After explaining some things, Zihao went back to his room first. There were some things that he could only stop at. After all, this was the United States, not Italy. He was only helping, and it was not entirely his own business, so he would not do his best.
, even if he really wants to benefit from these things, it does not mean that he needs to spend a lot of time and energy to deal with them.
Pushing open the door to the room, Di Ning was already inside. She had just taken a shower, her hair was still wet, and she was sitting by the window sill in her pajamas. She didn't know what she was thinking, and she didn't even notice that he came in.
"What are you thinking about?" Zihao hugged her from behind. She had been depressed and silent since she left the island. He didn't know what she was thinking about, but he just felt that she suddenly changed back to her former self.
The distant and cold Die Ning.
"Are you done talking?" Die Ning shook her head, turned slightly to the side, put her arms around Zihao's waist, and leaned against his chest, like a child dependent on an adult.
Die Ning rarely behaved like this coquettishly. Zihao's heart softened and he hugged her tightly, "What's wrong? Are you worried?"
The woman in his arms didn't say a word, she just hugged him, as if she wanted to rub herself into his body. She didn't know why she was so scared suddenly, and she always felt more and more uneasy in her heart.
Zhong, everything Zihao told her before was like a dream. She knew clearly that he had lost his memory and had forgotten her past deceptions and hurts, but she just didn't want to tell him. She was afraid that after she told him, he would think about it again.
Treat her so coldly.
"Can't you tell me?" Zihao's tone became gentler. Perhaps it was because Die Ning rarely had such fragile moments, so Zihao suddenly became a little overwhelmed. Her mind was more sensitive than ordinary people, and she was also at a loss.
She is more vulnerable to injury. Zihao secretly wondered if he had neglected her recently, which made her feel uneasy.
"If I lied to you, will you forgive me?" Die Ning's voice was soft, not as cold as usual. She raised her head slightly to look at him, then quickly lowered her head and leaned close to him. She was afraid of hearing him.
answer.
Zihao raised his eyebrows in surprise, seeming to understand what Die Ning was worried about. Was she worried that he knew everything about them? So, she had been attracted to him for a long time, right? Even if she refused to admit it, this
The implementation cannot be changed.
Thinking like this, Zihao's heart felt sweet again, and his eyes softened when he looked at the woman in his arms. He didn't expect that spending more than a month together day and night would give him such an unexpected harvest. Although he was seriously injured,
Now it seems that it is all worth it.
"Zi Hao..." Die Ning's voice was trembling. The person next to her never answered her. She was slightly frustrated. She had known Zi Hao's personality for a long time and could not tolerate the slightest disobedience or betrayal. In his
In this world, he is the king, dictatorial and domineering, and does not allow anyone to deceive her. How could he forgive her?
Listening to Zihao's powerful heartbeat, Die Ning felt a little sour in her heart. Once upon a time, this man was sincere to her, but she always blocked him out of her heart, but he never took it seriously. After she got used to him
After protecting and doting on her, she suddenly discovered that he had entered her heart unknowingly. However, there were too many people, too many things, and too many problems between them, and she even
I don't know how to tell him.
"As long as you have me in your heart, no matter what you have done, I will forgive you." Zihao's voice was very soft, as soft as a whisper, as if it was a voice coming from the horizon, but it hit him hard.
Die Ning's heart.
Die Ning's body paused slightly, and she raised her head in disbelief. She looked at Zihao's still gentle gaze, but what came to mind was his cruel gaze in the warehouse that day. If he remembered what happened that day, he would still
Do you think so? Will such a proud and conceited man really forgive his beloved woman after she hurt and humiliated him in this way?
"Die Ning, what are you afraid of?" Zihao smiled slightly and gently touched her beautiful cheek, "If I were hurt by you, I would be happy to do so."
This has always been Zihao's innermost thoughts, but Die Ning has never bothered to listen.
"The relationship between us is not what you imagined." Not knowing where the courage came from, Die Ning forced herself to leave his warm chest, stood up, and looked at him levelly, "Do you know who I am? I want to
The killer who came to assassinate you, I am a gift given to you by the Qingdie Group. I am a plaything that can be discarded by you at any time. You treat me sincerely, but I hurt you again and again. A ungrateful person like me
Women are not worth your time at all."
Zihao frowned slightly and looked at her, silent. He knew that she needed to vent. She had a lot of things in her heart, but she always hesitated and did not dare to say them out.
"I'm sorry, I lied to you. I knew you had amnesia, but I didn't tell you the truth. The relationship between us was just a transaction." Die Ning turned her back, unwilling to look at Zihao's shocked eyes, and said in a deep voice.
, "For that man, I sacrificed myself and devoted myself to you. I know that you are good to me and I know that you are sincere, but so what. Which of you men is not like this? When you are fresh, you will never let me down.
Just throw it away when you are interested. It's the same for you or him."
Zihao clenched his fists, suppressing the urge in his heart to hold her in his arms again. He gave her a chance to say everything in her heart, because after tonight, he would not allow her to do it again.
There is still dissatisfaction and resentment in my heart.
"I'm actually not that strong, so what if I can kill someone? Every time I come back from a murder, I'll ask myself, what qualifications does a woman like me with bloody hands have to deserve the love of others? People like me are dead.
Will you go to hell in the future?" Die Ning closed her eyes silently and let her tears fall. She would never cry, because crying is an act of weakness, and she is a naturally strong person and will never behave like a weak person.
"I know you are very kind to me, but so what? When you get tired of playing with me, why don't you just throw me to others? I don't want to be so humble, so I guard my heart. I have been deceived once.
, how could I still be so stupid?" After a long silence, when Zihao thought she would never speak again, she suddenly continued talking, "But why are you so nice to me? Ever since I was a child,
No one has ever been so kind to me, knows my taste, cares about my feelings, cares about my opinions, and seems to put me first. I am not used to this kind of attention. I hate it when others put me first.
First, do you understand? People who have never been to heaven will not feel how painful hell is, but people who have been to heaven will know how cruel hell is."
Is this the reason why she defended herself so well? Zihao frowned slightly. He always thought that her rejection was because of Yi, so he didn't dare to take action and could only guard her tepidly.
, thinking that maybe one day she could forget Yi, but it turned out that was not the case at all. She had such low self-esteem, so she did not dare to accept the good things from others, for fear of getting used to others' existence and being discarded. It turned out that in her heart, it was
So insecure.
Thinking about it, both her father and Yi once took good care of her in their hearts. But later, one died and the other regarded her as an enemy. This little girl who was once pampered stumbled alone.
Growing up, no one wiped her tears for her, and no one loved her, so she was as cold and strong as she is now. In fact, no one wants to be strong, just because there is no one who loves her around her, right?
"So, please stay away from me, okay? Don't be nice to me, because I really can't bear it." As if she suddenly collapsed, Die Ning's body trembled violently. She had never felt like this in an instant.
She has always been a ruthless ice beauty, with few emotional fluctuations. In the eyes of everyone, she is indestructible. Even if she is injured, she will not feel pain. This has always been the case.
She has long been used to it.
A familiar warmth surrounded her, and Die Ning was surprised. Reason told her that she should push this man away, but she could not move at all, indulging in his tenderness.
"Are you done? So, it's my turn, right?" Zihao hugged her tightly, his tone softer than ever before, "Die Ning, I'm sorry, I also lied to you. I actually remembered it.
Yes, I already remembered it the next day after I woke up."
"You..." Surprised in her heart, Die Ning wanted to turn around, but was hugged tightly by him.
"Listen to me, the woman I like is the proud and arrogant killer. She is also the little woman who will be so scared and sleepless all night after killing someone. In my eyes, no matter what you become
They are all the people I like, and they have never changed." Zihao's voice was as gentle as ever, even he didn't know he had such a warm voice, "I don't want anything in return from you, and I don't want anything from you either.
Pay, you just need to stand where you are and accept my kindness to you, that's enough. I will not leave you, nor will I abandon you, because you are the person I can't bear to hurt even if I hurt myself."
"Zihao..." Die Ning snorted and was speechless. In fact, she understood all this. In the past year, all his actions have been seen in her eyes, but she has always
Not confident, how could a man like him be sincere to a woman, how could he guard a woman, so she was waiting for him to change his heart, waiting for him to leave, so that she could tell herself that her choice was not
Wrong, because no man will be sincere to her.
"I told you, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. I know who you are and who is in your heart, but I still stepped into Yi's trap. What did I do for you?
Don’t you understand?” Zihao paused and said something he had always thought was extremely sensational and disgusting, “I love you, so I will accept the part of you that loves Yi.”
Die Ning's eyes widened in surprise. She never expected that such humble words would come out of the mouth of the always arrogant Zi Hao. He had never been a person who would wrong himself, but for her, could he tolerate it like this?
"What about you, are you willing to give me this chance?" Zihao kissed her earlobe, feeling her limpness and trembling in his arms, "Answer me."
"Zihao... don't..." Die Ning never knew that a kiss could make her lose control so much. It seemed that Zihao in the previous year was really a very gentleman.
"Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay?" Zihao murmured, a bit pleading.
Die Ning's heart softened and she blurted out, "Okay."
Zihao hugged her completely into his arms and deeply explored her fragrance. A flash of light flashed in his eyes. This little woman was indeed the most soft-hearted. During this period of time together, he caught a lot of things.
Trick, no wonder he could never break into her heart in the past, because his gentleness and gentleness were neither painful nor itchy to her. Only hard and soft tactics could win her heart away.