Mother Chen shook her head, gently touched her long hair with her rough hands, and said distressedly: "Rui Rui, if you don't understand love, it will really hurt people, but if you don't
If you look at it openly, it’s actually not a big deal.”
"Look at the heroine on TV. Although she is sad, sad, and even desperate, she doesn't regret meeting her first love, right? Even though they broke up because of so many misunderstandings, they once loved each other.
Pass."
At this point, Chen Ma stopped for a moment and patted her back before continuing:
"Rui Rui, as long as you have loved, that feeling will stay in your heart forever. Even if we can't be together in the future, the happiness we gave you when we were together can't be erased."
"That is the unique joy of love. Sometimes, love becomes even more precious because it cannot be obtained." After saying this, Mother Chen sighed deeply.
In fact, who doesn’t understand? Just to implement it is heartbreaking.
I think of those love affairs when I was young, but now my hands are empty and I can't grasp anything. All I remember is his doting smile.
Who has never been young?
"Okay, let's go to bed early after reading this! I'll go up first." Recalling the past, the corners of Chen's eyes were a little moist, but she didn't want Jin Ruixi to know that there were some things that she could only recall slowly by herself.
The bitterness could only be left to her to taste alone.
Jin Ruixi sat there in a daze, and the remote control in her hand fell to the ground without realizing it.
On the TV screen, the male pig's feet grabbed the heroine's wrist and told her not to leave him. The domineering male pig, the kind female protagonist, the bloody plot, a typical soap opera.
But seeing her tears streaming down her face, she didn't know whether she felt sympathy for the female pig's trotters' suffering, or whether she was crying because she was in the same miserable situation.
For some people, love can become a memory. No matter whether the memory is sweet or bitter, sad, happy, sad or memorable, their love was once a mutual joy.
And what about her?
From beginning to end, it was all her wishful thinking, wishful thinking that he loved her, wishful thinking that he would marry her, and wishful thinking that the two of them would be together like this forever.
However, eternity is not long enough. Her eternity can only be attributed to what she once had. However, she does not even have what she once had.
Slender fingers slowly lifted up, wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes and cheeks.
When he raised his hand, he realized that he was crying again for no reason.
Seeing the tears shining on her fingers, Jin Ruixi tried her best to raise the corners of her mouth.
The clock had already reached two o'clock, and she thought that he would not come back.
She will wait for him. He said he would come back to talk to her. She wants an explanation, just an explanation. If he cannot give her a reasonable explanation, then at least let her leave.
Don't let her stay here without knowing why.
It made her feel so dirty. Someone else's lover should at least be loved by the male master. Even if it wasn't love, then at least he would be liked.
And what about her? Xiang Qingshen cares about Yu Nuanxin so much, but he only hates her. He locked her here, let her have his child, and then asked her to abort the child.
Could she think that this was his way of retaliating against her?
Did he feel the pleasure of revenge because he saw her tears and sadness?
I really don’t want to think about this, but the nerves in my mind are constantly running, and these words are constantly spinning in my mind.
Jin Ruixi held her head with both hands and shook her head desperately.
"Don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about anything, Jin Ruixi, do you want to drive yourself crazy?" She felt that she was going crazy, about to be driven crazy by reality, about to be driven crazy by him.
You can't guess his heart, you can't understand his person.
It made her feel like she was a plaything in his hands. He could control her heart and emotions with just a look or a movement, but he didn't need it.
It can even be said to be disdain, right?
Her pale face looked so pitiful, and her long hair was stranded on her cheeks. Finally, she leaned on the sofa and fell asleep. In her dream, she still only saw him cruelly turning around and leaving.
She was so merciless, she begged for his love so humbly, but everything seemed to be in vain. Love never comes by praying.
The car drove into the villa, and Xiang Qingshen got out of the car. He was still wearing a crisp black suit, which further highlighted his cold temperament. His lips were pressed tightly, almost forming a line.
There is a hint of fatigue between his eyebrows.
It was getting brighter, and he stayed by Yu Nuanxin's bedside until Yu Nuanxin fell asleep. Only then could he find time to come here.
He raised his head and looked at the lamp in the living room that was still on, thinking that it must be the light that Rui Rui left for him. Didn't he say that he would come back to talk to her? He thought that this was the light that Rui Rui left for him.
My heart suddenly felt extremely soft.
That cute little woman!
I walked in quickly and entered the hall. I saw only snowflakes on the TV screen.
And his little woman was lying so quietly on the sofa, her long white nightdress and jet black clothes spread on her chest, and she was breathing softly.
His heart suddenly felt like something had been touched.
Walking to her side, his fingertips gently touched her slightly red cheek.
After pushing aside her long hair that was blocking her face, I saw a tear on her remaining eyelashes.
Did she cry?
Why?
Is it because he came back so late?
Or is she thinking about something else?
His brows furrowed, and his fingertips gently caught the tears.
"Alas!" A sigh escaped from the thin lips. How can we get all three of them to get out of this relationship without anyone getting hurt?
He bent down and picked up his beloved little woman.
Although his movements were gentle, Jin Ruixi still woke up.
I slowly blinked my long eyelashes, and my hazy eyes gradually became very clear.
There is also a hint of disgust.
"Let me go!" Jin Ruixi said coldly, holding her hands against each other between the two people.
"Are you awake?" Xiang Qingshen said softly, as if he didn't see the cold rejection in her eyes.
Jin Ruixi struggled to get out of his arms, but Xiang Qingshen hugged her tightly.
"Rui Rui, please stop making trouble, okay? I'm so tired, let's go back to the room and have a rest, okay?" He hadn't closed his eyes for two nights and was worried about these two little women. He really felt a little tired.
Seeing the faint tiredness in his brows, Jin Ruixi's heart ached slightly, but it was not that she felt distressed, but she felt that her heart was stinging, and her heart was hurt by him.
"I said, please let me go." Her words became very distant, as if there was nothing left to say between the two of them.
Xiang Qing took a deep breath, and regardless of her nonsense, he carried her upstairs, kicked the door shut and put her on the bed. He didn't even take off his clothes and lay down next to her.
Then he hugged her waist, closed his eyes and was about to sleep.
He closed his eyes in pain, where did he put her? He really didn't care at all.
She wanted to sit up, but was held down by one of his hands.
The corners of his eyes were cold.
Jin Ruixi said indifferently: "Please let me go, Xiang Qingcheng, don't bully others too much."
"Can you still sleep? Xiang Qingshen, get up, do you hear me?" Jin Ruixi roared hysterically.
Xiang Qingshen reluctantly opened his eyes and looked at her with narrowed eyes.
He finally found so much time to spend with her, why doesn't she know how to cherish the time they have together? Does she have to waste time on these unnecessary things?
"Rui Rui, I'm so tired, can you let me have a rest?" He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her face.
But she avoided him, with an expression as if there was some bacteria on his body.
Xiang Qingshen's face turned cold, and the original gentleness was gone.
"Jin Ruixi, what do you want?" His patience was almost exhausted by Yu Nuanxin. Now he just feels so tired. No matter whether he is physically or mentally, he originally wanted to find some comfort with her.
However, she was like this, upset, really upset.
Jin Ruixi shook her head.
"I don't want anything, I don't want anything. I just want you to let me go. Now that I'm like this, the hatred in your heart should be gone! So, can you let me go?"
She took a deep breath and pretended to look away from everything.
"I know you don't like me."
She thought she wouldn't feel anything, after all, she already knew that he didn't like her, right? However, after saying it, her heart still throbbed!
He gently touched his chest with his hand and pressed it tightly, wondering if this would make it less painful.
However, it has no effect at all.
"I am shameless and have been pestering you, so I have decided now." She tried her best to smile, and she had to avoid crying. She didn't want to be looked down upon.
Seeing her forced smile, Xiang Qingshen pulled her into his arms.
"Jin Ruixi, how can you make people feel so distressed?" Xiang Qingshen said softly.
But I heard Jin Ruixi laughing softly.
Then he pushed him away hard.
"Don't touch me again, I think it's dirty." Jin Ruixi raised the corners of her lips and tried her best to give him a bright smile.
Dirty? She said he was dirty?
He was so calm and affectionate, but now he couldn't help but see the anger coming out of his heart.
He grabbed her wrist and frowned. If she was going to make trouble, she should have made enough, right?
"Jin Ruixi!" These three words were almost shouted out.
"What do you want?" He really wanted to hold her down and let her know that he was her man. Her nonsense words would only make her feel worse.