Two hours had passed since Luo Qing woke up, but she seemed to still be in a half-dream state, sitting with Su Xueyin on the sofa cushions in the sunny attic of Zixuan's room.
"Zixuan said that you had a serious illness and lost your memory." Su Xueyin smiled kindly, "So you may not remember, we have met before."
"Auntie..." Luo Qing scolded Zixuan a hundred times in her heart. He didn't come to wake her up when his mother came, and let her sleep until noon. It was really rude.
"It's okay, don't be formal. In fact, we got along quite well last time." Su Xueyin stuck out her tongue and looked very happy. Speaking of which, Luo Qing now is more delicate than the one she saw last time.
Xiaohua seems to be much stronger, is it because of Zixuan's protection, or simply because she has lost her memory?
Luo Qing tilted her head and looked at Su Xueyin carefully. Zixuan is already thirty-five years old, so his mother is at least fifty-five years old, right? But she looks at most forty years old, very young.
, and there was a friendly smile on her face, which made her already soft facial features even more beautiful.
"Sorry, I can't remember." Luo Qing smiled apologetically.
"It doesn't matter, we can get acquainted again." Su Xueyin leaned against the cushions and looked out the window with squinted eyes, "Miss Luo Qing, although I like you very much, I still have to say something rude. Please don't be too polite.
care."
Luo Qing bit her lip. At this time, such a lady should tell her something that is right for her, right? So, how should she respond?
Seeing Luo Qing's unpredictable expression, Su Xueyin was amused. No wonder her son liked a girl like this little white rabbit. She was really cute. There was no need to guess at all. Her thoughts were all reflected on her face.
"The Qiu family is a well-known family in the UK. They are a noble family that even the queen refuses to give in to. Although the Qiu family always keeps a low profile, this status and honor cannot be denied." Su Xueyin looked at Luo Qing seriously.
He said quietly, seeing that her face turned slightly pale, he quickly explained, "Don't get me wrong, I have no intention of letting you leave Zixuan, because you are the person Zixuan likes, and nothing is more important than my son's happiness. I will wait for you."
When you become a mother in the future, you will understand how I feel."
"I don't quite understand." Luo Qing frowned, as if she didn't quite understand what Su Xueyin wanted to say to her.
Su Xueyin smiled again. This girl is really innocent. No wonder her son protects her so well. But, is such protection really good for her?
"The Qiu family is a very complicated family with many members. Zixuan has a huge responsibility and a lot of relative pressure. There are also covets and troubles from all directions. Therefore, please stand by his side, support him and encourage him.
He." Su Xueyin said these words very sincerely, as seriously as a mother entrusting her son to her daughter-in-law. "With his status, there will definitely be many women surrounding him, but Zixuan is a very dedicated person.
He is just like his father, he will never change if he falls in love with someone."
Luo Qing looked away, her eyes fell on the pile of picture albums in the corner of the bookshelf, and she smiled bitterly.
If the aunt knew that the person Zixuan liked was not her at all, she would not say such things to her, right? She is just a substitute, and now it is only because the protagonist is not here that she can enjoy that happiness, just like stealing food
Like a child with forbidden fruit, he is full of uneasiness and panic because he will be discovered by adults one day.
"Luo Qing, are you worried about something?" Su Xueyin was very sensitive. She could tell from Luo Qing's expression that Luo Qing seemed to be really troubled by something.
"It's okay." Luo Qing shook her head, not intending to tell Su Xueyin her troubles. After all, she was Zixuan's mother, and her tenderness towards her now was just because she thought she was her son's beloved woman. If she knew that she
In fact, it's just a stand-in, so it wouldn't be like this.
"Do you know what happened between me and Zixuan's father?" Su Xueyin looked at Luo Qing's confused look and said with a smile, "Back then, I was just like you, a girl from an ordinary family, and my wish was to marry
Give an ordinary man a small family, give birth to a child, and live together happily."
Luo Qing looked at the longing on Su Xueyin's face, and couldn't help but wonder, would her previous wishes be the same as hers? But, she couldn't remember.
"Later I met Zixuan's father. He was a man that women could easily fall in love with, so he and I fell in love quickly. But at that time, I didn't know that he was actually such a prominent man. So,
When his so-called fiancée came to me, I was simply frightened." Su Xueyin tilted her head, as if thinking about something, and said, "Later we separated, and that woman made up some lies.
, made me think that his father was just a novelty to me. I was unwilling to accept it, but I was still timid, so I ran away, and this escape separated us for more than ten years."
"You guys have been separated for more than ten years?" Luo Qing's eyes widened in disbelief. Calculating it this way, when Zixuan was born, didn't he have a father?
No wonder, when I occasionally see Zixuan's back, I see a sense of loneliness and loneliness. I always thought that he was a noble son who grew up in the expectation of everyone. It turns out that he also has such an unbearable and incomplete past, a fatherless person.
Children should be ostracized among their peers.
Su Xueyin nodded and continued, "Because of my distrust, my life with him was separated by more than ten years, and he missed Zixuan's birth and growth. This is something I will always be very sorry for. If
If I had the courage to run up to him and question him, then maybe there wouldn't be so many misunderstandings and pain in the future."
"You want to tell me and make me believe Zixuan?" Luo Qing finally understood what Su Xueyin wanted to tell her.
"Zixuan, like his father, keeps everything in his heart and doesn't like to show it, so we can only guess very hard, but guessing alone cannot make us feel at ease, so we don't feel safe, but we are afraid.
If we directly ask their answers, we will be sad, so we can only pretend not to know anything and continue to remain silent." Su Xueyin looked at Luo Qing and could imagine that she was the same as she was back then, walking the same path.
road.
That's why she told her this, not wanting her to repeat the mistakes she made back then. Sometimes it's not that they don't believe in the man they love, but they don't have confidence in themselves. They don't believe that such an ordinary person can be worthy of being as noble as a god.
them.
"If you have questions in your heart, then ask him, otherwise this question in your heart may become the biggest obstacle and crack in your relationship." Su Xueyin patted Luo Qing's hand and said sincerely, "Love,
What is needed is the trust and honesty of two people. Even if it is painful, we must face it bravely, otherwise, the final result will definitely be loss."
Trust, and honesty. Luo Qing cast her eyes on the picture album in the corner again. If she asked, would he tell her? Would he tell her who that person was? Would it be because she exposed the illusion?
Will I lose him forever?
Even if it is painful reality, don’t let the virtual present exist. This is the real Ji Luoqing.
"Well, I understand, thank you." Luo Qing suddenly smiled and made a decision in her heart. It doesn't matter even if she is a substitute, at least she is luckier than others, because she has already approached him.
Therefore, if she loves him, then she should at least try for her own happiness once. Even if she fails, it is better than feeling depressed and self-pitying.
Seeing the smile on Luo Qing's face, Su Xueyin nodded in relief, thinking about asking her son what he wanted in return. She had done him a big favor.