Jin Ruixi pushed Xiang Qingshen's body away, and kept backing up. She looked at Xiang Qingshen as if she were looking at a monster, with her mouth wide open.
"You are joking with me, right?" There was a hint of pleading in his voice, Xiang Qingshen, I beg you, please tell me, you are joking, you want this child,
I beg you.
However, Xiang Qingshen turned around and looked at the quiet night sky outside. He didn't want to look, didn't want to look, didn't dare to look at her desperate face.
This child cannot be wanted. Now that Nuan Xin's body is under control, there is no danger to his life, and there is no need for this child to speak out. If one day this child knows why she was born, he will have no face to see him.
He couldn't even imagine what Rui Xi's reaction would be if she knew the truth.
Jin Ruixi kept shaking her head, her neck seemed to be broken by her shaking. She slowly squatted down and covered her ears tightly with her hands.
"No!" She screamed hysterically. The voice was so shrill and desperate. No, no, this is her child. Why should he just say he doesn't want it?
Tears kept falling. This time, she was really desperate. Why, was having a baby just a game in his eyes? When he was happy, he took her hand and said, "Rui Rui, let's have a baby."
!When she is unhappy, she will tell her that they don’t want this child anymore, they don’t want it anymore!”
Did he really treat her Jin Ruixi as a plaything to Xiang Qingshen?
A toy that can be taken away when she wants it, even the child in her belly, but that child is not a thing, she just throws it away when she doesn't want it anymore, right?
That is a child, his and her child, that is a living child!
Hearing her cry of pain, he turned towards Qingshen and wanted to hold her in his arms, but in the end his hands just froze in mid-air.
"Rui Rui, think about it carefully!" Xiang Qingshen still turned around.
From the initial collapse, she slowly turned into soft crying. She just cried so softly, like a wounded little animal.
Listening to her sad cries, those hurt cries.
Xiang Qingshen walked to her side, squatted down, hugged her shoulders, and took her into his arms.
"Ruirui, will you be obedient? We will still have children, and our days are still long." He persuaded patiently.
However, Jin Ruixi seemed not to hear his words and just cried.
He has never been able to do anything about a woman's tears, especially now that she is neither crying nor accusing him of anything, but seems to be trapped in her own world, crying for her own life. Regarding her words,
It was as if he hadn't heard anything, and his heart ached slightly, but he didn't want to change what he had already decided because of her tears.
He might be selfish in doing this, but he didn't want her to get hurt in any way.
After crying for a long time, her body was twitching slightly. Xiang Qingshen carried her to bed and put his arms around her shoulders. From time to time, he could still hear her twitching.
When he woke up the next day, he found that his arms were empty, and his whole heart suddenly seemed empty.
Touching the place where she lay last night, there was no warmth there.
He was shocked. Where could she go so early in the morning?
She quickly got up, changed her clothes, and looked for the bathroom, but she was nowhere to be found in the entire room.
Xiang Qingshen's heart tightened.
When he reached the first floor and saw Mother Chen, he asked nervously: "Mother Chen, have you seen Rui Rui?"
Mother Chen smiled lovingly at her.
Pointing to the kitchen, he said, "The lady is preparing breakfast for you in the kitchen!"
Just as she was talking, she saw Jin Ruixi coming out with breakfast. There was no unnecessary expression on her face, she just walked out carefully carrying milk and toasted bread.
When I walked past him, my eyes were still on the milk, as if the milk was very attractive.
Xiang Qingshen sighed silently, and finally could only follow her to the dining table.
After Jin Ruixi arranged everything, she sat down and didn't talk to Xiang Qingshen, but just ate the breakfast in front of her.
"Rui Rui!" Xiang Qingshen looked directly into her eyes after sitting down, but Jin Ruixi looked at her expressionlessly.
"Prince, do you have any instructions?" She returned to her cold attitude, as if the two of them had returned to their previous relationship, two familiar strangers.
Seeing her closing herself off, his heart contracted tightly.
Xiang Qingshen stood up and walked behind her chair.
He hugged her from behind and said gently: "Are you still angry?"
Jin Ruixi ignored him, looked straight at herself and played with her fingers, as if those fingers were very attractive.
"Rui Rui, stop sulking, it's not good for your health!" Xiang Qing said with deep concern.
"My child, I have the right to make a decision." Jin Ruixi stood up and looked directly into his eyes. This time, she would never compromise. Even if she had to leave, she still wanted this child.
The decision-making power is never in her hands, but she can give up other decision-making powers, but this time, she must be the master, for the sake of her still-formed child.
Looking at her firm and determined expression, Xiang Qingshen frowned.
However, Jin Ruixi showed no expression this time. She took off her apron, turned around, took steps, and walked upstairs.
When Chen Ma came out of the kitchen, she saw Jin Ruixi looking angry.
She asked quietly: "Rui Rui, what's wrong with you?"
However, Jin Ruixi just stuffed the apron into her arms and replied: "Mother Chen, I'm not feeling well. I'll go up and take a rest."
Then he went upstairs.
Only Xiang Qingshen was left standing there, and the air around him seemed to have condensed.
"Prince!" Mother Chen turned her gaze to Xiang Qingshen, but Xiang Qingshen stopped and picked up his suit jacket.
"You go check on her later and report to me anytime if you have anything." After that, he left.
Seeing that he was about to walk out of the living room, Mother Chen whispered: "But you haven't had breakfast yet."
However, no one responded to her words.
Jin Ruixi hid behind the curtains and watched his tall figure walk to the car, get in, and the car slowly drove out of the villa.
She just looked at it, the curtains in her hands were wrinkled by his tight grip.
She didn't even notice.
At this time, there was a knock on the door. I casually wiped away the cold tears on my face before letting someone in.
Mother Chen brought a bowl of porridge and put it on the coffee table before walking to her. Looking at her red eyes, she asked distressedly: "Rui Rui, what's wrong with you? Did the prince bully you again?"
?Tell Ma Chen if you have anything."
Hearing her caring words, Jin Ruixi's eyes turned red again. What should I do? She seemed to have turned into a crybaby.
But who can understand her heart?
The joy of the pregnancy news came overwhelmingly. She was so excited that she wanted to share the good news with him, but after telling him again, the deep love and affection she imagined did not exist at all.
Some of them were just cold words from him.
"Kill him!"
At that time, she felt that her sky was completely dark. What kind of joke was God playing on her?
"Mom Chen!" Jin Ruixi hugged Ma Chen and buried her head in her arms. She smells like a good friend's mom!
It would be great if her mother was by her side now. Suddenly, she felt so lonely.
Mother Chen patted her back comfortingly, just like when she was a child, she could only fall asleep quickly after her mother patted her back.
Suddenly, the tears burst again.
"Okay, I won't say anything if you don't want to say it." Mother Chen said distressedly, how much is going on in this child's heart! What happened between her and the prince?
She wants to help them, but she also knows that love cannot be helped by others.
After a busy day, Xiang Qingshen kept wandering on the national highway. In this day's work, he was not efficient at all. What kept popping up in his mind were her sad eyes, desperate eyes, and soft crying.
Look.
The car stopped in front of the villa, but he did not go in, not knowing how to face her.
Time passed little by little, and his car parked not far from the villa.
However, he didn't want to go home.
Yes, during this period with her, he felt like home, and he began to crave this kind of warmth. However, after the pregnancy came out, he had to face her cold face.
In the past, he didn't mind at all, but now he really cares.
Leaning on the back of the chair, he sighed silently. Even he didn't realize that he cared about her so much. He thought it was just a habit, he thought he was just greedy for the temporary warmth.
But after seeing her desperate face, why was he so heartbroken?
I don’t want to explain, and I don’t dare to explain. What should I do to achieve perfection?
Standing in the entrance hall, looking at the wall clock on the wall, it was already pointing to nine o'clock, but there was still no trace of that person. He must be angry. So he punished her in this way?
Or has something happened to him? How glorious the environment he is in is followed by how dangerous it is.
Although she was angry with him, she still couldn't help but worry about him if he didn't come back on time.