Now that grandma has left, Xia Xinyan has no choice but to go to the hospital to check out. The doctor asks her to sign and gives her 30,000 yuan. She realizes that 70,000 yuan has been spent in just half a month. Go to the ward
Pack your things and take a taxi home.
When I got home, Xiao Hong was there, looking around in the living room, frowning.
Grandma saw that the things in the living room were missing, but she didn't ask anything. When she got home, she went to her room to rest.
"Auntie." Xia Xinyan called politely. Xiao Hong suddenly smiled happily, "Yan'er, sit down and rest for a while. You have been exhausted in the past half month."
Xia Xinyan smiled and said nothing. As long as grandma could fully recover, she didn't care if she lost her life. But her heart was heavy and she couldn't bear the energy. It seemed that she was no longer her own. She hadn't lived at home for so long, and there was no tea.
. She went to the kitchen, opened the water bottle with cold water, and then put in the water heater.
"Yan'er, you hate me, don't you?" Xiao Hong stood behind her, her voice solemn.
Xia Xinyan looked at the mess downstairs that she had long been used to. There was no manager and the garbage was everywhere. In the square downstairs, the cement cracked and grass grew. When a intact stone split, did it hurt?
It must be very painful, but now that grass has grown, it has become numb after some years.
Even if the two broken stones are put together, the gap will be wide open and they will never return to their original intact appearance.
"What do you hate? Do you hate that you abandoned me when I was a child? Do you hate that you didn't care about your mother? Do you hate that you have ignored us for so many years? I call you aunt, which is already a lot. You can go, but
I hope we won’t meet each other again in the future. In the years when I was filled with hatred, I watched other people being hugged by their parents and asking for their welfare. What did I think? I stood at the street corner and watched other people eating delicious meat.
Baozi, I can only moan and salivate."
"When I was a kid, my grandma earned living expenses by washing other people's clothes and coaxing their children. My grandma's health was not good. When I grew up, her health became worse and worse. I took advantage of my spare time to go out to work.
I went to restaurants, dry cleaners, and worked as a tutor for others. How much humiliation and scolding did I receive? When I didn’t have a job and wanted to pick up trash, I was beaten by others and crawled home covered in blood.”
"We have no money, and sometimes we have no choice but to go hungry after one meal. Ten yuan is our living expenses for three days, and what about you? You look like you are pretending to be from a wealthy family. Ten yuan is for you.
What do you mean? Maybe if you dropped a hundred yuan on the street, you wouldn’t even want to pick it up.”
After Xia Xinyan finished speaking, she felt a bitterness in her throat, and she was already crying behind her! She no longer wanted to mention the fright in those ten years. If she mentioned it, she would think of him... When she thought of him, her heart would be cut like a knife.
.
"I tell you this not to make you feel bad, nor to make you pity me. You don't have to feel guilty about us. I think life like this is quite good. I just want to tell you that we are all gone from such difficult days.
Come here, now I can make money to support my grandma, so... you don’t have to come here anymore. Just pretend that I don’t exist, and I will pretend that I don’t have a mother, and I have always thought so.” Xia Xinyan said softly.
He spoke with a firm tone.
Xiao Hong cried so hard that her eyes were blurred with tears, and she clutched the spot on her chest that hurt so much. That was her daughter, and she was right in front of her now, but looking at her, it was like she was separated by a fog, and she was so close that she could reach her.
But why are you so alienated?
She cried and said, "I'm sorry." She said softly and rushed out of the door.
The water was about to boil, and water droplets splashed out and fell on her legs. She could feel the hot pain through her pants. There were some questions that she did not dare to ask, such as her grandma's identity. Xiao Hong and Huang Shun asked about her grandma's identity.
Her attitude is completely unlike how she treats her own mother.
And grandma, the reason why she wasn't allowed to be with Lan Yuze. She didn't dare to ask, and she didn't want to ask, for fear that she wouldn't be able to bear the consequences.
I boiled water, poured a cup into a bowl, warmed it and gave it to grandma to drink medicine. I wonder if grandma’s illness will be cured and how long it will last? Grandma never told her the seriousness of the illness, and the medical king also didn’t know.
He just said perfunctorily, telling her not to worry, grandma would be fine.
It's so perfunctory, I'm afraid someone warned me in advance.
She hasn't gone to school for half a month. Her grandma has just been discharged from the hospital, and she doesn't want to go. She has never been able to deal with people's relationships well. She is even more afraid of asking about Lan Yuze when she goes to school. The word "breakup" is cruel,
Especially when love is here, people are far away.
At noon the next day, when she was preparing lunch and calling her grandma for dinner, the doorbell rang.
Open the door, it's tension.
Xia Xinyan's heart skipped a beat. Zhang Li and Lan Yuze were always inseparable. She looked behind him habitually, and her heart beat violently.
Zhang Li came in, closed the door smoothly, bowed, with a soft smile on his face, "Hello, grandma! Do you still remember me? I am Yan'er's classmate."
Grandma sat on the dining table and smiled kindly, "Remember, come, sit, sit, eat and eat. It's great to try our Yan'er's cooking."
Zhang Li looked at Xia Xinyan, smiled like a spring breeze, sat down politely, took a bite of the roasted eggplant in his mouth, and praised it. After the meal, grandma and Zhang Zhang were watching TV in the living room and chatting, which sounded very interesting.
Happy. Xia Xinyan washes the dishes and cleans the house.
Zhang Li brought elderly supplements to grandma. Xia Xinyan was happy because grandma needed supplements. But she didn't know how long it would take to pay back the money.
When Zhang Li left, Xia Xinyan sent her downstairs. There were only a few people in this community, but now in the empty space, the two stood looking at each other.
"Stop thinking nonsense and trust him. He will find out the matter soon. Then he will definitely beg grandma to let you be together."
Xia Xinyan smiled and said, "I know, he has always had this ability. Thank you for today."
"I am willing to do so."
"By the way, money..."
Zhang Li said hurriedly, "No, it's not my money. You don't have to pay it back. As long as grandma is cured, it's better than anything else, isn't it?" He smiled. He didn't tell Xia Xinyan that in fact she had already
She is a rich woman, and the company run by Lan Yuze was registered under Xia Xinyan's name.
It's just that at this time, it's not appropriate to tell her.
"Goodbye." She stood for a while, and the two of them had nothing to say. She wanted to ask, how is Lan Yuze? However, those three words were like hot gold. She cut her throat over and over again, and she couldn't ask.
.
After taking two steps, a nervous voice came from behind, "Don't worry, he is fine, don't worry, maybe you can officially be together tomorrow."
Really? Tomorrow? Xia Xinyan smiled silently, it will be tomorrow, so good!
But little does she know that before tomorrow comes, a major turning point in her life will happen tonight...
That night, the night was very quiet. She stood upstairs and looked at the gorgeous sky in the distance supported by neon lights. Their area was very dark, and the lights in the community were flickering, which looked very depressed. Grandma was already asleep, and everyone
I'm getting older, and my health is not good, so I'm always drowsy.
She looked at the sky in the distance, imagining where Lan Yuze was? What was he doing? She was waiting for tomorrow, maybe he would find out the knot in her grandma's heart, and they would be able to be together in the future. It's great, forever.
Morning and night, hand in hand into old age.
She didn't have a mobile phone and wanted to call him, but she was afraid that her grandma would wake up from her sleep, so she waited for time and could see him tomorrow.
Xia Xinyan looked at it with a smile, happy, and thinking...
The night is getting deeper and deeper...
It's ten o'clock and I'm going to bed. As soon as I open my eyes, I can see that face. Lying on the bed, I think about Lan Yuze and his appearance over and over again...
I had just fallen asleep and was still in a daze when I was woken up by the ringing of the phone. The sound was louder than the other, and it sounded particularly harsh in this silent night!
She was afraid of waking up her grandma, so she hurriedly answered the phone. As soon as she picked up the phone, a tense voice sounded from the other side, "Xinyan, come to the hospital, come quickly! Hurry, something happened to him, something happened, and he is being rescued.
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As soon as he finished speaking, the phone hung up immediately. With that anxious look... Xia Xinyan was stunned for a moment. What happened to him? Who? Who is he? Is it him, Lan Yuze?
It was so fast that it was about to jump out of the body and stuck in the throat.
Throwing away the phone, regardless of whether it fell to the ground or not, she ran out without even wearing a coat. When she reached the intersection, a car was parked there. She stepped in and gave the name of the hospital.
, so Cui hurriedly walked away.
My heart is like an ant in a hot pot, anxious and anxious. I pray in my heart that nothing will happen to me, nothing will happen to me!
Half an hour later, as soon as the car stopped, she ran down. Zhang Zhang was already waiting for her at the door.
Neither of them bothered to talk and ran towards the outside of the operating room. Outside the operating room, Li Jing had already burst into tears and was leaning weakly on Lan Tian. Lan Tian's forehead was covered with sweat and his face was rosy, fearful.
He must have just come here. When he saw Xia Xinyan coming, Li Jing suddenly became angry, stepped forward and slapped her in the face.
"You still dare to come? I am a good son, do you think what you have done to me?" Li Jing's voice was very high-pitched, and he kept wandering in the aisle, hitting her eardrums!
"I'm sorry." Xia Xinyan whispered, her face was burning, but it was not as uncomfortable as one thousandth of the pain in her heart.
"Xia Xinyan, do you believe it or not? If my son has any shortcomings, I will definitely want you to be buried with him! Don't you love him so deeply?"
"aunt!"
"Li Jing!"
Zhang Li and Lan Tian spoke at the same time.
"What do you mean, don't worry, our son will be fine." Lan Tian held his wife in his arms and comforted her softly.
"Auntie, don't worry, Li Zhixiang's medical skills are so powerful, he will definitely save Yuze."
Li Jing burst into tears and fell into Lan Tian's arms, tears all over the floor.
"Don't mind, every mother will be anxious when encountering such a thing." Zhang Li was worried that Xia Xinyan would feel uncomfortable, so he hurriedly explained.
Xia Xinyan lowered her head and her voice was very low, especially sonorous and powerful in this late night.
"I don't mind. If anything happens to him, I will be with him wherever he goes."
Lan Tian, Li Jing, and Zhang Li were stunned...
The wait was long, one minute seemed like an hour, but when the operation was opened, it was already as long as a century.
Everyone rushed forward, especially Li Jing, who asked in a trembling voice, "How is my son?"
Li Zhixiang took off his mask. Xia Xinyan remembered that he looked carefree. But now his face was solemn, "I will try my best." He only left four short words and walked away quickly.
After going out, Li Jing fainted on the spot.
Is the sky and the earth spinning? Why does it feel like walking in a dark path, surrounded by knives, and Ling Chi is stabbed at her body over and over again, even the bones are not spared!
The blood in her whole body had gathered together, and she could not walk. Her whole body was stiff. Xia Xinyan stood there, unable to move, and even her breathing stopped.
I will try my best to be mentally prepared with you. What's the difference? Does he mean that Lan Yuze will leave at any time?
Lan Tian was resting while holding Li Jing. At this time, the nurse pushed Lan Yuze out. He was lying quietly on the bed. His hair had been shaved bald, and a tube was inserted from the top of his head.
There is a blood bag next to the bed, which is already half full of bright red blood.
Xia Xinyan felt that her legs had lost all feeling. She watched them push Lan Yuze away, saw his pale face, and the crimson color of the blood bag... Her breathing was suffocated and getting weaker and weaker.
Zhang Li followed the nurses into the elevator and transported Lan Yuze into the intensive care unit. Lan Tian did not look at her, but took Li Jing step by step, very slowly. Finally, she was the only one left...
There were footsteps approaching in the distance, and then a voice rang in his ears, "He is dead, are you sad?"
Xia Xinyan didn't speak, she could only hear the voice, and she couldn't even see clearly what the man looked like.
"He was seriously injured. If he had been hit straight, he would be in the morgue now." Li Zhixiang looked at it, frowning, with a look of soul hanging out, and her body was stiff, as if just a touch would make her...
rupture.
Someone spoke in my ear, but after a while there was no one again, and the footsteps became farther and farther away.
Xia Xinyan staggered and fell to the ground. Her body finally touched something real, and she was powerless even now.
When she woke up, she was on the hospital bed, dripping intravenously in her hand. Looking at the gray ceiling, she couldn't see any color. She pulled off the needle, and her hand was bleeding. She couldn't care so much, she wanted to go out, she
I want to find Lan Yuze.
Which floor is this? Where is Lan Yuze? She searched aimlessly, but could not find anyone anywhere. People in every ward thought she was crazy. She rushed up the stairs and ran up quickly.
But at the corner, I saw two people.
Grandma and Xiao Hong.
"Yan'er, where are you going?" Grandma asked, with a look of anger in her eyes.
Xia Xinyan's voice trembled violently as she begged, "Grandma, I beg you, please let me see him? Okay?"
Grandma's face turned pale and her voice was neither serious nor serious, but it was enough to send Xia Xinyan into the eighteenth level of hell, "Yan'er, you promised me that you would never see him again in this life! Even if he is facing death, you can't see him!"
And let me tell you, Lan Yuze's ward is on this floor. He is in the intensive care unit. Normal people are not allowed to enter, so the roads are blocked. There is only this one. If you insist on entering, then you have to step on me.
!”
Xiao Hong was also stunned for a moment, but didn't say a word.
At that moment, Xia Xinyan's face turned pale and her heart was ashen.
She wanted to cry but had no tears. She didn't even have the strength to speak...
"Grandma, why? Why? You hate him so much? Why can't we be together?"
Grandma's facial features suddenly twisted together, and there was deep hatred in her eyes, "Because their whole family is my enemy, the murderer who harmed my husband, my son, and my daughter-in-law! Of course I will not let my granddaughter
You can't be with them even if I die!"
The world seems to have collapsed... The murderer?
Xia Xinyan suddenly fell down on the stairwell, her body hurting from the pain.
"Hong'er, if you really thank me, then take Yan'er home. Anyway, I will never let her have anything to do with the Lan family if I am here. 1" Grandma held on to the railing and slowly
As he walked downstairs, Xiao Hong couldn't bear to see Xia Xinyan, but there was nothing he could do. After making a phone call, several people came up from upstairs and took Xia Xinyan down.
Grandma and her were taken to the royal villa by Xiao Hong.
There are a large group of servants who eat and drink well, but Xia Xinyan lives a life of a walking zombie.
Not paying attention to anything, he locked himself in the room all day long. No matter how much food the servants brought him, when he came out, there was still the same amount.
Grandma was not much better. She stayed in the room without eating or drinking. As long as Xia Xinyan ate, she would speak whenever she wanted.
"Miss, please eat as much as you can. The old lady said that if you don't eat, she won't eat either. You two have been hungry for two days and two nights. Even if you can bear it, the old lady is quite old. Why?
Okay?" The little servant was trying to persuade Xia Xinyan. She was also very anxious. Xia Xinyan didn't eat, so she was always the one who got scolded.
Xia Xinyan didn't even raise her eyebrows, she just looked at the flowers downstairs with her eyes wide open.
The little servant sighed feebly, with a sad look on his face. They were really stubborn, and there was nothing they could do... The servant knelt down and said, "Miss, please, have some."
Xia Xinyan still didn't react, as if everything happening around her had gone out of her soul. She had gone to another dimension without even blinking an eyelash.
"Miss, please, please!" Seeing that Xia Xinyan still didn't respond, the servant kowtowed and hit the floor with a thud.
A minute later, Xia Xinyan finally moved, but without looking back, "I don't want to eat, why are you forcing me? Okay, get up and leave the food. You go and let my grandma eat well."
The little servant looked happy, and the young lady finally agreed, put the food on Xia Xinyan's table and ran out. She could take credit, and now the old lady would also eat.
The food felt like chewing wax in her mouth, but thinking of her grandma, she reluctantly chewed it into her stomach.
It had been like this for several days in a row. She didn't know how many days she had lived here, but she just wanted to go home and wanted to go home. Xiao Hong and Huang Shun didn't say anything. Grandma packed up her things.
Then he went back with Xia Xinyan.
But what they don't know is that what is waiting for them is something even more cruel?
I finally felt a little more comfortable when I got home. Xia Xinyan was not as stiff as she was when she was in the royal family. She cooked, swept the floor, did everything, and washed her clothes over and over again.
Grandma saw it in her eyes and felt worried in her heart, but with this kind of hatred, how could she let her and Lan Yuze continue to watch each other? She couldn't do it!
She couldn't do it. Lan Yuze called her grandma again and again in front of her. So she didn't like Lan Yuze from the first time she saw him, even if she didn't know he was Lan Tian's son.
It's been another week. I wonder if Lan Yuze is awake yet?
It's winter again, and the cold wind is howling from the sky. The warmth of the past is still the same, and the laughter and laughter have been covered up by the wind.
In a few days, school will be over. Xia Xinyan took advantage of her grandma's sleep to go to the school. Faced with the students' doubtful eyes and the smoldering schadenfreude, she turned a deaf ear.
I went to the classroom to pack my things, but found that there was nothing at all. The textbook was messy with drawings by classmates. There was a drawing of her head, and next to it were written slut, bitch, idiot...etc.
After packing her things, she left. Even if it was in chaos, it was still hers, which proved that she had encountered an unforgettable love during her student days.
But at the door of the classroom, she met the dean of students. She looked a little disdainful, and looked at Xia Xinyan with contempt.
"Are you not going to go to school? What do you mean? You haven't come to school for a few months and you think of school as your home?"
Xia Xinyan didn't reply. The corridor was crowded with students, all of whom were laughing. In school, Xia Xinyan had a bad relationship with them, and some were even jealous of her and Lan Yuze. Now that they are not adding insult to injury, they are
Xia Xinyan is pretty good.
She stood for a while, thinking that if she had to go back quickly, her grandma would become suspicious again.
When passing by the teacher, she suddenly pulled off Xia Xinyan's clothes and all the books fell to the ground.
"You are getting more and more arrogant. Don't think that having a great boyfriend means you can be arrogant~!"
Xia Xinyan knelt down and picked up all the books, and a clear voice sounded, "I drop out of school, and I will no longer be your student. Goodbye 1"
She quickly walked towards the door amidst everyone's attention.
But she met Zhang Li at the school gate. Xia Xinyan let go of her hand and almost dropped the book to the ground again.
It was a warm and sunny day, and there was an occasional breeze. Her voice trembled, "Where is he? How is he?"
Zhang Li's eyes were red and swollen, obviously he hadn't rested for many days. He looked at Xia Xinyan and smiled softly, "You're awake, don't worry."