another way,
Let your lover become an eternal memory in your life,
If you really love someone, you must love him as he is - love his good qualities as well as his bad qualities; love his strengths as well as his shortcomings. You must never want him to become what you want just because you love him.
look like,
What if I never stop loving him anymore?
You can't really explain why you love someone,
You only know that no matter when and where you are, in good or bad moods, you want this person to be with you; true love is when two people can stay together in the most difficult times, that is, there are no requirements at all.
After all, feelings must be given, not just obtained;
Separation is an inevitable test,
If your relationship is not strong enough, you have to admit defeat.
True love will never turn into resentment.
If you love him, please let him go and give him a chance to find true love. If you love yourself, please let go and give yourself a chance to love others and give others a chance to take care of themselves.
By the time Nuan Si finished saying this, Bei'er had already burst into tears. She understood. Although the empress's words sounded strange, Shan Si understood the general meaning. If you love him, let him go.
"Belle, can you understand what I mean?" Nuansi asked cautiously.
Belle nodded with tears in her eyes and said, "My slave understands. From now on, he will be here with me." After saying this, Belle pointed to her heart.
Nuan Si nodded happily and hugged Belle sadly: "Belle, from now on, you are the only one I have left, and you are also in my heart."
Belle was stunned for a moment, then hugged Nuansi and cried bitterly...
This night, they all vented their emotions to their heart's content. This night was also a difficult night for them...
In the next few days, Belle was still bedridden, and the imperial doctor treated her honestly...
And Nuan Si gradually fell in love with watching the sunset alone. Behind the most remote rockery in the palace, she quietly watched the dusk alone...
"The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it's almost dusk." Nuan Si looked at the setting sun and felt it in her heart. When I was a child, I always didn't know why no matter how beautiful the sun was, there was a day when it would set...
Now I feel in my heart that all the beautiful things in this world cannot last forever...
I was so obsessed with Mo Yu Wuhuan that I gave up the idea of going home for him, but what about him? He is still nostalgic between himself and other concubines. Isn't love the only one? Why is this like this?
Now she just feels very tired. If there is a door to travel through time and space in front of her, she thinks she will jump in without hesitation, because there is nothing in this time and space that she can miss.
"Your Majesty, please be careful of catching cold in your cloak." Gong'e Qing'er walked over and said softly.
"Okay." Nuan Si responded lightly, took the cloak and put it on herself. Since Bao'er left, Qing'er has been careful and has been taking care of her own diet and daily life.
Dusk the next day
It's still this time, I'm still alone, looking at the sunset, there is always infinite sadness and sadness...
He has been doting on beauties recently. It's no wonder that Zhao Biru is extremely smart and knows how to please people. How could he not like her?
Suddenly, Nuan Si heard footsteps passing by in front of the rockery, so she stood up and was about to leave when she heard the important point...
"Sister Lan, I heard that you were the most advantageous person competing for the lower position at that time. Why did you let others take the upper hand in the end?"
Upon hearing about Sister Lan, Nuansi guessed in her heart that she must be Bai Ruolan. No one in the palace dared to call her Lan except her.
Just waiting for Mrs. Nalan to sigh and say: "There is no way, the Queen's use is of higher value."
"Oh? My sister doesn't understand, what's the use value?" the woman asked.
Mrs. Lan smiled sarcastically: "Sister Xue, they say you are smart, how come you can't even see through this powerful relationship? In order to please our Nan Yu, Xi Liang sent us to marry the princess. Naturally, the emperor cannot destroy this and make her his wife.
Finally, we need to stabilize Xiliang first. Once the time comes and Xiliang collapses, do you think she can still be so prosperous?"
Xue Bin was stunned: "Are these words reliable? Sister Lan, where did you hear them?"
Mrs. Lan smiled charmingly: "The emperor said it himself, and there are also lies. A confidant of this palace works as an errand in the imperial study and heard what the emperor said to Yan Zhonghou in person. Later, the emperor also mentioned it many times that once Xi Liang is destroyed, he will establish this
The palace is for the queen."
Xuebing hurriedly said: "Congratulations to my sister, my wish will be just around the corner."
Mrs. Lan smiled and said nothing... Women are all vanity. Even if the emperor didn't say it, she would still add to the false rumors to prove that she was truly favored.
But what Mrs. Lan didn't expect was that Nuan Si was behind the rockery and could hear every word she said clearly...
And only Snow Concubine knows that the Queen likes to watch the sunset here recently? Is all this a coincidence? Of course not, it was done deliberately...
But Nuan Si believed it. In fact, she had also struggled with why Mo Yu Wuhuan had to reject the public opinion and strongly recommend herself. Now she finally understands that love always seems so small in the face of interests...
Nuan Si's heart was so cold that she returned to the palace, put on her clothes, and quietly left the palace...
In the attic not far away, the emperor looked at all this with cold eyes. Eunuch De reminded quietly: "Your Majesty, do you need to send someone to follow? Will the empress not come back?"
The emperor's eyes were gloomy, but he just said lightly: "No need, she won't not come back."
Mo Yu Wuhuan was very confident. Nuan Si would not slip away like this. She was the mother of a country, so of course she would not be so petty.
The gods are drunk
Nuan Si hasn't been here for a long time. Something happened in the palace recently, so she hasn't had time to spare. Today I came here with a request. I hope that person will keep the appointment...
From a distance, I saw a figure in white. Duan Jinghan has always been very punctual, except for the time when he was tricked by the Prime Minister...
"Miss Ling, are you looking for me?" When Duan Jinghan heard the servant's report, he didn't believe it at first and thought it was a prank. He didn't believe these words until he saw Nuan Si. He was flattered and they had known her for a long time. She had never taken the initiative to look for her.
Live on your own?
"Well, Brother Duan, time is urgent, so I won't say much. I'm here to ask for something." Nuan Si said straight to the point.
"Okay, Miss Ling, please speak."
"Back then, the King of Shu fell in love with a mysterious woman. Did you know about it?"
"Well, I heard a little bit. I heard that the woman had no family affairs, no back, no idea where she came from, and then she mysteriously disappeared and no one knew where she went?" Duan Jinghan tried hard to recall the rumors in the imperial capital.
"Well, that's her. I hope Brother Duan can help me investigate in detail about that woman. The most important thing is that I know how the woman disappeared and who else she came into contact with besides the King of Shu." Nuan Si
Said seriously.
Duan Jinghan also felt that this matter was not trivial, so he nodded: "Okay, I'll get started on it."
"And..." Nuan Si stopped talking.
"Miss Ling, please speak." Duan Jinghan was always very patient when facing Ling Nuansi.
"I hope, Brother Duan, by the way, help me find out the whereabouts of the King of Shu. I have important items to return." Nuan thought, thinking of the life-saving jade flute given to him by the King of Shu.
"Okay, I will do my best to investigate." Duan Jinghan never asked Nuan Si why there were so many questions from beginning to end, because he felt that as long as it was something she wanted to do, he would do his best.
Nuan Si was so moved that she raised her glass generously: "Ever since I met Brother Duan, I have been taking care of you. Nuan Si is grateful for your kindness to me. I cannot thank you enough for your kindness. I toast you for this glass." After that, Nuan Si said.