Closing the door with his backhand, Ruofeng directly stopped him and hugged Yanxi. He was worried about Yanxi's face outside the door just now, so he didn't hug him like this. Yanxi was shorter than them, and also slimmer than them.
He has lost a lot of weight, so it is not difficult at all to hug him.
Yanxi wanted to open his mouth to say something but stopped abruptly. He remained silent and faced the embarrassment. It was not until Ruofeng put him on the bed that he softly said, "Thank you."
I don't know if it was because of his thanks, Ruofeng's movements stagnated, and he turned on the lamp on the bedside table. The dim light illuminated the whole room. Without saying anything, he walked aside and found Yanxi Su Lai in the cabinet.
I took out the medicine box I kept with me, opened it and took out a tube of ointment and some cotton cloth.
"I can do it myself." Yanxi finally couldn't help but speak, breaking the eerie silence.
"I'll do it." Ruofeng's voice was cold, not as elegant as usual, and his whole body seemed to be covered with a layer of chill.
Yanxi lowered his head, feeling a slight pain in his chest, but he turned his head and looked at Ruofeng, motionless, letting the slight pain spread throughout his body.
Ruofeng reached out and took off Yanxi's pajamas. He seemed to take a breath when his eyes came into contact with the wheat color on his chest. He regained his composure in just a moment. He clenched his fist, squeezed the ointment onto his fingers, and wiped it on Yanxi.
On Xi's neck, shoulders and wrists.
This ointment can quickly remove bruises. Yanxi prepared it in the research room when he was bored in his spare time. He never thought that he would use it on himself one day.
In a warm room, a beautiful man is naked from the waist up, and a gentle and handsome man is stroking his body. This picture that should be voluptuous actually reveals warmth.
There was a coolness where the ointment was applied, and then it became hot. Yanxi was slightly lost in thought with an expressionless face, trying to divert his thoughts away from the hot body. Ruofeng looked at him with burning eyes.
I can only look away and not look at him.
"What happened just now?" Ruofeng actually didn't want to ask, but he didn't know why he blurted it out suddenly.
"It's what you see." Yanxi did not explain, leaving it to Ruofeng's imagination.
A man with his pajamas open and bruises on his neck, shoulders, and chest covered with bruises. Does he need to explain anything? Why explain to him? Does he need it?
"Don't you even bother to explain it to me?" Ruofeng smiled lightly, with an indescribable sadness. They used to talk about everything.
"What do you hope for?" Yanxi chuckled with a little sarcasm, "Or do you think that I will never fall in love with anyone else except you? Only you can touch this body?"
Yanxi rarely said such sharp words. He always looked calm and indifferent, as cold as a blood-red rose. He was so beautiful that he could not be forgotten, but also unapproachable.
"You know that's not what I meant." Ruofeng sighed, and the movements of his hands did not stop. His eyes fell on the very light wound on Yanxi's lower abdomen, and his slender fingers couldn't help but ###.
Seven years ago, he was assassinated. When Yanxi found out, he rushed to save him and blocked a knife for him. When the knife penetrated Yanxi's body, he felt that he was about to stop breathing. Yanxi's health was very poor.
He didn't expect that he would actually block the knife for him. Later, he was in a coma in the hospital for a week before he woke up. The doctor said that he almost couldn't wake up. It was at that time that Ruofeng realized that the relationship between men
The feeling can also be love.
They have known each other for more than ten years, and Yanxi mentioned it to him no less than ten times, but Ruofeng took the subject away every time. Later, Yanxi never mentioned it again, even if they had sex after drinking, even if they had sex once
"Ruofeng, it's all over, I don't care anymore, why should you hold on to it." Yanxi said coldly. He left his hometown and wandered around, but sadly found that there was no place he wanted to stop, because,
There is no Ruofeng in those places, but even so, he will never get what he wants. If that's the case, why should he covet Ruofeng's little tenderness.
"Yanxi..." Ruofeng also smiled bitterly. There were many things that he couldn't explain to him. With his decisive personality, even if he explained, it wouldn't change the status quo, and it might make things more complicated.
"Ruofeng, if you can't be with me, don't give me hope." Yanxi pushed his hand away, lowered his head and put on his pajamas. His face, which was only slightly pale at first, turned pale in an instant.
He clenched his fists and stood up. Ruofeng's body was stiff and could not relax for a long time. Yanxi was a cold and decisive person with strong feelings. Whether he loved or not, he was equally decisive.
"I'm a human being, not a thing. I also have feelings. I'm tired of chasing your shadow for so many years." Yanxi lowered his head, letting his bangs cover half of his face. He didn't even want to raise his head.
, his voice was as low as an old man's, "This is the last time I say this to you. If you can't give me the same feelings, then leave. I don't need your pity, I just want your feelings."
"I'm sorry." Ruofeng had a sad face and almost gritted his teeth before saying these three words. No one understood the pain in his heart. He knew Yanxi's personality and would never take back what he said. He said it.
If it is the last time, then it is really the last time. Maybe from now on, he will really quit this competition.
Yanxi laughed at himself. In fact, he had guessed it a long time ago. He had the same answer for so many years. He never thought that it would be different this time, but he still felt a little sad in his heart.
Over the years, he has become accustomed to running forward in his shadow, missing him and chasing him. No matter how far he runs away, he still lives in his heart and has never left.
That's enough, Yanxi chuckled, "Ruofeng, from tonight on, I'm just your friend."
This is the most decisive end.
"Yes." Ruofeng turned around and left as quickly as possible.
He was afraid that if it was one second later, he would not be able to help but turn around, pull Yanxi into his arms and kiss her fiercely, but he couldn't.
"Haha." Yanxi's body softened, and he leaned back, covering his heart with one hand. The subtle pain finally turned into a severe dull pain, which almost made him suffocate. He chuckled softly, and tears flowed from the corners of his mouth.