"She died in childbirth?" Kai Yian looked at the photo on the tombstone. She was a very beautiful woman, more beautiful than any woman he had ever seen, and there was a feeling that he couldn't describe.
"Yes, the doctor originally wanted her to have an abortion. Her body is very weak and not suitable for pregnancy. But she is very persistent. Even if she knows that she may die, she still insists on giving birth to you." Su Xueyin did not understand her relationship with her.
It was something between that man, but she could see that she loved him very much. Even if something tragic seemed to happen between them, Ziyi's love never changed.
"But why does my father insist that I am your son and continue to torture me?" This is the first time that Kai Yi'an has mentioned these things in front of others. Except for Dongfang Yan, no one knows the scars in his heart.
Lin Ziyi's incident was buried deep in Su Xueyin's heart. It was the only selfish act in her life. She failed to fulfill her promise to her friend and put her son in danger for the sake of his safety.
"Because she knew your father and used my name." It was just a game between a wealthy lady and the so-called illegitimate daughter. Unfortunately, one game completely changed the lives of the two women.
A cross-dressing game made Lin Ziyi get to know the man she loved. Maybe if she had used her own name, her story would not have been so tortuous in the future.
Lin Ziyi thought that the man would not let her give birth to his child, so she ran away, but she did not expect that the news the man heard was that Su Xueyin was involved with Qiu's CEO, and he came angrily to find her.
She, however, discovered that the son she had given birth to was missing.
So he took her son away. He wanted her to regret playing with his feelings, and he wanted the bastard she gave birth to to live a life worse than death. But she never appeared again, just like she had disappeared from the world.
"So what you are telling me is that the pain I have suffered for so many years is just because of a misunderstanding?" Kai Yian asked with a sneer. He had never wanted to laugh out loud like this time. He had been chasing the truth for so many years.
The person he had hated for so many years told him at the last moment that it was all just a misunderstanding.
And he was just the most innocent victim in this misunderstanding.
"You are the child your mother fought to give birth to, so you have no position to blame her. Back then, your father came to her angrily, and he took you away before I had time to explain." Su Xueyin said back then.
She was too young and could not see through or understand many things. Like Lin Ziyi, she also thought that the man had no feelings for her, but she did not expect that Kai Yian suffered so much because of her hesitation.
"So, he never believed that I was his biological flesh and blood, he always thought that I was just a bastard?" He finally understood why the man always looked at him with such complicated eyes, with deep nostalgia, but also with
He was filled with strong hatred, maybe he didn't even know it, he just wanted to miss the woman he thought had betrayed him through Yi'an.
Until his death, he did not know that Yi'an, whom he had tortured for so long, was really his son.
"I think so." Su Xueyin nodded. It took her a long time to figure out what was going on. At that time, the news about her and Qiu Yiqing almost covered the front pages of major newspapers, so that person would think that she had been attacked.
When it comes to betrayal and deception, you will be so angry and come to demand people.
"Then why didn't you tell me at first?" Kai Yian squinted and looked at Su Xueyin, intuiting that she was hiding something.
Su Xueyin smiled and touched the photo on the tombstone, "I know you have had a hard time these years. If I had persisted a little longer, maybe you wouldn't have been taken away, so I have always felt guilty. So,
I want to compensate you as much as possible, and to me, a so-called illegitimate child has no impact."
The two most important men to her, Yi Qing and Zixuan, didn't care about them, so why should she care?
Kai Yi'an clenched his fists and stared closely at the woman on the tombstone. It was her, this woman who had been sleeping underground for a long time. It was because of her that he created his tragic life, and she, even with revenge and
He didn't even give him a chance to hate, so he died like this.
He had worked hard for so long and was about to succeed, only to be told that it was all his own fault. He had been performing on stage for so long, and the audience had actually left long ago.
A person who is full of hatred but cannot find an outlet is almost emotionally broken. The black hole in his heart is getting bigger and bigger, almost sucking him in.
"Yi'an..." Dongfang Yan pulled Kai Yi'an's sleeve and looked at him worriedly. His mood was very unstable recently. He suddenly fainted in the basement before, and then he often fell into a trance. He looked at several psychological tests.
The doctors said there was nothing they could do, saying that he was under too much mental pressure.
Kai Yian suddenly came back to his senses, and his wandering eyes finally focused. He just smiled coldly, looking at the tombstone with increasingly fierce eyes, "I will not forgive you, even if you gave me life, but you
I will never forgive you for ruining my life."
She used her so-called love to create the shackles of his life. This woman gave him life, but also made him bear the man's hatred for her and bear so much pain that should not belong to him.
He hates, he hates this world, why him, why him?
Kai'an's expression became more and more crazier, his eyes full of wanton madness. He suddenly pulled out the gun from his waist and fired at the tombstone. The bunch of perfume lilies were riddled with holes by the bullets, and several of them were
The gun hit the marble, rubbed the marble and shot into the soil next to it, but still left an ugly mark on the marble.
"Do you want your mommy to have no peace in the ground?" Su Xueyin stepped forward, grabbed Kai Yi'an's hand, and warned sternly, "This is your mommy's cemetery. She has already given her life for you.
What are you still resenting?"
From Su Xueyin's perspective, there is indeed nothing wrong.
No matter what Yi'an suffered because of Lin Ziyi, he had no right to resent her, because she had already given her life for him, which could not be exchanged for anything.
But even so, Kai Yi'an's crazy pain still did not disappear. This was a sudden collapse of faith. He could not find a balance point for a while and plunged himself into contradiction and madness. Kai Yi'an stared at Su Xueyin with red eyes.
, "It's you, it's all you, all this is caused by you, it's you."
Kai Yian shook her hand away fiercely, and Su Xueyin lost her strength and fell to the ground. The rough gravel ground scratched her palm, and she retracted her hand in pain. The blood-stained palm looked a bit scary.
"Go to hell, go to hell." Kai Yi'an suddenly shouted uncontrollably, pointing the gun at Su Xueyin, with crazy and terrifying laughter, accompanied by a sharp gunshot.
Su Xueyin stared blankly at Kai Yi'an who suddenly seemed to be frozen. Her eyes moved to his chest little by little. A large area of red blood spread like a coquettish rose. His expression was very empty.
, as if it penetrated to a certain point and the soul left the body.