But she couldn't control a lot. She just wanted to vent her anger on him. She was upset because of Nan Shao's affairs and because of his defense of Yu Nuanxin at noon, but he was
She hated him for wanting to provoke her, but she didn't know what to do. She was so afraid that Yu Nuanxin would hurt her mother.
But he just let her bite his shoulder, and still firmly fixed her waist with his big hands, fearing that she would hurt herself. It was serious and clearly contained endless doting.
After venting, Jin Ruixi leaned weakly on his shoulder, crying sadly, and wantonly displayed her grievances and sadness in front of him.
The tearing pain in his shoulder still invaded him, but her sad and aggrieved look made her even more sad. He hugged her tightly and kissed the broken hair on her cheek.
"Okay, now that you've done it, don't make any more trouble, okay?" Xiang Qingshen said soothingly, but Jin Ruixi turned her head instead of looking at him, lowered her head, and wiped it hard with the back of her hand.
The tears were so fierce that they seemed to be wiping his face, as if they wanted to wipe off every layer of skin.
Seeing her being so childish, Xiang Qingshen wasn't angry, but instead smiled.
He pecked her lips lightly, then smiled and said: "Rui Rui, can you give me some more time?"
I know she is sad, I know she is wronged, but now there is really no way to solve these things at once.
Jin Ruixi ignored him, but was held by him and sat on his lap without saying a word.
He sighed helplessly, carried her back to the room, covered her with a quilt, and lay down behind her. He was speechless all night, and no one wanted to say anything more.
No one knew what to say.
When she got up the next day, he had already left. The ground where he had been lying was cold and cold. Jin Ruixi felt a little desolate. She stroked her face and found that her face was also cold.
She just thought it was him and went to work as usual. She also found a few books in the study room and flipped through them casually.
It was extremely peaceful in the study, but she didn't realize that so many things were quietly happening in the complicated world outside. But she didn't know anything about it.
It wasn't until noon that Xiang Qingshen came back angrily, his face ashen, and she didn't understand who had offended him again. The two of them sat at the dinner table, but neither of them spoke.
It's just that he looked at her with a fierce look from time to time. Jin Ruixi felt a little uncomfortable when she looked at her, but she still lowered her head while eating.
Such a meal would make both of us uncomfortable. Even if we did eat, let alone not eating much, we would still suffer from indigestion.
Staring at her with sharp eyes, Jin Ruixi only felt a chill running down her spine, but she still sat upright, as if this could prove that she was still the proud girl who had never compromised on anything.
, however these are nothing but self-deception.
She clearly cares about what he thinks and what's wrong with him, but she still has to put on airs. The two of them had a quarrel and it's not over yet. How can she lower her head and ask him what's wrong?
However, here, Xiang Qingshen was extremely angry. He only felt a dull pain in his temples. Damn it, she still stood up to him in such a situation.
How dare she, how dare she let someone else kiss her. When he thought of this, he was almost mad and wanted to dig that person out and cut him into pieces right now.
He was beating her little butt hard to see if she dared to let other men touch her hair.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Xiang Qingshen asked coldly.
The tone of his questioning made Jin Ruixi frown, her face didn't look good, and the corners of her mouth twitched. She didn't ask him anything, but he wanted to question her instead?
She just felt an unknown fire burning in her heart.
However, she restrained herself and just looked at him blankly, then shook her head. Did she have anything to say to him? Yes, she had a lot to say, but he looked like this.
Jin Ruixi just wanted to go back to her room and have a good rest.
Just as she stood up to leave, he grabbed her hard.
Damn it, she dared to ignore his existence. Who gave her such courage? Xiang Qing was so angry that he couldn't control the strength of his hand and grabbed her wrist fiercely.
Jin Ruixi frowned, but didn't say anything. She just raised her eyes to look at him, then lowered her head, unwilling to look at him again.
The next moment, he pressed hard on her lips and kissed her fiercely. The force was as if he was going to bite her lips off. It was painful. She struggled fiercely, but was pushed by him.
It was fixed and there was no way to struggle.
There was no tenderness in this kiss, it was just a simple punishment for her. Jin Ruixi felt extremely wronged, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
The drops fell on the back of her hand, and he suddenly woke up, gently pushed her away, and then took her into his arms. No matter how angry he was, he shouldn't treat her like this.
He said soothingly: "Rui Rui, I didn't mean it, please stop crying, okay?"
Her tears of grievance, her stubborn look, and the look of her surrendering and seeking perfection all left traces of blood in his heart, and he knew the pain.
She no longer tried to hold back the tears, and allowed the crystal tears to pour out, as if she wanted to cry out all her grievances.
"Xiang Qingshen, you are not human!" He didn't know how to curse, but he could only curse this sentence over and over again.
"Why did you treat me like this? What did I do wrong? You were indiscriminate and you were desperate, but you just convicted me. You favored Yu Nuanxin. I knew you were so good to her. How could you do this?
Are you willing to let her be wronged? So you chose to wrong me, right?" She said so pitifully, as if she was an abandoned kitten.
Finally, when I was tired of crying, I picked up Xiang Qingshen's precious shirt and used it to wipe the tears and snot from my face.
Normally, a person with a mysophobia like Xiang Qingshen would slap that woman away when he saw her acting like this. However, now that she was behaving like this, he found her extremely cute.
Does she think he can't see her taking such a small revenge?
But he allowed her to use her shirt worth tens of thousands of dollars as a rag.
"Xiang Qingshen, do you not love me? That's why I feel so wronged, you know? I'm so sad. Whenever you go out, I have to wonder if you are looking for Yu Nuanxin again.
What are you doing with her? I tried my best to tell myself not to think nonsense, but I couldn't help but think otherwise. Xiang Qingshen, can you let me know clearly what you think of me?
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"I love you so much, but yesterday, you know? Just after you scolded me indiscriminately, I suddenly became suspicious. I abandoned my dignity to love you. In front of you, I have no dignity left.
Let’s talk about whether this kind of love, this kind of desperateness, is worth it.”
Hearing what she said, he felt his heart aching. What did she mean? Did she not want to love him anymore?
He pulled her over and hugged her hard, hugging her so tightly, as if she would disappear in the next moment. She was so cherished and cherished. At this moment, she felt that he loved her.
of.
However, she still refuses to say forgiveness easily. She is a woman, and she will have a lot of uneasiness in her heart. He is her man, but he still has to care about another woman.
Even scolding her for that woman, could she not doubt her love?
Can he trust him firmly?
Without giving her any space to think, he just hugged her tighter, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones. In that case, would it be impossible for her to leave her again?
"Jin Ruixi, since you have come to provoke me, don't even think about getting off the train halfway. On this train leading to happiness, there may be a lot of pain and sadness along the way, but I and you
I guarantee that we will be happy in the end. As long as we hold each other's hands tightly, we won't get lost in the crowd."
After saying that, he looked at Jin Ruixi in confusion and asked uneasily: "Or, Jin Ruixi, after you captured my heart, you want to get off the car halfway?"
Two people love each other deeply, but they cannot trust each other. Because they love each other too much, they are afraid of the possibility of losing each other. They are afraid and they are uneasy.
They need each other's constant motivation to continue on. On the road to love, they should support each other.
At this moment, neither of the two people were talking, they were just hugging each other tightly. Between heaven and earth, they naturally had their own world, which no one else could get into.
At this time, if he was still doubting something between her and Nan Shao, then he would be so sorry for her. He thought it was just a misunderstanding.
However, the next moment, she confessed and said: "Xiang Qingshen, I met Nan Shao yesterday and we went to have a meal together."
She thought that they could no longer afford any misunderstandings between them.
However, she hesitated to tell her about the unexpected kiss because he was too powerful. She was worried that Nan Shao had always helped her.
But he thoughtfully extended his middle finger to stop her from continuing.
"Well, I know everything, including that kiss. I believe it was not what you wanted."
At this moment, do you need to say anything else? He has tried his best to believe her, and all she has left in her heart is satisfaction.
At this moment, the two hearts seemed to be really close.
However, things are far from that simple. As Xiang Qingshen said, the road to happiness is so tortuous. They are both very ordinary people in this Okura world.
If you are not careful, you will get lost or miss it. Moreover, there are so many people and so many obstacles between them. Happiness seems to be within easy reach. During this journey, I discovered that love is...