After dinner, Zixuan and Juemo Ruofeng sat in the study and talked about things, while Xiao Ying accompanied Luo Qing for a walk on the terrace. The two of them hadn't had a good chat for a long time.
"Xiao Ying, are you really together with Jue Mo?" This is a question Luo Qing has been enduring for a long time. After the wedding a few months ago, Jue Mo and Xiao Ying seemed to be together, but Luo Qing
Qing could sense that Xiao Ying was still somewhat resistant, even though her resistance might not be worth mentioning in Jue Mo's eyes.
"I think so." Xiao Ying supported Luo Qing and walked slowly. She actually couldn't explain her feelings clearly. She seemed to be resisting and hesitating, but Jue Mo's strength left her no room to fight back.
She has always been decisive and decisive, both in work and in life. She always knows what she wants and what she can do, so she is very disappointed in Jue Mo, because this man always ranks her behind many things. She
Someone who should have left him, a person without
She didn't want a man who could treat her wholeheartedly. But now, she felt sorry for Jue Mo who was carrying a heavy burden. She knew that she didn't like this kind of life at all, but he worked hard for so many people.
Look, this kind of him makes Xiao Ying's heart flutter.
Jue Mo never told her how he became the godfather of the mafia after they left the training base, but she knew that it must have been a road full of hardships and thorns, and he walked very hard to get to that place.
She always knew that once she sat in a certain position, she would not leave easily, because what she carried on her shoulders was everyone's fate.
The mafia is very powerful, but the enemy is equally powerful. Whether visible or invisible, eyeing or ready to attack, Jue Mo takes every step steadily, and he has sacrificed more than others.
It's hard work, I always see him busy till late at night
, but she wore a playful smile during the day, and she couldn't help but feel bad. She actually knew that wearing a mask like this had become his habit, a part of him, and she understood his helplessness and exhaustion.
That's why she felt bad and couldn't bear to leave him.
"Ying, if you are sure that you can't let him go and can't live without him, then give him a look and tell him that you will always stay by his side." Luo Qing smiled. She looked very pregnant.
The brilliance of motherhood, softness and gentleness, made her already gentle temperament look even softer.
"What did he say to you?" Xiao Ying wondered, why would Luo Qing say such a thing?
"No matter where you are, he will always subconsciously look for you when he appears." Luo Qing looked at Xiao Ying. Maybe she was not as good as Xiao Ying in other aspects, but in terms of observation, especially the discovery of subtle things, she was still slightly better.
Better, and with the clarity of the bystander, she must have seen it more clearly than she did, "He may be very powerful and omnipotent, but he is always cautious when it comes to you, not daring to get too close or too far away, because he always has a feeling in his heart.
disturbed."
Xiao Ying opened her eyes wide as if she heard some joke, "He, is he uneasy?"
Smiling, Luo Qing continued, "Why, do you think that the word "security" can only be used by women? In my opinion, Jue Mo is a person who does not have a sense of security, so he worries about you. Just like a person who wants to
People who are nice to you but don’t know if what they can give you is what you want, so they hesitate to move forward.”
"He..." Xiao Ying murmured, "He doesn't look like this kind of person."
The courageous Jue Mo, a man who took the position of the godfather of the Mafia at a young age, how could such a man be insecure?
Luo Qing smiled at the confusion on Xiao Ying's face and turned her head to look at the lush scenery in the distance. Maybe in love, they were both ignorant, just like she was with Zixuan at the beginning. She could never understand Zixuan and always felt that this man
Such an outstanding, god-like being, why would he keep her close to him?
She only understood it after going through so much, because there was always uneasiness in Zixuan's heart. There was no news from ten years ago, the amnesia a year ago, and several injuries, all made this man bear a heavy cross.
It made him worry about her leaving, so he was so frightened and even more nervous than she was about this pregnancy.
Sometimes, men are actually more fragile and insecure than women.
"Okay, don't talk about me, but you are going to be a mother. How do you feel?" Xiao Ying gently stroked her protruding belly and couldn't help but murmured, "Have you asked Yanxi to check you out?
Are you a boy or a girl? How come you have such a big belly?”
Luo Qing shook her head. She likes both boys and girls, as long as it is her and Zixuan's child. They lost a child before, so they will definitely give him double love for this child. But Luo Qing is small
The body, with its huge belly, was indeed a bit funny. Even she couldn't help but wonder, could they be twins?
Zixuan asked Yanxi several times to check whether the child was a boy or a girl, but Luo Qing was always unwilling. She wanted to save the surprise until the end. In the end, Zixuan had no choice but to let her go. Anyway, he had prepared rooms for boys and girls.
One room.
"I'm very happy. I feel very lucky to meet you, meet Zixuan, and meet everyone." Luo Qing leaned against Xiao Ying. These were the words she had always kept in her heart.
If she exchanges the hardships of the past ten years for the opportunity to get to know everyone, she feels it is worth it.
"You deserve this." Xiao Ying also smiled lightly. Others may not know it, but she has personally experienced everything she encountered. This delicate girl is obviously as fragile as a little flower, as if the wind is
It looks like it will fall over if you blow it, but its tenacity and stubbornness are impressive.
The two leaned together and chatted for a long time until the moon rose in the sky.
"How are you? You two beauties, can you go and have a rest?" Zixuan's voice came from far away. He came over and put his arms around Luo Qing's body, carefully supporting her waist to make her walk more comfortable.
.
Jue Mo also came over, took Xiao Ying's hand, and left first.
"Honey, how are you? Are you tired?" Zixuan rubbed Luo Qing's hair and smelled the fragrance.
"It's okay. Have you guys negotiated?" Luo Qing asked. She seemed to be used to Zixuan's busyness, used to him being busy with the company during the day and doing some shady and dark things at night.
"Well, Ruofeng's people found the place where Yi'an hid his words, so we are discussing whether to bring him back." Zixuan hesitated for a while, but told her about it.
In fact, with Dongfang Yan's personality, if he wanted to leave, it would be impossible for Kai Yi'an to keep him. Since he hasn't left in the past few months, it means that maybe he has been delayed by something, or he simply doesn't want to.
Leave. Although he had promised Dongfang Yan to be his bodyguard for five years, this man was not something he could control, and he never thought he could really control him for five years.
As long as he doesn't hinder things between him and Kai Yi'an, he can actually pretend that he doesn't exist.
"In the future, don't let Mu Lan see him again." Luo Qing said suddenly, as if she had thought about the decision for a long time, "Let's wait until she grows up."
At least now, Mu Lan can't bear the hurt caused by Dongfang Yan. She doesn't want to see the little girl she regards as her sister being hurt.
"Well, I know." Zixuan also planned this, but he secretly guessed that Dongfang Yan himself might have planned this too.