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Chapter Eleven: Emotional Strange Circle

Chapter 11: Emotional cycle

Xiao Tong gave birth to a baby girl last night. In An Jie’s words: This is called having both a son and a daughter.

But Qin Yi couldn't be happy at all. While he sincerely wished Xiao Tong his best wishes, he felt a faint pain in his heart.

If the marriage between Xiao Tong and An Jie made Qin Yi feel painful, the baby girl Xiao Tong gave birth to last night made Qin Yi's already painful heart even more painful.

Pain and frustration coexisted, and Qin Yi suddenly felt very tired.

He wanted to completely drive Xiao Tong out of his heart, but in the end, he kept thinking of her.

The night in Xiaowei City is beautiful and enchanting, but Qin Yi's heart cannot be calm.

This time, his original intention was to return to China to see if Xiao Tong was doing well, but unexpectedly he fell into the same emotional whirlpool again.

He felt very tired, and he really wanted to forget Xiao Tong in his heart.

Yes, it’s time to forget it!

It’s really time to forget it!

However, he just couldn't forget it.

Not to mention that love always tortures people, it seems that love is not an ordinary torture at all, but a very torture.

Qin Yi suddenly wanted to stretch time forward for a period of time until he could only feel warmth in his heart when he thought of Xiao Tong, not pain, and sincere heart when he thought of An Jie and their children.

blessing rather than jealousy now.

And maybe time can go backwards, to the point where he never knew Xiao Tong.

Qin Yi stood in front of the window, listening to sad songs over and over again.

It was as if he was hurting himself with a knife, he was counting the scars deep in his soul and was tangled with them.

He suddenly wanted to take the same bus with Xiao Tong a year ago.

It was on that bus that he kissed Xiao Tong for the first time.

He opened the hotel door and took a taxi for a long time before arriving at the bus stop.

Just let me think of her one last time!

Qin Yi comforted himself in his heart. He hoped that after this time, he would really gain some energy and stop living in the longing for Xiao Tong.

It’s still the same bus from a year ago, and it’s still the same time period a year ago.

As if the scene was reappearing, Qin Yi seemed to see the bright neon lights outside the car window again, casting its enchanting and beautiful light on Xiao Tong's pretty face, which was like water and grease.

It seems, it seems that Xiao Tong was sitting in this position at that time.

Qin Yi tried hard to remember.

Yes, Xiao Tong was sitting in that position at that time.

However, what disappointed Qin Yi was that there was another girl sitting in that position.

The girl buried her head in a pink hat deep into her knees, as if she was asleep.

Qin Yi was embarrassed to wake her up, but felt as uncomfortable as a cat scratching her.

He felt a little restless. He wanted to go over and let the girl leave so that he could sit on it and think about Xiao Tong for the last time. However, since someone else had already taken the lead, Qin Yiyi waited patiently.

Okay! He prayed that the girl would arrive at the station soon, and when she got off the bus, he would definitely get there.

At this time, only Qin Yi and the girl were left on the bus.

However, what Qin Yi didn't expect was that this girl seemed to be just like him, just sitting aimlessly in the car and continuing to sleep. After seeing n stops, she just didn't get out of the car.

Qin Yi's patience finally ran out.

He "suddenly" stood up from his seat and walked towards the girl. No, to be precise, Qin Yi walked towards the seat where Xiao Tong had sat.

"Is he really so important in your heart? Is it really important?" However, when Qin Yi just approached the girl, he suddenly heard the girl talking to herself, the sadness and sadness in her voice

The resentment made Qin Yi heartbroken when he heard it.

Qin Yi was stunned and carefully sat behind the girl. He didn't expect that this girl was suffering from the same lovelorn as himself. Qin Yi couldn't bear to disturb her. When he met such a person who shared the same problem, Qin Yi could only

He sighed helplessly.

"Since he has someone else in his heart, why do I have to struggle so hard?" The girl leaned on her knees and continued to murmur vaguely: "If he really accepts me, will I be happy? I

He will definitely not be happy, because I know he is thinking of someone else. But what should I do? What should I do? I really want to forget him, and it’s really time to forget.

It’s time to forget about him and be myself again, woo-woo-woo-" the girl sobbed intermittently, as if her heart was broken.

But didn't what she said reflect her current embarrassing situation?

Qin Yi smiled bitterly. He didn't want to listen to other people's concerns, but facing the girl's crying at this time, Qin Yi couldn't help but opened his mouth to persuade her: "I know that he would not be happy if he accepted him.

, why torture ourselves? It is impossible to forget, unless we are frustrated. However, you are right, if you are yourself, you may forget the person in your heart." It seems to be to myself, but also to that girl.

Of relief, Qin Yi said with a wry smile.

"Are you also broken in love?" Realizing that there was a person behind her who had the same problem, the girl stopped crying and asked Qin Yi behind her, but her head was still buried deep in her knees. It seemed that when she raised her head, the whole world would fall apart.

It's like betraying her.

"Lost in love? Maybe I have never been in love at all, because the person I love doesn't love me at all." Qin Yi smiled wryly at himself, and he suddenly remembered a sentence: In this world, the truth is told to strangers.

He felt that this sentence was very similar to his current situation. It might be because he knew that the stranger was just a one-time acquaintance. Even if he told the truth, he knew that they would never see each other again, causing embarrassment. The secret that Qin Yi had buried in his heart for a long time

I really want to confide in a stranger.

"Our situation is similar. I love him, but he has a different heart." The girl's words were very vague, but Qin Yi could clearly hear what she meant.

"The same goes for my girl. And she has married another man and has children. Yesterday I witnessed her about to give birth. I know that I am trapping myself in this, but I just can't get out of this vicious circle." Qin Yi smiled bitterly and shook his head.

The girl in front is like his best friend.

"Do you want to get out of this vicious circle?" The girl continued: "I heard from others that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new relationship."

"A new relationship? How can it be called a relationship if you don't love the other person?"

"Then love hard and love hard." The girl seemed to be persuading herself: "When you find that you really fall in love with this substitute, you will really forget about the old love."

"..." This was the first time Qin Yi heard the girl's strange logic.

At first glance, it sounds a bit absurd; but if you think about it carefully, it makes sense.

"Now that you know this method, why are you still in pain?" Qin Yi asked the question in his heart.

"Because I haven't found someone who loves me to be his substitute. If you have someone who loves you now, you might as well give it a try?" The girl's tone suddenly became very relaxed, but she never turned around and looked back.

Qin Yi glanced at it.

"Really?" Qin Yi asked, and Ming Yu's figure immediately flashed in his mind.

Since she loves him so much, why doesn't he try to fall in love with her?

In that case, wouldn’t everyone be relieved?

"I'm sure you must be thinking of someone now, so the person who comes into your mind first is the person worthy of your love." The girl's tone sounded like she was advising Qin Yi.


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