Jin Ruixi was still standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and the sunlight came in from behind her. She seemed to be bathed in the sunlight, and her face was a little pale.
He stretched out the book and wanted to touch her face, but she turned her face away and looked directly at him.
"Just say whatever you want to talk about!" Hold back the heartache and don't compromise this time. Even if it hurts her to see his expression like this, she can't compromise.
This is not only related to herself, but also related to the life of a child. So what is wrong with the child? Why should she be deprived of her life?
"Let's sit down and talk!" Xiang Qingshen took her hand.
Jin Ruixi followed him obediently to the bed and sat down.
He looked at her with burning eyes, filled with distress, but there was still a hint of determination in them.
"Rui Rui, can you go to the hospital?" Xiang Qingshen begged. Who has ever seen Xiang Qingshen, the proud son of heaven, speak to a person like this? In the eyes of others, Xiang Qingshen is a myth.
However, even if his life is a myth, in front of her, he is just an ordinary man.
Her hands gripped the sheets tightly, and her nails were deeply embedded in ###. Jin Ruixi bit her lower lip, stubbornly not saying a word, and her eyes were a little hollow.
He reached out his hand, put his arm around her shoulder, and let her head rest on his shoulder. Jin Ruixi didn't refuse, but at the moment he couldn't see it, a tear still slipped down his cheek.
"We are still so young, and we will have children. This child comes at the wrong time." He murmured. He could not accept this child, and she would not accept this reality after knowing the facts.
Jin Ruixi still didn't speak, and he couldn't help but sigh because of her indifferent attitude. She could make trouble, act bad, or even hit him and scold him, but he would never fight back.
However, she sat there indifferently and talked, seemingly unable to solve the problem.
"Rui Rui, didn't you promise me to have a good talk? You didn't say a word like this, what exactly do you want?" Xiang Qingshen let go of his shoulders, stood up, and stood in front of him, condescending.
looked at her.
"I promised to talk, but you just asked me to abort the child. Did you ask me what I thought? Do you really want to talk to me? No, you didn't mean to talk at all. You were like
A high-ranking king just issued an imperial edict and expected me to obey obediently, never thinking about my feelings."
"Hahaha, I'm really ridiculous. From the beginning to the end, you don't have me in your heart. It's me who is stupid. It's me who shamelessly thought that you would like me a little bit, so you would want a child."
"Okay, even if I, Jin Ruixi, mean nothing to you, isn't this child what you want? Didn't you come up with the baby plan? But why don't you want it now that you have it?"
Jin Ruixi's tone was very calm, as if she was describing something that had nothing to do with her. However, after she spoke, she became more and more excited, and something seemed to be shining in her eyes.
Jin Ruixi's humble posture made him feel distressed, but some things really weren't just what he wanted.
For some things, the time has not yet come. What he wants to give her will be given to her, but she can't force what he can't give.
But seeing her like this, he still nodded.
"If you want to ask, just ask!"
He gently wiped away the fallen tears with his fingertips and put them into his mouth. The tears were all bitter.
His actions, whether unintentional or intentional, made Jin Ruixi's tears flow out like water bursting from a dam, out of control.
He took the tissue, took out one and wiped it gently, "Don't cry, don't cry."
The tears were like a ruthless accusation against him, and his heart was twitching slightly.
"Do you not want children, do you not like children, or do you not want a child for me and you?"
She finally asked. Ever since that day when he said he wanted her to abort the child, this question had been spinning in her mind. She didn't want to let herself think about it, but she still couldn't help but think about it.
And now, the question has finally been asked.
Looking at his silent face, she began to regret a little. Maybe it was like what he said. Sometimes, even if you know the answer, so what, it just adds to the sadness. Some things can be made up for and saved.
, however, some things are irreversible and irreversible.
The water in her eyes was still turning and turning, that's how she looked.
"Rui Rui, I want a child, and yours. Please don't think too much, okay?"
He comforted her patiently and wanted to hold her in his arms, but she threw his hand away. Looking at his empty hand, there was a storm in his affectionate eyes. However, Jin Ruixi is still willing to care about that.
many.
"Jin Ruixi, don't challenge my limits." No matter how patient he is with her, he still has a temper, and it's not a small one.
He stretched out his hand in front of her, made a fist, clenched his fist, and unclenched it again and again.
Sensing the change in his mood, Jin Ruixi smiled.
"What? Do you want to hit me?" Jin Ruixi sneered and continued: "Hit me! You don't want my child anyway, so you might as well beat me and this child to death."
Seeing her indifferent expression, Xiang Qingshen could only retract his hand.
He said coldly: "This child must be aborted, whether you agree or not!"
"Why? Give me a reason, a reason why you must abort this child. Do prisoners on death row need a reason from time to time when they are sentenced? So, please give me a reason? Don't say nothing, just say
To deny a little life."
Sitting on the ground helplessly, she asked in a low voice.
Answer, answer, answer, she always wants an answer, didn't he tell her? Sometimes the answer can be very hurtful. Why doesn't she always learn well?
Does she have to be bruised all over to know the pain? Does she know that seeing her in pain will make his heart ache? What kind of decision did he make to put himself in this situation?
"Do you have to have a reason?" Xiang Qingshen asked solemnly.
Seeing that he was finally willing to face up to this problem, Jin Ruixi nodded firmly.
"Because I don't want it, you can't ask for it. If I ask for it that day, then you have to give it even if you don't want it. That's it." After finishing the words with a cold face, Xiang Qingshen didn't even change his clothes.
He walked straight outside.
In the room, the white curtains were blown gently by the wind.
And Jin Ruixi just sat on the ground, not saying a word, just sitting like that, as if she was stupid.
Hahahaha, what a reasonable answer he gave. As long as he didn't want it, she couldn't ask for it. If he wanted it, she had to give it to him?
She, Jin Ruixi, is worse than a rag doll in his eyes, right?
She didn't know how long it took before Jin Ruixi stood up from the ground. She picked up a suitcase and put all the clothes she had brought into it one by one.
But she didn't even look at the famous brands he bought.
Standing in front of the door, looking at everything here, she has been here for more than a month.
In the month here, there have been happy times and painful times, but now, it's all over.
What if you ask her if she is deeply in love?
She doesn't even have to think about it, she just nods firmly.
Love, she loved that man very much, especially after spending time with him day and night, the feeling became even stronger.
If you ask her if she loves deeply, she will shake her head.
She couldn't even hate him.
I feel reluctant to let go of everything here.
It's not because of the excellent living environment here, the picturesque scenery here, or how much I admire it here.
I like this place and miss this place just because there is a man here.
A man she loves very much, and that man's name is Xiang Qingshen.
"Bye now!"
Goodbye, beautiful villa, goodbye, Mother Chen, goodbye to all the good and bad memories here, goodbye, my favorite man!
He turned around and closed the door decisively, cutting off all the love between them.
Dragging the suitcase, Yi Tathagata was alone when he arrived and touched his still flat belly.
In fact, it was not that nothing was gained. At least during this period, she had him by his side, and she also had a baby, even if he didn't want the baby.
But she wants it, because this is her and his child.
As soon as I got out of the living room, I was stopped by Mother Chen.
"Rui Rui, where are you going?" Mother Chen asked with concern, what happened to this child.
Jin Ruixi forced a smile and hugged Chen's mother.
"Mother Chen, I thank you for taking care of me during this period of time. I have troubled you for a while," Jin Ruixi said gently.
Listening to her words, Mother Chen frowned.
"Rui Rui, why are you saying this? Taking care of you is the happiest thing for Mother Chen. Mother Chen will continue to take care of you in the future! When you have another baby in the future, Mother Chen will also take care of your baby."
Chen Ma took Jin Ruixi's hand, but found that her hand was very cold and her forehead was trembling slightly.
Listening to Chen's mother talking about the baby, a sad smile appeared on the corner of Jin Ruixi's mouth.
She has a baby, but the baby's father doesn't want him.
Is there anything more ironic than this?
"Mama Chen, thank you!" Jin Ruixi hugged Ma Chen again, buried her head on his shoulder, and then let go of her.