People are coming and going on the street, and there are many shadows. The sun is shining in every corner, and the light is dizzy. Along with the cold wind, I feel like I am in a wheel of wind and fire state, half cold and half hot. Grandma, Xia Xin
Yan, Xiao Hong walked through the crowd indifferently, although there were already a lot of sighs and scoldings from the crowd, saying that they had no conscience and were not human beings... and so on, everyone just thought they were children kneeling down to their mother, but they didn't get anything.
forgive……
Xia Xinyan tightened her fists, and her heart also shrank with her joints. She had to stay close to her grandma's skin and feel the coldness on her body and the trembling pain in her heart... Otherwise, she would really
She wanted to turn back, to go to that ward and guard him...but she couldn't! If she left, grandma would be miserable.
Fog swirled in her eyes, and Li Jing still knelt there, her heart as numb as her kneecaps. She only knew that she couldn't let Xia Xinyan leave like this, absolutely not! Her son needed her... Grandma staggered
In her eyes, the dark trouser legs became a life-saving charm. She looked at the dazzling colors walking through the crowd, and her heart felt hot! She quickly got up and hugged her grandma's thigh.
"Old man, I beg you! Keep Xia Xinyan, my son... can't live without her..." She didn't want to cry, but the tears kept trying to burst out, washing her eyes over and over again!
Grandma was startled for a moment... her eyes were far away, as if she was thinking about something.
This hospital is located in the most luxurious area of the city, so there are a lot of people here. In less than a while, the sound of shutters became louder and louder... There were more and more people, and the surrounding air became thinner and thinner.
The temperature is slowly rising...
Xia Xinyan lowered her head, almost touching her chest... Amid the bustle of people, she heard her own heartbeat, beating like a drum!
Just when she thought her grandma would take her away, she heard her voice faintly saying, "How old would my son be if he were here? He is five years younger than your Lan Yuze, so it is time for Min to start a family.
Right? Even if my husband and son were not killed by Lan Tian, can I say that they died because of him? Your son is lying in the emergency room, but my son can’t even reach the door of the hospital.
If you don't enter, you will die immediately! Why should your son be taken care of by my grandson today? What rights does she have? What obligation does she have to take care of him? Is it just because the two children love each other? Didn't you come to my house at that time?
, want to give me a check? What are you doing now?" Grandma's voice was low and hoarse, and it could be heard that she was trying her best to suppress her sadness. I don't know, her secretly revealing voice, this kind of
There is a gentle breeze, but the shocking sound of rattling teeth makes people feel even sadder...
There was a surge in Xia Xinyan's heart. She didn't know why she wanted to cry. It was just that the center of her heart hurt, and she couldn't help the pain. She couldn't help but tighten her arms. She needed this real feeling of skin-to-skin contact!
Grandma's delicate legs swung hard and threw Li Jing away. She took two steps, but stopped when she heard Li Jing's words.
"I know that we are sorry for you. But that has already passed, hasn't it? If today, my son was killed suddenly, I would not have this opportunity to kneel at your feet and beg you... But he is gone
There is a life, I..."
"Stop talking!" Xia Xinyan suddenly said, and her heart tightened violently. Because of the words 'killed in one fell swoop', when she heard these words, she immediately felt like a knife struck her head.
Difficulty breathing.
Grandma and Xiao Hong glanced at her, but grandma held Xia Xinyan's hand tightly and walked forward quickly.
"Old man, do you really have the heart to see a life lost because you didn't rescue me in time? Old man..." Li Jing stood up, staggering a little, but fortunately there were people supporting her. She shouted at her grandma's back.
.
Grandma paused for a moment, opening her wrinkled eyes and looking at everything in front of her. The crowd was laughing, the hall was full of joy, the old man was having fun, and everyone was enjoying themselves. Her eyes darkened, and she couldn't bear it...
How difficult is it to be together as a family and Lele while your toes are dancing in small circles?
But……
"No, my Yan'er is not a doctor, and she won't listen to you. Let me tell you, Li Jing, even if you and your husband died in front of me right away, I wouldn't be able to bear it at all! How could you understand?
My hatred? My resentment?" Grandma did not look back, her voice was sonorous and powerful, with a tendency to rival the cold wind!
The crowd suddenly fell silent for half a minute...and then quickly exploded!
From my grandmother's vicious heart, a rumor spread all the way... and in the end, she became a murderer!
Li Jing was startled for a moment, and her face turned pale! She could feel the hatred coming from grandma's bones, and it came out thickly with her breathing... She is not a cold and heartless person, she is equal to ordinary people, because#
##, being a mother...
That's all, just pretend that they have no chance... Son, it depends on your destiny!
But she didn't expect that her life was counting down! She would never have the chance to see her son stand up from that hospital bed!
That night.
Xiao Hong was still chatting with her grandma, talking word after sentence. Most of the time, Xiao Hong said, and grandma listened. It was obvious that Xiao Hong wanted to make her grandma happy and didn't want her to be depressed. Xia Xinyan packed up
Tableware, mop the floor.
When she came out, she happened to see Xiao Hong going out, and she nodded.
When Xiao Hong saw her look, his expression flashed, feeling a little distressed, but there was nothing he could do about it. She was Xia Xinyan's mother, but she had missed her for more than twenty years. If he asked too much of her, it would only increase the sense of distance.
"You have a good rest and spend more time with grandma. I'm really afraid that she won't be able to hold on."
Xia Xinyan hummed and didn't say much. Seeing this, Xiao Hong couldn't say much and had to turn around and leave.
Grandma was sitting on the sofa, her eyes narrowed to a slit. The gray dim light was the most painful color in the world! Xia Xinyan could feel the deep pain radiating from her body at this moment... But she couldn't
To enlighten, I can only sit aside, accompany, watch, and wait...
Time flows slowly, the night is getting darker, and it is pitch black outside the window. It is so quiet that the air stops flowing...
The living room was dimly lit, with circles of faint light shining down. There were only a handful of furniture in the room, and the scene of grandma and Xia Xinyan cuddling together made people feel sad for no reason.
…
"Yan'er..." Grandma said suddenly, which startled Xia Xinyan, but before she could reply, the phone rang, with a sudden and loud voice. Xia Xinyan shrank in her heart, and again
A phone call in the middle of the night...
One time, Lan Yuze had a car accident...
So what about this time? Xia Xinyan covered her chest, took the phone, and said with slight trembling, "Hello."
But the other party didn't speak for a while, and I could only vaguely hear the other party's heavy breathing...
"Zhang Zhang?" Xia Xinyan shouted in a controlled manner. There were very few people who knew her home phone number. At this time, he was probably the only one calling.
The other party didn't reply. She vaguely heard the sound of gasping, as if...crying? Xia Xinyan's heart beat even more nervously, Zhang Li was crying? Could it be that something happened to Lan Yuze?
"Zhang Li, tell me, what's the matter?"
After a while, Zhang Li's heavy voice finally came, "Dead, are they dead?"
Boom! Xia Xinyan felt her head turn pale! Dead? Who is dead? Lan Yuze? Is it him?
"Who? You...said...who?" She was so trembling that she couldn't even hold the painting tube steady.
"Uncle Lan and Aunt Lan, car accident, death." The tense tone on the other end was as heavy as a jack pressing down on him, his nose was thick, and his voice was a little choked.
Bang! The phone in his hand suddenly fell to the ground. He died? Both died?
Seeing Xia Xinyan's stupid look, grandma picked up the phone and put it on the machine. However, there was a faint voice coming from the phone. When grandma put it up and listened, she was also stunned...
The words that sounded like a dream came from the other end, "Dead, all dead, all dead in an instant... What should Lan Yuze do? What should I do? Yan, please, can you come to the hospital? Okay?"
"
Dead... Lan Yuze... Grandma had already thought that he was talking about Lan Tian and his wife, God!
Grandma Lunch said, even if you two died in front of me right now, I wouldn't be able to bear it at all! But now...how could it come true so easily?
There were mixed feelings in her heart, mostly sad, sad that life is so fragile... She felt so cold, and her body felt as empty as a hole. She wanted to hug Xia Xinyan. Her palm touched the corner of her clothes, and Xia Xinyan
Xinyan suddenly rushed out! With chaotic steps, panic and confusion...
Grandma was unprepared for a moment and fell to the ground... Lying on the ground, I don't know whether it was the coldness or the pain, and tears instantly flooded her eyes!!
Xia Xinyan kept running. There was no car in the middle of the night, and it would take at least two hours to walk from where she lived to the hospital in the city. The dim street lights on the side of the road, her weak light, kept running, and she kept running towards the hospital.
Running forward...it seems like most of my heart has been cut off.
All she thought about was that she had to go to the hospital quickly, and she had to accompany Lan Yuze.
She didn't know how long she had been running. Her whole body was soaked with sweat, her eyes were hazy, and she could hardly see the road ahead... Suddenly, the front suddenly became brighter, with bright lights, heads moving, and police cars sirens. Far away.
From the direction you can see the bright red blood stains on the road...
Her feet became extremely heavy, as if they were filled with lead, and she could not lift them up... She kept standing, looking at the police command scene. There was a black Mercedes-Benz on the ground. She recognized it as Lantian's, and she remembered the license plate number.
There was also a dilapidated taxi not far away with its wheels upside down. The door was smashed, and one of the wheels had detached from the body, flew to the side, and fell in a pool of blood.
And the Mercedes-Benz was not much better. Almost no piece of the body was intact, the glass fragments were everywhere, and it was stained with blood so that the color could no longer be seen clearly...
She saw a car coming to take away the two cars, and she estimated that the bodies had already been dragged away.
She didn't know how she got to the hospital, and her head was dizzy. Her legs seemed to be no longer hers, and she didn't even have the strength to move... She sat beside Lan Yuze's bed, and he was still sleeping.
He was very peaceful, with a sickly white face. She rubbed his skin with her fingers and murmured to herself, "It's so good. Lying like this, you will never know this painful scene! Then don't wake up."
Now, I will take care of you until we both die, okay? No matter what else, we will always be together! You are in the clouds and I am on the ground, it’s good to look at each other, isn’t it?” He said,
Tears flowed down, one drop after another, and I cried silently. The emotion that hurt my bones, even my voice disappeared... All the pain was gathered in my heart, and it couldn't come out or go down.