In the following week, Qianqing did not show up, and even Zihao only showed up twice. He just told Zixuan with a livid face that he would handle the matter, and he would not let his brother be injured and wronged in vain.
Let him rest in peace and recuperate, and don't need to worry about other things.
Zixuan originally wanted Zihao not to join in the fun, but after thinking about it, it was good. Qianqing had probably never encountered such an opponent. A guy who doesn't play according to common sense and changes every day should make Qianqing confused.
?
He had just woken up, but his body was still overloaded. He often felt tired after being awake for a few hours, and fell asleep for a long time. He felt that his body was taking this opportunity to retaliate against him for the past years.
He was so tormented that he fell asleep hard when he got the chance.
Luo Qing felt a lot relieved about Zixuan's state. She was originally worried that this guy would be too busy to deal with Japan's affairs personally after he woke up. Now that she saw Zihao taking care of all this in one go, she felt relieved.
Every time she wanted to tell him to leave this dangerous world, but she swallowed the words again.
Whatever she wants to do, likes, and wants, he will work hard to help her get it done. This is a kind of respect and favor. Now even though she is worried, she still can't say anything to make him leave his brothers.
Although he never said it, she still knew that he was still worried about Zi Hao. Every time Yan Xi came to check him, he would ask about Zi Hao's situation. Even if he believed in Zi Hao's ability, he would still worry about whether he had any problems.
Danger.
Such a caring and righteous Qiu Zixuan made her feel distressed and deeply loved.
Die Ning has a very good saying, love means mutual accommodation and respect.
Luo Qing knew that as long as she really asked him to quit, he would follow her wishes. Even if this behavior similar to betrayal would make him sad, he would still rather be sad than make her unhappy. But
The more he behaves like this, the more reluctant she is to let him go.
She couldn't bear the slightest reluctance on his part. She knew that in the past ten years at Qiu's, he had forced himself to enter the business world. He was a person who would do well even if he forced himself. But she didn't want to be the reason for his unhappiness.
Be the source of all his happiness.
So, she just guarded him and stayed quietly by his side. She told herself that as long as he wanted to do something, she would support him. Just like before, he would also support whatever she wanted to do.
When Qianqing came to see Zixuan, Luo Qing quietly exited the ward. She didn't want Qianqing to get close to Zixuan again. This man who once made a good impression on her had become frightening to her, but she still left the ward
She left it to them because she knew that Zixuan had something to say to Qianqing. There were some things that only the person involved could really tell clearly, and she was just an anxious outsider.
This ward is very comfortably furnished, with soft and thick carpets, warm lighting, and warm-colored wallpapers on the walls. If this is not a hospital, it is more like a small apartment.
"How is your injury?" Qianqing sat on the chair next to Zixuan's bed, caring about his injury. Zixuan's spirit improved a lot, but his face didn't look much better. He pursed his lips and wanted to speak.
Stop again.
But Zixuan smiled softly, "Don't feel guilty, saving you is just an instinctive reaction."
The so-called instinct is a reaction beyond nature.
For Qianqing, a guy with low self-esteem and pride, Zixuan will always be more accommodating and tolerant. His sensitivity always makes him easily hurt. This is why Zixuan has never been willing to confront him head-on. He
I want to teach him to grow through some methods, let him affirm himself and believe in himself. But obviously, this self-admiring guy did not understand what he meant. Instead, he felt that he was deliberately irritating him and deliberately making him understand his own gap. Instead,
Let him provoke you more and more every time.
"I am not Jun Watanabe's son." Qianqing's face darkened a bit, her voice was slightly cold as she looked at her legs.
"I know."
Qianqing raised her head and looked at Zixuan in surprise, wondering why he knew about this.
"I knew it a long time ago. I found out accidentally when I was still training there."
"Since you know that I am not your benefactor's son, why do you still protect me again and again?" This is something Qianqing has never understood. He, a rebellious young man, has shown obvious hostility towards Zixuan from the beginning.
It's impossible for a smart person like Zixuan to fail to see why he could turn a blind eye to this.
During those few years of training, Zixuan was not friendly to Qianqing. He was sarcastic, cold and distant. But every time when Qianqing was in danger of being injured, the first one to stand up and protect him was always Zixuan, this cold man.
, puzzling.
"Let me tell you a story." Zixuan looked at the ceiling and slowly told a plain story, "Two men love each other as brothers, they are both outstanding, they made an appointment to work together to conquer the country, and they fell in love with someone at the same time.
Regarding women, the eldest brother gave in and married a woman he didn't love for their career. The younger brother also married that woman successfully. Coincidentally, the two women became pregnant in the same year, and their due dates were two months apart.
Two pregnant women encountered danger and gave birth on the same day, but the eldest brother was on the other side of the world. He was very worried and rushed back as hard as he could, but on the way he learned that his wife had died in childbirth. Both children were
He was born safely, but the eldest brother’s son was born prematurely and his body functions are very weak in all aspects. The doctor even concluded that the child may die before reaching full term.”
Qianqing's eyes widened, and she even breathed a lot lighter, looking at Zixuan intently.
"The younger brother was worried that his elder brother would not be able to bear the loss of two relatives in a row, so he secretly exchanged the two children without telling his wife. He thought that he and his wife could have another child, but the elder brother's wife had passed away.
Fortunately, under their careful care, although the child was in poor health, he finally grew up safely and was very good. He was very similar to his father, very good." At this point, Zixuan's
His eyes finally fell on Qianqing, "It's a pity that the child later died in an accident, because the younger brother in the story went to save his own child first."
Now that the story has come to this point, there is no need to go on.
"So, my father is not Watanabe Jun, but Hasegawa Mingyi?" The uncle Yi who has always been strict with him, the man who will always only hit him, is actually his father. How could this happen in the world?
The father beat his son to a pulp and sent his son into the hands of others. He only cared about being a man who valued love and justice, but didn't he think about his son's thoughts?
"You always thought that Uncle Yi didn't want you to take over the Watanabe Club because he looked down on you, despised you, and felt that your ability was not enough." Zixuan chuckled and shook his head, "That's not the case, he just hopes that his son will not
Follow his old path, you can live the life you like happily, do the things you like, and don’t do it because of what you like.
The so-called responsibilities and burdens force you to force yourself. To say that you are not suitable to take over Watanabe Club is not that you are not capable enough, nor that you are too young, but that your kindness and softness will fill your heart with contradictions and make you become a different person.
He has become the kind of callous and ruthless person he hates most. Every father wants the best future for his children."
These words overturned all Qianqing's previous beliefs. He had always admired Jun Watanabe, and he wanted to be such an upright man. But on the other hand, his gentleness and softness made him always want to have a timid mimosa.
, not confident, very low self-esteem, the more proud he is, the more inferior he is, and the more inferior he is, the more painful he is. This conflict of division tortures him all the time.
"But he never mentioned it to me." Qianqing still seemed not to believe this statement, and resisted the fact palely.
"You did a good job. You used your own strength to prove that you have the ability to do better than him. I think he should be as conflicted as you. As a father, he is very proud that his child is so outstanding, but on the other hand, he
I don’t want you to force yourself and make yourself unhappy just to prove yourself.” Zixuan rarely said such sensational words, but he felt that he needed to have a frank and honest talk with Qianqing, not for himself, but for himself.
For Uncle Yi, that man who is so strong that it is touching.
"Ever since I was young, I have had a heavy burden. I know that I am Jun Watanabe's son. This huge halo makes me almost breathless. I can only work hard and work hard. But no matter how hard I try,
They never think it's enough, because I am Jun Watanabe's son, I must be stronger than everyone else, but I work very hard, every training
It makes me want to pass out immediately. I don't like such high-intensity training. I hate step-by-step tests. I hate those kind of wild survival projects. I like a peaceful and stable life. I hate the rain of bullets and the chaos of this world.
Dark and dirty." Qianqing suddenly stood up and turned his back, his voice was choked and full of sadness.
Zixuan sighed. It was indeed like this. This guy just pushed himself too hard, so he became more inferior and sensitive. He always subconsciously felt that everything others did had an agenda. He was like a hedgehog.
Wrap yourself in long, sharp thorns and prevent others from getting close to you.
"You're curious why I take special care of you, right? At first, it was Uncle Yi who specifically asked me to help. He said that you were more delicate and fragile than others and more easily injured, so he asked me to help him keep an eye on you. Later.
Probably because I have developed a habit, I will always pay more attention to your changes. This is what I call instinct.
It is an instinct developed because of a long-term habit." This statement is actually very strange, but in fact it is like this. When an idea is deeply rooted in a person's heart and becomes a habit, it will be treated like a belief.
To be serious and persistent, you don’t need to remember it in particular, you will do it subconsciously.
"Habit, and instinct?" Qianqing murmured to herself in a low voice, not knowing what she was thinking, a trace of ridicule flashed in her eyes.