"Love can also make people feel hopeless and feel that everything they do is meaningless." Qin Yi continued to pour wine into his mouth, trying to get rid of the happy smiling faces of An Jie and Xiao Tong in his mind.
The love he said is true. Once he thinks of the person he loves lying in the arms of others, he will feel dull about all his efforts and success. Because his success and efforts have nothing to do with the person he loves.
A little bit related.
"You must have a crush on someone, right?" The boy turned his head warily and asked Qin Yixiao.
"I've been thinking about her for a year. But she doesn't love me." Qin Yi shrugged painfully and took another sip of wine. The alcohol gave him the urge to confide his concerns to others.
"Did you meet him in Paris?"
"no."
"Who is that? Do I recognize him?"
"I won't tell you." Qin Yi said with a confused expression. She thought about the scene where she secretly kissed Xiao Tong on the bus a year ago. When she thought of Xiao Tong's blushing cheeks, Qin Yi's face
There was a smile on his face.
"You tell me, I won't tell anyone else." The boy leaned against the wall and was about to fall asleep.
"I won't tell you, that's my... secret." Qin Yi muttered the same, and he was about to fall asleep.
"Xiao Tong - Xiao Tong is about to give birth to a baby again." In the quiet room, just when Qin Yi almost fell asleep, he suddenly heard the boy say.
"Oh?!" The boy's words made Qin Yi's heart hurt as if being bitten by a monster. It seemed as if a cold wind blew by, and he immediately woke up from the wine.
Although he had thought of all the possibilities during this year, this news still really made him feel trembling.
For a year, he has not contacted anyone related to Xiao Tong. He even deliberately avoided any news about Xiao Tong.
He sometimes thought that Xiao Tong must have married An Jie now, but he never thought of what marriage meant?
Marriage between a man and a woman means happiness. Only happy men and women will think of getting married and want to stay together for a lifetime.
After getting married, a man and a woman will definitely involve sex and love in their marriage. A perfect marriage cannot lack sex and love.
And children are the crystallization of sex, love and happiness.
"She actually has another child!" Qin Yi sighed, and took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
He helped the boy's head, which was hanging on his shoulder, to one side. He staggered to his feet and stood in front of the window, looking hard at the dark and sad world outside the window.
At this time, the rows of ancient houses outside the window were reflecting an ancient sadness in the hazy night. However, in this ancient atmosphere, there was also an old corrosive atmosphere infecting Qin Yi's nerves.
The news that the boy just said about "Xiao Tong is going to give birth to a baby again" made Qin Yi's upset mood even worse because of the corrosive smell emanating from the rows of old houses outside the window.
Following this, loneliness, desolation, sadness, misery... all came to my mind.
Loving someone is destined to be lonely, especially falling in love with someone who doesn't love you is more sad and desolate.
Quietly closing the door, Qin Yi left the boy who was drunk and unconscious and walked towards Xiao Tong's old house not far from the boy's old house.
Although he knew that there was no one there at all, when he thought that this was the place where Xiao Tong had lived since childhood and had been reluctant to leave it until now, Qin Yi still wanted to feel its unique atmosphere up close.
To Qin Yi's surprise, Xiao Tong's old house was in a different situation from other people's old houses. Its door was locked. Taking advantage of the hazy and yellow moonlight, Qin Yi discovered the lock.
It's already rusty, and it seems like no one has been here for a long time.
It can be seen how much Xiao Tong loves this place.
Even if the building is empty, she doesn't want stray dogs and some scavengers to set foot here.
The breeze blew, and the sweet scent of osmanthus came over him. Qin Yi closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
He knew that this was Xiao Tong's favorite flavor.
But over time, this sweet taste has become Qin Yi's favorite taste.
Although he had always known that this courtyard belonged to Xiao Tong's family, Qin Yi had never set foot here.
At this time, the door to Xiao Tong's house was locked again.
Suddenly, a message came into Qin Yi's mind: Climb in from the wall.
Of course, with Qin Yi's height of 11.90 meters, coupled with Qin Yi's healthy physique that he exercises regularly, it is very easy to climb over the wall of Xiao Tong's home.
Qin Yi turned into the courtyard of Xiao Tong's house and found that there were several lush osmanthus trees in the courtyard, guarding the place like loyal soldiers under the bright moonlight.
Qin Yi's heart jumped suddenly, and Xiao Tong's appearance in the past was once again clearly reflected in his mind.
Xiao Tong's smile, Xiao Tong's crying, Xiao Tong's infatuation..., he remembered them all.
However, Qin Yi's heart felt like a knife being cut. He was thinking: If the person Xiao Tong loved was him, he would definitely not let her cry.
But Qin Yi forgot that love will always hurt!
Like Mingyu, I love him deeply.
But he, he didn't let Mingyu laugh because of him, he also made Mingyu cry because of him.
Qin Yi felt strange when he suddenly thought of Ming Yu at this time.
However, he continued to think about it. He was wondering how Mingyu would spend her life during his return to China.
Mingyu once said that when he left, her life would be meaningless.
"Will her life really become meaningless because of her departure?" Qin Yi smiled bitterly. When this girl spoke, she always used a tone that seemed like a huge disaster was about to happen to block her objections.
Opinions come from the person's mouth, and then reach a decision where she has made up her mind.
Qin Yi smiled and shook his head. He came here to think of Xiao Tong more deeply.
But, how could he think of Ming Yu at this time?
Silently walking around the courtyard, Qin Yi found out strangely that the place he had always wanted to set foot in was not as strong as he imagined when he actually stepped in!
Quickly climbing over the low wall, Qin Yi still concluded that Xiao Tong had an unshakable position in his heart.
This unshakability cannot be changed just by thinking of Ming Yu when he was in the old house of Xiao Tong's family.
I quietly returned to the boy's house again. The boy was already leaning against the wall and snoring heartily.
Qin smiled and lay on a hard bed in the room.
At this time, alcohol once again played a role in his body. In the haze, he seemed to see Xiao Tong walking towards him with a smile.
The rising sun spared no effort to shine its brilliance into this house.
The boy and Qin Yi finally woke up after rubbing their sore heads.
"Although my neck hurts a little, this is the most solid night of sleep I have had in a while." The boy looked at the pile of beer bottles on the ground and regained his simple and affectionate expression.
"Me too." Qin Yi yawned and replied with a smile. Perhaps because the distance between him and Xiao Tong was no longer so far away, Qin Yi unexpectedly found that he was sleeping particularly comfortably on the hard bed beneath him.
"Let's go and sit at my house!" Tongzi and Qin Yi walked towards the door of Tongzi's house together.
"Well, call out Yan Ni and let's get together." Qin Yi laughed loudly. Being with the simple boy made him feel more relaxed than ever before.