The scene after that was very strange, but also very harmonious.
In the large bedroom, the moon had risen to its highest point outside the floor-to-ceiling window. There were two men in the room, one sitting in a wheelchair and the other leaning against the window.
The air seemed to have condensed into ice, echoing the two men's stern expressions.
"I didn't tell Mommy about you." Zixuan turned his back, faced the window, and spoke indifferently.
Kai Yian's body stiffened, as if he didn't expect him to be so straightforward.
"She is very happy with her daddy now. I don't want to ruin her happiness." Zixuan's tone was still calm, but it was full of doting.
Silently clenching his fists, still silent, Kai Yi'an didn't know why he had to endure it so far. He obviously hated the man in front of him, but when he saw his back, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart.
This person is his brother.
He has been suffering alone since he was a child, never knowing what his relatives feel like. Even though Zixuan is extremely indifferent to him, he still can't help but want to be close to him.
"You can't blame her for what happened in the past." Zixuan spoke again. He suddenly turned around, and Yi'an's lonely look fell into his eyes. He paused and continued, "Everything will hinder Mommy's happiness.
I will remove any obstacle, no matter who it is."
Kai Yian pursed his lips. He could see that Zixuan was serious. He knew that what he did to Luo Qing would have killed him long ago if it had been someone else. Zixuan was still merciful to him, even if he didn't really treat him
He regards him as his younger brother.
"I don't need a younger brother. For so many years, all I have is mommy." Zixuan's voice remained as cold as ever, but Yi'an felt that his loneliness was actually the same as his. They were both proud and cold-blooded people, stubbornly holding on.
The fragility of my heart is something I don’t want anyone to see.
"I understand." Kai Yi'an said his answer softly. It was very simple, but it was his promise.
Such a plain conversation was something Yi An had never thought about before. He had always thought that they were enemies, and they were enemies who had to kill each other before they could stop.
He just didn't expect that such a calm atmosphere would actually move him a little bit.
"Dongfang Yan, I didn't touch him." He turned his back again, not letting Yi An see his expression. There was a hint of discomfort in Zixuan's voice.
"Thank you." Yi'an suddenly breathed a sigh of relief because Zixuan didn't kill Yan.
Hating someone is a very hard thing, he has always known. Trying your best to calculate is a very tiring thing. In the past, in order to find the goal of survival, he used all his strength to hate Zixuan and
Mommy, but he actually knows that if he doesn't love deeply, if he doesn't love deeply but can't get love, how can he have such strong hatred.
"Then you have a good rest." Zixuan walked out the door.
"Wait a minute." Yi'an suddenly said, "Am I a very bad brother?"
He was as willful as a child, hurting Luo Qing, Zixuan, and himself, thinking that he would be satisfied. In the end, he found that he was like a clown, and there was no audience at all.
"I don't have a younger brother." Zixuan's voice was cold but calm, as if what he was saying was an ordinary thing.
Yi'an smiled bitterly. He didn't know what was wrong with him. Ever since he came to Italy and couldn't walk, he seemed to have lost his fighting ability and turned into a self-pitying waste. The arrogant and high-spirited self in the past seemed to suddenly become
disappeared.
"You know? When I was sick when I was a child, I thought that if my mother were here, she would hug me in her arms. But I never hated her. I always thought that she must have a reason. No
A mother would have the heart to abandon her child." Yi'an's expression became dazed, as if he was recalling something, "I found out what happened when I was twenty years old. It turns out that I was born without a blessing.
My child, she hated my father, so she abandoned me. All my pain is actually because of her abandonment."
This is the eternal pain in Yi An's heart. He has always told himself that he does not need anyone, but in fact, he is still the little boy who wants to be loved by his parents. He abandoned that self in the past and made himself indestructible.
, he thought it would be fine just to let those he hated suffer the same torture.
Sometimes, Yi'an feels like he is two people. One is crazy, violent and wants to kill everyone. When he sees Dongfang Yan's bitten thin lips, he will feel a kind of raging joy. The other one is tolerant.
Lonely and cowardly, he dared not go out into the sun, and was not even willing to raise his head. He was afraid of seeing other people's strange and distant eyes, so he could only tell himself over and over again that he did not need anyone's care.
Zixuan paused in his steps, and before he could finish speaking, he continued to move forward and closed the door. In the quiet night, the sound of the door closing seemed particularly abrupt, but it did not interrupt Yi'an's memories.
Slowly, Yi'an raised his head, his eyes that were no longer clear were filled with complex light. He was completely different from the forbearing man just now. A sneer appeared on his lips, "Qiu Zixuan, do you think I will?"